Hi Jow Forums, I hope you can give me some advice on how to improve my life, or at least some aspects of it because it is pretty much in shambles.
> 26/ M/ Germany > had to put my studies on hold because if illnesses > studies were almost complete > Rheumatism, Multiple Sclerosis and Major Depression to name the severest illnesses > affects my coordination, ability to move, cognition, memory and leads to break downs to name few symptoms > condition gets worse > unable to work duo to medical condition > had to pass on doctorate and industry jobs, which I had sheduled after studies > poor, survival only form wellfare > many issues with different offices e.g. wallfare office > sheduled medical appointments at rheumatologist, neurologist are spread far apart > heavy problems duo side affects of medication > no positive response and only side affects of psychiatristic medication; therfore perscription stopped > psychologist gave up on me; basically said there is nothing she can target with a therapy in my condition and that my life basically is horrible right now and the cause of my suffering. Canceled my appointments and told me I could reshedule them, when my life becomes less horrible. > dateless, kissless, virgin > no firends, no social milieu, nobody to talk to > tried to get in contact with people via fb groups or activities at university unsuccessfully > mother is gravely sick > bad relationship with father; threw me out of house; no contact
This goes on for over 10 months now. Suicide seems like a viable option.
northern germany > incel fuck > dateless, kissless, virgin at least I am not a weaboo nor otaku or some shit like that
Jack Hughes
> no positive response and only side affects of psychiatristic medication; therfore perscription stopped
I have been prescribed and took escitalopram, Amineurin, Promethazinneuraxpharm and Valdoxan each for a month but it had no positive effects, just crippling side effects.
Jaxon Foster
haha yes fair enough. I guess i meant someone who hates women garbage human type stuff. ah damn, was hoping for a sunday sterni haha
Connor Perry
>Multiple Sclerosis Holy shit user, are you for real?
>Multiple Sclerosis I work with people with this, exept they are probably in a worse condition, you need to find someone to live your life (not your parents) and can help you if the condition get worse
Jacob Gutierrez
Still same guy
And there are association that can help you out, reach them and ask some help, they know how to help (their psychologists are better, they already know the condition)
Leo Fisher
ty for your reply. Yes, MS is for real The Psychologist and Psychiatrists I visited were part of an bigger Institute associated with the neurology department of the hospital I go for treatments.
They are already the professionals in that demand.
My existence is depraved of any interpersonal attention and in my current state I have no idea how it could even be remotely possible to change that.
Julian Watson
The adv club is two boards down
Nolan Rodriguez
Some of the people i help and talk to are in your same boat, losing friend and feeling alone The association i work with, make lunches and invite everyone they can reach with ms (giving them a ride too), if you have this possibility you can meet new people there (with or without ms) Also keep yourself informed on your condition, don't make thing get worse.
Jason Morris
It's a gachimuchi meme. Anyways, I've seen some horrible stuff about robots on this board but man this one outdoes them by a long run. I feel sorry for you, user.
Tyler Nguyen
What is your job/education?
I took some fliers from the hospital I get treated, but there were only 2 about MS support groups and they both requiere a membership fee. So that was no option.
The social workers suggested help in form of "meals on wheels", but I can not afford that either, and houshold help, but that is juristically impossible since I undergo physiotherapeutic rehabilitation.
Other fliers were about other topics like chronic pain. I have this too, but they focus more on psychosomatic causes and so I do not fit in their either since in my case it is somatic.
Civil service rn, i work for a non-profit organization and i didn't start university. Didn't know they make you pay for this stuff, here we do it for everyone, we have a membership but it's cheap and not necessary. Also, don't you get money for your disability?
Ethan Reyes
>Rheumatism, Multiple Sclerosis and Major Depression to name the severest illnesses
op im going to give you some life changing advice right now get yourself on b12 injection (6 in 2 weeks and then 1 every week afterwards for the next 3 months) take a high folate dosage supplement with coenzyme q10
i had ALL of those features and thats what my illness turned out to be fucking b12 deficiency
Easton Smith
my b12 levels were tested in in order I already take MTX and therefore Folate ty for your advice anyways
Hudson Gonzalez
>Also, don't you get money for your disability? No, I don't. In germany you do not get money for disability in general. In my case the application for disability is still being chased.
Logan Wright
>my b12 levels were tested in in order >I already take MTX and therefore Folate >ty for your advice anyways just be aware that western standards for serum b12 can be woeful their normal range is enormous (180-960ng/ml) people can become symptomatic of b12 deficiency at
Daniel Morgan
ty for the reccomendation I will check the exact test results
Cooper Edwards
np mate i had searing burning pains in my legs general fatigue peripheral neuropathy great difficulty focusing balance etc
its p nasty anything under 500 start supplementing immediately opt for intramuscular injections even if it is ms having an affluence of b12 will help to protect your nerve myelin
