GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

Crazy paranoid nutcase edition.

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Nothing excites me, I don't see anything that could grant me a sense of purpose or meaning. To think that of all the vices, depressions and what have you, what's most soul-crushing for me is this deep feeling of complete dissatisfaction and boredom with everything. Fuck literally everything.

Grace you're one of my best friends. I love you too.

Everything in my life was not a lie, just a misunderstanding.
It's not "just bee yourself", it's "focus on yourself"

fuck this shit, indecisiveness and fear are fucking with my head. I wasnt prepared for this shit and it has hit me too hard too fast.

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I'm loving life.

>I want to leave my parent's house
>I want my career to fucking start
>I dont want to do college anymore
>I dont want to be lonely anymore
>I want to live in a white area, I'm so tired of spics and niggers
>I want a woman I can love
>I want freedom
>I want a family
>I want financial security
>I want my lifts to get better
>I want to be get excited for things in life again
fucking hell I hate life right now

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4 days left. I cannot sleep. I don't want to.

I miss you so much. Why are things different now? Did you ever care?

I love you so much but I don't know if we are right to be in a relationship together
you are my best friend

It hurts to know that someone you thought liked you doesn't even care to reply your message.

Please tell me this ;_;
It’s not what I want but I’d love to know I’m your best friend. You’re everything to me.

Please still love me and don't leave me alone. I need you and I'm absolutely broken without you. I cry every single night without you. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't fucking focus at work. I know I hurt you, and that you gave me chance after chance, but please come back. I've really changed. Please fucking come back, I can't live without you. I'd take a bullet for you. Im dead without you. Fuck.

Your and their initals?

Is it because of the documentary? Is it because of my photos?

Fuck you Robert you fucking prick. I didn’t send a fucking tire up. I would have noticed if I did. The closet I got was those two that only got midway up the ramp and I got those off in time. Why the fuck is everyone in upper management such assholes all the fucking time. It’s like it’s a prerequisite, like they ask you in the interview if you are a fucking asshole. Fuck FedEx, fuck peak season, and fuck my life

Who the fuck are you

I just had the best day conceivable.
Hope you anons get yours soon too.

Please, please... Stop getting angry at me. I'm trying my best despite everything. I'm trying my best despite my mental illness. Despite my financial limitations. I exhaust myself to meet your expectations to try and stop you from getting mad at me, but you do so anyway. I'm terrified of approaching you regarding this.

You said you were worried that I saw you as I did with x. That you were treating me like x. You are! You are. At least x would get moody over whatever and take it out on me, unlike you who does that as well as get angry directly at me.

I thought I was going to be safe with you but I need to leave. Where would I go? I don't know. I really want to die.

You will never know.

Possibly who you're talking about. Which country do you live in?

Then it's mutual :^)

Finland, aka where the sun never shines

I’ll follow your lead. You always know how things should be. I trust you.

Ah, I got the wrong person then. I'm sorry user.

Where are you from user?

I hate that I can't really trust my gf. We have been together for over a year but she tends to be a little on the weird side. Like she'll tell me about people she finds cute and what not. I want to think that she's trying to make me jealous, and that she wants to be loved. Which I don't know what else to do. We spend tons of time together, to the point that I sometimes need a little me time but still I give her the time she needs. How the fuck do you show someone you love them? I make sure to tell her, to give her affection and attention still it feels like it's not enough. We have sex plenty, we do stuff together and still in not good enough?

I just want us to be happy. Why is this so fucking hard?

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Listen, I would never write to you of all people but I have to get it out into the universe. I've known respectable _____s. You have a wife and several kids, an apparent cocaine addiction, and hired someone to tell me how to do my job who shouldn't be in that position. I'm fully booked. I answered out of courtesy from our good rapport. I realize you have a lot of pressure, but sort your shit out before you lose it all. That chip on your shoulder is a virus spreading throughout the company. Your reputation is bad. I say it because for some stupid reason, I care.

Guess

What!? That's all one desires

That's a you problem son.

I want to ask her out, but maybe she's just being friendly. I don't want the weight of rejection make me fall down.

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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKK IF I DON'T GET IT TOGETHER THIS TIME IM JUST GONNA KMS FOR REAL

Anime. I finally told him I loved him. We aren't going to be together but fuck. I feel better. I feel sane again. I've been here, posting about him for a year. And I feel released finally. Like the world makes sense, only because he knows. I feel better.
If any of you love anyone, tell them. Tell them so you can sleep, knowing that they do know.

Why is it so fucking hard to get my shit together? I can handle being scum but I can't handle being btfo by these fucking motherfuckers. Shit's just fucked man. I'm just gonna fucking fully fucking wing everything from now on and hope for the best because no kind of fucking foresight or planning is going my way.

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Tomorrow the government is going to attempt another program to get me a job
Lets see if I can talk my way out of it this time

Yeah the darker side of that is unrequited love, to where you can't sleep, which evolves into loss of interest in everything so all you do is want to sleep. Your appetite starts to wane, you spend all your time with things only for the sake of dulling your thoughts of that person for awhile, all the time the thought in the back of your head is "they will never love me, I will never have them." It becomes like a disease. You can't focus on anything. You think about changing your life completely but you can't bring yourself to do it.

I think I should break up with my gf. We work fine enough together but why do I have this feeling that she will only regret being with me later. Sometimes I wonder if she would be happier with someone else.
I love her, and I want to keep her but I can't shake this feeling.
I feel like she's secretly miserable with me. That she needs me, but not wants me. Like if we were codependent on one another.
This lack of confidence will fuck up what I want. I see it coming, but changing the course if things is hard.
Why is this eating at me so much? She tells me that she loves me, that she's happy to have me, but something keeps me scared. It wasn't always this way.

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It's been so long since we've had sex and masturbating until I physically can't anymore is no longer working. I know I'm a hypocritical bitch for this but if he ever mentions jerking off or if I catch him, I'm going to fucking lose it.

My sisters boyfriend is better than me in every conceivable way and I resent him for it despite knowing that there isn’t much I can do about it. He’s taller, better looking, more sociable, funnier, more confident, harder working, smarter, and just an overall better person than me.

I hate my sister's boyfriend. All they do is fuck and fight, loudly.
I'm stuck living with her for a while and I just can't fucking stand it. I can't complain either because it's either this or the street.
But all they ever do is lock themselves in their room and loudly fuck for 6 hours and intermittently yell at each other. I can only assume meth or coke is involved. How the fuck can one man screw for that long?

I truly hate this. I want to leave but until I get a call back from a job, I can't

We all know that men love to have sex/orgasm as much as they can.
Have you considered asking him? Like directly?
He may think that you would not be responsive if he made a move, so he doesn't try

>I'm just gonna fucking fully fucking wing everything from now on and hope for the best because no kind of fucking foresight or planning is going my way.
Don't do this.
I "fucked up" my second chance at college because of this attitude. I passed and with pretty good grades, but I could have been the best. I coulda been a contenda! (Old reference for you kids out there)

This is cruel of you to those of us you just want to walk away from our love interests.

I pimped him out.

I appreciate you for reminding me of this. I saw the scene ages ago but not the full thing

I don't know who this guy is that's writing me love messages, how does he know me? It must be from a site I used to go to because there are constant references. Who are these people?

I know, user, I know. My best friend cut all contact with me because I said I wanted to start a relationship with her after I realized my feelings were more than platonic. Really seemed like hers were too. After a month of not talking, she called me on Monday wanting to talk face to face. I was heading to work at the time so I asked to hang out on Tuesday. I haven't heard from her since. What the fuck am I supposed to do? It's all I can think about. I fucking hate this.

You should feel good. Unless he's gay. Then feel bad

I feel so disconnected from you. I knew this would happen one day but it hurts more than imagined.

I don't think i've never wanted anything more than for you to want me. I don't think i've ever craved anything so desperately. And I know you're in a relationship so that's never going to happen but I also don't want to feel differently. I don't want to have feelings for someone else.

I'm gonna keep at it as long as it takes. I'm no longer going to try to manage my time. Cut my life I pieces this is my last resort.

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How did he react?

I WANT SNUGS MOTHER FUCKERS

YOU DUMB FUCKING BITCHES LOVE ME ALREADY HOLY SHIT

I want to move to the mid west work a shit job and become a drug addict and hopefully od and die soon afterwords. i dont get what the fucking point to living is anymore i dont wanna live here.

why did this bullshit happen. heres some fucking advice never tell anyone in this world how your feeling. from now on im keeping it all to myself until the day i die.

He said he loved me too, and we finally opened up on communication about some things that we hadn't talked about before. We can't be together because our mental health is both bad and we are both the type to just indulge in our symptoms and substance abuse if we started dating some one.

Suffocation no breathing don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

Would it be wrong would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are, dynamite.

Iktf

Yes but apparently you didn’t.

Losing my mind wishing someone would tell me I’m fine

Gotta say, I feel ahead of so many people in this board. I think I suffered enough to feel fine with life. I won't say I'm perfect or anything but my mental state is pretty peaceful. All the knowledge and wisdom I've gotten over the years has been useful. Maybe I'm full of shit but that's how it feels.

Keeping shit simple and not caring goes a long way

Please God, help me forget him, make this pain go away.

That's exactly it.
As you grow older, all that bullshit becomes almost nostalgic.
All the fucking teens here will think "No! I'm the exception! I'll feel this way forever!"
Ok, I understand. We felt the same.

I will never be interested in womanizers. Never have, never will. When I was 13, the most popular, good-looking guy in school liked me. He went through a lot of girls. I rejected him and it sent shock waves through the school. I won't put up with stupid guys like that.

I'm not even close to being a teen. Some people have no empathy and can't understand that others maybe lost family members, maybe lost their job, are disabled etc etc. You have no idea.

nothing's all right, nothing is fine

You are baiting karma now. Good luck with that.

Now I won’t be able to sleep.

I want to beat his face in. I want to see blood on my fists

>be me
>high school
>I had a dumb joke with a girl that whenever I would pass her in a hallway we’d say “what up” in a funny voice
>eventually I decided to talk to her
> after becoming good friends she revealed to me that she wanted to be trans and that she had tryed to kill herself
>she showed me the scars on both of her wrists
>me, being shocked and not knowing what to say, spurged out and said “sideways for attention longways for results”
>she was taken aback by this and walked away
>she stopped talking to me after that and whenever we did talk it was always awkward
>towards the end of the year she became even more defensive and closed in and eventually she stopped coming to class

I never saw her after that and some people said she moved to another school, but I still don’t know what to think. I still think of her daily and I always remember what I said to her.

Only an idiot thinks they matter and change peoples lives

I love you, V.

I don't know you but I want you to know that I love what's in your heart.

I think I'm already in love with you actually, just please don't be him!

I want to forget him.

Bitterness and regret? Lol

I'm turning 30 in a few weeks. No bf. No kids. I need to find a good man and reproduce ASAP. What do?

Should I just have a one-night stand with a nice guy when I'm ovulating? I'm quite religious and I pray that G-d forgives me. But I'm at my breaking point.

I hate my friends and myself but also enjoy myself. Is there something wrong with me or what

I'm obsessed with a girl I don't know at all and have only actually seen about 8 times (not spoken to, just saw around town.) She works at a grocery store that's close to where I live, I avoid going there at all anymore so that i don't become known as that creepy guy who stares. She may be the most attractive person I've ever seen so I'd imagine she's seen her fair share of creeps and I want to avoid becoming one of them. I know posts like this are common on this board but I'm worried I may be actually mentally ill.

I know you're a meme. Fuck off

Look for a husband. You're not getting any younger.

I have a borderline irrational distain for sex, promiscuity, and everything surrounding it. I even told a guy that I hope he dies and burns in hell when he was bragging about hookups he had.

Nothing else repulses me so much that I just immediately hate the person with passion.

Of course it's compounded by the fact that this is most people, so I utterly despise almost everyone and will never meet a girl who feels remotely the same.

I like you.

I'm not going to delude myself into thinking you want me to talk to you, no matter if you make it seem that way -- I've deluded myself enough regarding you. If you wanted to talk to me, well, we wouldn't be in this mess right now. But I suppose I can't say 'we', either, as you don't care, so I guess it's just me in this mess. I love you; you make me ill.

I do but I don't even know who you are

I feel who you are but I need to see to believe

I feel like everyone is always watching me and everyone knows my thoughts

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Just let me go. Please.

Stop this nonsense.

Have you told them this?

You made a mockery of me.

I'm not a bimbo, I'm not an animal.

you changed everything to mock me

J?

>tfw have bimbo fetish
Pls talk more

Too bad

I've had sexual dreams about a co-worker recently and try to avoid all possible contact with her because of that.

No, I actually have no idea who they exactly are, they've hidden from me. Sorry for rping

No, I'm not a J

How did he make a mockery of you?

Pump and dump is a bad idea for all parties, especially the child. A baby isn't a plaything.

You're a fucking whore for telling me you loved me while you were talking to another man behind my back.

I don't talk to anyone