GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

It's not what you make but what you keep.

and the list mentions a whole bunch of other traits.

Being a misunderstood, insecure, physically unhealthy and smelly guy with shit taste in clothes doesn't outweigh being "nice" deep down inside.

And why would this "whole package" go for a used up slut like you?

I'm just tired and i don't want to attempt having a stable relationship or any hope for good things to come anymore. should i say, expectations based on nothing concrete, as if i matter in this world enough to expect something. if i want to survive, that's up to me. there's no place for two, or for a spiritual power that pays back all my good deeds. there is no prize for good little girls

Exactly. Unfortunately my ex was only nice to the public. He had a "nice guy" image to uphold. People (except his closest family) knew how insanely abusive he could be.

Looking back on him, I see all those issues that I tried to overlook. He has some very deep seeded issues that manifested themselves in his day to day life. Lack of motivation and commitment to anything including his hygiene.

I'm not saying every poor slob is inherently evil or "bad". But usually these symptoms are a sign of something more at work.

Take care of those deep issues, and it kind of works through your whole life. You end up taking better care of yourself and your surroundings.

You're making this very personal friend.

You don't know me but if you did you'd know I'm a highly intuitive self aware individual with mad skills in many areas of life and a lot to offer at all levels. I'm content and happy in general. I guess that shows outwardly and he's picked up on it. ;)

The guy I like sent me a picture of him
In a reflection on a surface i could see a girl taking the picture
Same hair colour as the girl I saw in another picture with him
I'm just disappointed by people's dishonesty

>I'm a highly intuitive self aware individual with mad skills
Lol, ok.
Still a used up slut.

How you see the world and the people in it, is very sad. I pity you and yet you haven't a clue why. You're very poor and I don't care what your bank account says either.

You will never find genuine lasting happiness or contentment.
Probably need to get high or drunk to deal with your reality. Or escape with viday or porn.
I bet you sit down to pee.

Look we get it. You weren't born into the genetic lottery and a girl rejected you in middle school. Get over it dude.

Noice. Couldn't have said it better.

You simply love her and that's it.
Others don't understand that, they just think of the hassle and don't see how your love for someone makes that so insignificant.

Truth hurts, I guess.

>have to be on pills for medical reasons
>completely kills my already low libido
wonder if I’ll ever get a bf at this point

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What "truth" lol
I'm not even the same person you initially replied to. You just assume because you came here to take out your own personal problems on random people.

just saw or rather am 95% certain i saw my ex at the gas station in her car

>texted her couple of minutes later if she wanted to grab something to eat
>if it isn't her i might've just texted her while that other guy who apparently told her he loves her too, is fucking her

when did i start becoming such a fucking failure in life

I'm the person he originally replied to and yeah it's nice to see random strangers can see this person is just being toxic.

>"Don't think so much about the future, live in the moment instead"
Thinking about the future is the only thing that keeps me going right now. I've got nothing in the moment to enjoy but am still somehow positive that given enough time things will work out and I have so many good things ahead of me.

I have no regrets from the relationship aside from, I should've left it sooner.

I prefer cuddling my gf to fucking her.

Lucky gf

why did i do that

how?

You prefer intimacy than just getting off

I'm a bit horny but my kids are always around and my husband can't keep hard in a condom (I can't be on bc for medical reasons)
Horniness has this aftertaste of apathy when you get older, or at least in my case. The bio clock is telling me, it's okay bitch, you're done. Take a breather, have some fucking cake. P lame.

>It's the gf dream again
Damn, now to feel like shit for an hour or so

Is the 3rd date too soon to tell the girl you have feelings for her?

i cant stop hurting myself emotionally

how to stop

I want to know why you are being so cold to me so suddenly. I really wanted to be friends. You always happily chat with others but with me you're silent now.
I kinda want to text you and ask what's going on, but it's not like we were that close in the first place and I feel like I'm overstepping boundaries by asking.

I want a qt middle class white normalfag gf

my ex has fucked me over so many times yet i fucking miss her so much, i hate and love her at the same time, we havent been together since march but i still kept seeing her up until september cause she made me believe it could still work, that hoe. only saw her a couple times on the street while i was driving and it made me feel such an apathy and sadness that i can barely think straight when it happens, i keep seeing her face everywhere and i sometimes think im going crazy.
on a different note, i will show every fucker who always doubted me that i can do what i want with my music, it doesnt matter if i dont have the best equipment or loads of followers and shit like that, ill make music for me and only do what i want to do, not what others want to listen to. i will not sell myself for some cash, fuck everyone who doesn't believe in me, im proud of what i do.

I can barely get through the week without drugs now. What happened?

you and me both user
kept meeting up with her, having sex etc. 2 months after she broke up
everytime i thought there's still hope somewhere inside of her
saw her tonight, pretty certain and i felt awful

totally what i think too, now is a bad period for me and im only thinking about myself and my future, its the only thing keeping me going. good luck with everything user

we broke in march man, i didnt hear from her once during the summer if not one time that she wrote to me saying she went to a club and hoes out that night, i felt like shit for a bit but then i felt better, saw her again in september, she gave such hope that i was sure 100% we'd be together again, then just...nothing, one day out of the blue she tells me she wants nothing to do with me anymore. im usually a really stable guy, emotionally speaking, but this girl literally turned my head around and made me become a little bitch. i hope you feel better user, really do

i feel you so hard user...
mine told me, that she fucked with someone else, that theres another guy who told her he loves her
made the mistake of sleeping with her, a fter she told me that
every single damn time we look each other in the eyes for just a split second theres this...firey connection which she choses to ignore for the most part

i hope we both feel better soon user
im letting it affect work and stuff, not good

i know what you mean user, it happens to me too and we can't let it ruin our lives. its so hard not to think about her whilke doing stuff but she just keeps popping into my head... in the morning when i wake up i keep expecting to find her, really i dont even know what to think anymore, ive never felt this way and its killing me... we fucked a lot too back in the days, and i keep remembering details and shit like that.. i cant even work on my music lately, i cant seem to write or produce anything, makes me feel totally worthless

user im telling you, im a totally different person usually but this period is changing me in a person i dont want to be, i keep smoking j's to stay stoned and not think about shit and im spengind so much i had to ask a loan from a friend who knows im in a bad place... fuck me

also i started spending money on bets and other drugs other than weed, i havent even bought groceries in over a month, i keep eating kebabs snd sandwiches from a bar in town... fuck writing all of this is making me realize what a fucking failure i have begun

Please come back to me, please. I'm sorry I hurt you over and over again, breaking all the chances you gave me. I love you more than anything and I'm a changed man. I can't do this without you, I need you. I need you more than anything. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't fucking pay attention to anything. All of my previous interests feel hollow, my heart hurts every second of every day. I know I put you through heartache, but please don't forsake me forever.

*become

Debating whether or not I should tell my friends I am feeling depressed.

I don't feel like ending my life or hurting myself physically at all, although I do tend to joke about it a lot (because I've always had a dark sense of humor). Still, the past year I have felt a LOT of anxiety, periods where I just have trouble sleeping and days where I can't focus on my work because I feel tired all the time. Today is one of those days.

I'm debating whether I should say something or not because lately I feel like I can't really hang out with them anymore. Either I don't have the energy for it, feel like I'd just be giving off negative vibes or even feel outright envious at their apparent happiness.

I don't want to lose them as friends but I also don't want to cause undue alarm or frustration on their part.

Just please, send me a message saying you hate me. I just want to know you are alive.
Why must this hurt so god damn much

why the fuck did I even make food and wait around for you today if it turns out you can't even hang out? wasting my fucking time

>waah user that's selfish

fuck you. there's a million other things i could've done that would be more productive than waiting around, and now im stuck here bitching about it with a bunch of other losers

WOW!
Thanks user!
Now I know who to strive for!
When I grow up, I wanna be Boogie2988!

I love you forever

5 years ago my parents called the cops on me and sent them to my dorm room because I smoke weed. They then had me involuntarily commited to a psych ward since I was only 1 month from being 18 and i thought I was the second coming of Jesus Christ. But I also found out my mom is a whore and my dad is a literal cuck who lets her sleep with other men. When I told my dad his wife is a whore he pretended he didnt know, then I went back to my dorm and saw cops waiting outside. That night I was transported to a psych ward. When I got out they kept my car from me for 2 months. I got in a wreck and totaled it 1 week later. They lied and said there was no insurance payment which I naively believed for a year. My mom got herself a new car shortly after. When I found out they lied I flipped out, and they kicked me out and i was homeless for 2 days until sent me to my uncle for 2 weeks, then they let me back in.

Fast forward 5 years, I'm still living with them since they sabotaged my college experience and life. I have not worked in about 2 years because they finally got me another car and I am still trying to finish my degree. I have been seething this whole time over my shit parents. At this point they stopped buying food to starve me. I flip out again and they kick me out again. This time I'm homeless for 3 weeks and have to find a job before I get my own place. Everything seems fine but then last Tuesday I total my car again because I gave some bitch at work a ride home because SHE totaled her car. Now my life is even more fucked up and it's all because of my cunt parents. Fucking assholes. Btw, I only thought I was Jesus because I gained special powers and didn't know how to explain them. I still have the powers but stopped thinking I was Jesus long ago, but much after the psych ward. Totally unnecessary experience, hope my parents die

You are probably just another LARPer, but..
I never ment to hurt you, but I did. I hurt you so bad

you are insane and if I were your parents I'd probably hate you too

I am so glad our son is not around you now.

I think the best of you has past. You've become nothing more than a hedonistic narcissist living off mommy.

I'm embarrassed for you. I'm embarrassed you're his father. You'd rather drink, drug and go to orgies than take care of child support and doing what you need to in order to get visitations.

Crazy. And mommy is totally fine with it because you come home to her most nights so you can take her to work in the morning. Play house on nights you're home.

Your siblings are at least a little healthier and stay away from the emotionally incestual couple that you are.

You are psychotic.

>spend years having nothing much to do, no one calling me
>meet girl I really like
>between her crazy work schedule and all the shit I got going on can hardly spend any time together
>always hanging with her for a few minutes here and there and but haven't had a proper date weeks after having met
>can't bring her over
>can't go to her house
>literally every time we plan something, something more pressing comes up and I or her have to cancel
>in constant contact but can't spend any quality time together
Fuck this shit

You lied to me Jow Forums, I have no powers. Oh well. I've long ago lost the hope and decided to just live my life the way it is. I'm not unhappy or anything and my life is actually pretty decent if I do say so myself. Just slipped through the cracks on this one I guess.

Not upset, just disappointed.

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>this guy is so great but let me take time to write you a letter about how he's better than you
The one that fucked you over is still occupying a ton of space in your head and this new guy you're seeing is just a placeholder, someone you can look at and feel satisfied because you're doing better than the one who hurt you

Yes, I'm imagining you are my ex gf that I still love with all my heart. I'm pretending you're her to ease the indisputable fact that she doesn't love me anymore.

I imagine this is what my ex is saying about me. Thanks for fucking me up.

I'm so fucking lonely. I miss my ex so bad. I'm lost and alone and I just want to cry all the time. It feels like it's never going to get better

Happy birthday user, I hope it's your best year yet

I imagine you saying this, lovebug, and it makes me feel horrible about hurting you, ashamed of my actions, but it also puts a fire under my ass to change for the better. I've been sober for over a month now.

I put date rape drugs into my female friend's drink.
I couldn't do it. I took her to my place and let her sleep it off in my room while I drank my pain away.
What do, I really love her but she's taken.

Im a bad person

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>What do, I really love her but she's taken.
No you don't. You don't put date rape drugs in someone's drink when you love them.

If someone is happier without you, and you love them, you don't force yourself into their life thinking that you'll make it better. Try simply talking to her next time. Confessing is much more suitable to drugging, you fucking degenerate scumbag.

Yep

you people are fucking dead. All of you. It doesn't matter now, you're all dead.

my faith in humanity is fucking dead. They knew why I was there, and they decided to be fucking cunts. You guys had a chance to do the right thing and you didn't.

You're all fucking dead when I get free. You can't do this to people you fucking pricks. The NSA/FBI cunts are fucking dead. The celebrities will burn and you mother fuckers will not die quickly.

and no, it's not "fine in my ear" it FUCKING HURTS YOU STUPID FUCKING CUNT

Me too, user, me too

Are you talking to us about the inevitability of one day dying, or just proclaiming you're gonna murder some people? Good luck with your nigger warfare user.

Im not getting the surgeries at-fucking-all.

And that tranny fucking doctor is fucking dead.

welp, that confirmed it too.

My mother is such a shitty fucking cunt that she has been trying to get me taken away in an "out of sigh, out of mind." kind of way.

God I fucking hate you people so fucking much. You haven o fucking idea how much I fucking hate all of you. You are all such shitty fucking disgusting pieces of shit. You are trying to torture someone to death... because.... why? Tradition? Entertainment? What the fuck is wrong with you fucking cunts.

Sounds like you were already fucked up

Hm, possibly but "a lot of space" I wouldn't necessarily agree with. Its significantly less than what it has been, that's for sure.
And this new guy is just a friend. For now. He's showing gentle and consistent interest. I've been through hell and I'm not ready to get involved again.
He seems to understand this. I'm scared of him because he seems so put together. Not a single red flag. Idk what the fuck to do about that! I'm not used to it but it feels so nice.
I'm giving it time and we'll see where this goes. I'm in no rush and he doesn't seem to be either.
I like him. I enjoy him. I've made a new friend who I can see more with. That is nothing shy of a miracle to me.

Well I guess I'm not alone

Ew

I can't even avoid hurting the people I love. I just want to be one with the void by now

I said all that to you and yet I was still too cowardly to just say "I love you."I am glad to know that you do wear the necklace that I got you though. I honestly thought you were just like giving it away or throwing it out. I wish you would wear it at least one time around me so I could know but that's the truth. But you don't lie so. And that is something I really like about you.

Stop fucking with people's hearts.

I have both a giant ego, and low self worth. I interpret meaningless gestures from other people as them secretly being in love with me, but also think no one actually like/loves or is interested in me in anyway. its very confusing and I dont like it

Fuck you. You treated me so disrespectfully and im not even going to rack my brain to try and figure out why. I should have expected it when I told you bluntly that I'm naive though. What did you think was going to happen? That id just send you nudes to please you? Like I'm some fucking high schooler who hasn't learned the lesson that sex doesn't keep boys around? You tried to take advantage of how I felt for you. You manipulated me and made me jealous on purpose. You're pathetic. I'm done. I told you that I don't just put out for fun, did you think things would be different because you're just so fantastic? I hope you enjoy me never talking to you again. I hope you enjoy the ugly looks you get from my friends and coworkers. I hope you rot, and I feel pride in being clever enough to see through your absolute bullshit. I would have never stood up for myself before. But I've grown so much these past few years. Don't call me your kind, when you're so far behind me.

I've finally found the love of my life but because we're both broke college students with no way to support ourselves I'm too paranoid of getting her pregnant to have sex with her even with the pill and condoms used in tandem.

Stop being a faggot and smash her. You won't get her pregnant if you take the right precautions.

Please do not kill people. You are better than that.

I'm 29 and feel kinda filthy and creepy for thinking a 19 year old female friend of mine is hot

I don't think that's creepy, user.

Nah man that's natural. She's around the prime child birth age for women, and you're around the age when men fully mature. It's just birds and bees my dude.

I feel like I've never even participated in life. I'm just here watching shit go on around me. I want to make friends but I feel so detached that I can't bring myself to bother. I need to stop this shit.

Fucking boomers, I swear to god.
My biggest responsibility at my job is babysitting a man who is almost sixty. He's an absolute burden. He's obese, selfish, entitled. I can't get him to do his job.To add insult to injury, because we're in a union we're making the same amount of money.
I pray to god he gets put into my position when I graduate college and he gets fired when it's clear he can't do anything.

Why... Why didn't you invite me? I wanted to go too...

It's a dual between your hormones and your conscious thought.

I'm hurting.