Fetish making me depressed

This is my first post in Jow Forums mainly for the anonimity and cause I don't have anyone to talk about that. It started when I was 13 and I fapped for a body swap clip, the idea of swap genders was something so good and new idk. Now I have 18 and I just can fap imagining this and it's starting to make me fell sick and depressed for real. So I thought it could be a good idea share this to find someone who had the same expirience or whatever.

If you don't understand too much maybe its because english is not my first language. (Sorry, don't judge me)

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Why would you feel embarrassed about a fetish

I mean it’s just a fetish don’t feel bad about it. Is it the only thing you can get off to?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 22 and really the same problem.

Sometimes I think I need to be too honest about everything about me that it makes ne feel sick idk

Stop jerking off, work out, and seek religion. Not jerking off is important because it'll enable you to be attracted to women irl. Working out will help give you the mental fortitude to live with yourself; do Starting Strength or take a group class just to get your feet wet. Accepting that your perversions are wrong will make you better able to cope with the negative emotions attached to them. Even if you have missteps, you'll at least be able to rationalize them rather than continue wandering aimlessly in the dark as you are. Christianity is the ideal framework for this, and I recommend C.S. Lewis's Mere Christianity as an entry point if you're starting at square one.

Also, ignore these losers

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Honestly, this
It sounds radical but i was in the same boat op

I quit cold turkey, started working out, meditated, and started normalizing

It is difficult but you can do it

fuck off burger convert trash

desu this sounds like gender dysphoria

The only purpose of "not fapping" because of religious reasons is only to prove something, that you're worthy of paradise, it will not help him, not one bit.

Dude, there are people who masturbate to videos of girls eating shit and drinking piss.. And you think your fetish is bad?

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Fuck off Christian ISIS equivalent
Protip: The guy you are citing in pic related would have happily burned american puritans as the abominable heretic fanatics without sense or measure they are.

I'm also a weirdo with weird fetishes, but i fall on the gross but common stuff, like feet stuff, anal stuff, tying people up, etc. And i'm so fucking embarrassed and awkward about it, i get kinkshamed all the time by girls, and even some friends, so i hide my kinks from everyone now, i don't tell them to no girl until we get really close or she also has some weird stuff. My biggest kink is that i really get off when seeing my partner enjoying themselves, but most people think i made that up to sound more attractive to girls so i never tell it to anyone ever anymore, only share your kinks with people you're really close to, most people find that stuff gross and weird.

Funny enough, English also isn't my first language, good luck and never feel ashamed of what you love

I have a gender swap fetish but the twist is i like skin suit disguises like buffalo bill.

My advice is to not sweat it because weirdos are everywhere and meeting an equally weird girl is more likely than you think.

> gender dysphoria
Its not stfu you dont know what you are talking about

Mere christianity makes retarded arguments.
>herp jesus said some good things and therefore isnt insane and must be god lol

I have a theory that most fetishes are just OCD. Not kinks but actual fetishes where you can only get off to that. Try thinking to yourself would you seriously honesy not be turned on if a hot naked woman was in your bedroom right now ready to fuck you. Imagine she really desperately wants you. If it helps try imagining a real life qt. If you can feel a desire there you don't need the gender swap the gender swap is likely just emasculation anxiety leading to obsessive thoughts during masturbation. That's what I think at least.

Probably but I only was able to fap to my fetish after wondering why I wasn't masturbating at 14 despite googling porn and failing to get aroused at anything.

If a real life female is doing sexy things though I get aroused.

Maybe he likes mommy porn

Could be worse. You could be like me and have a desire to have your bank account milked by straight emo dudes who show you their size 12 soles.

Would you make-do with transferring a bit of money to a desperate NEET Wizard who'll show you inspirational quotes in return?

It all good op! Most dudes at one time or another have tucked their cock and cupped their titties to fantasize they were a chick. That or put on panties and a bra and spank it. It is that submissive feeling that is a big turn on. You need a partner, make or female to take you anally!

You guys are just fucking mentally ill and have to force yourselves to withstand the urge to blow a load every 15 minutes. It’s sick and it sounds like serial killer shit and some of you probably fall asleep to porn with your cock in your hand.
There’s nothing wrong with fetishes but when your sole interest is porn or having a fetish is this big of a deal to you then you have some psychological issues.