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why?

start with training. cut down on computer. go outside more

I stabbed a nigger in the neck back in 1998.

I've been there. Good thing i'm still around. Talk to a doctor. It works :)

I killed six million jews

I'm trying. it's the dead of winter. my profession is seasonal. I'm trapped

t. madman

If you do it. Do it somewhere remote like the woods.

The south will rise again.

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you can do stuff around the house too. or make equipment at home. Activating the body is absolutely crucial for staving off depression.

I think I am the antichrist. my blood type changed in the last year somehow and I see chinese runes in my right eye. I also astral projected and saw a huge dragon that scared me.

I've been lurking for less than 2 years before posting here.

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I like to sodomize niggress and latinas

I live alone, it will be fine

I've been on several anti-depressants for years and already spent 5 weeks in an asylum once. (Asylums are an absolute waste of time btw, it's like being in a really shitty hotel without tv.)

I have no talents, no accomplishments, very few friends, de facto unemployed, no chance of ever finding a wife and becoming a father and I am just a burden on my families finances at this point.

Don't rely on others or expect them to help you, help yourself first. If no one's around when you need support or a kick in the ass you've surrounded yourself with leeches not friends. You acknowledge their are problems in your life start by facing the reason why head on without lying to yourself. You should always be honest about yourself to yourself. Never let those who deceive themselves convince you that you have the same problem as them or nothing is wrong with what you're doing or are currently. You know that's a lie or you'd never feel the way you do.

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My girlfriend is an Arab and i have to covert to Islam to marry her. I am torn because i love her so much but i feel like i am betraying my people at the same time. Never met a woman as amazing as her

At least do it away from home. Cleaning up suicides is the worst.

I'm an Arab but never fucked Arab pussy. Only white girls. What's it like?

is she a virgin? does she look mediterranian or black mixed?

yes she is, she looks med, pale for arabs

not slept with her, no sex for before marriage, really traditional like woman, one reason why i love her alot

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Go for it,it's not like you have many options,also half arab half white people can pass easily, Arabs were capable of creating civilizations(Ancient Carthage for example) so you are not flushing your genes down the toilet that much.

You better freaking convert and marry her. She's a virgin? This is it buddy! the Trad wife that we've all been dreaming about She looks white and has good religious values? Imagine how chad your kids would be. Don't worry about betraying your race, they betrayed you first. You'll never find a white woman as perfect as the one you described. Converting shouldn't be a problem since Islam is hecka based.

I hunt vagrants for sport. I feel nothing afterwards.

I fucked your girlfriend

these were my exact feelings as well, but still feel that sense of race betrayal in my mind. I am also worried about the shame my parents feel because they are traditional too. But i love her and shes everything i ever wanted in a woman, and i almost feel like in a strange why she has brought me to God (sounds cringe i know but i feel like that). anyway than ks for the advice lads, you've help put my mind at ease a bit.

Thank you user

>My first sexual experience was threesome with 2 girls which were both older then me (i was 16 they were 17&18)
>Some women find me really attractive and flert with me which makes my harder especially in workplace
>I have gf (petite blonde) of 7 years she was virgin when we first hooked up, since then i cheated on her few times but after time i figured put its not worth it all in want to do is living healthy christian life
>At my first job i had to sleep with my boss (female) to get promotion or i would be fired, after some time i quit cuz pressuee from her was too much
>Now at my 2nd job i already have 2 coworkers that call me out for a coffe/lunch almost every week, one of them showed me her bra and tits and one asked me if i want to go in bathroom with me in christmas party, i declined it
Women can sexually harass as much as man especially if you are tall blonde and surrounded by them all the time. At time it gets annoyed but some time gets funny whent they get pissed off for being declined. I leave those hos for you bros im not interested.

Uncle A would be very disappointed in you.

Me too. Maybe being dead isn't so bad.

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For what it's worth, don't do it, even if you think no one will miss you someone always will.
However, if you're determined; at least do yourself a favor and make it quick and painless. Don't fall for the bridge meme, you can have a lot of second thoughts in the 10 seconds before you hit the ground/water, and there's always a chance you survive and get put in a mental hospital.
Don't cut your wrists either. It's slow and doesn't work. Same goes for any chemicals you might be thinking of using, like bleach, cyanide, etc.
The most efficient ways, listed from most recommended to least would be:
1. Bullet to the head, preferably a shotgun round. Short and sweet. 10/10
2. Defibrillator or otherwise a strong electric shock. Again, quick, but still more painful than a bullet to the head. 8/10
3. Get hit by a train. Easier than you would think, and once it hits there's zero pain, but anticipation can make you have second thoughts. 7.5 /10
4. Get hit by a car. Chances are you'll survive unless it's a minivan upwards of 50 mph, but if you die it'll be short and mostly painless. 6/10
5. Hanging. Survival is not too likely, and it's quite quick. Still wouldn't take it over the others. 5/10

Bonus points: trick someone you especially don't like into killing you.

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I struggled with opiate addiction for 8 years.

Don't do it you fucking faggot.

what about all the future happenings?

you probably suffer demonic obsession, go to church, contact an exorcist in the worst case

antichrist will not be you, don't worry
what is your blood type btw?

If your parents were so traditional, they'd help you find a good white bride. Like I said, your race betrayed you first. White women are out there being "all empowered". They never cared about your or the race. Meanwhile, you have a trad, pale, Arab woman waiting on ya. Your kids will probably come out looking white as snow anyways. I wouldn't say it is cringe to think she brings you closer to god. If a beautiful and pious woman doesn't bring you closer to him, realistically, what will? Practicing Muslims are often very spiritual, so maybe that's why you feel that way?

Same, but I don't know when.

You are a selfish prick who will ruin your parents and families lives if you off yourself. You really are better off robbing a bank and chancing the prison time. Gl bud.