GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

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Late 20's guy here. I'm physically craving intimacy and it's only getting harder to deal with as I age. I have a job and work hard but I'm just not where I want to be yet so I'm using the pain as fuel to keep bettering myself. I hate the stupid way this sounds but I want to take care of a woman and hold her close. I guess there's no way to say that without it sounding weak. But this is a GIOYC thread so I'm being honest. Keep working hard me. I'm counting on you.

I just got over my ex and i know i dont want to be with anyone. i dont want my happiness to be reliant upon a significant other. Thats part of the reason why i left.

You are only 4 months out of an 8 year relationship, im guessing you arent looking for someone either. Even if you are, thats probably not what you need.

So why do i want to call you so badly? Is it that look you gave me? It gave me more validation than the other looks the other girls gave me that day. It wasnt a look of sexual desire like them, it felt like it was a heart genuinely yearning to open up to another.

I know i shouldnt call. i dont want to go through that relationship cycle again. i need to fix me before i try to be with someone again. Otherwise it's just going to be the same result as the last time.

but fuck me i want to call you. i want that rush of adrenaline whilst asking you out. I want the awkwardness of the first date. I want the moment of hesitation before the first kiss. I want the lights off the first time we have sex because we are still not yet fully comfortable with each other yet. I want to get to know you properly. damn im getting weirdly ahead of myself.

i guess ill let you go until i finally fix me.

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I'm tired.

It's my birthday and I will probably spend it alone, trying to distract myself from suicide.

I wish I had therapy now like I had before, where it was okay for me to just play with toys or something, cry, and not talk. I'm so fucked up and I can barely speak aloud under high stress any more.

Shoot now Im wishing I hadn't said I don't miss you and what we had. I do. I just don't want to go back to it. Sorry I made you feel like that.

i know people want me in their lives. i know i have things to offer, both as a friend and a romantic partner. so why do i feel so worthless? how can i know that i'm doing alright but not believe it? was i never meant to accept myself? am i supposed to just disappear?

Gotta let go. Having morals only leads to their obfuscation. I have to worry about me and my shit and that's it. Fuck man I can't get it out of my head.

If you cared, you would make an effort. You would feel something. But you don’t, so fuck you.

You’ve grown cold.

Yeah, I have.

This is the voice of your morals. Don't abandon us. We can keep you company ~

Oh no, you're not gonna pull that shit on me again. How will we ever get together if you keep doing that? Give me a break.

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AAAGGRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHH
STOP PASSING ME BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN DEPARTMENTS AND ASKING ME TO CONFIRM MY IDENTITY OVER AND OVER
YOU ADMITTED THE CALLS WERENT MADE BY ME, CONFIRM A REFUND AND CHANGE THE FUCKING PHONE NUMBER SO IM NOT CHARGED FOR SOME FUCKER WHACKING OFF TO PORN LINES ALL DAY

Are you retarded? It means it’s not going to happen. It’s over.

Feel the same, wish I had an answer user

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I don’t know what to do. I can’t feel anything anymore. Do you care? Did you care? Just once I wanted to hear you say it. I tried to force you to but I guess you really never did. I’m yours, though... forever.

Lol. You have shitty taste.

I'm sure you don't even care but I put all the love I had into you. You weren't worthy of it but I'm not interested in trying with anyone else again. If I do, it will be with a man I marry. I'm not wasting my time again.

I wanted to marry you and care for you for the rest of my life and be buried with you so our skeletons could be holding hands like a couple of sappy lovers, but I hurt you too bad and now I'm alone. I wish I could go back and make you happy instead of being a depressed jerk. I love you and I'm sorry.

lol I like it
Puff puff pass this way mf

My brother said he thinks I have more testosterone than him.
I'm a woman.

I want to make passionate love to my boss, which is married and is 10 years older. I've heard stories of male bosses having affairs or even divorcing over women 10 years younger, but sadly never heard of the same with a female boss and a younger employee :(

Only option seems heavy masturbation until I find another girl fo fall in love with.

>I'm a woman.
Are you sure about that?

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Yeah man, I just broke up with my GF and masturbate at least 4 times a day. Gotta put that virility somewhere so I don't fucking explode.

Pretty sure.
But I do have a girlfriend who is obedient to me, unlike his controlling wife, so maybe he's got a point there.

Ughhhhhhhhhhh fuck
Fuck fuck fuck
None of this is doing me any good and in fact it's hurting me. I need to get serious.

My love for you was much stronger than for my ex and that took so many years to get over. I know it's going to take the rest of my life to get over you. I hate this empty feeling, this pain.

I guess it's time to cut the cord. The longer I hang on, the more I suffer. We will never be.

I promise I will never show up in your life again, in any manner. If you look me up, that's your choice but I won't reciprocate so I don't have to feel badly for anything I do.

Finally.

I wanted you to tell me you think I’m beautiful or at least tell me that you want to fuck me. I need it. What do you feel? Please tell me.

I'm sorry for being an asshole. You're smart and beautiful but I didn't want it, I didn't want you. I don't think I want anyone right now.

Mid 20's here, I crave it sometimes as well, am mostly indifferent when I get it and extremely sad when I lose it. Keep working and improving yourself, all will be well eventually.

Keep telling that to yourself and you might start to believe it. You crave it only sometimes then you don’t appreciate it when you have it so what the fuck do you want?

How were you an asshole?

I just want a wife to wrap my arms around at night. Fuck man I'm lonely as all hell but I know I'd be a good loving man. I don't have much money and I'm working on bettering myself, but I just want a woman to care for with all my heart.

Today I'm gonna stop being lazy once an for all. Whether I have hangups or not.

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kys

I hate everyone on this site, pretty much everyone online. I really hope you all kys.

My boyfriend deserves someone better than me. He does more for me than I can offer him since I'm disabled and he's able bodied. I'm still amazed that he even wanted me to move in with him since it was a lot of trouble for him.

Return his love with your whole heart. He cares about you so make him happy the best you can.

It's the only option to be able to think straight, too. Otherwise I'd be at bed, looking at the ceiling and thinking about her. If I bust a quick nut at least I'm able to concentrate on other things

I know what's going to happen to you. I'm not getting involved.

>have autism
>too clumsy and awkward to behave normally
>to avoid misconceptions and false rumors I'm open about my autism
>people think I'm using autism as an excuse for my quirks
>when I don't tell about my autism people assume even worse things about me
>tfw can never win
>tfw haven't spoken to another person in years

No one fucking cares about what a degenerate little pervert you are. Fuck off.

I used you, I don't give af about you.

I do love him with all my heart.

You're a meme, you don't have autism liar

Why would someone lie?

Get over yourself

Don't ever think you can talk to me again.

You are never welcome.

Lmfao not even trying bub

You'll always have something missing from your life now.

Mmmmh k

Yet you're here thinking it's me saying that to you. You are so pathetic.

To the stupid bitch that always replies to everyone here, go choke on a dick

>He types as he jerks off
Lol I love the losers on this website

I dont jerk off at all, you're the only loser here

I knew I was just a joke to you. I want to die.

Lmao at you.

My mom is dating some guy and I don't think that he is the right guy.

He is constantly speaking about all his issues.
We talked about animals and apparently we can't say lamb because it's close to his dads name and he has issues with that. Beside that lamb thing is that all his children are grown up but they never show up or replay to his texts. He says that his wife is the cause of that, but I'm not convinced if that's the true story.

It's not that I don't like my mom is dating. I just don't see my mom becoming happy with this guy.

Tl;dr my mom is dating some guy that has problems wich are not his fault according to him and I don't want my mom to date a guy who doesn't take his turd shandwich to deal with the shit he made.

I don't care, at all.

The truth is funny I know.

I should save up for a realdoll.

Yes, the truth of you projecting your own sad life onto people on the internet is funny.

You're a disease and I see you for what you are now.

How is my life sad? I don't need to jerk off 4x a times, in fact I don't jerk off at all. Get some willpower idiot.

Pretending you are who I'd like you to be - grow up. Get independent. Return to your duties to him and be a good role model in his life. That will require a massive undertaking on your part, I understand that. It'll take a solid couple years to obtain this goal but you haven't even fucking started. *sigh* You haven't even started... and he doesn't understand why. You have hurt him in ways you don't even understand yet. You think you know what he's feeling and gone through because you went through it? bs. You only understand a fraction of his pain. He was infinitely closer to you than you were to your father. He's so much smaller and younger with YEARS less comprehension but largely more intuned on an emotional level. You can discredit what I'm saying but know one day this truth will reach you. It can't be denied.

4x times a day*

I don't want to because I don't love you.

Find solace in knowing that he will dump you to upgrade eventually, or is with you only because fucking disabled chicks is his biggest fetish.

What does your feelings for me have anything to do with your feelings for him? Fucking create a satanic alter and pray to the devil for my demise for all I care - but him? Wtf did he ever do to you to deserve this? And if you're using your hate towards me to hurt him to hurt me? You truly are a sick bastard and I'll keep you away from him forever.

Stop projecting and fix that low test, loser.

You are going to hell without a doubt

I'm fucking new chicks all the time, I don't care. Stop writing about me here. I want nothing to do with either of you.

>Tell/Convince myself I don't like this girl that way
>Just had a dream about saving her from a building under attack
Dammit, fucking dammit.

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It's not a place you go to. You live in this state, here, in this life.

You're affecting him more by worrying about how fucked up he is going to be. Tons of kids grow up without a dad, get over it. You messed up, stop messing up and get on with life.

I don't think he's going to dump me. I mean he was the one who wanted me to move in with him and we've talked about marriage and our future together. I also the only disabled person he's had a relationship with so it's not that either.

Please kill yourself. Thanks.

Expect a summons for child support then. ;) you will pay.

Don't listen to that demented user. That person is a demon. I'm glad you found a nice guy.

Too bad I will never pay. I hate you, you get nothing.

In this case he must have really low self-esteem and is with you only because he thinks he can't do better. Even sadder!

The girl I like is a little chubby. She's, like, stockily built, I guess? Like literally wide. Then tack on a little chub.

I think she's pretty attractive nevertheless, and her personality is amazing, but my friends keep giving me shit for it and it's starting to make me insecure. Like, fuck you guys, you ever think it may just be that she makes happy?

We all know you're life in shambles and you're a loser. Disabled woman has class and character, unlike you. No one will ever love you (and deep down you know that).

Tell them to fuck off and mind their own business. My own friends laugh at me because my bf is too slim and nerdy in their opinion and they keep making mean comments to me. I just tell them to fuck off but if it keeps going I will cut them off.

your life*

Can something really be called cheesy if its done with genuine confidence? Question of my day

I know that ultimately the universe is just, if not in this life, than another. You always pay for what you do. Cause and effect are a law. Good luck with that, you'll need it...your boomerang hasn't hit you yet but it will.

Disabled woman is disabled, and there is nothing classy in being disabled. A man who can get a healthy girl will always go for a healthy girl first. It is our instinct. Deep down nobody wants to breed with cripples, but people settle. And really, you don't need to project your loveless reality onto me. But I understand if it makes you feel better ;^)

Lol you aren't him because he knows otherwise and would get deported.

I think of cheesy as being cliche. It's overdone and has lost meaning, not genuine. It lacks feeling.

No there are people that actually love other human beings out there, despite these things. I'm sure an old woman isn't wanted sexually by her 80 year old husband Just because you aren't loved and don't know love, doesn't mean others don't. I feel sorry for you.

jfc, you're autistic af. nvrmd.

You broke your new years resolution. Get off of here lady. He doesn't care about you or your kid...go spend time with your kid or go find a new dad. You're wasting time here. Go be a good mother.

At 80 people rarely can or want to fuck. I assume her bf is a man in his 20s or 30s and he is willingly settling for a crippled woman who will only burden him more and more as she ages. He either has a thing for cripples and found a perfect candidate for his fantasy, or has no self-esteem and is foolish enough to settle for her. Maybe he was a desperate white knight not so long ago like yourself?

People stay together, you missed the point you idiot. Some people have a spouse that become paralyzed, they stay with them because they love them. You are a basic animal but not everyone is....of course, you will never understand that because you're too basic and stupid.

Lol i love i bother you so much