Be me

>be me
>be touched as a child
>be gay because of it
>find god
>live in mental anguish about being gay
I have prayed and prayed time and time again to become straight.
Ill never be straight ill just have to accept the fact that I'm going to hell

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That's not how it works but I'm glad you found God and will pray for you

Jesus loves you

I should just kill myself
Ill always be an abomination to god

I will give you a hint:
>Eurycoma longifolia is a medicinal plant commonly called tongkat ali (TA) and “Malaysian ginseng.” TA roots are a traditional “anti-aging” remedy and modern supplements are intended to improve libido, energy, sports performance and weight loss. Previous studies have shown properly-standardized TA to stimulate release of free testosterone, improve sex drive, reduce fatigue, and improve well-being.
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you're welcome

How will that help me be straight?

Just stop being gay

Very hard to do

Don't act on it with another person and you'll be ok OP.
Just keep it to yourself and try get with girls

Just don't fuck dudes, retard.

But i cant get hard to women
Only men

just stay in the closet

Being gay in itself is an abomination
Wether or not you practice it

How old were you when the bad man made you suck his dick? Did he cum in your little boy mouth? Did it hurt when he put his dick in your butt?
We're going to need a lot more details to help with this.

im straight and i already dont fuck women
its only difficult for the first few years of celibacy, then it... no its still hard. anyways good luck

do not worry. maybe it is best for you to just surpress any sexual urges. try nofap or something. just try to block it out of your life.
remember god loves you and if you see the error and try to stop it is alright.

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Just stop being gay, fag

One step at a time, nigger.
Start by not fucking dudes.

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slide thread, sage

Well it's good you found God, but you have to fix the queer shit. Be a man and work through it, you can have a nuclear family if you work for it

Kys faggot. I hope you get aids and die, and hopefully you understand and agree that it is what needs to be done.

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If you are a dude and you have these desires, if you find it really hard to just not fuck a dude in the ass, you're a reprobate. Plain and simple. You're going to Hell, faggot. Using someone else as an excuse for your own disgusting desires is reprehensible.

Just off yourself.

As long as you don't act on them and go to confession regularly to tell of your sinful thoughts you should be good. I'll pray the gay away for you OP

Damn I always thought this stuff was a meme. What's the right dose/brand?

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Lust is a sin whether or not you are lusting for the same sex or opposite sex. Obviously the act of sodomy is an especially heinous sin and one that you should never partake in if you believe in God and the universe he ordered. If you are simply dealing with lust and not engaging in sodomy you aren't sinning any differently really than a straight person who still harbors lust in his heart. Of course you are still
sinning but you can do repent and go to confession. I have dealt with lust as well and I recommend praying and asking Christ to strengthen your will.

Thats how gays reproduce they touch kids causing the kids they touch to be gay

Thanks for praying for me

I want to be straight and have a nuclear white family but im just not attested to women

Fpbp /thread

I havent acted on it yet i haven't engaged in sodomy yet

The brain can get horny for anything really if you force it enough. Thats why some girls only get horny for items like chairs etc. In our society degenerate is even encouraged like fucking other males dirty smelly assholes. Which makes it even easier to trick brain "animal brain" to like it.

Its about rewiring the brain. Not the easiest but possible. Since I know of homosexual who became straight etc rl. But each person is different I figure. I would say dont look at any nude males at all or masturbate to it. I figure you need to train your brain successively. Step by step. So for example.Start looking at body builder women nude. Focus on their assholes since I assume thats what you like. Try to meet your trained brained half ways then make it more and more into female pics and vids.
Try to find a girl to play with or uhm travel to Thailand once you feel you get kind of horny for females. Association is important. Since you probably fucked many assholes rl and none cunts and its all back in your subconsciousness associating horny and hard cock with dirty smelly assholes.

Brain and mind is very powerful. We become what we think. Humans are dumb as fuck. But we can try to figure out to adapt somewhat.

>haven't engaged in sodomy yet
So the guy didnt have you suck his dick, he sucked yours?
Tell us more if this story

worst thing he can possibly do, living in sexless, lovless relation with women will either make him commit suicide, or kill his family and then commit suicide. god doesn't hate you, he doesn't want you to be sad, just find nice guy and be happy with him

Not true. Your brain has been wired wrong. It's not easy, but you CAN beat this. You can be normal, it takes a lot of effort but it can be done.
I wish you well mate. Life will be better for you. You've just got to put in the hard work and undo that trauma.

Isnt sodomy anal sex?
He just made me touch his dick and kiss me
I dont wanna talk about it anymore

You just have to make the ultimate sacrifice user.
Then God will give you a second chance.

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Find a church with some decent women
Openly talk about your shit.
Get female sympathy
???
Profit
you'll get it up if you keep trying, fantasize about having a family and protecting your kids from sickos

praying for you. For the record, lots of girls don't really care that much about sex/have very low sex drive. So as long as you can get yourself hard enough times to make kids, that shouldn't stop you from having a family. Just be clear with her that you don't care about sex. Don't tell her you're attracted to men though, obviously –it'll be rough for her self-esteem and may cause problems later. Anyway, non-sexual love is possible and marriage is about commitment. You can do it. I'll pray for you to be able to someday enjoy marriage the way God intended

Thanks, im trying my best but sometimes it feels useless to even try
I pray and try to be a good christian but in the end im still currently gay

If you were turned gay you can be turned back. Need to find the actual ritual for it. Maybe do a strong trip of mushrooms then drown yourself in pussy for a bit.

I will pray for you son. May God help you see the light. I honestly believe you need to set this aside and focus on what matters in terms of life. God would want you to reproduce. Try imagining what it means to have a family. A son. A daughter. Watching them grow and now knowing a woman can give you that. I'm not an expert in this field but I think it should start with the roots. I will pray for you. We love you. You are family.

I have had women hit on me in the past but i didnt even reciprocate because i thought it was useless and i was never gonna be straight

Thank you user that helps to know

But you're not a gay. You've already said you haven't done anything with a guy. That just makes you attracted to them or curious.
Only if you did something physical would then make you gay. So you're in a real good position, you've half way beat it already.
Do as this guy suggested. Ween yourself off the homogay. I mean come on, girls are soft and smell nice, what's not to like?

>Isnt sodomy anal sex?
Any non-vaginal sex.
>He just made me touch his dick
You didn't even suck it? Did he even cum? Your gay story is dumb.
>kiss me
With tongue?
>I dont wanna talk about it anymore
You're the one who brought it up. How old were you? Was it a cousin or like a little League coach?

im here with you user. Same shit but I become a tranny on hormones. Luckily o stopped myself after 6 months and fight daily to make this brainwashing demonic inner influence stop.

You wont go to hell as long as keep fighting this. If you're horny just have a quick fap and get it out the way so you dont act on lust in worse ways than a fap. Once you're done, you are back to clear mindedness and have relief afterwards.

...your are gay because your are born gay, not because some perv touched you! god made you this way ... praying doenst help, god listen to people who doesnt accept the challenge!

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*doesnt listen

Just look at a pair of tits gay boi.

Are you sure being touched as a child made you gay? Or did you just shake your ass a bit too much and got it poked? Because the evidence supports that you were gay all along. (OP) is always a fag.

If you mean sexually at a bar that was the right move, but in general, I really don't think active sex is that important for a lot of marriages. I know people will call me a cuck or whatever for this, but my wife and I don't really have sex. We have one kid so far, and we had a lot of sex when we were trying to make her, but besides that, I just don't really ever get horny. I think I'm a little fucked up because I was a porn addict in my teens and then went so hard-core anti-masturbation that I really have a hard time having sexual urges anymore. But the point is that my wife doesn't really care. Especially now that we have the kid. But really she likes being called beautiful, me telling her she's sexy and kissing or petting, but she doesn't really care that I very rarely want sex. She's never masturbated in her life, and I don't think it's that rare for women.

They touched you because they knew you were already gay.

Dosing
BY MOUTH:

For male infertility: 200 mg of Eurycoma longifolia extract daily for 3-9 months.
For sexual desire: 300 mg of Eurycoma longifolia extract daily for 3 months.

Just take 300 I guess.

praying helped me. I was molested as a kid then became a tranny in my teens and did all types of gay sex for like 10 years but always hated myself for it. Prayed, got Jesus, started meditating, became more aware, felt God's grace (Holy Spirit) and this Grace strengthened me to overcome this flesh programming

digits confirm

No one is born a faggot user.
It's either learned behavior (molested) or an untreated mental disorder.
There is no third option.

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Fuck off moshe with your deviate fantasies.

>I have had women hit on me in the past but i didnt even reciprocate because i thought it was useless
Other user is right, that child rapist faggot wired your dopamine response system to light up from faggots.
This shit can be undone, don't give up.
Find a girl that would make a good mother and go to town, try everything(except faggot shit like pegging).
Believe it or not, there ore other things aside from sex that can give you a feeling of accomplishment. If nothing else, focus on being successful. Focus on buying land and a house or something.

you are just retarded. End yourself and reset it

i mean, of a chance this is real, not trolling, there is nothing wrong with you. your selfhate is induced by your surrounding, by people you've met, that held evil, hurtfull views of something you had no controll over. not by something inherently evil about beeing gay. seek psychiatric help, or someone to talk to, if you want to live you need to accept youreself because there is no magic cure for beeing attracted to man, you will always have "sinfull" toughts. since sexuality is more of a scale you might be not 100% gay, you might be attracted to some women, but i would advise against that, it would be lying to youreself and that women about who you are. Just accept youreself, find nice guy and live long happy life with him. and if that bothers you, most homosexual relationships isn't really anal despite what devotes and porn say. it's more about mutual care, cuddling, having someone that cares deeply about you, just start young, as in straight relationships, it's harder to find good partner when you are above 30's,

Hey get that penis outta your mouth

t. spawn of postwar mongrel rape baby diddled by Mohammad

I'll let you suck my dick, faggot.

Thanks user, ill look for a therapist
It'll be hard to get over my self hate but i cant stand suffering like this anymore i just desperately want to be happy

I'm on your side dude.
Keep fighting it.

>Because the evidence supports that you were gay all along. (OP) is always a fag.
He's not wrong OP.

Why continue to hold Abrahamic religious views? They unambiguously call for your destruction in the material world(lev 18:22).

If a religion calls for your destruction, you should not follow it.

Well I just got 500mg pills off amazon. 30 day worth will see how it makes me feel.

just lock yourself in a closet with a stack of playboy magazines for 24 hours and no phone

most therapists are kikes that push faggotry, find a girl you can watch shitty cartoons with

Start jerking off to straight porn.

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Arent therapists supposed to help you?

Jow Forums had already debunked tranny logic.
You are either traumatized and Gay coping from being molested or you have an untreated mental disorder.
The science is settled.
digits confirm

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Just get a chick that looks like a dude.

Are you sure you're gay because of the abuse? Is it possible you are just conflating the two events because you obviously hate that you're gay and also have trauma from the abuse? God loves you no matter what user, doesn't matter if your dick only gets hard thinking about dudes or not. You accepted Jesus into your heart, you are washed of sin. That's it, go live your life without worry, you're saved. Doesn't matter how many dicks you take up the butt friend. Nothing will change the fact that when Christ knocked on the door, you opened it. God bless user, stop being so hard on yourself and stop sipping the communion kool-aid.

what makes beeing attracted to man mental disorder that (((needs))) treatment ?

take peter salt or some other thing to kill your libido. just be a good guy and help people

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>Ill never be straight ill just have to accept the fact that I'm going to hell
Ay. Mother nature be a harsh mistress. Good new is she doesn't give a shit a bout your feelings.
Have fun in hell faggot.

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You must molest yourself my child.
Go to a female dominatrix.

If this isn't a slide thread you must be really new here.
I'd tell you outright, but you should just lurk around for a couple years and draw your own conclusions.

Thanks user. I can feel encouragement and it helps keep me going!

keep praying to god.

their was an user here a couple months ago who was addicted to cross-dressing, tranny porn, giant dildos, etc.

he kept praying to God to make it stop, and one day, he woke up and was completely cured.

degenerate, but very interesting line of thought...

>Are you sure you're gay because of the abuse?
im 100% sure in my case

I mean i guess its possible
Im probably just using it as an excuse so i can make myself believe its not my fault for being gay and blame someone else

this

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>God loves you no matter what user
what religion is this again?

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There is freedom from faggotry, OP. Remember that the messiah has already cleansed you of sin.

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Don't worry, regardless of what retarded protestants say, God does not hate fags

Gender and or Sexual Dysphoria.
An unhealthy fetish born of mental illness that manifests itself in the real world prevents fags from living healthy, successful and fulfilling lives and often leads to self harm and suicide.
Why don't you care about people that need help and treatment?

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