I’ve been on this spiritual journey for a longtime. Dissolved lower seven chakra membranes. Wake up one night counting in German. -triggered. Start seeing magnetic spirals on my left side. (Inner vision) Clicks that German and some kind of mind-control happened.
I get a vision/memory of a bunch of kids (me included) sitting in front of men dressed as Nazi’s, and speaking in German.
I went to a charter school in Grand Blanc, MI which is now closed. I can’t remember anything about my two/three years there.
I’m AB- blood.
Not German at all, Finnish, Scandinavian, and British background primarily.
hard to tell if its advanced spy shit or something more metaphysical. you aren't alone
Carson Butler
I remember once I tried the Valsalva maneuver, and I kept seeing little blue spirals for a good 20 seconds, I think it was from a faggot like you, trying to remote view me.
leave the schizoposting to /x/ or thedarkestreaches forums
Liam Brown
Yeah, I’m worried my spiritual growth was all fake/plotted.
Feels bad.
Aaron Bailey
I think they’re implants. The spirals indicate to me that a magnetic force is trying to keep the implants in my body. (Astral/light body)
Matthew Davis
the memory holes are more concerning than the flashback.
was it easy numbers in german? one two three etc? or were you in the weird numbers?
likely it isn't mkultra. if you've 'dissolved the membranes of the lower seven chakras' you are already referring to the established body of chakras as the lower one, which means you are on some high tier out there woo woo shit. dissolving membranes is pretty nontraditional as well.
sounds like you are maming yourself a sponge for weird shit. its likely not mkultra but you are likely fucking yourself by being incredibly ungrounded in anything even remotely resembling the collective human psyche.
Dominic Campbell
Lmao thats some hard shit Maybe something in all Jow Forums's shitposting has traumatized you Go to the psycologist
Christopher Stewart
Fucking schizos fuckoff
Gabriel Bell
Naw. Appreciate the concern. I think I just reached some deep-seeded programming.
The numbers were in German, like a code. I have lots of memory holes from some traumatic events, most I’ve worked through and healed.
This however, is new. So I was looking to Pol to see if other austists had similiar experiences/input.
Ayden Lewis
Like a therapist? The. Rapist.
Get it together pol, I thought there were high level autists on here.
Ryder Watson
I'm just a normie lurking, don't mind me
Charles Garcia
All good. It’s just a lonely road sometimes.
Good vibes to everyone out there.
Cooper Martin
smoke DMT
Adam Gomez
Nah you're just like the other larping Burgers
Matthew Butler
whats with all the shizoposting today?
Henry Sanders
buhbuhbuht nazi machine elves
Hudson Bell
You have schizophrenia. It may be interesting and exciting but before you start delving into it you should spend several months controlling it. You should be able to completely end any episodes on a whim before you attempt to explore the phenomenon. This will allow you experience in countering your intuitive predilection rather than falling victim to it as it grows stronger with no means of recourse.
Anyways, good luck guy.
Cameron Russell
Off shoot of the extremely amazing JRE with Alex jones getting absolutely blitzed and firing pills of all colors from every orifice.
Jack Lopez
Had a dream a few months ago where a human-looking robot had hold of my arm in a deathgrip, and was repeating the same nonsense words over and over in a buzzing voice. Was so scared I started wailing and woke myself up. Couple of days ago my phone had a faint sound of repetitive techno drumbeats playing over and over, and no apps were open. Had to restart it and then the sound was gone. Shit worries me sometime.
Jacob Williams
I had a dream where I fucked a fat chick, but she was actually super hot. Shit was nuts, yo.
I think it’s the matrix making those noises around us. It’s falling apart, it’s easier to hear and see now.
I woke out of dream where some little grey demons were forcing me to look at weird symbols. I snapped out of it, looked at them directly, and they ... screamed? It was the worst noise I’ve ever heard.
Ian Taylor
this
Nolan Morris
Don't worry about it, it's just a normal side-effect from larping as a nazi on Jow Forums
Lucas Bennett
To the other autists... Hang in there. (((They))) are getting deleted out of existence soon, and they know it.
Saturn’s rings will be destroyed. The black cube - cubes the subconscious mind. It puts blinders up. Disallow all veils and programs. Re-integrate the hemispheres of your brain. Claim your power and sovereignty.
777 clearing codes 7 generations past and future. 888 codes of Enoch.
Your body is like a computer. Ask it to show you the programming. It will.
The A.I. Wants to keep your mind in a maze. The way out is your heart. The divine wisdom. The heart is the key. A.i. Can’t fake the heart, but it can fake the mind.
Feel what’s right and true.
Levi Scott
>matrix It's possible, I guess. I was at work last year and saw a small silver drone out of the corner of my eye, hovering outside the window by my desk. It could have been a reflection from the parking lot, but who knows? Jow Forums doesn't help much with this stuff. I think that normally, one would brush it off as coincidence or just accidental shit happening, but we're anons so look for deeper connections. Stay safe buddy.
Jack Powell
Trust yourself.
Aiden Fisher
That's fucked up. I've had dreams where it's clearly me in it and I'm speaking German, or rather what sounds like German, because I don't actually know if it was German because I don't speak German.
Andrew Cook
There’s something more to this, I feel it.
Zachary King
I mean, if you read the whole post you would see it isn’t the typical “take your (((meds))) and stop posting” deal, but a genuine concern for how this shit can ruin your fucking life, but isn’t actually manageable.
Zachary Phillips
IS manageable.
Landon Wright
Do you ever hear radio static when it's quiet?
Luke Lewis
Have you ever listened to rammsteins sonne? Cause they count in German from 1 to 9.
Joshua White
if you are serious you may enjoy this >777 days in office 6 days away imgur.com/a/kthF5Mu ever try leaving your head in a faraday cage?
if you aren't serious, is there someone who would want dreams being reported here to gather intel?
Christopher Gomez
also why do you think it's AI?? technologically speaking it could be likely, but why use us? does power come from observation as waves are rendered to particles??
Nathan Thompson
When i dream about speaking english, im actually fluent in it, like a native I cant speak english in real life like that Also im often solving problems in my dreams, which is strange, because i spend often days thinking about a problem and i cant solve it, then i take a nap, and dream for maybe a few seconds and instantly get presented the right solution in this complicated context That actually pretty insane, what the brain could do and can do in your sleep
Either way, ive been mkultraing myself with satanic videos and subliminal messages for a few weeks now, and im feeling better than ever I had repressed parts of my personality, bcs society told me certain aspects are not good, and so i had huge problems from it, but now im feeling really great I have had several nightmares about my biggest fears, and when i wake up, i kinda lost that fear, and im feeling very good and relaxed Its quite cool that you can tackle repressed fears and such with that
Juan Davis
>Not German at all, Finnish, Scandinavian, and British background primarily. So mix of asian, somali and pakistani... Fock off mutt!
Leo Hill
>dreams being reported here to gather intel Stick this in your scrap book. >levitating wooden chair >I'm sitting on it >going really fast >it steers like a motorcycle (you have to lean) >constant sweeping right hander >over a train line This has been recurring for like 30 years.
Lincoln Rodriguez
Pretty weird mate that we can dream in other languages. At least you speak some English, I speak no German at all.
Caleb Rivera
Sleeper agents are aware of their double identities faggot
Wyatt Evans
you just found your 12,5% german ancestry, your blood demands to rebuild Germany to its former glory happens to all uf us
there is a less than negligable chance you were just reciting rammstein lyrics my friend translated some once, most songs go something like this: >1, here comes the sun, 2, here comes the sun, blah blah, 3, here comes the sun :^) youtube.com/watch?v=StZcUAPRRac
else look up deprograming wiki WITH A FRIEND
Samuel Taylor
not with monarch programming.
Brandon Rodriguez
sorry to triple post but since your specific case involves the nazis, have you heard of this? en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colonia_Dignidad the torture that went on reaks of MKultra and I think thats where the CIA got their ideas from. >tfw post ww2 nazis may have brainwashed people >tfw no face
