Be me

>be me
>20
>In trouble with the law
>Have an argument with my mum
>Threatens to tell my dad im in trouble with the law
>No job
>Losing money by the day
>Solid 3.5/10
>Never even kissed a girl
>Go for night ride to the city centre
>Observing the nightlife.png
>Ride around on my bike and observe
>See happy white people hugging, kissing, etc
>Looks like fun.amv
>Get sad
>Ride around some more
>Listening to Jordan Peterson with my gaming headphones on since I have no earphones
>Logitech g340.mp4
>See more happy people
>See one woman literally dancing with joy
>Decide to ride to a near by bridge
>Pear over and see that if I jump there's no possible way I could survive
>Climb over the banister and stand on the ledge
>Cry and ride home

How was your night pol

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>gaming headphones
>in a public place

you deserve this life

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Their happiness is a mask

Jesus fucking Christ bong. Get your shit together and do your fucking job. If you cannot find it in you to be one of those happy whites raising little happy white children then you simply exist to protect them.

Also, call BS on the story - there are no happy whites left in Europe.

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>be me
>30 year old boomer
>go to dinner at my parents for corned beef and cabbage on St. Patrick's day with my wife and dog
>come home
>rant on Jow Forums and Twitter about brown people invading the West
>have nothing to look forward to because brown people took my job

>Their happiness is a mask
How much do those masks cost

Your dignity

>Stayed up all night masturbating to filipina pornography
>Sleep in and missed Sunday church

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ya i been there m8

>>In trouble with the law
what you do?
>>Logitech g340.mp4
Oi you got a loicense for those headphones?

About the same except i have money and hope and the law hasn't caught me yet. I'm a bottle and a 15 pck (why the fuck did I move to yankee country?) in. Gotta find something worthwhile.

You'll be ok, just gotta have faith.

>Pear over

Sorry bong bro. I know its tough sometimes. Find your own purpose for living, uncover what talents you posses, and make it a goal to keep improving yourself. You aren't alone in your struggle bro, take shelter in that fact. It feels like only you are suffering, but that is far from reality. Took me years to be happy and find a purpose and talent within myself, so don't think you are hopeless. Move at your own speed, we all grow at different lengths.

Ah ive had many nights like that. Mostly when I was in highschool. Today however I was fired and it feels like no matter how good life can get, im right back at the bottom.
Already tried making 3 suicide posts that failed because im half retarded.

>be me

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Sucks being a shitskin, doesn't it?

it 100% does not get any better

my only suggestion would be to take more risks

if you're in such shit shape, go be homeless in san diego or south east asia or tahiti for a bit, live on the edge at least and spice it up

Slay the dragon within you, OP. You are very young, too young to be depressed. That being said I was depressed at your age, then I found the heaviest boulder I could find and I fucking lifted it.

Start working out. Stop masturbating. Stop all bad habits. Go to God. Eat properly. Apply yourself to a career that interests you. Stop coming on Jow Forums so often. Your life will significantly improve once you start doing these things.

All men are cast out of iron, and sometimes God turns up the heat, to forge us into steel.

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This

7th post best post

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Join Islam in the Jihad against the West.
Only solution.

Ride your bike every day for a month. Try to do some sprint and try to beat your time every night.
Here is the 2 things that will happen:
1. you get hit by a car. Congrats.
2. Or the exercise helps your mood and health.

good and true post

Underrated

yo man real shit when ur twenty your brains wired to say fml, when u finally do get to start burying your wood in the women you might love then your problems begin bro. Thats why we fuck them bitches hard when we can. T- Some fucking pissed off 26 year old.

You need to change your priorities. So what if other people are happy doing mostly dimwitted things? Do something worthwhile. Try hard, take care of yourself, and good luck.

I do this too since my earbuds died. Not all bad unless if you're heaps autistic

you are stronger than you think you are

it gets worse

prepare yourself

do you want to end up like this? because if you do then the jew wins!!

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Your life isn't over when it's just beginning

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>Pear over and see that if I jump there's no possible way I could survive
>Climb over the banister and stand on the ledge
>A local policeman comes by “Oy, do you have a loicense to jump from there?”
>Cry and ride home

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>is emotional
You are angry at your mother, and your father was weak.
Real men do not have emotions like a woman, and that is why you are not in the right state of mind. Real men do not have anger, or hatred. They speak up, without any resentment.
They simply are the manifestation of their god given purpose.

Go forgive your mother and father user; they couldnt help themselves. Do the silent prayer. Stop being a beta male.

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live like you are going to die. because you will, but first you will get older and things will suck more and more untill the carefree you of your relative youth is an unbelieveable dream. dasein

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Listening to Jordan Peterson

>>Not listening to Queen dont stop me now and becoming an international super-villian/hero

this

no

>Drank a shit load last night
>woke up at 4pm
>have craving for cheese steak
>smash down a hard cider
>drive to grocery store in an absolute state of grunge / mess
>see plenty of q.t. women in slutty green wear
>I'm wearing an "I love NY" hoodie, silkies, my bates lights, and my hair looks like pic related
>I'm waiting at the deli counter for my ticket to show up
>some girl comments on how she likes my outfit
>I say "thanks, I just woke up."
>"Are you going out tonight?
>at this point I have no idea why the fuck she is talking to me
>"No. I'm getting shit to make cheese steaks at home and I'm going to get absolutely wasted and then work out and chill out with my homies on the internet and shit post."
>I literally didn't give a fuck. I never do anymore.
>she looks at me in disgust like i'm some sort of weird freak.
>"Ooookay, sweetie. You seem like that NZ shooter type."
>"Well, I'm a trained marksman so you're not wrong on that account. Why don't you just fuck off."
>I said that pretty loud, and everyone in the deli line heard me.
>Next thing you know, security shows up and watches me and follows me to the fucking registers until I'm out of the building
>Got in my car, slammed a can of beer I stole
>got home
>roommate is having sex on the couch
>break off a piece of a baguette
>spread some nice goat cheese on it
>sit on the chair next to the couch my roommate is having sex on
>turn off the t.v.
>throw another log onto the fire
>take a 3 shots of vodka
>walk to my room
>get on computer
>see this thread
>type this

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I have a filipina GF that I'm not into anymore. Want her? her ass gapes pretty guud.

start the 2 week waiting period to buy a butter knife
practice kebab removal
sharpen it on the sidewalk after 2 week waiting period
remove kebab

Ya well I got herpes.

>"Well, I'm a trained marksman so you're not wrong on that account."
Thanks for the forty keks anons and thanks to all the advicefags giving me advice in my time of need

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My dog, the only thing left that I love, the only thing that gives me joy and a reason to live is severely sick. I used to lift and train kickboxing for quite some time until last year when my body just fell apart. Training was the only other thing that brought me joy. My joints still haven’t healed in months. Without those two things I’ve never felt the amount of emptiness I’ve been feeling as of late. When he passes god knows what will happen to my psyche. I used to train in order to cope with all the anger and resentment I have inside me. I have nothing left. I don’t even care anymore what ever happens to me. It’s literally like what people have said. When you start really feeling suicidal you aren’t angry or sad, just numb.

Not bad, mine was slightly worse.

Those “happy” people you see all have their own problems. I’m in therapy and have been around people in therapy that on the surface , have amazing lives. I’m talking high paying professions, super high iq, attractive , a spouse. If this makes you feel any better. You need to stop comparing yourselves to other people and improve your own life in whatever way you feel it should be.

The only way things can get better is by actions purely influenced by yourself and nobody else, the law is gay so i wouldn't care to much for that, only care about things that truly change intrinsic parts of your life, a little bit of trouble with the bobbys wont kill you so let it pass, women arent everything hell I'm still a virgin myself (i want to remain one until im either married or until im 30 so i can receive my wizard powers) use the joy of other to bully yourself into being the man you could potentially be. We are here for you nigger-faggot now stop being a blogposting queer

Don't do anything silly mate, talk to your parents, or call a suicide prevention hotline, or go to a religious establishment, GET HELP BUDDY

Whats the matter with doggo? I love my little guy but he's only 2. Im thinking of getting another. Why dont you get a pup so your dog can have another friend in his final years

"WAAAAA! THEY TOOK MY JOB. THE JOB THAT I DESERVE! MINE, MINE, MINE! HOW UNFAIR!

Keep smoking cigarettes faggot.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Ure such a fucking loser. That girl was interested and probably wanted to meet up but you screwed it up for somne retarded fucking reason. 90% of the losers here have self made problems and wouldnt be just fine if they didnt insist in being such disgusting misanthropic autistic assholes

Better. I was chilling on phenibut.

It sure as fuck is. They're drunk.

do a flip nigger, stop gawking at white ppl

Heart condition. He’s 11 so you know...
I grew up with him. I couldn’t possibly ever replace him and honestly don’t intend on ever having another dog.

Yeah right.

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bro you need to learn some gay ass skill to make money

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jesus, the deep future of human evolution (engels) and god aren't judging.

because they aren't crude heathens with infected egos

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>Believing that story

>look at me I'm in trouble with the law and I have suicidal thoughts I am so dark and mysterious

Stop feeling sorry for yourself you 20 year old cunt and do something useful with your life.

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this. the Philippines, Vietnam or Cambodia will shape your shit up quick. all you need to start out is a passport and a few quid

kek'd, thanks Hans
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good post

It's very unfair. Much like Beto, I was born to be a leader. The current globalist regime robs everybody of their birthright.

PS: I'm generationally wealthy and never have to work a day in my life.

This, you could have banged her on that chair next to your roomie yah dumbass

Do this

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You could turn your shit around. What legal trouble is it??

Preach it brother.
We need to help each other out here. We cant build an army if we tear ourselves down.

We have to save our edge for the true evil in this world.

Cool story, bro. Now, back to reality.

But are you over 6'?

Fucking Brits. You kids are so damn pathetic

How’re you in trouble with the law user?
Criticize Rotherham?

Nah. Fuck all Latinos. I'll personally do all I can and use every resource at my disposal to see every one of them deported from America in my lifetime. I'll happen.

you should probably develop a good, honest relationship with heroin... she’ll never do you wrong

dude, I've fucked enough pussy. I don't give a fuck. My lifestyle is certainly not fucking normal, and I get that.
true shit, homie. Maybe you should start acting IRL like you do on here. Its the best.

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>a fuckin leaf
shockingly good post, any men with that much emotional baggage who can’t shed it should just develop a daily drinking habit, it fades quicker than you’d think

No worries, by then you will be deporting the whole nation. Get your head outta your ass and realize that your cushy whitey little town in 50 years will be full of niggers, browns, jews, muslims, and counts like you. Is too late to turn back the wheel. Even your white women found you guys weak and love getting redpilled with a mandingo while you sit and watch a real man please your woman.. REEEE!

Quit being a volunteer victim and acting like you are incapable of changing anything. Get a job, become independent, go to the gym, buy nicer clothes, get a haircut, whiten your teeth, practice smalltalk. If you bitch all day about how much your life sucks and the bad hand you got, you lose your chance to draw anymore cards. You can’t compare yourself to others too. Stop that immediately. There will always be bigger fish

Exactly!

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This.

Ask yourself. Do i really wanna partake in any of the silly pointless shit normies do.

42rdPBP

>Is too late to turn back the wheel.
Wrong. And if it isn't turned back soon, the whole world will burn. Nobody will have a good time anymore.

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Dont listen to the 50% goblino user. It actually does get better. However its not just gonna happen. you have to put in an effort.

Keep dreaming dude. Get outta your moms basement and inhale a fresh air of reality. The best you can do it get yourself in line or end up like the manlet in NZ.

suck it up buttercup, get your shit together. hope for the best, prepare for the worst. you are young you can do this shit stain

t. white mom

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Underrated

>Get outta your moms basement and inhale a fresh air of reality.
I am literally married and have more money entrusted to me than you ever will.

You're the one who needs to get in line.

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tell me about the normies, why do they wear the mask (of happiness)?. If I take it off will they die?

Imagine listening to Juden Peterstein.

Happy people in this day and age are mentally ill.

Oh, I get it. You're just a racist.

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gib salsa

He was in possession of an illegal butter knife