Why are we here?

I don't believe this. Consciousness, matter, time, etc. There has to be something that created all of this. It's all I can really think about now a days.

yeah, I know, why do you think I made this thread? fucking faggot.

>Since then, I've spent all of 2018 traveling the world, eating at the best restaurants in the world, fucking tinder girls, dating some girls, fucking porn stars, etc etc. Spent about 300k so far on traveling.

ITT: This is why small-time Goyim are so bad at money and Jewsish money is generational and rules the world.

Man, you're a fucking disgrace OP. You're literally equivalent to some White trash hick that scores a Mega Lottery ticket.

>Traveling

Is literally something 20-something White roasties fantasize about because they want to get fucked by foreign men.

Did you get fucked by foreign cock OP?

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which pornstars did you fuck?

There's nothing to figure out. We're here. We're pretty sure there was a big bang at some point but we don't know how it got there. Maybe cause and effect as we instinctively understand it just isn't true. But here we are for no reason. We were just bound to be. That's it.

Try Vipassana.

sure. I've been to Easter Island. That was pretty boring honestly.

I doubt it.

I haven't been here in about 8 months

You can feel better about yourself donating to someone in need like me.

You never asked yourself why most wealthy people work? Most poor people work because they have, most wealthy people work because it gives their life some sort of purpose. If you don’t have a good career and don’t want to start a business, then starting a family or getting really into a hobby can give you similar feeling of meaning/purpose.

Also this.

That's why modern trust fund kids are mostly communists and raging Antifa faggots. Because they've been given everything, they have no perception of value or the work it takes to build wealth.

You should just commit suicide, like most of the tormented kids of millionaires.

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Go help somebody. Not financially, just be there for somebody in need. Once you have everything for yourself you either start looking outward or become a crotchety old bastard.

Its called the Gospel and anyone with a soul seeks it in the end. Literally Christ gives you meaning and trust me u wont run out of things to fo once you know Gid us guiding your life.

Sadly just like telling a normie to invest in Bitcoin most won't walk this path. You just found out life is meaningless without faith...I did that at 21.

I basically was already a rich person who won the lottery, so instead of being a mega jew and hoarding it, I spent my winnings on seeing the entire world and having experiences most people will never have... that's worth a lot, and it brought me to this point, you humongous plebeian faggot

some pretty famous ones. Don't want to give out names incase some faggots tweet this shit at them.

Amazonian nature in South America

I agree with everyone else. KYS faggot.

> I doubt it.

Thats why you are not going to make it. In 200 years you will be ashes.

"You only die when you are forgotten"

and oh fuck im not going to be forgotten, im telling you, you have no idea whats its coming, the future is near. Mark my words Jow Forums; I'm the next Elon Musk.

Basically this

Do you have a career? If not, it will bring balance to your life and make your appreciate time better (not some fast-food or retail min wage garbage, I mean a real deal career where you build on your knowledge)

Seek knowledge then, homo. Reach your own conclusions on existence by studying literature and philosophy.

Why did you think that normies knew anything when they complain about travelling? It's fun, but you'll never scratch your own mortality and existence doing it.

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I've been all around South America. Pretty much the only place I didn't go was South Africa because it's not worth the risk. Also didn't visit much of India because it's disgusting, really.

Yes I had a career before which I can return to. I still "work" just not very much.

Look, I'm not bored or depressed. I've just hit a point where I'm starting to wonder why the fuck we are here. It feels like hyper awareness. It's not bad or scary, it's just different than how I always felt before.

Poor quality larp.

Tweet what? "Some guy on the internet said he fucked you for money, lololol" ?

There is literally no meaning. People assign meaning in an attempt to validate their own (meaningless) existences.

^apparently it’s called existential nihilism. and been around since recorded history according to google. Would have been more interesting if it came up in the past century or two because of wageslaving or something

You might as well fuck more pornstars since you can

>he thinks 1.4MM is much.
Kek

>I spent my winnings on seeing the entire world and having experiences most people will never have

People around the world are basically identical, except everywhere outside the Western nations is the same level of poverty. Congrats, you saw more stray dogs and urban poverty, woop-dee-fucking-doo for you. You've achieved what a White woman in her late 20s achieved working some shitty office job and spending all her income on the travel meme to fill up her Instagram feed and make her roastie friends envious.

Real MEN would commit that money for a purpose. Like inciting a coup d'etat in a small African nation, starting your own orbital payload delivery company, funding the reconstruction of Syrian churches etc.

You're basically one oversized, weeping vagina, OP. Thanks for blogging about it I guess.

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I'm pretty sure they don't fuck very many people under 40, as it's expensive as shit. Also I partied with a few of them and had drinks into the night, and they sort of know my story... so yeah it's unlikely but possible to find out that I'm on here bitching about the nature of the universe while they're sucking dick for money that I earned for basically nothing.

I don't believe this. It's too simple and our complexity is too great.

I actually stopped because it made normal sex almost unbearably boring.

>There is literally no meaning.

That's wrong as well. We're given a very strict meaning that drives our every instinct. You're just too low IQ to really grasp it.

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>low IQ

fuck you I got a 1440 on my SATs.

Instead of traveling to the best parts of the world go to the worst. You'll find your answers there.

Gayest shit I've read all day

>SAT scores
>IQ

It just means you scored well, nothing to do with how perceptive or clever you are.

Weak people dream about consumption, great people dream about creation. Creation is what gives life a sense of meaning/purpose (call it whatever you want). You spend all of your time consuming and wonder why your life feels empty..

I'm bored sometimes but not that bored. I've been to some shitholes, it's not worth it.

I think the only people who find interest in shitholes like Haiti and South Africa are pretentious faggots who get motivated by feeling superior to others through "helping" them.

Checked and agreed
This world is a very monotonous and redundant place. You can have your fill, but your stomach is only so big
Can you be content with doing nothing? Simply existing?

One of my favorite things to do is sit outside on a nice summer night, meditate with my eyes closed, and listen to nature. Its free

>I'm pretty sure they don't fuck very many people under 40, as it's expensive as shit. Also I partied with a few of them and had drinks into the night, and they sort of know my story... so yeah it's unlikely but possible to find out that I'm on here bitching about the nature of the universe while they're sucking dick for money that I earned for basically nothing.
so what? just admit you're LARPing faggot. you wouldn't care about what some pornstar whore thinks about you if you were telling the truth

I was clever enough to make more in 10 months than you'll make in 10 life times... is that clever enough?

SAT scores correlate exactly the IQ scores. They're simply a roundabout way of measuring IQ without hurting people's feelings.

Good point

Wow and dolphins can put balls into specific hoops if you show them how enough times.

Repetition and recitation =! intelligence. The exact opposite, really. Only a true brainlet would use a mainstream standardized test as a litmus of intelligence.

Use your time to liberate humanity from its own.
Many are still trapped in darkness and enslavement.
Share knowledge, die in white.

Repetition and recitation are not how IQ tests work. Read a book for once in your life.

This
OP, no matter how much money you have, your life will be roastie tier, sorry that you are too pathetic to do anything worthwhile other than try to get external validation from an Indonesian connect four board

He meant creation.
Trading does not create, it redistributes.

There is no way that you've ran out of every good book to read. Broaden your horizons, maybe?

Germ multiplication.

You basically indulged in consumerism and ignored your biological programming. You can't be satisfied with having children and a faithful virgin wife.

OP is too far gone to understand your posts but the rest of us appreciate your insight, user.

How the fuck did you spend 300k in a year on traveling? Flying First class is literally a meme.

Did you just email their booking emails? I’ve been debating it but unsure how to proceed

Think about it, all the things people claim give their life meaning is about creation or changing the world for the better: music, art, having kids, running a business, helping your community, doing work that you genuinely believe makes the world a better place etc.

That's a social construct too dumdum

Something about this made me giggle. Thanks user.

Your purpose in life is to pass on your genetic material and ensure your offspring's survival, like all living things. Nothing more, nothing less. Everything else is a construct.

This is where I am at too user. I'm traveling now and have been a crypto NEET since the bullrun. Not really sure what I think about everything. The world is very much the same everywhere. People live then will die. There's nothing special any of us can do. We're only here for the blink of an eye anyway. I'm not depressed either. My life is amazing but at an odd point. Literally fucking my girl all day after being on the beach then going out to dinner. Shit is great, but it seems it feels pointless being successful.

Whats it like praying to the god of science? You sound just as bad as SJWs.

Get married and have kids dumbass. The meaning of life is love not tinder dates and airplane rides.

Read Ecclesiastes user. its a hard pill but humbling pill to swallow

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Those people are doing it for social media likes. Do this instead, go to your nearest city and go talk to a homeless person on the street. Ask them how they got there and ask them what their name is. It will make your day. The key is don't tell anyone you did it. That's how you begin to find meaning again.

>there are no more books to read.

I wonder, how do you keep yourself alive? Like, if there wasn't a promise of more things to be learnt, I'd honestly kill my self. I think you could try and understand your own confusion better by reading about it.

I only flew first class once. I probably spent about 100k+ on food. Took my parents to world class restaurants, and also took tinder dates to Michelin star restaurants. 1) because I don't like dining alone 2) because if you're moderately attractive they will fuck you that night if you take them to a lavish dinner. It's cheaper than escorts, sort of.

Yeah a lot of them have emails on twitter, or go through luxury companion

no problem

take the breadpill user, jesus is life because he is the only hope and hope brings life, and only the true son of god can bring that kind of hope

Jesus Christ, I'm convinced now the OP is an actual woman.

Post tits, or GTFO, otherwise end this thread.l

>luxury companion

Neat, thanks m8

The end goal is to escape the shackles of negative hedonic tone (ie suffering) that our genes and natural selection have burdened us with and ascend to a state of nonstop pleasurable engagement with the world. In otherwords, rewire ourselves so our wellbeing-o-meter stops ranging from -10 to 10 and instead ranges from 1 to 100. Happier, more joyous, more engaged and interested in the world and in others than our current shitty monkey brains can even imagine right now. All as our default state of being.

We should be throwing all our spare manpower and brainpower into solving the problems of death and unhappiness so that we can recode ourselves into beings that can actually find inherent value in each moment from now until the heat death of the universe, because we find each moment to be inherently pleasurable. Every other worldly pursuit is just a distraction and red herring that ends in misery, entropy, and death.

kek, I just simply see life for what it is. None if us are special in any meaningful way and are here for one simple purpose on the grand scheme of things. You can put whatever veil you want in front of your eyes and live your life however you want to live it, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. The truth however, is that you will die, be forgotten and will be just another irrelevant spec. Your offspring and descendants however will keep a genetic code of what you once were, as long as they too serve the only purpose they were brought here for. You are not special, you do not have a hidden purpose and you will one day die, enjoy life but do not dissociated yourself from your purpose by living a life of hedonism. If you miss your chance to procreate, you will not get another one.

>Its called the Gospel and anyone with a soul seeks it in the end. Literally Christ gives you meaning and trust me u wont run out of things to fo once you know Gid us guiding your life.

cringe and bluepilled. god is dead and we should all strive to become the superman.

You're living in a simulation OP. When you die, you will wake up and realize all your real friends and memories

>>Jesus Christ, I'm convinced now the OP is an actual woman.

>implying a woman would pay for dinner

start a familiy.....
look at male body
look at female body
makin/havin/raising kids was the plan all along.

Did you get to bang Alex Grey?
She cancelled my arrangement 1 hour before our meeting.

give me like something. you have a lot i have nothing

Dolphins communicate by blowing bubbles, imploding them to release light and other scalar waves for instant transmission of 5d thought-forms.

We are here to be reconciled to the Lord God, whom knew/choose you before birth.

youtu.be/lbjcc05FG1I

Your path of hedonism has put you in facing life's truth. Life is Dukkha. Suffering. Unsatisfactory. We are never happy for long. Everything is transient. If you can accept this you can move along the noble path and find enlightenment

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EL =! Elohym
GOD =! god(s)
MAN =! Mankind

You're a complete idiot who has been raised awfully by apathetic rich parents. (If you're not a troll.)

Go watch a Jordan Peterson video or something, you're spiritually destitute.

Post proofs or I'll consider this a Live Action RolePlay

Here's your (You) you fucking NEET faggot. Now stop larping and get back to trading.

>I was clever enough
i dont thinks so. You just posted on Jow Forums pre bull run. Plus you had money to work with unlike the shitters that are on biz now.

give me your money, and you'll have a purpose in life again?
isnt that a great deal? i'm desperately in need of $$$

Kill yourself.

Agreed. He's wasted himself and wonders why he feels empty. I noticed no experiences of a spiritual nature in any of what he wrote. All sensual. Still poor. May not make it.

>There are no more books to read, movies to watch, things to do.
This is such a dumb opinion. You mean to say you've read through the canon of Western literature, all the great philosophical texts, and can't make heads or tails of why you're here on earth?
I could recommend so much good shit to you that I guarantee you haven't read or watched, that will expand your consciousness, and I have only scratched the surface.
You are everything wrong with the modern Western world. All pleasure seeking consumerism and no serious thought or effort to preserve the last, fraying threads of Western civilization before they disappear into the ether of history, without a future, just like you.

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We got a top tier larper here fellas.

Trips for the Trinity.

TLDR - you've lost purpose in your life so you're having a crisis of self

You need purpose, something to put your focus on, not a generic 'be happy' or 'make money', something more specific. Find that and you'll have contentment.

Most don't go through this because they don't have the money to retire/not work so daily consumption and wealth retention at it's base is their main target.

Lying ass cracka.

This reality is a proving ground for our souls. You've read too much Nietze. And no I'm not religious but this reality is definitely a proving ground for whatever we are and our bodies are just vehicles to help experience it and learn some lessons.

This is a good way of looking at things

Experiencing the world and life’s pleasures is fine. Everyone should do it if they have the chance. But creation is where you’ll find meaning and purpose. Whether it’s starting a family, or fabricating race cars and sailboats from scratch, or painting murals, whatever you enjoy doing. There’s just something so satisfying about dreaming up a unique idea and then making it come to life with your own two hands. The best part is, you don’t need an money to create cool things (unless you have expensive hobbies like race cars and sailboats)

You made me lose $5k from your stupid shill, then you disappeared. Fucking guy!

Your biological purpose is to reproduce. Bonus points if you can make it possible for people of your same race to reproduce, too.

You are not wired to be wealthy and unironically would have been better off being a middle class wagie who strives to create a decent quality of life for his family. You have the wrong personality type for your lifestyle. Essentially you are a normie without the requisite levels of empathy, sensitivity, and creativity to truly (much less deeply) appreciate anything.

You know those people who are overwhelmed by simple things like a sunset or playing with a puppy? Or they blather intensely about books or albums or games and every time they say such and such is one of the best things they’ve seen/heard/played? They’re kind of annoying because they come off as being in constant awe of everything around them 24/7, but they’re also kind of endearing and fun to be around because they always get excited about shit that you show them? Those are the people who truly make it with wealth because they can just exist in a never-ending state of wonder.

The redpill is that those types have already made it from birth and if you’re not one of them there’s nothing you can do to become one

>spends a few hundred k travelling some countries and fornicating with whores
>dude i've literally done almost everything on earth within reason

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