Does anyone have political views that don’t line up with your ethnicity? For example, being raised by a family of a different ethnicity, and therefore adopting the stereotypical lifestyle and political beliefs of that race. That’s pretty much my situation.
I’m half nigger. How does one reconcile a love of national socialism, ecofascism, tradition, and hatred of thug culture and degenerates whilst dealing with something like that?
I want to vomit at the sight of multiculturalism. I find it disgusting and yet I am a contributor, and the guilt has manifested itself into suicidal ideation and self hatred. It’s gotten to a point where just doing daily things becomes extremely difficult and ridden with anxiety. I stay inside my house for most of my time, reading up on national socialism, history, and esoteric spiritualism and only leave for college classes.
This, among many other things, is why race mixing is an abomination to nature. It robs a person of their humanity. I feel guilty that half of my ethnicity destroys the ecosystems of the earth, the cities they inhabit, and the countries they are given. It’s an embarrassment to see what has happened to South Africa and Rhodesia. I feel personally responsible for this.
So again I ask, does anyone else have this issue? Being attached to only one specific part of your heritage, and only wanting it to succeed? Having the politics of a different ethnicity? How do you reconcile such issues? How would such people, loyal do only one side, work in a hypothetical ethnostate. Just general thoughts on transracial political ideology?
kek you remind me of pic related. Anyway racial homogeneity is a meme. I'm a mixed race as well, french and Scottish. So are most amerimutts and canadimutts. I guess that makes me 'white', what does that even mean these days. Whites are a disgrace. Don't get too hung up on race, the worst kind of person is a self hater. Take pride in your existence
>It’s an embarrassment to see what has happened to South Africa and Rhodesia. I feel personally responsible for this I don't think whites should have tried to settle in a continent filled with a billion niggers in the first place, there's no one to blame but themselves.
Unironically based as fuck. If there’s any community the Jews have fucked, it’s the black community. Also he pulls off that outfit well.
It’s hard not to get hung up on race. It’s the basis for everything, no? I don’t exactly want to self hate, but it’s difficult being tied to a race who has established nothing.
I mean, that’s true but the fact that blacks have taken thriving economies and, within 40 and 25 years, turned them into hell. I know it’s more so to do with communist money and influence, but still.
Oliver Evans
Also, this is my skin complexion. Another reason why blacks will constantly treat me like shit, even just in a store or something, adding to my hatred and disgust of them.
Just try to be the best example of a strong man and a leader that you can for your community and race, even if most of your race is retarded, so are a lot of whites these days, Just do what you can to uplift your volk
Ian Rivera
>it’s difficult being tied to a race who has established nothing Black's created a lot of good genres of music, jazz, blues, reggae, etc. At the very least there's that. Also you don't have to tie yourself to anyone. Be the progenitor of a paradigm.
David Wright
This looks like a larp but I'll take the bait.
I don't know how to help you because I've never been in your position but I've thought about it a lot when I briefly dated a Hispanic girl in High School. Race mixing always leads to situations like yours. The child is forced to split their identity and their loyalty. Most of the time the child will identify as non-white which is often easier because they will always appear to be non-white. But in the rare cases where they align with their whiteness they will always feel like they don't belong. They'll always feel like a fraud of sorts. Reproduction leads to it's own issues as well because you're faced with either getting a white partner to make your kids whiter than you but in turn end up tainting someone else's bloodline, or you can choose someone from your non-white side which wouldn't taint another white but it would erase the whiteness you have. Its like zugzwang in chess. All possible moves would make your situation worse so the only move is to not move at all.
Charles Brooks
Yeah I'm half east Asian and White. Growing up Asian kids in my neighborhood would beat me up for being white. White people were generally cool with me. Mostly, and still to this day, get mistaken for Mexican.
Older white people tend to tense up around me and act like I'm up to no good. Asians typically don't make eye contact. But white women love to fuck me so it's not all so bad.
But yeah racemixing proved to feel alienating as fuck.
Sebastian Allen
That’s the issue. I’d love to do that, but even the blacks cannot stand me because my personality and values are just “too white.” Ive even been laughed at and told that I don’t “count as black.” Of course, this was a compliment to me, but knowing that I don’t exactly fit in with whites either...
That’s very true. Maybe I should study the ancient black civilizations and black culture from centuries ago. It seemed to hold some interesting value then.
I wish I was larping. It fucking sucks. I see symbols like the Black Sun, and believe in everything that they stand for. I see what Europe was, and I want to return to that. I take extreme pride in my European heritage (what I have of it, at least)
I plan not to reproduce either. There’s no point. My only good attributes would likely be gone within a generation or two. I won’t have any kids of mine (even if they were with a white woman) start identifying as black, or any of that. Nor do I want to give this curse to anyone else.
Personally, I’d like to adopt a child in need, and raise him or her to be a good standing member of their race and society. While preferable, they wouldn’t even have to be white. That’s what I plan for myself, anyway.
Alexander King
That’s a thing I noticed. Whites have 99% of the time been nice and accepting of me. Blacks have rejected me, physically assaulted me, and tortured me mentally for years. Whites, in all honesty, are just more human.
I completely understand where you’re coming from, user. I didn’t think Asians would be like that, though. I’m sorry to hear that.
I think the best thing we can do is just feel proud that we have some European heritage, call out the people attempting to destroy Europe, and help as much as we can.
Jose Taylor
desu m8, you've got the right attitude and are arguably the best example of the problems of racemixing I've seen in a while. I don't think it will be possible to reconcile your heritage but know that the Nuremberg laws allowed halfcasts in the NatSoc ethnostate so there's hope for you. Adopt a white child and bring him up the way you can see him appreciating what you missed. Stay strong. t.virulent racist who hates racemixing and would gas all the parents
Make the best out of the hand you were dealt user. If you don't intend to have children then be very selective of who you marry. Make sure she's infertile or something. It is natural for women to want to have kids of their own, even the most lefty anti-man feminist types end up giving in to they're natural needs. Denying someone of that isn't right. If you really care as much as you say then I'm sure you will do what's best. Good luck user. You get honorary status in my book.
Brayden Brown
>I feel personally responsible for this. You can't be personally responsible for things that you didn't do. You can only deal with the cards you've been dealt with, and go from there. I believe that everyone can find a way to contribute no matter what their position in life is.
Easton Long
we need more anons like you in the fight, you need to have kids of your own blood. You have the redpill gene. Marry a white woman and raise a family of your own, it's the most redpilled thing you can do on this earth. It's your birthright to reproduce.
Josiah Miller
>That’s the issue. I’d love to do that, but even the blacks cannot stand me because my personality and values are just “too white.” Ive even been laughed at and told that I don’t “count as black.” Of course, this was a compliment to me, but knowing that I don’t exactly fit in with whites either...
Well I guess its a problem of not knowing which race you identify as, Ive never had to deal with that, But like I said, Just be the best you can be, that is the best way to help your volk, whichever ones you identify with. I think with whites especially, you will at the least get a chance. everyone can tell the difference between a fucking stupid hood nigger and a darkie, and even though myself follow the doctrine of 'around blacks never relax" I am allways, allways willing to give any darkie that talks like a human being and can dress like an adult a chance.
try not to get to down on yourself user, Blacks at one point in american history were some amazing artists and musicians, People like Art blakey, John coletrain, Duke ellington, are some of the most talented musicians in the last 200 years easily.
Blacks/mutts/whites/gooks need people that they can look to as examples of what to be, The best thing you can do regardless of your race is try to be that shining example of a true man and a strong leader with good values. good luck with your struggles user.
Daniel Fisher
I think that’s what I’m going to do. I just want to raise a good child who will protect nature, and breed white children into this world. The idea of saving a child, even if they aren’t white, from the hell of the socialist adoption system has always been something I wanted to do. Of course, I will very likely adopt a white child.
I met my fiancé (white, Swedish heritage) when we were 13. I’ve been with her since we were 15, and we’re 21 now. We plan to get married once we’ve graduated college.
I’ve talked with her about my feelings, and completely redpilled her on birth rate issues. She is infertile due to health issues, though. She’s completely on board with adoption of multiple children, and is 100% happy to teach them NATSOC values. I plan to explain to them the issues that come from racemixing once they’re old enough to understand. I’d like to eventually buy some plot of land out in the country, and take them shooting everyday with old guns. I just want them to have that classic Americana childhood and a stable nuclear family, the things I couldn’t have.
Noah Allen
Full honorary status user. You deserve a blessed life. You have suffered enough. I hope you find peace and happiness in your life.
Ayden Cox
That’s true. I guess I’m being irrational at that, but it’s just such a shame to see what has happened...
I definitely identify as white. 110%. Whites are really the only people that HAVE given me a chance for anything. Blacks are just... there’s a good one every now and then but for the most part, they’re just not like me in really any way.
Personally I think the downfall of black American society was the communist influence of the 1960s, and the crack crisis. It destroyed the black nuclear family which, in turn, destroyed the potential of black offspring to be productive citizens.
Thank you, user. My struggles aren’t easy but I think that eventually, once I adopt and start a family and such, they’ll be put to rest.
Tyler Foster
That looks just like mine A-am I not white bros
Lincoln Morris
Thank you, user.
A pollution free world, and a beautiful Europe will come to us one day, Kamerad.
No. You’re most likely white. I’ve just got very light skin, but I’m not one of those strange albino mulattos you see from time to time.
Justin Barnes
Spic parents from Puerto Rico but born in the states. I hate Puerto Rican culture. It's degenerate and fucking nigger tier. Not like US culture is any better, but fuck spics. The women stink, too.
Lucas Long
I’d like to say one more thing.
My love for whites is not caused by just some irrational love for Nazi Germany (although I do like Nazi Germans) or pure hatred. As usual, my black side of the family completely abandoned me. My white side has given me everything. They cared for me. They suffered for me. They did absolutely everything in their power to make sure I had a comfortable life.
A beautiful world is the only way I feel I can pay them back for all they’ve done. That’s what motivates me. We will reach that goal one day. It may not be in our lifetimes, but we will not lose. We owe it to our forefathers to succeed.
Enjoy this badass video. It’s a gift from me, as you’ve all indulged my identity issues.
Great Grandfather on fathers side was in Stalingrad, went into a Gulag in Siberia, had to do hard work for more than a decade before he got released. Had to walk, yes I said walk, from Siberia to the Iron curtain and from there home when he was released. Great Grandmother actually waited for him, didn't know he was pow, no info available at the time. So one day in the Fifties my Great Grandfather just shows up at the family farm after not having seen his wife for a decade and for the first time sees his little daughter, my Grandmother.
Alexander Taylor
I’m going to damn tear up, user. That’s beautiful.
William Price
Other Great Grandfather on my fathers side was in WW1 on the Italian Front. For 3 years he was fighting in the mountains, desperately trying to hold South Tyrol. Did go through nearly every single Battle for the Isonzo.
After the war was over he just went home to the family farm, lived through WW2 but was too old at that point. Was the mayor of his village through the Soviet occupation, had my then 10 year old Grandfather hide in the woods with their only cow as the Soviets were rounding up livestock for reparations, letting the population starve.
Dylan Johnson
Work for the betterment of the world, work against multiculturalism, but don't have kids. (Maybe only adopted ones)
Jayden Hernandez
Race is not the problem. Intelligence is. And based off your sentence structure your intelligent. Do don't beat your self up over what other less intelligent people with half of the same DNA do. Breed with another smart person and you will be fine. My wife is 1/8th black and literally no one can tell because she looks white.
Ryder Collins
During the 30 years war they were probably hiding in a shed.
Xavier Taylor
I got kike blood in me and I’ve disowned my family for being jews. Steven Miller is my idol.
Ayden Long
Do you have kids? Aren't you afraid that recessive alleles will express themselves somehow?
One Great Grandfather on my mothers side was exempt from military service because of his farm.
The other one died on the Eastern Front before Moscow.
Jaxson Robinson
Thank you, user. I’ve always cared heavily about academics and, since learning about the bell curve, completely jump into learning new skills and languages in order to compensate for that perceived flaw. I’m working on German now.
Stories like this really just get to me. The beauty of European farm life, ruined by communist teachings and invasion...
I plan to adopt
Jason Gray
Or maybe hanging out with hermits in a forest, and then chilling out with royalty?
Props if you know what I’m referencing.
Connor Jenkins
Exactly this, during the 30 years war most of my ancestors were dirt poor farmers. Details are pretty lacking on this time period, but I don't think any of my ancestors lived through something cool in that time. At most they got plundered or killed.
Nathan Baker
If you're not a haffu you wouldn't understand. Talking one into having again a racially mixed family doesn't make any sense. I'm born into such a family and it's not going well. As you think therefore you're inevitably face self hatred. Even the bible is against racemixing. Now often its claimed this merely means to not marry someone of another believe regardless of race however >12 "Beware, my son, of every kind of fornication. First of all, marry a woman from among the descendants of your ancestors; do not marry a foreign woman, who is not of your father's tribe; for we are the descendants of the prophets. Remember, my son, that Noah, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, our ancestors of old, all took wives from among their kindred. They were blessed in their children, and their posterity will inherit the land.
David Taylor
Unfortunately I don't have such nice pedigree since most of it was lost during my ancestors being expelled from Sudentenland and Brandenburg (East-Elbian land owners). My wife has an Ahnenpass going back to 1619, though. That war was one of the biggest demographic catastrophies for Germans. Those people had a ton of luck.
Robert Perez
Simplicissimus?
Jack Jones
I only know most of this because my family was under suspicion of being Jewish. I have one these Jewish sounding names "___berg", "___baum", etc. So the SS actually researched our family tree to see if there were Jews under my ancestors, there weren't and my name is just a fluke. The further back you go the more hazy it gets, mostly dates of birth, wedding and death in the parochial book.
Alexander Wood
Yup.
Not many people know it anymore, sadly. Good on you, user!
I read it once when I was 15 or 16. And then recently found another issue at my work's "free book" shelf (next to a copymachine where you can put your old books for others to take). I'll have to read it again at some point.
Brayden Hill
Why do people fuck niggers?
Cooper Johnson
It really is a book that speaks to the modern man, especially the modern European man.
A book that exposes the flaws in “culture.” Just because it is different, does not make it correct.
Wyatt Campbell
Because my mother met my father before the crack crisis, when blacks were like Will Smith.
Still turned out to be an asshole, though.
James Howard
Best you can do is to shoot the black side of yourself in the head
Easton Diaz
Stfu user, at least this man has some pride
Blake Cruz
There is a place for people like you in white supermajority nations. Also if you continue to interbreed with white your grandchildren will be mostly white.
Bro, don't hate yourself for what you are and what other people do. Shit happens, you can't always do something about it. Also, it's not like your bloodline is permanently fucked. Your offspring and their offspring and so on can correct itself with time, so long as it can stick to one ethnic group and not further degrade into la creaturas at least. Neck yourself, swedecuck.
Gavin Perry
If Europe and the US can just return to above 95% white, I think pretty much all the bigger issues would be solved.
Evan Reyes
I guess you’re right, man. Just because racemixing itself is wrong doesn’t make me wrong.
At least it’s fun to see the confused look on people’s faces when I defend Nazi Germany and, more specifically, the Wehrmacht.
Ayden Rivera
You do realise your a Swede right Muhammed?
Connor Nelson
You deserve tobe happy. You will have done more for the white race after raising those children than most people in white societies.
That’s all I can hope. To save someone from being thrown away by degenerates, and to mold them into a model citizen of their race. Then, I will feel accomplished in life.
Also, Finland? Love the RK62. Send a few over here, damn it!
The beauty of tradition is there is a place for everyone, even though it might not be the same place. Do the best you can with the hand that you've been dealt. Malcolm X had mixed heritage that he absolutely hated (albeit he hated his white side) but he still stood up every day and tried to do what was right for his people, to get them out of drugs and crime and into self respect and self-determination. I think NOI is crazy, but he asked as much of his own people as he did white people, and he understood that our destinies are different. I respect him, and I respect you OP. No need to hate yourself, just live a good life, and keep your standards high for yourself and others.
Dylan Powell
The black community is a joke right now, but that doesn't mean you have to be.
Take pride in who you are and be a strong example of what blacks should be.
Take the hardworking culture of your European ancestors and the strong martial culture of your black ancestors, and instill these values into your sons and daughters.
Your community is a joke, so build a better one.
Charles Parker
She betrayed the white race dat aint cool homie
Connor Evans
Malcom X was quite the character. Although I really don’t agree with a lot of what he did, I can’t help but respect him.
That’s the problem, user. Even if I wanted to be a part of the black community, they’ve all completely rejected me. They’ve physically assaulted me. They hate mixed people, because they see us as better than them. They will never accept someone like me. White culture, which I heavily prefer anyway, is my only option.
Angel Flores
Me too man, im half white half arab but way more euro
