GIOYC

>I can't stand staying at home more than 3 days, there's never anything going on, it's so boring
>Jenny is telling me about summer camp again, I don't know how I'll tell her I don't want to be a counselor anymore and that I won't go
2 months later
>I'll spend spring break at home, I just miss my family SOOOOO much
>I'm so excited about summer camp, we have a bunch of cool activities planned

guess I'm being cucked, that's a new

Grow some balls Nancy boy

it's "versatile" when it's convenient for you, "unreliable" otherwise

Sit n spin, fag. Ain't nobody gonna deal with some crazy asshole for possibly zeeo benefit. But I'm clearly in the minority on that since everyone's telling me that same shit.
Oh well, I'm ghosted now anyway. Lesson learned.

What did you learn?

Act like nothing's happening and deal with it myself instead of expecting people to give a shit how I feel about it.
I know I sound condescending and sarcastic, but I'm serious. That's what I learned. "Fuck you, it's in your hands".

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That's what it means to be a man. No one will give a shit about you but you

lol please don't buy these bags for your cat I own one

Fucking grand. I'm happy staying single then.

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Depends on how you live it

I have no idea what my current mental state is, if I'm being completely honest

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You're cute and nice to me again

Hey so...would you like to talk sometime soon?

I though I could do better, live better but it all crashes down again because I just can't stop making mistakes that break it all.

I want out, it hurts so much.

Don't stalk me bro

Ask them

i hate my life

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I'm not going to get in on your joke life is pain

You’re cool

Absolutely

I have become so much more angry than I have ever been, worst part is that nothing has really caused it I walk by someone taking their dog out for a walk and all I can think of is how I could kill it. It has gotten so much fucking worse than it used to be and I don't know why. I have tried breaking things to get the feelings out but I never feel satisfied. What do I fucking do?

TWO YEARS

Thats nothing, you little baby

epic memer

>go outside on a sunday
>lots of people in the park, kids playing, couples walking, happy families having fun
>everyone looks good, well-dressed, happy
>tfw I never had friends to play with as a kid, I don't have a gf to spend time with, my family can barely tolerate each other, and I look like shit because I don't take care of myself
>all I can feel is envy

sigh... its this time of the year again. at least during the winter you cant notice how much happier everyone else is

It feels like forever since I last saw you. I miss you. I think about you all the time. I don't reach out much because I believe you're better off without me. I've lost most of my friends because of my own bullshit but you've been there faithfully and loving. I love you for that and I never want to sully it. I hope you're well.

I'm almost 24, I've put my life on hold for so long being in the military and now I have almost nothing to show for it. My friends have all moved on and visiting my hometown doesn't feel like home anymore but neither is where I'm stationed at. Ive never been in a relationship and I'm probably depressed.

Death sits next to me, with his arm around my shoulder. He tells me to watch. I want him to take me or walk away.

You fucking have the NERVE to break up with me and block me after betraying my trust like that? Where the fuck do you get off?
I'm glad it's fucking over, bad I'm mad I couldn't end it myself. You deprived me of the dignity of bringing the blade down myself, and that's what really fucks with me.
That fucking cat you have is the smartest motherfucker in the whole house. I wish you nothing but the worst.
Modern relationships are a bad joke. Fake bullshit, just putting on airs. Nobody really gives a fuck how you feel or think. To hell with this.
I'm done. I'm focusing on my new job. Fuck relationships and fuck women. I've had it.
Nobody ever really fucking liked me anyway. I can fucking tell.
Never again.

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RAPE RAPE RAPE

HEEHEEHEEEE

RAPE RAPE RAPE RAPE RAPPPPPEEEEE

HEEEHEEEE PEE PEE

PEOPLE DO RAPE WITH THEIR PEE PEES

> got the guts to tell guy who i'm really interested in that i'm uncomfortable with sex & need time to be comfortable
> he actually really understood, told me he loves me and that he's willing to stay with me
> still kinda feel like i'm not good enough

damn.

I like my coffee so strong it'll give me a black eye, bitch.

why u do this j
make up your mind pls

I like Silk almond hazelnut flavour or sugar only if there’s no cream, i can sip it black though I enjoy it more when sweet

You're good enough for other asexuals, or polyamory.

h o n e y

the more free time i have the more i procrastinate. The less time i have the faster I work.

I work so much better under pressure 80% of the time. I just can’t relax myself can I?

i don't feel like i am

>polyamory
gross

I'm exhausted with the web.

I grew up online. Hell, I grew up on Jow Forums. I'm in my mid twenties now and I don't really get any rush or thrill or enjoyment of being online anymore. This doesn't feel like an adventure. This feels like a stale sexless marriage. I'm not learning anything exciting or connecting with people I think are interesting. I'm just tired. I think part of it is that a lot of the people who are actively using the web skew younger than me, so in a lot of ways it feels like I'm stepping back in a time machine. Definitely no growth opportunities there, but when I'm offline I'm less annoyed but I'm also bored shitless. I'm just fucking bored. I've been trying to branch out and find other hobbies but I don't really enjoy them, and when I mean that I don't just mean playing video games (which again I don't really enjoy unless drunk), but shit like meetup and music and hiking and sports and blah blah blah it's all boring. So boring. So bored. God. So bored. It's gotten to the point where I just drink all the time and I don't even enjoy that. I just want to feel different. So fucking bored.

thing is i'm not asexual, just got trauma i need to get through.
worst part is i tried to let him go and encourage him to find women who will give him those needs asap but he won't leave.

Can you tell us more about this?

> be stuck in a psyche ward
> it's really fucking hot outside
> tfw the radiators on the ward are never turned off
> tfw your not allowed outside because that one patents been acting up
> killme.jpg

I fucking hate working. I miss being a neet smoking weed all day and playing Runescape and doom with my bro. RIP old me.

I'm confused and unsure. I don't know if I should come out of the closet, I don't even know if I'm actually in a closet of any sort.

I don't like girls, I'm in my twenties now and there's never been one I've felt more than appreciation (aesthetic or personality-wise) for, and the times that I've had sex I've felt fairly underwhelmed that this thing that all my friends keep going on about and being after was just what it was. Spent a while trying to figure if this was a practice thing so I went out to clubs and tried picking up girls, which just led to a string of underwhelming experiences.

This got me to the obvious thought of, huh, don't like girls, probably gay then, let's give guys a shot. Here's where it gets either complicated or fucked up, because I didn't like guys that much either.
I like the comfort aspect of relationships, hugs, sleeping together, but sex is just generally either a hassle or occasionally unenjoyable. I generally prefer women for relationships, I think, but I don't know how to go about this whole not caring for sex thing I have.

Any looking up I've done into it just gets me to asexuals who seem sort of on my line of thinking, but I'm not entirely convinced not wanting to fuck is a sexual preference, and am leaning towards me just being too emotionally stunted to make meaningful intimate connections.

I don't know if this is even worth mentioning to people close to me because it doesn't fucking matter much, but at the same time I feel like I'm sort of left out of a game that everyone else got the rulebook for while I have to stumblr along trying to figure out why exactly we want to score and what goal to aim for.

The thing that scares me most is never finding anyone that can deal with me wanting to be intimate but not sexually, wanting physical contact but not sex.

Is it painless to OD on heroin?

Kys homo

I KNOW! IT'S GREAT ISN'T IT?!

Is there a gentle way to tell someone "x clearly doesn't trust you, so you shouldn't trust x"? I don't want my friend's heart to get broken.

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It's sort of weird knowing that my ex is back in town and hasn't asked me to hang out like we usually do, I know it's definitely because she's showing her new faggot bf around her hometown and to her parents.

Feels kind of weird. I'm currently in a relationship with someone I really don't see a long term future with. and actually rebounded into after we broke up. I wonder what she thinks about her relationship..

I still hate her for breaking up with me in the dumbest most pussy-coward way possible. But theres parts of me that still loves her, and she was the only person I truly wanted to spend the rest of my life with.

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I feel like my life is missing something. I think it might be cake, but then I remembered that I like wearing clothes and I like not being in a television show with my relatives washing me like they would washing a car.

It ain't fucking fair bros, what feels as good as eating cake?

yò ga ta

Please help me. Please.

Be direct and don't tiptoe around the issue. Part of being a good friend is being able to tell your friend the harsh truth that needs to be said to protect them in the long run.

Do what?

I think I really actually like this girl, but she's going back to her home country in less than two weeks. Something just really clicks with her and she's SUPER beautiful.

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SOS

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Kys faggot

Dear Allison,
Who are you and why are you given a place in my life?

Fuck it’s l8 and I wanna get this off my chest, I know that I can’t get u and I know that u like him instead and that’s fine. But why am I so in love with you and I can’t love anyone else. I made a bad impression and I know any chance is over. But I’ll never let u know any of this happened cu I don’t need that drama on you. I know I fucking have my issues and I’m working on fighting my demons and I know that no one wants to hear about my problems cuz they got their own to deal with. Why the fuck do I have to be this pathetic bitch who’s a slave to his heart.

You're right

This is a nightmare

It's about you M

(Cont)

Why do I wear my heart on my sleeve when everyone just wants to crush it. Who tf can I even trust anymore at this point cuz everyone just fucking hurts me. I sound like a bitch and I guess right now I am on the inside but on the outside I try my hardest not to show it. I cover up my pain with getting Jow Forums and /fa/ and it’s a shell to protect me. I put on a fake persona in order to hide my self from pain. I even showed u my track about being in the background and u said it’s hella sad and wanted to know who tf it was based on. It was based on u but ull never know I guess. I’ll never tell u any of this though I’ll jsut hurt from the background. And maybe that’s okay, maybe I sound like a complete retard rn and a pathetic incel and welp I guess thta is what I’m doing,

The last bit of my heart died today. I think I won't be back here. I've failed too much. Nobody wants to be a part of that.

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I never asked to be your queen. I never asked for you to do things in my name, to make sacrifices in my name. I'm not perfect but I am NOT a murderer.

I'm not a killer queen

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Why can’t I get the fuck out of my head. Be less pathetic not be such a gymcel and /fa/got. I why won’t my heart let me move to anyone else. Why do u fucking give me false hope. Though I guess it’s my fault cuz like I’m too weak atm to move on, Is this how this is meant to end was there never a fuckin story in the first place. Why can’t mythoughtd stay fucking organized idfk. And i know that no matter wtf i do To win your heart none of it is ever going to work. Why it works like this idk maybe it’s just the way life works. I can’t even complain cuz I’m used to being hurt by ppl so this is nothing new but y does this hurt much more than ever.

How do you know if you have mononucleosis?

They wont let me live. I don't care about that but I do want my name cleared. Please do this for me.

What are we going to do?

Why did u get given a place in my life. Why can’t I just move on already. I know there’s no hope leave me the fuck alone heart. Literally I don’t want to love you but I don’t know how not to. My heart wants what it wants but my fucking head knows that we can’t. Maybe if I get more expensive shit and work put more it will fill that void, the hole that you ripped into my heart but will it truly even work. How tf am I gonna be strong physically but a little bitch on the inside idk but I’m trying okay I’m fucking trying to heal. Healing takes time okay, stop looking at my wounds. I know that being around me while I’m fighting my demons isn’t too fun. And I know ppl leave me becuz they don’t wanna get caught in the crossfire. But I never asked to be hurt. I don’t care if I don’t have the best clothes, or was a Little too emotional or was scrawny. I didn’t deserve this and now the torment may stop but that doesn’t heal everything.

Go out in style?

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Tell me what’s going on, dear.

>>Ning about u hurts me so much. But I can’t let out this pain in u cuz uve only ever tried to be a positive influence on my life. I don’t even love you in a way becuz of how u only look. I feel like you genuinely connect with me. I’m not mad at you and how can I be mad at myself for loving, I can’t control it. Who should I be mad at about this whole thing. I guess I’m mad at fate for us both in this situation.I guess this is just a part of life. I guess disappointment is literally just a part of life. No Matter what I do ull never be mine and I’ll never be urs. I guess misery is just where I’m meant to be. Maybe though it’ll all fix itself. Maybe ur just here to be here and ur not my destiny overall. Maybe I’m just meant to wait for love. But how can I block this pain in my heart. I don’t understand anything. I know I can be a burden so I understand that maybe atm u have ur own problems to deal with and I guess it just can’t be. I’m angry at love and I ain’t get it. I guess this is just how life’s is.

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9/11 is the key to understanding everything

I’ll probably kill myself after my mom dies so she won’t have to go through the heartbreak

I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WHO SNORE SO FUCKING MUCH JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP STOP BEING SO FAT OR WHATEVER IS CAUSING YOUR HORRIBLE CACOPHONY AAAAHHH

There are most definitely illuminati bloodlines.

You will NEVER know who really runs the world as they are hidden.

It is your word against mine and you have no credibility.

They underestimated my love.

Oh well. Atleast I have your nudes.

Dem bitches be sitting back laughing and watching this shit blow up too.

You're right but I have all the power and money. The truth is I want you to win.

Not all.

Why are these soft-looking boys so hard-hearted?

If you win, I die. I am okay with that. Truly. I told you to throw me under the bus. I won't let you die for me.

I'm so embarrassingly bad with women and I don't know how to fix it.
I have issues with anxiety and depression so I probably come off as really awkward which exacerbates the whole thing.
I can't bring myself to approach, I can't bring myself to message girls who have given me socials/shown interest, I can't bring myself to pull on a night out whether that's thru dancing or conversation (alcohol doesn't help), I can't bring myself to remain in a situation where I could actually get laid.
I can't bring myself to talk to friends and family about it because I'm so embarrassed about it.
I know women aren't a big deal but it's such an obvious sign of my social incompetence and it follows me everywhere bc whenever I see a cute girl I just kinda admire to myself rather than even consider making a move, because if I consider making a move I'll get all panicky and it ruins my day.
Everyone says stop giving a fuck but it seems like it's impossible for me. It's like I physically and mentally lock up in any basic possible romantic/sexual situation.
I'm pretty good looking, apparently girls look at me quite a bit but I don't notice that shit at all. It's just my head that's the issue and I dunno how to fix it.