GIOYC - Get It Off Your Chest

I genuinely just tried to be a good friend. I don't know why I keep getting treated like this.

I have no reason to be alive. I haven't lost my virginity nor gotten a girlfriend and I'm in my twenties. I'm incredibly ugly, lazy and stupid whose working a rubbish job and doing a college course four years behind. There is literally no reason for me to live and I'm an attention seeker because I haven't killed myself yet.

why do i keep trying when i know i'll always fail? it's always like this... i'll make a plan and it just goes to shit, no matter how hard i try
transferred to another school? guess what, it's a lot shittier than your old one
made some friends? guess what, they only see you as a comedic relief and then take you for granted like your feelings don't exist at all
loved someone again? guess what, she's actually flirting behind your back all this time.
i miss my old friends.
i just want to sleep.

I just wanna be skinnier

Some people have no idea how to appreciate you proper, have you tried telling them to slow down on how they treat you?

Because it’s easy to. Nice people attract dickheads - you ought to be more discerning and avoid people who are assholes

I don't know how. It keeps telling me my images are too big.

You will regret not taking me serious. I have everything, you have only your body. Also, you are fat and I fucking hate fat people. I have abundance, and you know this. Its because you are too young to value MAN material instead of boy material. I am better than anything you will ever find. I will dedicate myself towards status, wealth and fitness. I will become big while you go through the emotional bullshit that you caused. Just know that at one point I let my feelings take over and you have seen the worst of me. Yeah, you are the second person in my life to see the sweet and beta of me. Yeah there was a lot of feelings between us but I am getting over it. I do not blame myself for having it difficult with getting over feelings. You are fucked, you really are. And despite that I still fell for you but now that I snapped, I realize how low and bothersome you are. The fact that you are aware of it boggles my mind. But its ok. I appreciate you reminding me of what never ever to do. Get too close to someone. My game is driven by confidence and mystery and I opened myself up too much, and here we are. I am angry, because we were like soulmates at one point, I am disappointed things had to go like this even though it was in my hands too. I am irresistible. You will find out soon. I have big plans. I will take your bestfriend on huge dates and 5 star hotels, and youll crawl to me, you filthy fucking pig. You took me for granted and I will humiliate you, you fucking freak. Once I'll give you a taste of what I am, you will beg for me to return, and you'll be my personal cumslut. I won't even give you a single fucking nod while you follow me around. I am too good for you, and you will realize that. Mark my fucking words, fat bitch.

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Nothing really to tell them. I just overheard their conversation and explicitly call me creepy and annoying.

Seems that way, especially if you look at my track record of shitty friends.

Sex would help.

Lol this is so childish.

I just want to say how sorry I am that you stumbled upon all of this.

You tried to make me feel bad because whilst we were broken up I talked to someone else LITERALLY JUST TALKED and you broke my fucking heart for it. And now look, you're talking to the person I had previously shown concern about. And it turns out you were talking to them the entire fucking time without telling me. So what gives you the fucking right to make me feel bad for something you're doing yourself? And you know what the worst thing is? I'd take you back in an instant if you let me. Fuck you for putting me through this. I can't eat or sleep without thinking of you, you're all I want even though you fucked me over. I'm fucking pathetic and it's all your fault.

Shit sucks, but I am living through it

You will pay for what you have done to me and others. How could you?

Fatass

Your post reminds me of a child who got his feelings hurt and imagines everyone dying around him because of it. I bet you are 13.

Post body, then I might take your voice into consideration.

Why did I have to be born into this mess.

Faggot

I made a huge mistake. I can't think of how things will work out any more. I tested how much force i needed to cut the skin with my box cutter from work on my finger. It was far less force than I want. I'm scared.

> insulting someone because you didn’t get your own way

Yeah...she missed out big time. Stfu faggot

I've been practically dead for a long time and living under a rock being a ghost of the internet.

It's weird entering the real world again.

All the social scenes are so foreign to me, but I am glad to be back on Earth- enjoying my young adulthood.

It's weird not being apart of the either.

These two are examples of the fog I was under

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I'm interested to see what life has in store for me know that I am finally- 'home'

If you want to..

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There's huge distance between us. I'd like to close this gap but only if you want to. I'd like to talk with you in private. You seems nice and cool

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The epigram that starts the rapists manifesto

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Texting a "X" takes monumental effort. What is wrong with me? I'm fucking retarded.

I wish that I had a public exception rule where I was the only person legally allowed to unzip my pants and rub my little pee pee in public. I wish it got legalized for me to pee on anyone I wanted with my pee pee or jizz on any public property I wanted.

All I wish I had was total liberation of the little pee pee.

youtube.com/watch?v=dvgZkm1xWPE

that looks really nice

Some days I fantasise about slitting my wrists at work and spraying my blood all over my managers smug fucking face.

Pic related

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You’re acting strange again ;_;
I never know if you’re okay because you don’t like me to ask. It’s probably nothing. I wish I didn’t love you.

youtu.be/DHITmcKUGik

Reminds me of this
youtu.be/l_ZeMQnSqgQ

I’m not sorry for turning you into a slut

I will not forget his slow dark evil spirit begging me for forgiveness.

How do I kill all paedophiles?

It's not rape if they crawl to me. Did you even read?

Don't worry, gf and passionate love will come eventually. I also think about the meaning of life from time to time, and when it gets me down it helps to make things. Sometimes a song, other times something physical like woodworking. You can literally learn any skill online. Kill the lazyness and get up. Start by finishing that college course, and be with friends, start with a hobby to find new friends. Good luck buddy.

You wanted company like yourself?

I HATE MEN

Some men are good but most aren't.

After sulking about it for a couple hours, I'm surprisingly fine.

For one, I don't really want to be friends with that kind of person anyway so I don't really care what she thinks of me.
Two, she was just venting her frustrations out and I came in to the scene at the wrong time so she may have just been taking it out on me, and there's nothing wrong with feeling a bit of frustration.
Three, I wasn't meant to hear what she said, she's been nothing but nice to me directly, and I genuinely appreciate that she tried to be kind.
Four, I genuinely believe I didn't do anything wrong. All I did was just try to be a good, supportive friend. I treated her the way I wanted to be treated, at the very least, so whatever she says is her problem, not mine.

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Anyone who has been to child porn sites repeatedly (once or twice could've been an accident), should be tattooed on their cheek with a P so everyone knows they are dangerous. They should also be micro-chipped like a dog.

Time heals. Block all connections to him/her and let the wounds heal. Much love, no homo

Fuck it. I’m not even gonna talk to you anymore. I will... but I won’t put any thought into it or you and I definitely will stop loving you as soon as I can. You never cared. You don’t care about anything I say.
I’m so sad about this.

I don't want to mess any more chances up. Please. Just once. I'm so tired and uninspired.

You just reminded me that I also have no skills or hobbies so making anything is out of the window. I'm also too lazy to do any of that like I literally spend my whole life watching YouTube and playing mobile games as well as sleeping. As for the friends situation, most of the time I'm with them, I barely talk and when I do I'm either rude or depressing so there's that.

Unspoken love words and imaginary kisses are blowing me away. I cannot sleep

Yes I think so

Hopefully she's kind enough to give you that satisfaction when you get there. Good motivation though!

I'm sick of pretending to be happy when I'm always on the verge of ending it all. I'm sick of always helping people out with their goals when all I've been doing is getting to lower lows every month. I'm sick of trying to convince myself every morning that it's 'going to get better' when I know well that it's not. My mental health has been on a steady decline since forever and quite truthfully, the only reason I haven't ended it all is because of those few friends I have and my family.

Why is it so fucking hard to find love? I don't want a model or someone with money, all I want is a woman who'll understand me on an emotional level. I just don't want to ever feel lonely again. I want to give my all at work everyday knowing that when I return home someone will be there waiting for me. I want to live my fucking life. I want to go watch the sunrise early in the morning with a girl as we talk about life. I want to go on road trips with my significant other and joke about silly things, or play some heavy metal and turn the volume to full, then go fucking mental. I know all of that sounds extremely cringy, but as grateful as I am to all the people in my life, I never felt true love.

I tried to fill that hole to keep holding on to life, but everything I tried merely temporarily patched the wound, it never closed it. At first it was nicotine and alcohol, then psychedelics and weed, and now it's fucking stims. Today's my birthday and I've been wondering what the fuck am I even doing with my life? How much longer can I keep holding on? Is it worth trying to live? I feel like I'm giving my all to people, perhaps with the goal of hoping that life will reward me in a way, but I've received nothing thus far.

Happy Birthday, user. I’m sure you’ll find someone. You seem like you deserve it

I didn't get accepted into the summer job I had been working in for the last two summers. The job was about being a lifeguard. I was pretty much expecting to be chosen, because I have a work history with them, I know people who work in the institution hiring lifeguards, I have had swimming and scuba diving as a hobby for all my life. I have done things relating to the job, like practicing how to save people from water. Most of them know it. Fuck, I am barely even old, as there many who have still worked when they were 30 years old. I seriously wanted to help improve the city's lifeguard activity. Why did they do this? Am I seriously a fucking failure, that they can see through me? Am I seriously on the level of some down syndrome retard, whose achievements account to fucking nothing?
I don't have enough time to find new jobs, because almost all of them have fucking ended their search time.
I have seriously not cried this much since my great grandma died. I have self-harmed myself, but what does it help, I currently live alone anyways. What the fuck will my parents say? I have always wanted to prove that I can earn my livelihood myself. Am I seriously a retard, who needs his parents to feed him?

I don't know what to do, and my final exams are coming.

It hurts too much.

You said that you’d never hit a woman but what you do is just as bad. I’ve been hit.. I know. You’re abusive.

God, shut up for once. No one cares about your woes and your moping. Shut up. Get a life. The world doesn't revolve around you.

You shut up. You make sure nothing revolves around me.

I may have cancer and I'm freaking the fuck out.
I'm too scared to go to my friends about this because they've been helping me get over my shitty abusive ex... and now that this has happened I'm scared I'm over stepping.
I just want all of this to stop.
It's been one terrible thing after the next for so long.
I'm scared, I'm lonely, I'm stressed, I'm just so tired of this all.
I just want one thing to go right... Just one.

Do you have family?

You

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I ate a fucking lot of peppers today. my head hearts.

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I think about you a lot, not just myself. Right? So much of my life I just thought of others. I want something for me now and I won’t apologize for it. I love you but I won’t. Sorry for the larp.

I do, only my immediate family, but my parents are going through a lot of issues and a divorce and my siblings are estranged. But it's the typical narcissistic family archetype so I won't get much support from them if I tried.

I can't even anything anymore. Damn, it was like 3 jalapenos and some spicy eggplant.

heysigmund.com/the-silent-treatment/

Why you do it, silly?

After the first pepper, my tastebuds just stopped and the rest tasted fine but now I'm feelin' it, man. I'm feelin' it. It's the fuckin' Gobi desert in my brain right now.

Drink milk.

old friend was attacked at school for being gay and the principal asked if I had anything to do with it. I never had anything to do with it and never knew the attackers.

Why can't Germans dance like normal people?

I'm definitely mentally ill but the paranoia makes it worse
Why can't I ever just make a plan and stick to it?

Awww

Do you love me now?

Vape.
Rape.
Vaping your lungs.
Raping your lungs.
Weed.
Need.
Need weed?
Independence.
Dependence.
Depends.
Tobacco.
Marijuana.
Toby. Ako.
Mary.
Juan.
Ana.
Marry.
One.
And A.
Coincidence?

Some of you are so retarded it's amazing
You constantly cry and cry and cry about being lonely
But then when someone tries to have a conversation with you your first reaction is to be a hostile asshole
Maybe that's why you're lonely
Maybe that's why nobody likes you

Dumb femoid who's too stuck up her ass to see the real problem is you.
Prove what you say is right. Have a conversation with me. Protip: You can't. I've already won.

I fucking hate aboriginals and I hate this place. Can't wait to move.

>I made it.
I fucking made it. 2 weeks off. Holy fucking shit. Ha I made it. Literally all day I could have got fucked up but no. I waited. No I get to just sit back and enjoy. Just for now tho. But got to be ready for a busy fucking May. Jesus.

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>I'll prove that you're wrong
>by being an asshole
Congrats, you played yourself

She just talked to me
i didnt even make i move on her yet and she just told me she wasnt interested
it was for the best but god i wanted to break her nose

Tsk tsk, weak minded, weak willed femoid. Can't even act like an equal when put up to the challenge.
It's a mystery how nature made your kind possible.
Tsk tsk.

I want it meet a local girl from Jow Forums but I know it impossible

I apologize to asking you to come home
you shoulda jumped off that cliff back then

I know, right? Fucking kek.

There is no challenge you already proved me right user, try not to be too spiteful, and instead be less rude, people will like you more.

I'm never gonna dance again,
guilty feet have got no rhythm,
though it's easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool

Yes I admit it, I haven't even asked out a woman since college nor had anyone I was interested in (except that cute asian girl but she was already married so she doesn't count)

I only whine about love partly to clear confusions for when I do really want it (any day now) and just to troll people (namely people who talk like they have love all figured out when they clearly don't)

Is there a particular term for when you and your SO say "I love you" for the first time?