Hi, Jow Forums
To make a really long story short, my identical twin and I have been secretly dating for about a year now, almost two. We did a lot of experimenting when we were little, but stopped around twelve or so, when my brother came out as gay, though it was unrelated to that.
I thought I was straight, but my brother confessed to me that he loved me more than a brother. I was grossed out at first but after a few days of thinking about it, I let him kiss me, and I really liked it. We had a long talk and we've been dating ever since.
We still live with our parents. At first it was just blowjobs, touching, etc. But we had sex for the first time a couple of months ago, and we've been doing it consistently since then, whenever our parents aren't home.
We are in love. I love him, I really really do. We know that its wrong, but we can't have a fucked up baby since we are both boys, and that's the main problem with incest, right?
We want to be together for the rest of our lives. Obviously we know we can't get married or anything like that, but we really love each other. We are just so afraid that our parents will find out.
I don't know, I just kind of wanted to vent. I don't know what advice I'm looking for, really. I know y'all will probably try to convince me to stop, but I love him so much it hurts. I love the way he makes me feel, the way he looks at me, everything about him.
I honestly think it was just a mistake that we were born related. And it isn't fair.