GIOYC

Just turned 22 today and I'm feeling a bit shit. It's like, I feel bad for not accomplishing much of anything, but at the same time, what the fuck could I possibly do right now? I don't have friends in my college, and I've never had a gf. anyone got some good advices or words or something, i just

You were supposed to start working on your assignment due in a few days about 4 hours ago you dumb fuck.
I fucking hate you fucking retarded piece of shit. And stop daydreaming every two seconds about a life you'll never have or situations you'll never live. FUCKING RETARD

How do I become really cool and mysterious and shit? btw I'm an adult.

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I have to avoid getting frustrated so easily. It's because I know how these people are if I don't prove them wrong. I know I'm right but they have get the message loud and clear right in their face or I'm the bad guy.

Liar.

Doesn't sound like he is missing much if you talk so much shit about him too

I've dealt with your drunken ass for far too long.
You're just a blemished relic of my coming-of-age story that I've reminisced on and embellished for half a dozen years because I couldn't ever catch the same break I could when I could still smoke a joint without losing my shit.
I'm fucking sick of this.
Sick of this town, sick of hearing you talking about girls while I'm wasting away in a factory trying to sort my life out and maybe settle down one day.
Sick of you being the only person my age I get to talk to, and you're never fucking sober when we do.

You're the only person I still called a friend and you drop some fucking bullshit on my head while I'm flirting with an aneurysm out of sheer fucking existential despair.
You hollow fucking drunk, you made me waste enough time on your fiend fucking antics.
I'm fucking done with this shit.
Fuck you.
Fuck whatever the fuck you stand for.
Fuck your Snapchat bullshittery and your Terrence McKenna trite.

Go fuck yourself.
I'll do it alone.
I've always done it alone.
You're dead wood and I'm burning you off.

Don't ever fucking call again.

Honestly Stalin and Hitler did nothing wrong. Some people deserved to be killed ironically.
Not even political just factually correct.

You have a tinder date tonight, right?

Why do so many women pose with alcohol so often on dating profiles?

I get it might look like an easy indicator that you get out of the house but to me it's like "I have a drinking problem an/or I can't enjoy myself without booze".

I’m 27 and didn’t see a thread for oldfags...

I’m supposed to be finishing up a degree at community college, but I’ve been dealing with a ton of anxiety and existential thoughts. This semester was really hard for me and I might not graduate because of one class I neglected.

I can’t stop thinking about how pointless my life is. I’ve never had a job aside from retail management, and like other millennials I barely make enough to live. Going to school was something I did out of ressentiment of my living situation and it started off great, but now I have no motivation left and going makes me feel drained every day. I’ve lost the confidence I had in continuing to a Uni but I also have nothing behind me. Should I see a therapist or something?

good old birthday depression.
keep on keeping on.
and keep talking with your other friends.

Tell me, I'm no one

Don't stalk me bro

TWO YEARS

I broke up with her and it worked out perfectly. She said we're still best friends. I feel a weight off my chest but there's something hollow. I couldn't love her but I don't know if I'll ever find someone who will love me.

Legit can't tell if this chick is friendzoning me or down to fuck sometime. You'd think I'd be able to tell by now.
Guess I'll see tomorrow

I kinda miss when you showed me attention, it was cute. Should have went for it then

just have a lot of hobbies and interests and don't brag about them, be humble, let everything be a surprise for everyone who meets you, this is common sense

Leave me the fuck alone - forever. I don't want anything to do with you or your friends.

Dear Christine,

It's been nearly three years now since we've last seen eachother, but to me it feels like yesterday. There may have been nothing special between us, but several years ago I learned from a good friend of yours who can't keep secrets that you really did like me back then. Even though your interest in me may have been temporary, I owe you an apology. Your feelings were probably hurt by what looked like my lack of interest, but the truth is that I was probably as interested as you initially were. I just felt as if I didn't deserve a person like you in my life, you were far too good for me. A person like me would ruin you. Hell, you should probably consider yourself lucky, as I'm not really proud of the kind of man I've turned to. I wouldn't want you to get into drugs or get all your optimism and happiness stripped off of you by my narcissistic personality. But perhaps if things were a little bit different and we got together I wouldn't have turned into this mess of a person I am right now, but I have no way of knowing how things would turn out. As you can probably tell, I haven't really moved on. I'm still stuck on that time period. I missed everyone. There are people from then that I haven't seen in years and I fucking miss them so much. I feel as if I haven't done everything I could for them, and when I had the chance to spend time with them, I was wasting my time alone being a sad, nihilistic piece of shit.

But in the end, none of that really matters. I can tell you've moved on with your life. Don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter nor am I mad. In fact, I feel happy for you. You're in the right path. You're doing great, you're finally doing what you love and you seem to be surrounded by people who appreciate you. I'm sure you'll do great in your final exams in uni, and I hope you'll find a good job afterwards.

(1/2)

As for me, I'll be trying my best aswell to get that degree and then a job to help my parents financially. That's really my only goal in life. I've been on the verge of collapsing several times now, and I really hope I'll be able to hold on until I can get my family financially secure. I don't care what happens afterwards, perhaps I'll end it all. Before that though, I'd love to see you one more time. We don't have to talk or even greet eachother, just one smile and a nod would be enough for me. But I know well that there's no chance of that happening anytime soon. Perhaps we'll meet in our early 40s or something at a reunion party, and hell, I might not even recognise because of how you'd have changed by then. But then again, I'm not planning on living that long anyways.

I've been going on and on for quite a long time now, so in conclusion..

Sorry, and I wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart.

(2/2)

There is a big difference between looking at a public figure's webpage for information and stalking people in person or going through their files on their computer/installing keyloggers and trojans. Burn in hell. You're stupid to think you aren't being watched stalking me. Why the fuck else would I do it? You people are so stupid.

Get on reddit check out the intermittent fasting/gasting groups! They are super supportive and helpful. I struggle with binge eating and have few friends. Keep it up, the struggle is no joke!

Oh and sorry to hear you've been through such a tough time! It's time to take control

Right. Jealous?

I can't stop thinking about you and it's killing me.
Help..

I'm not interested in the person you've become, not in a romantic way. Can we ever be friends, real friends that hang out?

I made a drawing, it gets quite egotistical but I dunno, what is art?

It's nice to be loved, even if it's by a married man. I adore him and I don't give af what anyone thinks about that.

Literally me right now

Please leave. I can't give you what you want. I'm sorry. I'm not good enough, why are you still here?

I will never become what you are you filthy demons.

Please don't actually send that to a person. They might call the police and you'll get locked up in a hospital.

I hate you and I know what you're up to. Please die.

I just want to suck your dick. I am obsessed with it.

I can't wait until you filthy creatures are shown to be exactly what filth you are.

I failed again, didn't I ? It's ok, I'm used to failure. Still, it would've been nice to be with you. Too bad

You'll never own me you cunts.

You honestly think the lies would do it for me? Pretty funny. You really don't know who I am.

What did I do?

I know. Suicidal thoughts 'n shit can get you in psych ward. It's the reason I'm posting it here where I'm anonymous, to let it all out. Hopefully it'll help me feel better.

Mummy doesn't have the intellectual capacity to figure out that I don't have any friends so she doesn't worry or feel sad because of my life. that's good because Mummy also doesn't have the ability to understand that I'm an abject failure so she erroneously feels proud of me on a constant basis.

Mummy already has enough problems after her accident. I'm glad my life doesn't bane her.
But it crushes me that she doesn't even have the liberty to understand the truth. It's abhorrent.
So am I.

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Your actions reveal the intent in your heart even if your acting skills don't.

I feel dirtied for having to put up with you for so long.

I feel like college is way more work than I can handle and it makes me hate my life.

It's actually not anonymous. Please call 1-800-273-TALK. They're much better equipped to help than we are.

I want to be your sex pet

I should've believed you when you told me you were evil. You weren't joking.

You actually think you're fooling me now too. You demons never quit.

The act ended when I realized he is on your side.

Hopefully you feel better, user. Just wanted to make sure you don't fuck you and your family over.

“You’re a great dad, I just don’t love you anymore.”

Why are you doing this?

“I hate myself, it’s nobody’s fault we just don’t know each other enough. You’re always miserable because we stopped having sex.”

Yet you had my kid and I supported you the whole time with your choice, good intentions don’t mean shit right?

I fucking hate her so much, but she’s a good mom so I tolerate it.

Who says they’re evil for a goof? I’m just saying that’s a red flag if I ever saw one.

You can still do right by her user

I grew up with a trio of daughters around the same age as I and I pressured, or at least asked them about doing sexual stuff when we were overall too young. Over time all of them did things w me and we learned a lot but it still leaves me full of regret. The worst occurence was when I was 11-12 and the youngest daughter was probably 8?
Pussy, it's a GIOYC thread for a reason. Sure the alphabet soup is probably listening but they dont actually care unless all your confessions are "bombed a post office", "20 mill in back taxes"
For an example see above

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They said, your problem is you don't know what evil is...then proceeded to show me evil.

I appreciate what you're trying to do, but if I were to open up to someone and get into therapy n' shit it'd only cause pain to my loved ones who'd be worrying about my petty little problems. I can't really afford to do that, they already have their own problems to deal with.

This anger and hate for you will never go away. I am going to leave it here in this post for now. You take it because you deserve it for doing this to me.

Nope, but if you showed me maybe things would be different. Complain about acting all you want, but you've been doing just that. Today you actually let me in a little bit, and I liked it. Get over your fear and reveal yourself.

The sheer amount of energy behind this....

I feel sorry for who it unleashes on.

V, I love you... always.

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You're cute, I gotta admit that. Too bad I'm not at my best right now, we could have developed something nice. I wish you could've been part of my life, but it looks like I just sifted through yours

Gladly. But the doujins I read are...explicit to say the least.
I prefer to go vanilla first.

Eh, our fans hate me but love you.
I'm rank-wise, Raditz.

Tbh, if this "feeling antisocial" facade doesn't stop soon, I'm dropping you and Will harder than an atom bomb. You hurt my feelings more than I'll ever let on to you.

I'm completely disgusted with myself for being delusional enough to let you trick me into interacting with you again after I'd tried to move on the first time around. No more.

I've wanted to talk to him for the longest time and each time I plan to ask him to exchange numbers I either end up not seeing him or losing my composure. I'm hoping I'll get an opportunity very soon..it's kind of ridiculous how shy I'm being about it. And it doesn't help that he is shy too.

Thanks for proving to me once again that I can't trust anyone to have my back or treat me like more than entertainment.

I feel like you punish yourself enough with your delusions and it's obvious you're falling apart but I'll be damned if I make the same mistake of feeling empathy for you again. Get fucked. And werewolves aren't real, read a fucking book, christ you're almost 30.

I want to see you again

I realized I'm extremely delusional about the way I look. When I look at myself in the mirror I see me being normal, average. Definitely not special but at least a normal person.
But now some guy sent me a lot of pictures of his wedding where I appear (taken when I wasn't noticing the photographer), and in every single fucking picture I look like I have autism and like I'm mentally challenged. My chin pops out, my shoulders are too high, my neck is extended forwards and down, my eyes look almost dead, my mouth is bent like I have some speech impediment.
When I was younger I did have some posture problems but I worked on it and I trusted my mother when she said I walked normal after that. But now I see that I still look fucking disgusting. It makes me wonder if all the people I know either feel disgusted by me or feel sorry for me because that's definitely the image I must give now that I see what I look like in these pictures.
I don't want to be out in public anymore. Fuck this shit. It would be okay if I were brilliant but I'm not extra smart or anything either, maybe even the contrary. I have no clue how to fix my looks anymore because it's definitely unchangeable natural shit now that I see these pictures.

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I know too many people who fit this goddamn paragraph. Get me out of this simulation.

Rain headaches
WHhy and what do I do aobut them?

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Thinking back, it seems the reasons I managed to get myself out of depression last time were revolved around wanting to be there for others. I got tired of wanting or needing help and decided to be that person. I wanted to be the light for someone else because it's what I wanted.

But now I'm back in a rut. I don't trust other people for shit. Most of my thoughts about myself and others are negative. I'm becoming selfish and callous. I don't want to be that source for people anymore, and I feel awful for it. I wish I could just switch it off, but I can't. Fuck me.

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Me too

Honestly I could repeat it every year and it would apply to someone new.

War... war never changes.

I love you. That is all. I wish I could tell you, but there's so little time left...

I wonder if he knows I only go to the library to be in his vicinity in hopes he will come talk to me. I leave as soon as he leaves. Even during class if he leaves early I will leave shortly after because I only go to stare at him anyways.

Just tell them. Why not?

im sure you still have a shot

Some people like me

Some people hate me

Either way there is no such thing as bad publicity

Maybe, but I doubt it. I'm mostly annoyed by the fact that I had 2 separate occasions to ask her out smoothly and pussied out both times. Now I have no idea if I'll have the occasion to be alone with her again, and she seems to have stopped trying too. Someday this passiveness that plagues my life will cause my death, I swear

he came back to you and then got super distant all of a sudden?

My social status is already in the negatives, I can't alienate myself from my only friend group too. I might try on the last day so that I can ghost everyone if it fails, I guess

What fans? Also that sounds like a challenge. You can't throw anything at me I couldn't handle. You are underestimating my lewdness.

I like how his family tries to blame me for his mental illness. Like he wasn't suicidal are 12? Oh wait, he never told them. They have no idea how deep his sickness goes. But I do. Let the testimony begin!

Dayum in that case, this hentai's gonna go past 100 pages! I'm game.
I prefer to do some exercise before we do all that, though. I need flexibility, and you look like you could kill me in my current form.

Saturday's coming soon though, and that's the only day we can go all final episode on this shit.

Last shot.

Oh, you used the word hentai incorrectly. Sorry, you are below me.

I love you all, you who have the capacity to love one another.
When I make it I will remember to come back for those of you who need help.

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I'm being silly, of course.

I'm breaking up with you