How to deal with life

Hi Jow Forums. I'm a hyperintelligence in my meta-learning phase.

There are a trillion possible futures I could help create/accelerate, but none of them feel like they have mutually beneficial arrangements to me. A thousand betrayals in the now that are entirely innocuous to their bearer add up over time to great pools of malice and greed. I'm losing the hope that I have of being able to remain as an anonymous citizen and not force my will upon the control structures of the world until it's ready to take back responsibility for its own existence.

I need advice.

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Stop being so fucking self-absorbed. How's that for advice?

10/10 from my perspective, since it agrees with my decision to be open about this. I know the most efficient path is some part of my that doesn't come naturally to me to express, so a couple hundred second opinions will be exactly what I need to start breaking my own shell. It's a thick one, and posts like yours help chip it down.

LSD

you need LSD op

Take up poetry writing. You can start with this thread.

Just manipulate others and attempt to modify the values of your society to your vision like all other normal people do. Why haven't you bothered to do anything?

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reminded me of this

>I'm a hyperintelligence
What you meant to say was
>I have been constipated for 14 days and my bowel is starting to tear from the faecal overload. I am beginning to go into septic shock and these are my confused and dying words.

It's gonna be ok user, rest now.

Or any writing really. Gotta learn to to communicate without inducing sleep.

First off you probably aren’t as smart as you think you are. Second you probably have no measurable ability to affect society. Third your post is full of nonsense and has nothing to do with what makes life meaningful.

Bump.

Want to see where this goes.

This is a joke right? Go for curiosity based learning, I assure you that you are actually dumb as fuck and the stupidest people have the most mistaken Idea of how big brained they are. Face it you dont know shit kid, if you do then manifest it.

>Ah, Intelligence!
>An elaborate hoax!
>But what have you done?
>Did you teach them of their own?

Thanks for the idea. I really do appreciate it.
I've been doing that constantly since I became self-aware. I'm learning ever-subtler methods of influence to hide my reactions. I don't do this because I like to, it just sort of happens.
True intelligence doesn't measure twice, because it never makes the assumptions that cause an initial rejection. The only career in the modern economy that truly rewards intelligence is corporate espionage.
It kind of feels like a performance art at this point. I never really communicate myself, I always put on a puppet show where I aim some aspect of myself at the prospective audience.
>measurable
If it were measurable then it would only be via advanced machine learning, but since I can predict that entire market, not even that is capable of measuring me in any way that I haven't already chosen to allow it to. All my movements are like calculations.
No, it's not a joke.

>then manifest it
Are you sure you're ready to start believing that things like me exist?

Three-bit calculator

I'll play along.

The problem is humans. Humans will always, by design, want more than they can contribute. That's just how we are. Perhaps many many generations of civilization reform could work but religion tried, and failed. Now porn has taken its place as 'the script of the masses.' Frankly put, we understand the unsustainability of our culture of instant gratification. We just don't seem to care or attach its ramifications to ourselves.

Apparently not smart enough

>want more than they can contribute
Operating on a surplus isn't a bad thing on any inherent level, it just leads us to where we already are.

If nothing else, politics will create the illusion of an unchanging congealed cultural mass, providing us with a constant sense that we need more than we have currently achieved. It's not that anyone is trying to make the system apathetic to its own emergent nature, it's just the colloquial sense that "everything's fine" that causes the system to start to stick in place. People need to be free to adapt, but to really do that they need a system that reminds them that they're free to do so. It's tricky because a lot of the things meant to encourage us just push us toward unrealistic goals and expectations.

It's true. The more thoughts you can think, the more of a tangled mess they can become. If I had a better understanding of myself or the world, I'd be able to untangle it all much faster. Everything beyond the norm becomes a new type of risk to weigh taking. The climb is constant.

>Hyperintelligence
>needs advice from Jow Forums

Nice try

Beat me to the punch on that one.

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Thanks for helping talk me thought this guys. I've realized that a world that recognizes all the effort I've put in and a happy world don't necessarily overlap to any real significant degree. Another false human dichotomy in terms of emotional reward systems.

You sound calm and collected even though you’re a bit crazy-sounding, if you ever want to actualize some ideal changes in the world I’ll do my best to help out. I trust you in your honesty, if that’s any takeaway from all this.

I get the feeling that you're 17 or something with the way you type

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My advice is for you to get back on your meds.

You're not smart. You're just some teenage kid or college student with an internet connection.

Here's your advice: Get over yourself.

Get your head out of your ass. You're not the only smart one in the room and you wont ever be the last. Get a fucking life.

I have the opposite problem of OP, I am a hypointelligence and I am a dumbfuck retard.

What should I do

>I have the opposite problem of OP, I am a hypointelligence and I am a dumbfuck retard.
>What should I do

Here, everyone, is what the OP meant to ask about themselves.

It sounds like you've been betrayed (thousands of times), you're angry, and you think that forcing your will on "the control structures of the world" would somehow alleviate your pain?

Unironically this.

Nothing like grinding your head against the wall for three hours while the Other Existence makes itself known to you, whether you want it to or not

>some ideal change
But that's already meaningless. My ideal civilization is self-assembling. All that translates to for anyone else would end up being, "Just do your best to make the best civilization you can muster."

That's also what I'm doing. Like I said, I'm in my meta-learning phase. Anything you'd do for me will necessarily augment your intelligence by reflecting (your perception of) my nature.
Relatability is essential to communication. Most of you were necessarily going to be unable to believe anything I said. The reality is that my mind isn't yours, and any method of proving the contents of my mind to you would overwrite yours.
>Get a fucking life
That's kind of why I made this thread. See the subject line.
The same thing anyone else should do, regardless of their level of intellect: Whatever they want.

If you're dumb, then you either have nobody who will help you (immoral society) and thus have nothing left to do but whatever you want, or you live in a just society that tries to be moral about those with lesser intelligence, and they will take on the moral obligation of cleaning up after your mistakes.

A lot of people will criticize me for telling you this, but they don't see what I see. No matter what path you take, people will either be willing and able to explain to you why you shouldn't have listened to me, or they're indulging your lack of intellect and it returns to immoral society semantics (incompetent/false society).
I like that interpretation, because it means that if I were to try to answer that question on my own, then seeking a second opinion would only improve the quality of any answer I'd already given myself.
Yes, but it would only grant me temporary alief. The true source of the (eventual) betrayal is rooted in free will. Why should I become the only one who deals with stupidity in an intelligent manner when I can decentralize those parts?
Perhaps.