GIOYC - Get It Off Your Chest

YOU SAY THIS EVERY THREAD

He's a Mormon who is nervous and possibly reluctant to serve a full-time mission and is struggling to reconcile that with the overwhelming social pressure he is undoubtedly facing.

I've seen it a million times; been there myself in fact.

Damn you Tanisha.
Get out of my building and fuck off..

Your presence annoys me.

I’m thinking about her again. I just wanna see her

If I go postal and kill dozens of "innocent" vermin I wonder what videogame would the conservative journos of Fox blame that "disaster" on.
Dwarf Fortress? Rimworld? Civ? Victoria 2? Spore? Minecraft?
Too bad jail and criminal justice exist, baka...

All I want is to help you, but there's nothing I can do. Finding myself after you is going to be terrifying. I wish things weren't this way.

How the FUCK do average people manage to go to work every single week? I'm more tired every week. Idk how the fuck I'm gonna get out of bed tomorrow and go and stay at the office for 9 hours, and then again every day. 2 days of weekend are not nearly enough. I want to die

there were lots of tornadoes and storms in my area today. my family and i lowkey almost died going down the highway and it was terrifying. nothing serious ended up happening but god damn, i'm glad i'm still here. feeling like you're about to die is so scary.

It's a privilege for people to know me. People take me for granted. I'm tired of being extra humble all the time.

I always think about killing myself these days but I wonder if almost dying would change my perspective. If something happened to my family though I would definitely lose the last bits of strength I have in me.

Seeing so many people around me deep in nihilism makes me so fucking sad that I want to kill myself, so fucking often, right now in fact. It makes me angry as well but the frustration and rage stems from feeling trapped in the sadness and not being allowed to die and leave this place. It’s all so sad. And the people I see around me revel in it (or are unaware)
I want someone to tell me personally that they are aware of it, that they do not revel in it or condone it, and that it makes them sad too though they wish it wouldn’t make them sad. I would try even harder for them.
Nobody like that exists in my life, it’s like I’m fighting for ghosts while surrounded by nihilism and ignorance

get a life

Don't go killing people, bro. There are many people who are in deep pain like you probably are yourself, and you may kill some of the few people in their lives that are there to help them get through.

Why is shocking stupid people so fucking funny?

i always do too, but death is scary. even though i've thought about killing myself in the past i would never do it. death is a scary thing.

and stay strong, man. you've got this. it may not be much but i believe in you.

aw man I'm never drinking again, all the old wound bust right back open
zero tolerance, i don't know how to control myself at all, i've got issues
It's imperative I get my life together and become a better person or I'm going to affect the world in bad ways.
I just gotta focus on what's important.

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Thanks user! You too

user, what the fuck

If evens I cut my hair

I’ll keep on for the ghosts. For nobody, nothing except some empty ideal that no one seems to give a fuck about, though hopefully they one day might.

[As an aside, spending money to watch the avengers goes against some long lost principles you wish you held on to. sorry frens]

Nigga why doesn't this ever give me the results I want? First it's shaving my eyebrows, then it was writing, now it still gives me odds. Fuck it.

No script needed.

Only heart!

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I fucked up this really important med school exam I had been studying for the last year and I don't know if I'll ever be able to become a doc now. I don't know what to do. I want to be a doc but at my current marks the best I could get is to be a dentist which is shit in my nation.
;_;_;_;_;

oh shit

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What do you want from me I deserve to abuse you

I can't stop thinking about you
Holy shit
Yeah, I kind of need to tell you

I deserve to harm you now and forever

okay fellas
>be me
>have a 9/10 QT gf
>we break up
>I instigated it
>see her all week
>she's crying by herself
>start talking to new girl ive met
>7/10 QT but more interests than previous
>get along with her and start flirting
>"oh fuck too soon?"
>start to feel like shit
>feelsbadman.jpg
I genuinely feel like shit, I'm seeing my ex again tomorrow, I don't know what to say..

The only thing you deserve is sentience and yet you still managed to wholly embarrass any merit of it.

...assuming you haven’t been hurt really badly by someone, and this is your way to cope, in which case I’m sorry for whatever happened to you and I’m hoping that you can find something that will heal you and give you peace of mind

I genuinely deserve to abuse and harm you

It's funny because I spent my whole life alone while you had multiple bfs and I am a manslut for some reason?

I met a hot ts girl and have her a bj. Now I'm freaking out that I might have an std. How paranoid should I be about it?

Preach it brother.

youtube.com/watch?v=KUDjRZ30SNo

I deserve to murder you

You need to get real slut

>You know I love you right? You know I care about you right? You know I want what's best for you right?
wow how to sound like an abusive dickhead

If you spent your whole life as a slut don't expect me to act like you're a queen.
You're a slut you chose your path, I also had degenerate paths available but I didn't use them.

I haven't had sex in three years I deserve to abuse and harm them

My mother decided to go watch a movie with my older brother today without inviting me. It really shouldn’t bother me because I hate hanging out with my brother anyway. That guy is a dick. So I ended up going to Santa Monica beach today by myself like I wanted to do yesterday. It was pretty much as dull as I thought it would be. All I ended up doing was walking one lap around the Santa Monica Pier, then one lap around the Third Street Promenade, and then I took the train back home. All of that in about four hours.

There’s really not much to do at the beach. Not for a friendless loser like myself, anyway. I mean, yeah, sure, they have a bunch of restaurants and stores and shit. But I hate eating at restaurants because I almost always get an upset stomach afterwards and it pretty much ruins the entire day for me. And all the stores there are primarily for women’s clothes. They also have a rollercoaster and a Ferris wheel, but that just seems to be for little kids.

Damn it. Why the hell can’t I just enjoy things like a normal person? I swear these antidepressants that I’m taking barely seem to do fuck all. They don’t really make me any happier, or make it easier for me to enjoy things.

Whatever. So I guess that that’s my weekend then. The weekend is almost over now. I guess I’ll just spend the next two hours or so consuming malt liquor until I fall asleep. And then tomorrow I head back to my adult high school class.

Maybe next weekend I’ll try doing something more interesting. Maybe I’ll go to Six Flags Magic Mountain. I’ve never been there. Or maybe I could go to Disneyland and creepily ogle at all the Disney princesses, and maybe stay over there at their hotel for a night or two. Maybe.

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You didn’t reply to me not that I’m entitled to a reply. I don’t know what you’re going through, though I’m curious and I do genuinely want to help anyone in pain.

And before that? How many times with how many people?
And now tell me about their sexuality.

I think I'm falling in love with someone. It scares me. Talking to him feels so great. Imagining all the stuff we'd do together. But it still scares me.

Why is it that when an "incel" finally gets a gf the gf is always asian and not their own race? What do these groups find attractive about each other?

Trust and monogamy

>But it still scares me.
why?

Is there some way I can be be free to have flashbacks and freakouts but still have sex? I want to not have to worry about whether or not an unconscious startle response or needing to bawl my eyes out over an intimate touch will result in me being abandoned.

well damnit I really tried to help. I’m still here to help if you ever want to open up; if you simply want to vent (as this thread is designed for) then go ahead and I won’t bother you

Here is the thing, I don't mind polygamy or sluts. But when sluts want to have stuff sluts don't get it becomes annoying.

You lived that life so why do you not want to deal with the consequences?

It's okay for you to have lived and still live that life but you deserve a monogamous boyfriend while you fuck around?

Get real, either it's poly or mono and if you been a slut all your life then guess what is in your stars for relationships.

aw fuck, i'm really gonna have to be places and do things for like 50 more years, shit

Also stop with the ''I'm weird with physical contact bullshit'' when you're out fucking New random guys every other week in masses.

First time was when you swiped left on me. Second time was when I asked you out for lunch and I got no response. wth did you think I was going to do?

i thought you would lick my dick

In a civilized society with laws and social rules, you may not yell, you may not curse, you may not break your goods or others', you may not spank someone, you may not kill someone. Expressions of anger and rage must be controlled and only showed in very specific situations where they are allowed. I'd say it's pretty bad to create the habit ot "getting off your chest", since it implies you can't control it... when you should, always.

When sluts can't keep it in their pants, want to judge OTHER people for their sexuality get btfo and then cry fake outrage.
You had Dicks in your ears slut what you talking about civilized society

Hopefully I’m not the dude you’re thinking of, personally I’d forgo a tyrannical society in favour of a moralist one (must be controlled != should be controlled)
The society you’re describing sounds like dystopian hell and this is coming from a whiteknight moralfag

Ridiculous.

Man I kind of wish that I still had my car.

But even back when I still had my car I never really went anywhere interesting with it. All I did was drive aimlessly around Southern California. The most interesting thing that I ever did with my car was drive out to this remote area of the Mojave Desert called the “Afton Campground” at 2 AM to go stargazing. But when I got there I was too much of a pussy to get out of my car because it was dark as fuck and I spotted some canid-like animals (probably coyotes) and there were these huge insects buzzing around everywhere (probably crane flies). I also didn’t want to get bitten by a rattlesnake or someshit. So that whole trip was pretty stupid and pointless. I ended up having to drive my 2011 Toyota Camry down this tight little dirt road on a cliffside and there were these huge boulders that I had to drive over and they scraped the bottom of my car pretty bad. Any wrong move and I could’ve slipped off the cliff and fallen into the ravine down below.

Other than that I drove up to the Angeles National Forest one day and I saw snow up close for the first time in my life, and played with the snow a bit. It was alright.

i know it hurts.

What things are they asking of you?

>The society you’re describing sounds like dystopian hell
In what country do you live?

I feel so bad for my dog. This dog used to belong to my brother and his wife but they got divorced recently and my brother didn’t want the dog anymore so he gave the dog to me. So I keep the dog out in my balcony. The balcony is huge but all he does is sit there staring at me through the glass door all day long. He seems bored.

Pic related.
I love moe anime and only moe anime and if you take your hobbie as seriously as your job, fucking end it already faggot.
People who use words like "objectively good" are objectively retarded.
Nobody gives a fuck about how sofisticated or unplebeian your speech is, especially us lolicon artists who take your request and have to endure your bullshit, kill your fucking self already.
I used to have a girlfriend who was a fellow artist, she likes anime, but only cyberpunk and mecha anime, she was such a snob, oh God how glad I am we are no longer together
Seriousposters who take a hobbie such an anime that fucking seriously and as a sign of sofistication are more obnoxious than bronies and more annoying than vegans.

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Canada (it is snowing in may)
>it implies you can't control it... when you should, always
I agree with this part (hence moralist)

I want the freedom to learn my own mistakes, just as the good lord intended me to. If I curse at the sky and tell god to go fuck himself I don’t want to get arrested. I’ll naturally learn the errors of my hubris without some manmade tyranny (as I learn more and become closer to shedding hubris each day)

I don’t want to start a thread but my sister’s life is in danger and idk what I can do. She snitched and now guys who’ve killed before are looking for her and just recently caught her but she was saved by what I guess was a thug with a conscience but the police just put her on probation and are stonewalling her pleas for help. She brought it on herself by joining the drug life yes but at the same time as her sibling I feel the need to help her. Idk what to do in this situation.

>implying lain isn't moe

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anyways, I really hope I do better going forward
this is really important to me, pretty much the last thing I really care about after giving up on so many things

You’re good for wanting to help her. I don’t know if I have any advice but I appreciate you helping family in need

Help her get out of town for awhile, maybe.

In my computer science class this girl is a partner of my lab. She has good hair, beautiful, patience, kindness and kindness. We are just chatting, but I have been following her since the beginning of the semester. She grabbed me a few times and saw her making contact with the secretary. At the end of the experiment, I asked her if she wanted to drink both coffee and drinks, but apologized that she was not interested. I will admit that it is very painful, but I am more embarrassed than hurt Now I think everything is always ashamed, but it is not. In our next lab, we worked together again. I seem to be very stable, maybe even a little luck, but after that incident I feel the experience. Rejection is really bad, but now you understand what you are going to do with it, you understand that you are not necessarily overworked because they refuse to work between you and others. Denying does not mean you and her / herself. While it is necessary to have an unpleasant thing to learn social skills, they are all necessary learning experiences.

I need help. There is no significant social change. I can't talk to people. Talking to new people is no problem. It's good if you already know, but if you're not around, you don't know what to talk about. I don't know how to start a conversation. People just go to somebody and they don't talk for an hour. If you don't know how to continue chatting, it's hard to get interest and ask people. I need some advice on how to improve and be more conversational and social.

oh so i dont want to talk to them because deep down i dont care about them as people, wow im a horrible human being.

just the Next thing I have to fix about myself uggggh

You're such a dumb wank it hurts

I can not find myself so bad. I am 21 years old and I give it up. When there is a social event, I know myself as an idiot who can not speak. I see many legal people and girls that I find attractive, but my social upheaval makes it impossible to take a step forward. When I say something, it's usually boring, ridiculous, polite or worth answering. Even though I know a little people, I can still be strange to them.

>gf considers herself smart
>fails 1st semester at uni
>I try to help her push through
>does much better but doesn't get that perfect grade she wanted
>starts shutting down as I try to tell things will be alright and that next semester will go better
She's not happy at all and just simply responds with "I don't need your comfort".

I'm so close to just saying "please fuck off then" What the fuck does she expect from me then? Fucking magic to fix the fact that she things too highly of herself, to the point that she doesn't study. I'm taking classes too and I'm holding at a 97%, she didn't take my grade well. Got depressed by comparing it to me. Well, fucking study like 2 to 3 hours per class hour per week. Aside from working. She studied like what? Maybe an hour, 1.5 for 3 classes in total. I want to be comforting, but it's hard when I kept telling her to study as the semester was going on. You reap what you sow.
>gf's face pretty much when I said she needs to take a break from looking at her B-

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I guess that’s it then. We passed all the opportunities time graced us with. So sad.

Thanks a lot
Already in the process, she’s accepted that she’ll have to live a life in silence and unable to do much.

I'm here on college campus working late at night and I just heard these two having sex in the room next to me. I heard a third voice, but don't know what that was about, maybe he watched. But It's been awhile since I've felt so alone and left out. I'll never have that kind of experience or comfortablility with someone.

I am an intellectual dumbass

I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you on purpose. I’m sorry I said that. Sorry if it came across that I don’t care. It doesn’t bother me if you say things like that about me, that I’m a non-trustworthy person or that I don’t care about anything because I know I’m a worse person than any word can say. I know I have control issues, I also have avoidant, anxiety, and sad issues. I hate myself more than anybody else can so yes, I don’t care if anyone says anything about me. I’m sincerely sorry that I broke your trust. Maybe it’s better that you hate me now because telling me that "you know where to find me” is actually bullshit. That’s not romantic or respectful of me or my relationship. I don’t know what you were expecting/why you said that after I told you that you’re not a second option anyway. You probably have no respect for me at this point. That’s fair. I don’t either.

There’s this weird yellow gunk on one of my canines. No matter how hard I brush, it just won’t come off. This is kinda’ weird because I had just gone to the dentist a few weeks ago and I paid them over $1,000 to do a deep cleaning on my teeth.

I'm pathetic

You seriously waited for the other thread to die just so you could write those banal 2 lines of blurry confession ?
Dude get over yourself, I was expecting a good story.

I'm really lonely I guess
I miss watching cartoons with my friend and just being able to enjoy life here and there
I don't know how to get out of the hole I'm in

Your story looks like the scenario for Orange Is The New Black.

You deserve abuse

This weekend I went on a 48 hour acid binge

I feel like you guys aren't even giving it a chanse. The second the gate opened, you all just went all just dog piled it. They have done nothing wrong or antagonistic, and yet you treat them like some sort of great galactic threat. If I can't have fun with this new idea, and play with it, then I honestly don't want to be in this server anymore. Stop pinning your fucking outlook of this based on my old idea that I killed off. It's fucking twitter, not comms, stop treating pretend politics like its a hugely serious matter. On that note, red, you have been the cause for 3 of the server members leaving us. You berrate people, call them names, and act rude. I don't care if it's your "culture" if you can't reign it in, I will personally call for a kick. Finally, I am not going to track the fake cultures, histories, and politics of this stupid game we're playing. It's supposed to be fun, not so hardcore serious. Fuck sake, its exhausting running this place and you all are giving me no slack and are starting to leave me with few options.Just lighten the fuck up and have fun.

Is there someone else?

Im tired of this image its been like 5 years since ive been on 4chin and this fucking hand pointing at me yelling me to vent is really redundant