How you doing pol?

Absolutely confident and ready to win the cultural war here, what about you mutterino?

Getting dangerously close to this myself.

Friends.

I'm depressed, user

Try Crystal skull vodka

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Thoroughly demoralized.
Had a political talk with my father over dinner. He literally compared the current USA political system to hellenistic-period democracy, and amerimutt subhumans(nigs, spics, gooks, etc)
to the slaves of city-states. He thinks mutts rule the world and are responsible for everything wrong, he thinks venezuala isn't a commie utopia because the MSM keep spinning maduro
as a dictator like gaddafi and binladen. He's such a fucking disapointment.

I fucking hate leftists so much bros :/

Right there with you.

Had a mental breakdown Friday night. Felt like offing myself all weekend. Yesterday went to a head doc got some antidepressants, only one pill a day. Will return Thursday for a check up.
Mental health is expensive a fuck.
PD.:Suicidal thought at a minimal.

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Sorry to hear that leaf bro.Maybe a traditional life path isn't meant for you. Try to find something that makes you happy and dedicate your life to that.

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Well, he's right about one thing, mutts indeed are to blame for the world's problems

👌

meh

>What else should I get?
A wife to knock up. Alcohol is degenerate n blue pilled but cream-pies in the wifey feels amazing and is red pilled.

I was on this path, but the bloomer in me is rising
Everyday I grow stronger

This.
I fucked up junior high which led to a horrible high school experience which led to me not going to college right away (and missing out on the college experience) and I didn't finish my engineering degree and I haven't advanced as an adult.

My twin sister died and I moved back in with my parents where I take care of dogs for a living.

I think about killing myself daily

This so much

Haha same

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Hope thing get better for you user. Here's a cozy Pepe

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Bretty good actually. Future holds so many bright things!

Were gonna make it brazilbro

Not missing much

That looks like an evil pedophile who just got done raping a kid. That pic just looks like pure evil

Keep it up. In a year from now you'll be a stronger wiser person.

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Not great user but thanks for asking.

Managing. Recently cut off my relationship and moved back home to go to school. Removing degeneracy from my life and succeeding but shit gets lonely sometimes.

Tito’s is better

Sorry to hear that, man. Intense exercise helps a bit.

How are you doing OP?

But it's a subhuman though. There are billions of them. And they all have parasites too.

>tfw your existence itself is a blackpill.

I understand, user.

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Too depressed to be bothered to participate in the April fool's event. It just didn't felt right

I'm a NEET in my 30s. How do you think it's going?
I'm just killing time until I kill myself.

breddy gud actually

>How ya doin little user?
BAD

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I'm sorry user that's a really messed up situation. I think another death would be very hard on your parents not to mention that your sister probably wouldn't have ever wanted that for you. Use this to strengthen your relationship with your family. They love you and need you.

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he is right about america though
nigger

Try lifting weights.

Otherwise try heroin

At this point I think thats one of the only cost free treatment I have available to me so I guess is time to start loosing weight. 78kg, 172cm height. AKA Depressed fat manlet.

Breddy good. Quit two bad habits in the last week. Had some good realizations. Got closer with God. How’s about you?

Could be better, but I'm happy that I have a healthier mindset than I used to.

>antidepressants
A lot of antidepressants increase suicidal thoughts. It's one of the most fucked up things ever
>oh, you're depressed?
>here, take some pills that make you want to kill yourself
Antidepressants can work for some people, but for many others it's just another layer of fuckedupness

It's never too late to turn it around, you are just unwilling to sacrifice and struggle because you likely still have resemblance of hope, even if you don't want to admit it, that things will fix itself with time, that something could intervene and change your life.

It won't, only you can.

Happy birthday user

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Listen mate I spent the last year where you are now.one night I got wasted, loaded up my gun and held it to my head. Thankfully I didn’t have the stones to do it. The next morning besides the wicked hangover I felt sick to my stomach for what I had considered, and although my life was shit I wanted to live.
I took a lot of time to sort through my problems, and at the time it didn’t feel like it was helping, but little by little I’m getting there.
I also distracted myself By working out daily, working on my personal relationships with people that matter, and finding new hobbies like scuba diving.
Now the clouds are parting, color is returning to my life, and in hindsight being wildly depressed was quite possibly the best thing that ever happened to me. Now I appreciate every good second that I have.
Tl;dr
You don’t need meds. You need to do something and address your issues. It won’t feel like it’s helping in the short term. But you’ll get there mate. We all will if we try

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>Try lifting weights.
Already do.
>Otherwise try heroin
I was planning to drive my car into a wall really fast. But your idea sounds better.

That solace in that fact that some people did and it ruined their day.

How did you manage to achieve that and how much have you improved?
Maybe knowing what worked for you helps another annon (me included)

On paper its OK.
But IRL my anxiety is stripping away any pleasure I have left doing my favorite things in life and it feels like I have no control over it. The planet is dying and I can only watch it be poisoned to death on a scale I couldn't possibly influence on my own. My country and state and city are economically starving and the problem is only getting worse, those tasked with its protection are either too impotent or apathetic to do anything to stop it. I can't even kill myself and leave it all behind because I know the suffering my death would cause the ones I love and who love me make my peace just more pain. I can't even scream and kick and fight without it being used against the ideals I would champion.

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I'm tired of the way my nation is going.

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Thats 3 months of dieting max, ez

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I'm better off than most. I'm still looking for a career after graduating with a Criminology degree a year ago (it's not stem but hopefully it's better than feminist dance therapy.)
I should've planned better but that's on me. In the meantime I'm staying at my wagecuck hospital job. I'm hoping to move out this year though.
Good luck Jow Forums

Yes, because the powers that be totally represent the every-day mutts who slave away their lives in their totalitarian shithole to make due.
Because Joe has nothing better to do than scheme the downfall of yet another socialist shithole, it's totally not the CIA brakeaway civilizations smoking kiddie brains
to communicate with interdimensional beings on how to rule over a shitskinned humanity perpetually enslaved to consumption and stupidity, no sir!

Dumb fuck.

not really well, lost my purpose in life.
Kinda this Thinking about streaming myself becoming real life crusader. Going to gym and shooting ranges, traveling. Need money on medical expenses and else. What do you think, guys?

>How you doing?
Allow me to answer that with a gif.

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Anons, trust me I have seen heartbreak, trauma and PTSD like you can’t believe, but there is a way out. Make peace with the past. Let go of the negativity. Let go of the hurt. I came to the realization that most of my fuck ups came from an initial trauma early in life. It’s not your fault anons, don’t beat yourself up. Negativity is a killer, and will project the same shitty life path. Do something out of your routine today, and with a hopeful heart.

I’ve learned to ask myself these two questions and it protects my mental health immensely
1.)does it really matter in the grand scheme
2.)can I change it
If the answer to any of these questions is no, then let it go.

Thank you annon.

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At this point I will blow a hobo if it helps.

Happy birthday user. Try Scotch mixed with Earl Grey tea.

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> I can't even kill myself and leave it all behind because I know the suffering my death would cause the ones I love and who love me make my peace just more pain
This is my main problem in life. I wish I was left on the street as an infant.
This is why I think I might have to murder my whole family before offing myself.

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I’m tired all the time. It’s annoying. I’m 40. Is it downhill from here on?

I had a series of feeling optimistic with trump, brexit, Smollett hoax, Covington etc now I feel a bit demoralised. Will probs just go get a haircut and have a coffee.

After the episode I started eating small portions. First time in my life I dont eat until I hate myself so you know, small steps I guess.

honk

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Looking forward for the stream. When you stream yourself, have someone record the stream so we don't lose it. Also, stream to multiple stream websites to prevent being cut in the middle of the action

Hope is dead. I am hollow. There is no hope. Only weed and the Internet.

The last three months have been the greatest time in my life since childhood.
Have a lovely gf now and didn't fall for the honkpill meme, turned black into white instead.
Hope things get better anons.

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This is a fucked up world user. I'm sorry you have had to suffer so much.

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Fuck happiness become a better you well everyone is busy fooling themselves into thinking their happy

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its ok, ig. Racewar soon so its okay.🐸

>Try Scotch mixed with Earl Grey tea.
I remember the one time I tried that. It was fucking awful.
>still drank it tho

>What else should I get?

OFF MY FUCKING BOARD NORMIEEE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Will screencap this one Annon.
Dont fuck this thread Janies.

>ITT: depressed 1st worlders mad a literally nothing and things that can be fixed

You don't know shit

Thank you for the meme hug. That's the closest I've come to physical human contact in a long time

Shut it pedro no one cares about your problems

there wont be any action unless i get some bucks on shooting ranges and traveling expenses. I dont know if stream take off. Its also so embarrassing. 500$ Russian salary is not enough to cover all the shit i need. All i can do now is visit gym as usual.

contemplating suicide after realizing that women are animals that actually can't feel love for us. is there anything left worth leaving for? no, not really the rest is just meaningless distractions.
I really wished that love was real. I won't attention-jockey all my life for a piece of some used up fishpussy

I think that's me too, user!

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Stopped comparing myself to unrealistic standards. Be happy with what I have succeed at and not beating myself up for my failures. I try improving a little eat day so I'm always moving foreword even if sometimes it doesn't feel that way.

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You know we would probably care more if you guys had a little more back bone. Then your country wouldn't be bankrupt.

also, my intent is to get more people to work on themselves to fight off invaders.

Focus on things that are in your control. The wider world will take care of it's self for good or not. Take care of you.

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Broke up with degenerate to get closer to god, was unable to convert. 6 year relationship. Heart broken. Trying to do what's right so why does it hurt so much?

That's great. The first steps are the hardest it will only get easier for here!

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What the hell do Amerimutts know about having a backbone? loool
You have no clue of the shit that goes down in Venezuela.
It's literally worse than Serbia in 1993 when you had to wait in line for bread rations and all the pharmacies were literally vacant.

im doing fine
everything is great
loving smart gf soon to be judge
soon going to one of the most prestigious comercial law masters degree
a few things could be going better but nothing major
what scares me is that im still sad every day and just want everything to fucking burn in a hellish way while i hear the melodic screams of agony of the world realising in their last moments its all their fault

I got a momentary urge to send you some money to help, but my salary is even less than $500. Help yourself comrade!

Recently quit my dream job, rocket company stuff. I'm bipolar, I don't do well for long in constrained environments, no matter what I'm doing. I'm bipolar type 2 and legitimately need meds to function. No meds = me sitting in a recliner trying to focus on anything on the computer monitor in front of me. Meds = Ill work 12 hours a day 6 days a week until I burn out. Trying to figure out if i made a good decision. People would have killed for that job. Grew up poor, most of my family is dead, im surrounded by people who have no clue about life. I'm moving back home in the next week. Right now I just want to shut the world off. I have a medical cannabis license, but i quit and let the script lapse because my little sister just went to a 30 day rehab for alcoholism. My mother is a drug addict and left my grandmothers house, even though we were trying to get her health problems taken care of. I have no social circle, hoping to go back to college just to meet friends. 90% disabled veteran. Kicked out for smoking pot on emergency leave because my father figure died. Trying to get my GI bill back since I was diagnosed with bipolar type 2. Like everyone here, I'm venting on Jow Forums, makes me question what I'm doing and why. C'est la vie I guess. Dear diary.

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