GIOYC thread

Life is an endless grind, but you gotta do what's good for you. Repeating a daily routine will only worsen your depression. Open yourself up to new opportunities. The world is not that small.

I was robbed last night. My car was broken into and they stole my debit card and my fucking jacket. I live in the country in the middle of nowhere. I'm just so angry and feel violated. I hope the jackass tries to use the card so the cops can ID them. We are about an hour away from a bigger city. The cops say the drug addicts ride down from the city and hit the small towns then take the shit they steal back up there to sell. My neighbor got it worse than me. He had all of his turkey hunting gear stolen, along with a shotgun and 9mm. He lost about $3000 worth of stuff. They even stole his turkey decoys. Who the fuck does that??? I hate people, that's why I moved to the country. Now I need to put up a camera system due to this dumb shit.

I find it hard to go to work. I only work once a week for 8 hours. For the last 6 weeks I felt like vomiting in the morning as i get ready for work. I think ive lost 3-4lbs from not eating breakfast + lunch in one day a week for the last 6 weeks. I dont feel dizzy, but a bit out of sync as well as cold sweats. And an increase in paranoia.

I've been at this place for a year, and its only recently the last 6 weeks I've felt like this, which coincides with a move in the time i start work. I swear there's nothing different, its still the same job with similar people. I have 0 issues with any coworkers. These problems are affecting my performance and i think i will end of getting fired because of it.

People can tell whats happening with me. A couple of blokes came up to me and asked me whats wrong. I heard my boss tell another coworker that I have depression, which isnt true.

I recently went drinking in the evening with some coworkers and that morning I felt like vomiting.

Any solutions or similar experiences? please share them. I can't live like this even if its only one day a week.

Sounds like stress to me. You need a vacation.

I've suddenly developed anxiety over handing in forms and moving. I just hate having to rely so much on other people. If they brush off my form, my entire life becomes even more chaotic. I never experienced this anxiety before.

Thinking about how we will all pass one day does comfort me a bit though. In the grand scheme, this is all so minor and petty

I suppose I do get a bit stressed during work but I go to this place once a week. That's basically a vacation every week.

It may be stress caused by anxiety. Something might have triggered it.

Dad found out my sister is actually not his daughter.

Currently, he might kick her out to the streets, she's currently 17 and too damn naive and sheltered to be left alone.

I've just quit my job to help the family business and moved back in with my parent's place.

Shit.

Sometimes I'm just tired of friends, family, and their drama, and wish I could end it.

No words could express how much I hate my entire existence. I hate every day that I wake up. I hate how my visible and voiced discomfort is shoved aside as inconvenient or unimportant. Nobody talks to me, I always have to be the one to iniciate anything. Even my fucking parents tell me fuck all when they initially promised to give me a heads up about my cunt sister coming over while I "save money for school." Now she's staying the night irregularly when she has a place with her guy. I'm dreading that they've broken up and that she's going to be yet another single mother pit in my life. This dick already has some other kid thrown away at Florida. Fucking whore knew and didn't care. Went out with him anyway and got herself pregnant so mom and dad would shut up and accept him cuz fuck values amirite?
I've lost all respect for my parents and grow to resent them everyday, that fucking cunt has treated us all like absolute shit for the past 6 years and they still make fucking excuses. I follow their rules, I don't do drugs, I don't whore myself out, I respect their house. Yet when I say anything, I'm treated like shit being told "you're such a mean person. Not everyone can be perfect like you," after which I tell them EVERY FUCKING TIME that I don't BELIEVE in perfection. I don't even believe that God is perfect, how the hell can I believe that bullshit term. But fuck me if I want there to be some self-improvement for the hypocrite that goes to church and says how "she's made her mistakes but she's seen the light," then proceeds to go for this baby-daddy fucker right after her "redemption."
Every time I hear her voice in the house, I actively want to kill myself. I have to block out all noise. Lock myself away. My parents know the latter half. So why feed into these feelings?
Suffer a little more, suffer a little more, I keep moving forward hoping that tomorrow would be better. It never is.

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Any ounce of happiness is quickly snuffed out in a way that makes me feel even worse for ever thinking I was happy.

4 years. If life is still shit after 4 years, I'm done.

My guy has a massive foot fetish which i do my best to fulfill, I always ask him to return the favor with sex but he's never interested OR he'll do it but fall asleep while doing it... I've tried getting him to try different positions but it's really hard when we're so limited bc he won't let me get on top. He's had a varicocele for over a year now (he hasn't made any effort to get it fixed) and he's constantly using it as an excuse not to have sex... He was watching some footjob video a couple days ago and i flipped out, like, I'm offering you everything i have, why am i not enough? I tell him all the time do whatever you want to me, like I'm open for so much stuff but he always pushes me away...I'm so sexually frustrated but I'm loyal and i can't cheat :'(

Every time I say "I want to believe [in good thing/in the best in people]" or "I don't want to believe [in bad thing/in the worst in people]" I feel like I just end up sounding extremely naive and stupid.
Like it just feels like being cynical, jaded, and bitter is just the way to go. Because you're either right, or you get pleasantly surprised.
I genuinely believe that my naivete and stupidity will be my downfall one day. Maybe I'm just waiting for that pendulum to fall.

Sad and disappointed af. Just wanted to have fun again with my friends and go on a trip somewhere but it fell apart again. They suggested it this time to, but they quickly fell back and said no once I tried to make it a reality.

We did it once, and it was a blast. I miss those days, and keep trying to make them happen year after year. They won't though won't they? I'll never be able to enjoy that feeling of exploring a new place with them until I muster up the charisma and the courage to make new friends.

Sucks man. I just wanted to have fun, but those idiots keep backing off on it as soon as the rubber meets the road.

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I shouldn't be there.

How to stop having romantic feelings for someone you see almost every day? I work there and I need the job, so I can't quit. I still want to be friends with that person, too.

You're not real. I don't know who you are.

TWO YEARS and every month following

Why do you think that?

i'm frustrated and depressed and cry every single morning

Is this about someone named Maria?

I thought I had a shot recently at not being alone forever with a girl I used to know who showed interest. I screwed it up because of a dumb thing, but I'm fine. Maybe it hasn't hit me yet, but I'm actually not sad about it.

Why do you ask?

How do I get my pubes to feel more comfortable

I'm scared shitless to reply to this place that offered me a job as a payroll clerk. I hate math and suck at it, plus I don't even have a lick of experience. It was one of those applications I didn't even expect a reply from. But I need a job and the work site itself looks pretty nice. I dunno, it feels like such a waste of time and even if I do get it, I'll probably get shit on for not knowing what the fuck I am doing.

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>at work, final week of my last two weeks
>kinda slow, not doing much
>bitch manager (half the reason I quit) comes over
>asks what I'm doing, say not much
>starts bitching me out
>says she wants to show me some stupid new procedure, say I'm gone in a week so what's the point
>she instantly goes to the head manager and bitches as per usual
>get called into his office
>they tell me they're accepting my resignation immediately instead of in a week
>say ok and walk out

I really hated that place but this kind of irritates me because it feels like I left on their terms instead of mine.

Don't shave them 100% off, buy a set of clippers and use #1 or 2 on them

The government might start paying my neighbor to hang out with me soon.

I've got ideas about you and me. But they take time, creativity, and special circumstances to execute smoothly...

youtube.com/watch?v=okJDFx3YW6Y

I hate working retail

I want to make a video game! It's gonna have black jack and hookers!

That's so nice ...
It's fine, time means nothing. As long as things happen, that's all that matters. Nice to see creativity is a keyword.
Mind sharing your thoughts ?

Fucking great album
youtube.com/watch?v=xSi_FE52TAY

Because it sounds interesting.

I don’t care anymore. I don’t like the way you treat me.

Oh I see why he's being such a cunty bitch on here threatening on here. Poor baby got to move and its all fucked up their comfy lifestyle. Hahaha karma I love you

If you use the word karma and you're not an Indian, you need to fuck off and stop misappropriating PoC culture.

I really need to get out my anger and be violent. I usually manage to control this urge but sometimes I willingly surrender to it. Problem is I obviously can’t be violent if I wanna stay out of jail. So here I am: craving blood and unable to do anything to satisfy my blood lust. What a fucking powerless pathetic idiot. I’m working to become powerful one day but being this stressed makes it harder than it should be. What can I do? I don’t wanna let my anger go, I just need a way to get it out.

Karma Karma karma karma cunty karma

I SAID CEASE IT YOU INSOLENT HOG

Lift some more, Lugo. Don't get any hernia or a heart attack.

Karma

Man all the ladies be stonewalling the shit out of me, they b finding a way to give me the run around. I had 2 ladies tell me "we're never having sex " and 1 say "it's never gonna happen". WTF I must b an ugly beta cuz i b frienrzoned hard. If I was Chad they'd beg for cock... God I hate this please just come over and put out.. Much love welfare bear

I wish karma would come back to me, I probably have a shit ton of good karma...

Karma doesn't exist. No such thing, it's just a wishful thinking.

I like to think it does, and let's just leave it at that

Do you have something to get it off your chest, or you've been lurking here for some interesting posts? Just curious

I keep wanting to masterbate to my female friends and I see them nearly everyday. this is bothering me as the 14 horny cunt I am

Stop jacking off. There isn't a stigma against it because people like to see other suffer, it's because it affects the way your brain works. Quit jerking off or you'll become a perverted little cretin that no wiman would waste time with. I don't care about any argument, I've lived it, and thank god I have the strength to overcome adversity because I'm finally breakig the cycle these last few months. Don't argue if you know what's good for you.

Quit.

Jerking.

Yer dick.

I don't want your money. I hate that I still need your help. 40 years ago I would just have to sell the house. This isn't even my fault, they just cut all the overtime to everyone in my department. I'm down $6000 from where I was last year at this time and I can't pay the power bill without your help. It's so fucked up because I've sweated blood for this department and I just get kicked in the nuts for it. I'm so tired, physiologically and psychologically. My vacations aren't relaxing because I get no overtime on vacation. Now week to week I get paid the same as I woild on vacation.

I'm going to have a kid in 3 months. Why the fuck did this have to happen now?

Why did my inevitable falling out with Dad have to happen this year, right before Christmas, new years, and the wedding? Why is he trying so hard to get away from us? Why has he spent his whole live abusing us?

If I had a normal family I'd probably superhuman based off of my latent potential that I know to be in me, but he left me a quivering coward with his emotiknal terrorism. Why did it have to be me? He took my soul when I was 9, and I was never the same. I will never forgive that man.

Fuck you, Dad. You've had 18 years to get it right and you went and made the same mistake again. How do all of your aquisitions feel now that you've alienated your whole family? You've worked so hard for all of this only to be ostracized by those that truly matter to you because they're tired of you dumping them all the time. Fuck you and your new family and your ridiculous house and your new car. Fuck you.

Been 3 years since i last drank any alcoholic drink.
I just wanna get fucking wasted for a whole week now.

Im flattered that you desire me that much.. that intense... but at the same time Im kinda sad that sex is the only thing you see in me.

I've always thought I was pretty Alpha, but I'm learning that I'm a people pleaser and definitely not Alpha. Much more of a dork if anything. But I'm trying to get more Jow Forums so why not start here?

I'd hang out with you user

Are you a glass of beer? Cause if the answer is yes you have no idea how much i need you in my life

Does he love you?

Now I wish I was! Haha. Go get one rn :D

Just as any other friend.

i had friend A for long now. chatted with him everyday almost for a year. i fell in love with him. friend A rejected me. but i it went okey i was still pretty hurt. later i met friend B. he was a nice person. he was lonely so i helped him tons. later i introduced him to friend A. the friendship between us three was great. well until i found out A and B were secretly in a relationship together behind my back. they never told me and they knew this all the time. even friend A was in love with another friend then B. i was with him the longest. i took care of A and talked him out of suicide everyday for weeks and now that im in love with him im punished this way... why am i so gross to him :(

also yes its gay relationship. actually was straight until i met A

Do they not Express intimacy with you?

We don't really talk much outside of videogames. Which we play almost every night.

But he made it pretty clear that there's nothing else between us (appart from the friendship, of course).

What you deem as a 'relationship' between you two is nothing more than a fantasy you built in your head. Invest in yourself by reading books and physical fitness for the rest of this year, then find someone in your waking life outside of vidya to obsess over. Intimacy is essential for a happy life, but that intimacy can only be sustained by developing a bond with yourself that can not be shaken by ANYBODY

You deserve a beating

I'm talking about my dick btw

I know. I already do that. I used to wait for his messages when we started this "FWB" thing (it's my first one). He used to say he loved me, close to daily. Then he stopped and it's when I asked him what was going on between us, and he said it.

I know what we are, and I know what I am to him.

I do focus on other things, and myself. I am a happy person in general. It's just sometimes that feeling comes back and it makes me feel a little sad, that's all.

Thank you for your advice, user. Really appreciated :)

That's a great advice, user

idk what to do
I have to do productive things. I need to reach milestones. I can't keep being like this.

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MAKE A LIST OF SHORT TERM GOALS
TAPE THEM TO THE WALL
FOCUS ON ONE EVERY SINGLE DAY
??????
PROFIT
Also make another for long term goals

There's nothing interesting, really, just me being naive enough to develop some feelings.

I have a bag of drugs that I found in a lot. Take a little snort when I feel sluggish. Gives it is pretty much white but not purely white and leaves an after taste of tar or asphalt. What is it?

This year is my karma for the last 5.

Seeing you smile and back to being cheerful again makes me happy, even though I'm not the reason. But hey, I still love you anyway.

From your secret admirer.

Hey anons,

I'm a 23 year old female and I've been in a relationship with my partner for a year and a half now. He is amazing, really caring, supportive, sweet and all the nice things a girl wants in a partner. But he is so sweet and innocent all sex is slow and loving (and he cums in like 2mins, I mean he finished with foreplay so I physically get off but there is a lot left to be desired)... But man, I miss getting fucked.. Occasionally being thrown on the bed as soon as I get home and being ravaged would be nice...

He is too nice of a guy to be appropriately demeaning... He is even uncomfortable with doggy... So everything is missionary.. I love him so much and I am willing to sacrifice my sexual desires to be with him but he is so innocent he doesn't even realise how big of a sacrifice that really is.

He is a really straight edge guy and I was a party animal. I gave up sex, drugs and cigarettes to be with him. I love the stability, it is great, but I do miss spontaneous parties and drunken sex.

And here I am, confident drug user who would like to do exactly what you desire, yet I am still a virgin.
We are the same age, I have no experience and you are already settling down.
How ironic.
I just dont understad, how this type of guy could get someone like you.

Martial arts.
Try mma or krav maga

maybe I'm just trying too hard when it's closer than it is too far

My thoughts are quite often a jumble. But one thing is for sure..I am interested in someone. Someone very similar to me. At least, I think. I've had enough time to study them and understand my feelings. So, now I'd like to finally do something. I'm thinking -- how should I tell them? Would they want to know? I don't want to repress these feelings. Otherwise, it will linger in my mind forever. It's more a matter of how and when. And, how to be brave when constantly held back by stifling nervousness.

I can imagine scenarios, dream of many things...

But none of that is real. I want it to be real. I just need the confidence to make it real.

Who knows, maybe I have waited too long. Maybe anything they felt is already gone. But you're right, time means nothing. Thank you for that reassurance.

Tell him? Nobody is a mind reader, dummy. Tell him you want to get fucked silly before you go fuck someone who will

Hahah it is ironic. I have been thinking a lot on the philosophy of being a sensible person vs being care free and doing what I want.
I feel partying, meaningless sex, smoking and going wild are all short term psudeo happiness and won't leave you satisfied in the long run.
Whereas focusing hard on your studies, earning money, being healthy and propelling forward in life might feel a bit shit when you still have so much desire to do what i want without a care in the world but in the long term I feel it would bring a more sustained happiness. Being calm like this allows me to achieve all my goals:
-excel in martial arts
-get into marine and antarctic governance
-join the military part time as an officer
And the list goes on and on.
But if I want these things I have to make sacrifices and I tell myself I had enough fun when I was younger, it is time to settle down. And it is nice to have someone who trains with me, is on the same intellectual level as me, shares his life with me. I truly love all the support and I really love him. The only issue I am having (which in the grand scheme of things is pretty minor) is if I am giving up the reckless side of life I still want mad fun sex.. But you can't ask someone to provide that sort of thing when they just aren't into it... I can settle for amazing fingerbanging.
I allow myself to take mdma each year on my birthday, so that's also a plus.

Im sorry that the last 2 years seemed like im not trying, but i really am trying my best.
Im sorry that i dropped out of Uni 2 years ago, i really did not like it, i hope you understand.
Im sorry that after 22 years i still depend on your help.
Im sorry that i disappointed you, i really didn't mean it.
Im sorry that i made wrong decisions in the past.
Im sorry that im maybe not the son you wanted me to be.
Im sorry for the time you have wasted on me.
Im sorry.

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I have told him, but I'm sure you know what it is like... It is no fun fucking someone if you can tell they aren't into it. I would prefer to abstain rather than make him feel uncomfortable. He was a virgin before he got with me and he has really traditional values that are far ingrained. I would definitely not cheat on him. I pulled out a dildo once and asked him to use it on me and he freaked out...

I figure I'll just eventually lose my sex drive.... Sad I know. But all the pros of being with him outweigh the cons.

people are so full of shit! They can't get the simplest shit done it's fuckung wonder shit is even function! I just wanna fuck off and live in the woods and never be seen again! I fucking hate people and their blind stupidity

Fuck this shit I want out

>I figure I'll just eventually lose my sex drive
No, you won't. You say you won't cheat but I bet you will at some point. Your sex drive doesn't just go away one day. So have fun with that problem when it arrives.

I post way too much here :3 I guess your post caught my eye because someone I know has called me fake before but I try to be honest and open. I try to be a good and forgiving person and some people think that’s not being real. Maybe I’m not true to myself by being nice... idk. I usually post here to vent because I’m in love with my best friend and it’s hard.

I don't know how.

Perhaps my dick

But this thot has made me a better and happier person

youtube.com/watch?v=8bxmk09lCzk

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oink

Maybe I will, maybe I won't. I mean it is always a possibility. But I am certain I have enough self control not to do something like that. Ultimately he means more to me than sex and everything else in the relationship is amazing. I'm simply venting.
And there's been a few times where the sex has been the most mindblowing, passionate, amazing sex of my life.
*sigh* I'm just horny and saturated with my studies... Reminiscing on simpler times.
But the way my life is going is what I want, so I just have to take it with the pros and the cons.

Pretty sure I'm in love with a girl that obviously doesn't like me back.

>liked her for a long time
>asked her out on a date a few years ago
>date went fine but nothing happened
>asked her out on another date
>she cancelled on 2nd date without an explanation
>contacts me a month later saying she felt bad
>says she hopes we can hang out again
>i think she is just doing that cause she feels bad for me
>I never hit her up again to hang out
>stop talking to each other but she still likes all my IG pics

I still think about her a lot and we randomly talk when we comment on each others stories. I really want to stop thinking about her and move on. Shes not even really my type and I feel she just likes attention. What is wrong with me ;_;

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Oh well, another day another dollar

idk

What if you told him/her?

You know that feeling when you think someone has your back but then you find out they really harbor a lot of negative feelings toward you and don't respect you at all? Yeah that fucking sucks