ITT: Just tell me about your day

how do you get the energy to just do what you feel like? Often times I feel bored and uninterested in everything. Walking around hasnt been fun either since my arthritis is an issue.

horrible week at work.
But surprisingly, i feel fulfilled when the week ended.
And to think i was being so depressed at the start of the week.

Nothing special today, although I met a couple of nice German guys earlier this morning. I'll might even go out with them just to have a chat with someone new

Basically only recently through light exercise and a really healthy diet change. I actually have a shit ton of health issues myself so I'm happy when I have my moments of decent health. I just need to work harder than the average person to get there. When I'm sick or in pain I take CBD, which my friend with arthritis also takes. Also I did intensive therapy (psychotherapist) for maybe 6 months, and that really turned my life around. I no longer need to go.
Running is what helps boost my mood right now, but for you I would say go swimming instead.
Sometimes I hate my illness but I know it has made me a more resilient person. I hope you can come to the same conclusion, or have already.

swimming has the main downside of being highly addictive, due to the blue seen everywhere at the pool (unless you swim regularly in the sea, or lake). From this point of view running is better, since it doesn't cause so much need of repetition, and yet the willingness of compete with yourself is quite increased

I walked to McDonalds and got some drinks on the way back. I look out of place because I'm in a foreign country and I look weird even back home. It kind of bothers me but I also don't care because I have more money than everyone else in the country.

um, what would make color blue addictive?

The AC at my new place is broken already. The joys of home ownership. So I've been dealing with that

>woke up
>petted dog
>Jow Forums
>mmorpg grinding
>4 mile walk
>witnessed drug deal
>got chased by a homeless man
>mmorpg grinding
>Jow Forums

based schizo posting

I'm on sick leave since tuesday. Tuesday and wednesday were the worst (puking, shitting water and fever) but since yesterday it calmed down and today I'm just fine.

Been slacking off and watching youtube renditions of ask reddit since morning.

went on Jow Forums for the first time, trying to figure out how it all works

Started off shitty, not gonna lie. Work in customer support so basically get yelled at all day.

But I was finally able to grab a protein shake and gonna hit the gym in about an hour. Then it's straight home for some tacos.

All things considered, pretty gud famalam.

Basically find a board that caters to your interests. What interests you bro?

You seem to be doing good so far. If you haven't read the rules I greatly recommend it. Just looking about and reading is called lurking, and it can be very informative and useful in order to not make a fool out of yourself. I like browsing boards in the catalogue view so that I can read whole threads that interest me. Remember to check out some of the smaller and slower boards. Some of them might be right up your alley in terms of hobbies or general mood. I hope you enjoy your stay here!

this is beautiful life

yeah I scrolled through some boards, I didn't expect the amount of boards to be so limited desu, but maybe that's just me.
Looked though 'paranormal' and this one, you know any funny boards I could check out? Thanks

Will do, thanks!

Recovering from surgery. The pain is less, but I'm still as stiff as a board.

Some boards have multiple subjects, kinda like Jow Forums which is a catch all board for any sort of techy subject. Then you have shitpost boards like /b/ (don't go there) and s4cs, the do what they say on the tin.

Honestly though, Jow Forums is the best board.

Got up early feeling horrible. Cried in the shower for an hour but now that I've gotten some food and coffee I'm feeling much better, and now I'm browsing Jow Forums and playing some games. Rest of the day looking is to be pretty chill thankfully.

Thanks, hope I'll be less of a newfag next time

extremely sad, work is great. the usual.

>found out a group of teens are watching me through my window at night and they started yelling at me and laughing
The fuck do I do? I don't have a gun so that's not a option

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Blinds? They're teenagers, they'll lose interest as soon as you block them out. Give it a week or so and they'll forget about you.

Woke up at 6:45 am, shower, walked my dog with my brother, Jow Forums, played a few games, did some coding, youtube and now Jow Forums again. After dinner I'm gonna walk the dog again.

I have blinds tho
I was gonna buy blackout curtains but I'm too poor

>woke up
>gf grinding against me
>sex
>kiss her ass
>leave
>shower
>dress
>walk to work (more like jog, was coming late)
>do absolutely nothing productive from 8 to 10
>now typing a rulement against Bayer
>thinking about taking a dump
>thinking about having tea or coffee
>post

Nail some old towels up for that sweet hobôe aesthetic. Done.

>Woke up
>to a big piss
>made coffee
>it was bit bitter
>sat down
>opened slack
>junior dev team fucked up something
>set up meeting with their manager for later
>I really can't help, but want to know the root of the error
>It might screw me over
>Jow Forums
>gave advice
>Jow Forums
>liveleak
what a good way to start off the day, helping people and seeing others blow their heads off with shotguns!

>wake up by alarm
>press snooze every 5 minutes
>get up over two hours later
>turn on pc
>take a piss
>set whatever up on youtube
>breakfast/lunch
>put in laundry, start machine
>join friends on discord
>play mordhau for about 2 hours while laundry runs
>finish laundry
>procrastinate with youtube instead of getting better at drawing for x hours
>family invites me over for dinner
>went there
>now sitting in my younger brother's room and chilling
>parents are making tacos downstairs
>bro's showing Blood gameplay, apparently it just rereleased and works on modern PCs etc
>will eat, chill some more, go home
>guess i'll play the newest dlc for A Hat In Time all night

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Sometimes I cant stop thinking about her
Almost like sometimes i get obsessed about her and it's because I actually wanted to try

This isn't GIOYC

Im kinda miserable today. My gf is avoiding me after telling me she needs space to think about if she can be in a relationship right now because of how stressful school is. I know this is bull shit because I only ask for one day a week.

I basically said i need to feel like my needs / feeling matter to her. She said she'd work on it then the next time we saw each other she pushed me away. a few days later I talked to her and she said she has to think if she can be in a relationship with me.

We've been together 8 months and suddenly she says she doesn't know if she loves me.

So I'm in between breaking up or staying together based on when she reaches out to talk. It's been 5 days of radio silence and it's awful.

I'm gonna reach out in 2 days saying we need to talk.

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Exams in less than 3 weeks, I feel woefully underprepared but I have to deal with assignments while constantly falling behind on lectures and being unprepared for practical classes. Many thanks to all the rich trust fund kiddies in my course who don't have to work part time to support themselves so set an unrealistic precedent of study load thereby ruining the lives of actual working individuals.

Improve yourself. Shes hesitating obv.

Hesitating what

cried at school because I'm probably failing this year
parents yelled at me for school
arguing with bf because i'm childish
not the best at handling stress situations
i just want a hug
thank you for asking

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taking a dump atm

Just wanted to let you know that you'll get through this.
If you do poorly in a single class or on a single exam, it's not the end of the world. You're not going to become homeless, you won't be physically beaten, you're not going to starve or be raped. You might end up having to take the class over next semester, or work harder in your future classes to raise your GPA back up. That's it.
It's nothing to be "utterly terrified" about. You should try your hardest to succeed, but if you do fail, just remember that it's not the end of the world.
One thing my dad passed on to me which a friend of his told him after coming back from combat in Vietnam and enrolling in college and hearing the other students complaining about the reading/essay assignments. He said "nobody's shooting at me.... how bad can it be?"
It's all about perspective.

went to school, slept for 3 hours and asked a girl out so pretty good i guess

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>woke up late
>breakfast
>errands until the evening
>Jow Forums
That's usually how my days go when I don't work

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bump

I drove into town early this morning for two reasons. First was to get my mom something for Mother's Day, second was to go see Detective Pikachu. I got my mom some nice little lawn decoration things and a copy of Bohemian Rhapsody on bluray that we will watch together. Somefuckinghow, the theaters projectors were damaged during heavy raign the night before, so all morning showings of all movies were cancelled. I had already bought the ticket, so they traded it for a pass good for any movie at any time. I may just check back tomorrow and go then, since Detective Pikachu won't be in that theater next weekend. I'm a bit pissed at the wasted gas though, it's about a 20 min drive and gas is about $2.50 around here

Not that bad of a day desu

Slept for 16 hours, woke up and did some squats then gave up. Tried to eat but couldn't. Ate fast food hours later. Sat at my computer all day ignoring my boyfriend's messages.

boomers literally told me pic related again

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awful. parents yelled at me again

Ran some work related errands, went to the gym, bought some beer. I want to learn to resocialize and maybe go to a bar again but I get cold feet because I don't have any friends anymore and don't know how to talk to new people, so gonna play some video games

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Went to the mosque with friends. I never had friends like that, and it had been a while since my last prayer. Felt like coming back on the right path, both socially and spiritually. Like the first ray of sunshine after a rainy day

nice triple doubles fag

you know women are so stupid they actually fall for just a little bit of confidence and outgoingness? im not saying you should be like every worm trying to wriggle his way into any girls panties, vecause those bars are full of them. but they honestly fall for shit like that. maybe not as corny but you know what i mean

Got up. Went to work. It was mostly quiet so for most of the day I just sat by myself waiting for people to come in. Then I went home. Called the bank because I got a mystery deposit in my checking account for 60 bucks and I have no idea why. They said they'd call back on Monday to resolve it. Then I sat by myself in my room, wishing I had friends or a gf to hang out with tonight. Now I'm going to go to bed I guess.

i kept a journal for 8 years, over 300k words written, and i'm going back through everything and cringing. i am about to delete a lot of my private history forever out of sheer embarrassment. but this journal is the one consistent thing for me in the past 8 years. i'm military and haven't been in any one place for 2 years. i've met and forgotten so many people, and my friendships were never that deep. deleting this journal would really mean deleting my history.

so yeah, in a bit of a conundrum today about this. do i even have the right to delete the embarrassments of my past?

Suck on these dubs

I NEED WEED TO LDAR

Pretty good. Sat around my house all day. I watched "Hoffa" on HBO then had sex with my GF. Not a bad day.

Work sucked to the point I can't believe I have 3 more days until my next off day.
I was also looking forward to seeing my friend cuz he suggested a movie night, but he seems to have flaked on me for a dinner that started 2 hours ago.
So now im just home alone. Gonna shower and head to bed soon

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normie fuck you probably have a reddit account

Keep it. Might be good for a private laugh someday

Got up, make some eggs for the first time in a long time, and went to work, slow day and left early.

I recently went through with going cold turkey No Contact with my ex, and its been harrowing. I know I feel better not knowing anything, but goddamn do I get so sad and empty without her, and I get the feeling shes just fine without me, and considering how slow my life has been going (wageslave here) I don't know if its worth it anymore.

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Today was a good day, not as bad as yesterday.

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Keep it. It's always going to be regretted later if you remove it. They've been experiences you've grown away from.
I deeply regret that I removed my old youtube account, for instance. It was over 40 videos spanning 15 years of me playing different games with different friends and trying different methods of video editing. Most of them were "cringy" but still endearing, childish, and now no more than memories.

Nothing happened and now I'm just waiting for 1:30 AM because spoiler tags don't work on Jow Forums new ponies

Workmate had a leaving party, got tons of shit and people crying about it. Felt bad that nobody will give a shit when I leave.

Only the least likeable persons get goodbye parties in my experience. It's aaaall to suck off the boss' ego.

Everyone tends to get one at my workplace, it's a genuinely good environment and people are legit friends. That particular person was the opposite of a brown-noser too.

Think of it less as cringey and more about how much you've grown. It's literally what happened

After work yesterday, I got to chat with a woman I'm in love with. She had been busy most of the week, and we didnt have a chance to talk as much, so it was great. What's more is that whenever we talk with other coworkers as a group, she usually winds up standing really close to me. Like practically leaning aginst me type of close. It was all my heart. She had to peel away not long after.

Then a woman I absolutely loathe did the same shit, and it was not fucking okay. Just came up behind me within a couple inches of my face and shoulder and started talking with us. I think I was visibly repulsed because I was leaning away from her and stared away from her while I was talking. Fuck did she ruin a good moment.

Went to watch Detective Pikachu with some other coworkers after.

Mostly a good day.

Lots of talk about Detective Pikachu, huh.
How is it? Worth watching for a gen 1-2 fan, no idea what has been introduced since? Or hell, is it worth watching if you're older than 10?

i just woke up

And now?

I'm sitting on my carpet like most of the time when at home. I had to work from home a bit, drank coffee, later texted with the guy I'm unrequited in love with, listened to music, drank coffee, bought food and toilet paper, did laundry, and been restless all day because of that guy, and now i ate some xanax to make the day a little less shitty.

Cute gay bromance.

Helped my parents do volunteer work for the yearly local charity event like I've done for the last 8 years. Sold bakesale stuff and cold and hot drinks. We all got mexican food afterwards, was pretty tasty.
Felt pretty good and people appreciated my work and me overall being there. But I still had a hard time connecting to people like I always do, never getting past small talk or wise cracks.
Guess that last point is going to take a long time.
But I feel better today than I did yesterday and thats what matters.

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I feel sick for 5 days straight.

Not that great, but it is what it is. A good friend turned ratchet thot and I got into a fight and I'm never speaking to her again after that. I've known her for years, but she's slowly changed and after being called an "annoying piece of shit" for simply asking "How're you?", I think it's time to move on.

>inb4 you probably were annoying her

I only speak to her every few days, although it used to be daily before she got cock hungry.

Good on you, user. I mean that sincerely.

fucking shit. I gotta work half day on saturday, and my girlfriend is being a bitch because I didn't do something stupid for her. I gotta go there, see if I can bang, and then make my way back home, that, if she doesn't start bitching about me not staying at her home or something.

Never get girlfriends anons, you really don't want it.

Sounds legit

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waited for my girlfriend to come back from a party, (i was somewhere else beforehand)
i wait for her until 4 in the morning because the plan was that we spend our day together, we wake up at 10, she gets a call from her father,she has to do something real quick and said shell be back in an hour, after 2 hours she calls me back, crying, clearly upset about something her father did, i cant even understand what shes talking about, to be honest i dont even care what happened, this was the 3rd tim she did this (not exactly this but it always has to do something with her NEET father who she has a close relationship to, she does everything for him and he just borrows her car out of nowhere without asking /pretty much using her.)
Did really nothing the rest of the day,except contemplating if i should break up with her, since i got fucked over again and i feel like shit.

I really like her, but this shit is really getting on my nerves, i think ill break up with her soon, its really hard for me since shes my first girlfriend, and we had a lot of good times together. (good sex)

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Bored as fuck because I've been stuck in bed with a fever all this week. Feeling marginally better.
People around me are distancing themselves from me, as usual. I'm full of pride, so I will just accompany them gently to the door as usual. I'm not even sure if I appropriately gave them love in the process of our reciprocal interactions. I'm tired to think about "the right way" to interact with people.
So now I'm smoking, listening to music, and feeling anxious and down. Nice fucking day.

Wait, you wanna dump your gf because her father is a dickhead?

Aw man. Well at least you're doing something to de-stress. For me it's 1AM and I'm having panic diarrhea, guess I caught a sickness while I was mowing my parents' lawn of something yesterday, fuuuuck. I just wanna sleep.

Why do you feel full of pride? Why do you think people are distancing themselves from you?

My aunt died today, but I didn't feel depressed about it, very sad yes but I'm ok with it, I'll go on and help the people who haven't yet, see you on the flipside aunt C, it's a shame I wasn't there for you in your last moments, but I'll be there with you soon enough.
I want to make her proud, soon enough I will.

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Finally approached the girl that's been miring me for a little while at the gym, asked her to help me with my squat form, turns out she only speaks Spanish (i speak some spanish but speak english better) and is actually 9 yrs older than me, mind fuck considering she looks exactly my age, even a little younger, i mean i'm GLAD i finally talked to her, but i don't know where to go from here, obviously nothing could happen thanks to the language barrier, but like, do i just keep waving hi to her every single time? wouldn't that get super fucking awkward as time passes? idk but it's eating at me

This girl at work keeps flirting with me but I'm too thirsty to respond coherently and she's also too young for me. She's not interested in me, that's just how girls are.

>Woke up at 8pm after a few hours sleep
>Still feeling kinda intoxicated from the day and night before
>play some porn game and drink a few beer (after breakfast)
>proceed to piss so hard that my testes up to my pubis hurt
>showered and went for a fap, still hurts

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Got a lot of work done. Made a new professional connection, potentially a mentor. Things are finally going smoothly at my little startup company. Gonna stay up late tonight and get a head start on next week.

She gets more irritable as he downs the three bottles. I end up having one for myself because I'm so tired of her shit. We end up having a huge blow out. I pretty much had a psychotic break down and threatened to stab myself with a knife in order to keep her from leaving to get more alcohol. I unloaded a shit ton of my baggage on her, which she pretended to care about, but actually only wanted me to calm down so she can go out and get more liquor, which is exactly what happened. I feel so used, hurt, and trapped. She's just such a narcissistic alcoholic bitch. But if anything ever happened to her, I'd regret it for the rest of my life. My life is so fucked up. I'm so fucked up.

God fucking dammit. Here's the first part

I went to my step mom's birthday today.
While I was there my actual mom started harassing me with texts asking me to come home and get her alcohol. I knew I shouldn't have, but I ended up caving because she was guilt tripping me about mothers day. I came back home with a bouquet of flowers, a card, and four small bottles of champagne. She ignored the flowers and card and immediately started yelling at me for not getting a large bottle of champagne instead. (continued in the first post)

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