what do I do if I have unbearable chronic fatigue. no one fucking believes me. NO ONE. everyone just gets pissed at me and says oh everyones tired retard
im literally dying. my eyes are completely black. like completely black underneath dead looking sad zombie. pale as fuck sickly looking health is failing. get headaches easy sometimes its hard for me to go out in the bright sunny shit. I wake up every day feeling like garbage. tried everything 5 hours of sleep 7, 10, 12 nothing works only like 10 hours cuts it good if I get less I feel like fucking garbage no matter how long I stick with it
I always feel dead. like everything looks like shit my eyes are completely black underneath like it looks like someone took my entire bottom eye lid and colored it down with a black sharpie all the way to my cheek. I have a pale pale sickly looking and nothing I do helps
try sleeping schedules, try coffee, no coffee, I eat healthy every day, I eat at least several servings of vegetables and fruit and try to eat fresh foods and check my foods for high fructose corn syrup, gmos, chemicals I drink water all fucking day bring a bottle of water with me everywhere. I get migraines fucking constantly. always feels like I need to go back to sleep. im tired as fuck and my eyes are almost burning like a really dry feeling I avoid mirrors all day long constantly try to hide my face with sun glasses baseball caps hoodies and shit like that. I also walk, get fresh air, leave my windows open, clean my house, get sunshine, go outside every day everything.
i dont even have health insurance to go to the doctors anymore. what i think it is is i live in a really really really old shitty broken down house. i have a fucking wooden window covered with old lead paint and shit and it scraps and paint chips everywhere and shit. im also worried my parents dont give a flying fuck about ANYTHING. im afraid the water pipes here are rusted or full of lead or something so my water is killing me. also im pretty sure the house is full of mold and shit literally nothing is up to code the house is completely destroyed parents dont care i have to clean and do everything myself.
im pretty sure my house is killing me. no one cares. everyone just says everyones tired dude shut the fuck up get over it but im like dying painful tired i cant even take a selfie im so tired or go out in public. i dont ask for disability benefits ssi or anything i just want to be fucking heathy. my mom has hypothyroid that might be it but I just dont know it seems like it would be a combination that and something else serious or something. also I have NO way out of my house god constantly attacks me
my eyes always burn. everything hurts. my house is 300 years old. a pile of shit with nothing right or up to code. parents dont give a fuck dont even look at anything or bother to care. always in pain. always tired. cant function. even if I sleep like 10 hours I feel like SHIT. no one will help.
Jaxon Lopez
also alcohol cures everything if this helps I have no fucking idea why. my eye bags go away. my paleness goes away. my hair stops looking like shit. I dont look like a zombie anymore. my hair stops looking like gross stringy shit. like why? I literally need dr house.
I wish this was a fucking sitcom where someone could just find something killing me. its probably god damn fucking my ancient house bull shit and no one will care and im just left here to die.
Kayden Ortiz
Fatigue is a symptom of depression.
Jackson Nguyen
I could see depression making me a little tired but like so fucking tired I look like a pale dead dying zombie?
Angel Wilson
Yep, that's depression alright. You said you're always in pain too. That's what high levels of cortisol will do to you. It gives you inflammation all over your body that makes you sore and lethargic.
Jose Gomez
it cant be. this is god damn bad. I dont think depression could be more than half of this it has to be an illness or poisoning
Dylan Morgan
also I see people doing life in prison and shit not even this depressed. I cant possibly be more depressed than that
Jackson Green
that user is right though, depression can give you exactly same symptoms. keep in mind, severe depression makes people stay in bed for weeks, months even.
so try living independently? first go camping for a week in the sun, then go and get a job
Zachary Hall
Depression has many symptoms and not everyone gets the same level of all symptoms.
That would be like saying you don't have the flu because you're not sneezing as much as Joe and he has the flu.
Nathan Evans
oh yeah get a job. 8 dollars an hour will solve my problems
dude this cant be depression it has to be a severe disease or some sort of toxicity
i guess but you would think someone in prison for 39 years would look tired literally none of them do. i have talked to people who have gone through a life of poverty and hell and even like in their 50s and living in a broken down trailer with a moldy floor and holes in the ground and not looking as tired as me. like tf
how can they not even look as half as tired as me
Jonathan Watson
I feel like it's getting off topic but what makes you think everyone in prison is depressed?
They get all their needs met and don't have to worry about real world problems anymore. They have less problems than you probably do.
Jeremiah Mitchell
lol dude they have no girls, they're locked in a fucking cage where they have to fight for cookies every day, most the people are out to get you, surrounded by gangs and people slashing other people with razors, extortion, ass hole guards beating you, people stealing your shit, sleeping on a steel bed, go outside an hour every day in a giant fence, sleep in a room with another dude and just enough room to get up and stretch sharing a dirty toilet with a stranger waking up to someone shitting next to you, having to sleep at 9 pm wake up at 6 stay awake every day make their bed not be able to wear their own clothes get their ass hole searched every day have their families live behind giant walls they can never escape barely see their kids never date again never have sex
you fucking retarded? you think a chicken patty and some mashed potatos makes up for that? dude what the fuck. bad bait
Sebastian Robinson
bullshit. well fed, well sleeping pele who don't need a job don't need to be depressed. especially if they are visiting for longer.
user, we are anonymous people on an advice board. those of us who care enough to respond are only doing so to help you. we believe your symptoms point at depression. take it or leave it.
Eli Stewart
Dude, honestly I don't think you understand what prison is except what you've seen in movies.
Brandon Morris
I have 0 happiness in my life and 8 dollars an hour wont change. I need a seriously big fucking change to fix my life and it wont happen because bad shit always happens to me
Joshua Bailey
ok, then stop browsing Jow Forums. thats should account for an enormous change
Carter Rivera
lol im ruralfag if I dont then I just sit alone staring at a wall all day. I try to do every chore around my house and shit like that but get tired and bored. I want to get a job so im doing something but I get so fucking tired I get like light headed, sick, migraines, almost passing out, look so fucking tired people tell me I look tired and sick and shit.
I just wanna do a chill receptionist job or something and then everyones like YYEEEHHHAWWW WE DONT GOT NONE OF THAT OUT HERE IN THE WOODS FUCKING HONKEY TONK YEEE HAW BULL SHIT
and then every time I try to leave or fix my life god strikes me down so fuck god
Jackson Mitchell
no no, don't get a job! 8$ won't make it for you!
Kevin Ortiz
I do unethical shit for money now fuck jobs and fuck life I want BETTER SHIT
Carson Long
FFS this is not hard, get enough money to go to an urgent care clinic and get checked out.
Oliver Morales
Could be a medical issue; see a doctor. Could be anything from glandular fever to leukemia. Let a doctor be the judge.
Camden Harris
im trying to get the fuck out of my house and its impossible. I cant fucking spend money when its probably just because I live in a house with 900 health hazards. but god traps me here
Benjamin Smith
I believe you, op. You have an auto immune disease. I have one, too. And I was like you, too, for 11 years. Bedbound for 2. Housebound for another 6. Then took 3 more to build up strength. It might happen to you. I remember thinking that I would never, ever improve. I wanted to kill myself every, single day. Regular people will never, ever understand. I did start to improve when I got put on testosterone therapy. Might help you. But you really need to see neurologists, endocrinologists, rheumatologists. Do not give up, op. It might take over a decade, like it did with me. Just don't give up. And if you're American, you can easily get prednisone. That should help. But I know all too well how hesitant docs can be to give meds. Even to people who really need it. Don't give up.
Grayson Nelson
im just wondering like what the fuck it could be ive been trying to move out of my house because its what I think it is but it NEVER FUCKING WORKS
im scared my house has like deadly amounts of lead paint, or lead pipes giving me lead in the water or rusty pipes or some shit or black mold or something
the house is 300 years old parents are impoverished as all fuck never try to fix or inspect anything entire house is crumbling and falling apart
like what if im just consuming deadly amounts of lead or some shit and theres nothing I can do. and I swear god is just trapping me here and fucking everything up in my life
Chase Taylor
>god funny way to say 'lazydom, utterfaggotry and ignorance'
Jonathan White
look faggot, for the last time: how is it possible that your two closest genetic relatives, having the sum of 100% of your genes, living in the very same fucking environment are somehow able to hold jobs, energy and not make it all god's fault?
Joshua Richardson
my niggas
I think this is the new two dui guy. He even types a little like him, and I've seen this thread a few times now.
Christopher Diaz
i'm missing knkwledge here. who was that?
Evan Rodriguez
Is this self-diagnosing or have you actually been to a doctor and hospital? I suffer from chronic fatigue, i have papers and all to prove it. I got meds and im strict with diet and exercise. It takes a lot of work, time and effort to het this sort of thing sorted. And yes, many people won’t believe you. Thats just how it is.
Brody Ross
i mean, yeah, id say you're lazy to some extent. if you think living in your house is making you sick, why the actual FUCK would you live there? homelessness isn't as bad as you think, especially compared to living in a place that you claim is slowly killing you. youve been bitching about "8/hour wont make me better" but being the source of your own wealth and actually having any of your own property that no one else is owed is bound to make you feel way fucking better mentally. And you could save up, afford to not live in the house that you think is killing you. your whole fucking defeatist attitude makes me want to punch you in the throat lmao.
if you REALLY think it's physical, and that you have no power on your own, go see a mother fucking doctor. youre fucking retarded if you havent already. (maybe if you stopped being a lil bitch and took the minimum wage job your mentality has earned you could get health insurance) you shouldnt need a goddamn user to tell you that, but according to you, even GOD gives enough of a shit about you to be against you, so fuck. maybe user support is the need.
Truthfully, you should just go to the hospital. If you had a chance to go before your health insurance was fucked, you're dumb for not taking it,
Jack Robinson
Writing an assignment on chronic fatigue right now (or at least I should be, but having a quick Jow Forums break). Good luck user, keep up the good work - you got this.
Lincoln Flores
>having the sum of 100% of your genes Not true btw
Mason Adams
>Jow Forums “””doctors””” Op see some people with qualifications, and see a couple of them (since even non-Jow Forums doctors can be wrong)
