GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

Try hitting her and putting her in her place she will love you for it

What's false about that, though? Then again, unattractive girls can't really get away with much either.

just my fucking luck
injured my hand, passed out from the pain and broke some furniture and hit my head
things were looking good man why the hell did this happen

people keep telling me i'm going to be fine
but when?

Fuck off

I hate that nobody knows the people who raped me are rapists.

I need ideas for writting stuff, related to things, and the meaning of it all I guess maybe

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Even if it seems impossible, I don't know how to give up.

You live in my heart.

I see myself holding you softly, your warm skin pressing against my body, our breath the only sound that matters.

But we've both seen stranger things happen, and I have seen the hesitation in your eyes.

I can't explain these feelings, or justify them.

But you know they are authentic, and that's all that should matter.

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I have failed in everything I've tried to do.

m., i know you´re going through a hard time right now but with all the moping i feel you´ve shown your true colors to me - especially: how you feel about the shit you did to *me*

and i don´t care for it at all. in fact, at this point i don´t really give a shit about your situation anymore. i´m honestly just thinking of the easiest moment to throw you to the wolves.

I finally feel like I might get better at quieting my mind when I start to listen to my own self-hating thoughts, but I wonder if itll do anything about my fear. I'm sick of being isolated because I cant reach out to people, and I need to know for sure that I can handle shit when it doesnt work out or goes bad outright.

I hate you all so fucking much.
Die already.

no, lol

I want you to succeed in your life, but at the same time I want you to hurt so fucking much. I want you to suffer for the pain and discomfort you gave me telling me the disgusting things you had in your mind.
I want you to feel the weight of regret. You sociopath.
Never come back.

youtube.com/watch?v=vVX_WSpqJ5w

Tsk tsk, little boy.
You'll never know when to stop, will you?
I'll tell you when.

Dammit fuck

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I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!!! I DON'T CARE!!!! ABOUT NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!!! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT HIM, I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIS FUCKING FACE, I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE!!! I FUCKING DO NOT CARE ABOUT NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!!! STOP TORMENTING ME BY SHOWING ME PICTURES OF NEIL PATRICK HARRIS BECAUSE I COULD NOT CARE LESS ABOUT NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!!! STOP IT STOP IT STOPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now why would you say something so hurtful user?

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LEAVE ME ALONEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I deserve to harm them

It’s like many people are not self-aware, or barely self-aware, and they reel at their own awareness but decide not to do anything about it.

Many aren’t like this, which gives me a lot of hope. Loud people tend to stand out more which skews perception towards being too cynical

This is a better meme that that Andy log shit shit so I'll allow it

I'm having a seizure and my head hurts so bad.

What was the Andy log shit?

Please call a doc if it’s not under your control. I’m sorry you experience that, if I had the ability I would help cure it.

What's my shrink going to do when I tell him thinking over the bad things that happened to me when I was a child caused me to be woken up by nightmares and have hallucinations?

I'm tired, sometimes I feel like I want it all to end but then I remember I have kids at work that I have to take care of.
I guess it's what's keeping me alive.

Why does it seem impossible? Do they know they live in your heart? Tell them you love them.

it was a meme on /b/ about a trash metal band (I guess?) and their fangirls talking about sucking logs of shit out of the lead singer's asshole.

Tell me mommy.

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>I am having a seizure yet I am able to write this.
I have both good news and bad news user.
Good news: You may not having a seizure.
Bad news: Your retardation is worse than I first thought.

>and their fangirls talking about sucking logs of shit out of the lead singer's asshole.
Wrong, it was a forced meme pushed by ONLY ONE femanon, people started to get used to her shitpost and some newfags used the meme ironically while oldfags tried to twist that forced meme towards absurdity.
You can easily see that most edits are made by the same person.

didn't care much about it at the time so that's fair

Epilepsy is complicated like most things in life, and the ol’ shortcut of assumption can easily lead to retarded things like callously calling others retarded!

Never met an epileptic have you?
Seizures don't work the way you think they come in episodes and are manageable most of the time, you retard

It's gone now. It's because I ate some sugary banana candies. Damn, can't get enough of them but they taste so fucking good.
I bet you're one of those folks who say epileptics piss themselves every time they start seizing lol

They don't? Check your facts and get real kid, I know you may be young, but damn.

He's gonna do his job and try to help you. Maybe.

I can't stand to hear you talk about how hard loving someone from a distance is, not when you know I've felt this exact way for years.
Difference is, you got the love you wanted back.

I'm afraid of completely overwhelming them and causing them to cease contact.

We have a very complicated past, and I feel like she thinks that I see her as some kind of prize to be won, when the truth is that I genuinely love her.

It's not hard to understand her doubt: I'm twice her age, and she is clearly "out of my league" in terms of social norms, but one of the things that I love about her is the fact that she rejects those norms, and embraces the fringes of humanity.

I mean, in a technical sense, we've already told each other that we're in love with each other, but it was in that borderline jokey way that allows either of us to write it off as lulz.

She has stopped talking to me before, though, and it hurt so bad that I'm terrified to do anything that would cause it to happen again.

She's stronger than me, and I think she knows that I need her more than she needs me.

I know it sounds toxic, and like the kind of relationship that I will wind up regretting, but I can't stop hoping that we'll find a way to be happy.

I just have no idea how to tell her this without coming off like a complete retard.

Remember to sit on the ground and put your head in between your knees if you feel like fainting.
Don't focus on the light you see and breathe as calmly as you can.
You have no idea what you're talking about, google it retard, it's not that hard

Nobody's tell me I'm crazy or try to make me take medication, right?

Lad is the male version of lady.
Tom is the male version of Tommy.
Sam is the male version of Sammy.
Jule is the male version of July.
And is the male version of Andy,

Is penis the male version of penny?

I'll always deserve to kill them

You are the one who needs to google things kid, try simple wikipedia bro, it sure perfectly suits your very SPECIAL needs.

It's very likely that medication will be recommended as part of the course of treatment.

You do not have to accept it, however.

Unless you are currently being held under Welfare and Institutions Code 5150, in which you have been determined to be a threat to yourself or others, you have the right to refuse treatment.

The only complication is if you have voluntarily committed yourself into a care facility, who might attempt to include medication as a condition of the terms of your release.

However, if you have the presence of mind to explain that you don't currently wish to explore medication, but would prefer to continue treatment with a therapist, then nobody can actually force you to take medication.

Honestly, though, there will probably be huge amounts of pressure to do so if you mention the word "hallucinations," and you'll likely be encouraged to take anti-psychotics.

I'd suggest referring to them as "nightmares," and making sure to be explicit in differentiating between real and not.

It's likely you'll be diagnosed with PTSD, and you'd probably do well to go to therapy groups formed to help those who suffer from it.

bfy .tw/ NdwW
Here just remove the spaces, you're too lazy to even type it out, probably because you're using one hand to masturbate to chinese cartoons while you totally "pwn people online" right? Read a book you mouth breather.

If you're one of the people that runs the AC when it's already below room temperature outside then fucking neck yourself. My dorm is always freezing inside because of these retards.

Just wear clothes bro it's not that hard

I love you B. I wish I could tell you that everyday

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Happy late birthday

Well that's a huge relief. Thank you.

I've actually already been diagnosed with PTSD over something similar already. It's just once I started to really remember and take seriously the stuff that happened when I was a child, I got absolutely floored

Stating that eating meat is murder falls into implying the supposition that murder is inherently wrong, which, as many people will tell you, it is not, as killing between us and killing other beings in part of human nature, if you are unable to see so I am afraid your parents nurtured you poorly.

When you left, I still had hope in a potential future together. We never had a falling out. Hell, we never really ever had an argument about anything. It was just distance. We never were officially together, but we were in many aspects.

Looking back, I can't help but feel regret. After months of building up the mental stability to avoid the thoughts and feelings of regret, last Winter got me back living too much in my own head, and these thoughts have been living and growing ever since.

I can't break the feeling that I did something wrong. That I messed something up. That I should not have been so emotionally distant. That I should not have been so unsure of my feelings towards you. That I should have kept in touch with you better or responded better to your flirtings. I feel especially bad if I hurt you emotionally in any way, although I inevitably probably did, as what happened between us had to have some hurt interlaced with the positive emotions.

Recently it seems you've been messaging me less. Yeah, I'm probably worrying too much. I admit I've been neurotic as fuck about this (and other things, mind you). Maybe I should find a way to talk about this to you for real and lay this shit out. It's all probably too late, but maybe there's a catharsis to be had. I don't want to scare or hurt you. I just want to get out of my head on this.

I know you're afraid of people. But are you afraid of me?

No, but I am afraid of falling in love with you

i'm going to eat your babies

>philosophy for 12 year olds
Cringe

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X2 user. Not sure if it is all one-sided on my part where I am just being a typical “crazy” female. Wish there was open communication but distance makes it difficult.

Kinky

>tfw no edgy bf to be edgy w/

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Murder is inherently wrong though. To say that all living things are fair game in the face of death absolutely does not mean we should disregard the sanctity of life. bruh that’s nihilism with no endgame and results in a shitty death

Newfag

Why? Don't be...

No.
Just the interaction.

>you are the newfag not me WAAAHHH
You need to be at least 18 to post here, get better at comebacks.

Probably because you can hurt them

>once I started to really remember and take seriously the stuff that happened when I was a child, I got absolutely floored

That's actually really common for people who have suffered childhood trauma; that thing where once you acknowledge that there was a problem, it's like opening Pandora's Box and suddenly you get overwhelmed with everything.

It's driven a lot of people to the point where they legitimately need medication to manage the intrusive memories, and they just have to take some time with a round or two of psych-meds (which usually have the effect of disconnecting your feelings from your thoughts)...

But not everyone needs that, and you seem completely rational, so it sounds like you're probably at that point of trying to determine what actually happened and what you feel like happened, which isn't a simple question at all.

Talking to other people about the specifics is what's going to help the most, though, because their outside perspective will provide needed distance and critical evaluation (which, honestly, is really all that the SSRIs are doing when dealing with this situation).

There are a lot of different therapies for this, so ask your therapist about all the options.

>triggered
lurk 2 years or more before using a board sperg, this is GIOYC and that's how people post here, get used to it or leave.

What do you want me to do then?
What do you need...what do I need...?

Then your on the wrong path.

>this is GIOYC and that's how people post here, get used to it or leave.
You are free to post what you want, I am free to call you retard if you say retarded shit, dude.

How fast did that response have to be in order to be the literal next post?

You're still a newfag, and you won't stick for long

Slow board

Ignore Zoomer/newfag posts.

Wait for it. The best is yet to happen.

there's a timestamp on every post, a minute and a few seconds, it's a very slow board

I'm going to apply to work at a weed store but I don't know how I should wear my long hair. I want to look professional so maybe a braid? But I also want to wear it down finally

It's only begun. Just remember it didn't have to be this way. You had the power to change it long ago.

I deserve to abuse, target and harm others

Damn kid, why are you so mad. Is your dysfunctional mother too busy fucking your abusive stepfather to make you dinner so you want to bent with us your lack of a fatherly figure?
Don't be so grumpy kid, it's almost 21 o'clock, eat a snack and go to bed, you have school tomorrow.

No.

Like, for you to even determine this as that doesn't make any sense, and it's terrible advice to suggest that we write things off by categorizing them as things that we have predetermined has having no value, so I really don't get what you're trying to say.

Slaughtered ticks

As long as it isn't uncared for or too prog they won't mind, they tend to test you more around your personality than your looks, specially at that kind of job.
>why are you so mad
>woah did you just call me a newfag???
Just stop buddy, read a book.

I’ll never forget that “waiting in queue” comment you said to me about messenger. That was the beginning of the end. You can be so cavalier... no one has hurt me as much as you have.

I HATE MOSQUITOS, STUPID FUCKING VAMPIRE WANNABES

Okay, but there are literally 150 threads active at any given time on the front page that people have the chance to interact with, thus increasing the post-count by one, which means that the chances of any two posts within one thread being numerically consecutive should rank as somewhat unlikely, right?

Whatever. Pareidolia FTW.