My sexual fustration is driving me insane

Im a virgin 19. never gf or anything. rejected 3 times. only 4 girls in my course one rejected me the others are taken or obvioulsy uninterested.

im on nofap brahmacharya. Im getting so fucking mad all the time bc of it. whenever i watch a movie and its got teenagers in highschool having sex and doing drugs and whatever. im not gonna jack off ilke a loser. but im so pissed rn at everything. Why didnt i get teen love. i was a late bloomer so only like 2 years ago i started caring about girls before then i was a sperg. now ive worked on myself and shit but this is driving me insane. all these kids getting what i cant have. i try my best not to care but its always in my mind being a foreigner in a white country doesnt help. i want to fuck the brains out of some girl that likes me too. i honestly think about an old crush and want to just take her. my friends are good boys they hate even the idea of drugs and i only just started them at 19.

no im not gonna speak to a therapist. what makes things worse girls are like most girly/feminine at their schools years and they wear skirts as the uniform. now they all get woked up ffs and dress like men. ive missed out on all that and there are more traps then actual girls anymore. fuck my dad for dying. fuck my mum for making me onions till i was 1. fuck my family for making girls and sex the most taboo thing in the world that i didnt even want it i thought it was that bad. fuck my old school for everyone pushing me aroung bullying me and taking advantage of my lonelyness fuck my current school for my "friends" for having other friends and not caring about me. fuck rochelle for leading me on, fuck aditi for blanking me, fuck lee for being dumb as shit but sitll being mega popular fuck weed for never making me high, fuck alcohol for making me a fool of myself, fuck younus, fuk my last job, fuck sam u think ur better than me, fk favourite u gave me a tango instead of a miranda, fuck this town, fk old head of skL for kicking me out

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nobodY?
i got a box of pills infrontof me waiting to be chuged

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Stop being retarded being rejected is part of the game. Keep going you will find someone eventually. If you are too desperate just pay a hooker

You're like a fledgling guitar player throwing a tantrum because they practiced for two whole hours and can't play like Hendrix yet. Go jerk off, calm the fuck down, and come back when you're actually in a state of mind to listen to what anyone has to say.

Stop taking your cues about how life works from movies and tv. Everything you're talking about was manufactured to make money, and to make people feel shitty so they give advertisers even more money to fix problems that they don't actually have, like being a "late bloomer." The term "late bloomer" in itself is bullshit. Life does not have a plotline, there is no set age to do certain things, there is no "late," "early," or "on time." It's easy to buy into thinking like that when you don't have many close relationships and don't get to see how real living people - NOT 2-dimensional Hollywood cardboard cutouts - develop.

but its true most people have relationships in their teens. loose virginity to another teen. perhaps early teens. its the one thing i want that i will never get. im so boring and have never experienced anything. my only goodish friend told me about his 3 past gfs,,,, i had no stories to tell. he was fucking them when he was 15 and i never.

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Reroll irl or accept it. I'll tell you something that is universally true user, the more you want a specific woman or type of woman, the further away it gets from you. Girls can feel that lust. Porn isn't real life, these girls may be cock hungry but they are also being paid. You have to differentiate between porn and real women, otherwise you will never attract a real woman.

Center yourself and calm your mind. Take a moment to close your eyes and look inward. Take a few deep breaths and expell your anger and frustration, as it will never do you any good. You need to reset the way you think about women.

Holy shit WHO CARES? Stop hanging on to the past and focus on now with the intent of going forward. You're never going to get a gf if you stay bitter because of some dumb movies. They're not real-life you double nigger And stop putting pussy on a pedestal. You're gonna be disappointed

It only feels this raw and fresh because all of this was literally just a few years ago. You have to stop dwelling on it and give it time to heal.
My parents didn't give a shit if I learned to talk to people or take care of myself. This developed into me being the ugliest girl in my grade. No prom dates, no kisses, no gossiping at girly sleepovers, all set to a score of pop-culture bullshit telling me I "should" have it easy and "should" be fending guys off with a stick. I didn't start to get attention until I got out of that toxic home environment. Take this opportunity to grow and be open to learning instead of cutting yourself down when you've just barely started.

Kind of in a same spot and same age as you. I've passions, things I want to achieve, dreams that I want to convert into reality, but I ain't doing anything. I'm either dwelling in the past or day - dreaming. I dream a lot, a lot of dumb scenarios I make in my head. I'm horny, desperate, procrastinating and lying to myself all the time and people around me. I regret it, but I can't make myself to do what I want to do. I did tried to changed myself but as the streak of improvement chain got broken so my motivation. I've wasted a lot of time but as a moron I still think that I'll start my "real journey" from tomorrow.

You can’t overdose on Xanax fag

Wow, fren.

You seem more tense than two phonebooks being pulled by the monster-trucks that won't be able to overcome the friction of their interlaced pages.

You're right, though - you don't need a therapist.

You just need to overcome the popular, nostalgic notion that fapping is in any way immoral or harmful.

Hell, whoever that pic related is looks pretty af, and I wouldn't blame anyone for polishing their bishop to that "I'm just posing all innocent" expression.

Sure, if jerking off is genuinely impacting your ability to interact with society, then maybe you have a problem, but if you happen to be alone, then literally who cares what you do with your dick?

Eventually, you'll happen upon someone who wants to have sex with you.

It took me until I was almost 20.

It was awesome. No regrets. I only wish I'd realized that my desire to have sex with her didn't require me to devote the rest of my life to the relationship, but that's like a bridge you have to cross when you come to it.

No pun intended.

Fap away, user. Nobody's keeping track, and if they were, they'd have to be some sort of superintelligence, and like what the fuck does a superintelligence care about how much you beat your schmeat?

Logic, man.

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>The clinically determined LD50 (lethal dosage) of Xanax – which is the dose at which about half of the research animals the dosage is tested on die – is 1020 milligrams per kilogram of weight of the person who has taken the medication. This means that a person would have to take an extremely high dose of Xanax alone to reach a high enough level of toxicity to die. The number is more of an indication of what might be a lethal dose and not absolute.

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tl;dr: Yes, you can.

No white bobs and vagene gf for you pajeet

A bunch of pills and alcohol will kill u

You're right I need to stop having types but all my crushes been similar. Op Pic related looks very similar to my biggest crush I was so dumb bc I'm only a 5/10.

OK, I need to be calm like u

Cmon brother we can do it. I was thinking. And I'm just gonna throw myself out there more to minimise regrets.

Only one of my crushes been white. My biggest was from India like op Pic related. And others were either Indian nepali or other Asian.

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>You're right I need to stop having types but all my crushes been similar. Op Pic related looks very similar to my biggest crush I was so dumb bc I'm only a 5/10.

Stahp.

You're only 19 you dumb nigger

I didnt lose my virginity till I was 27 kid, Stop trying so hard because you are desperate and take the fat chick if you want to lose your v card so bad.

How did you lose yours?
Im 28 soon and still haven't had a girlfriend or anything. I dont even know where to begin.

You'll lose your virginity some day, it's life.

Wym? I'm saying you're right and I need to stop being picky if I'm only a 5/10 I was struggling to accept I can't get a gf like in op Pic. I was saying I need to be more open. Is that wrong?

basically not worry about whats around me, be relaxed or be in a relaxed setting that has girls around you. Dont talk but joke and gauge if any girl laughs. That 1 that laughs is the girl that kinda likes me, talk her up on music, ask her about her intrests, ask her out to a public area she can feel safe, like a dorm movie, make a move on her during the movie, make out (thank you avengers) and hang with her later and meet her friends be as charming as fuck to her friends and offer to buy them something to eat or drink. Then she makes a suggestion to go to her room. fuck around and she says I wanna fuck you make a comment like " well i got a condom" fuck.

Alright well good on you man.
Although it sounds like you had the groundwork laid already, and could have succeeded much earlier if you'd set your mind to it. Like, following your lead has already been rendered impossible because I'm not funny or charming, nor do I know where to find a relaxed setting inhabitanted by girls.

Crazy enough your issue isn't that your aren't Charming or funny it's because the groundwork has been laid out for you. Thing is the girl probably likes you first before you even realize you like that girl. Girls will find you charming and funny because they already like you and you aren't charming and funny but it doesn't matter because the girl thinks you are because she just likes you.

It's not wrong except that everyone tends to rate themselves much lower than others do.

thats the rating ive recieved from others. if id rate myself im a 3

Do you shower everyday and wash your hair?
Brush your teeth after every meal?
Do you wear deodorant?
Do you spout racist memes and speak Jow Forums outside?
Do you work out and/or eat healthy?

Holy don't take this advice. Coming from a 22 y/o who gets laid regularly

You need to find a healthier way of releasing your emotions to cope.
This is a common thing for you guys that abstain from sex and are taught not to cry/be over emotional. Ya'll get agressive and punch holes in dry wall. You annoying shits need to stop and just emote. ffs
Empathize with characters in stories. Cry, please fucking cry, my god. Watch comedies and laugh. But knock off the agressive crap.

that indian girl in pic is so cute fuck me

Okay so what advice can you offer instead?