GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

You'll never be ready and they'll move along

I can’t bring myself to break up with my girl it’d be so weird literally yesterday my dick was in her mouth but I’m still planning a split

"They" is my toilet and I'll be ready when this constipation ends ffs

I've had at least three overt chances in my life to get a GF, and every single time I have failed to acknowledge it or take advantage of it. I am now in my mid 20s and alone.

Iktf bro, I also had a few girls I could have dated back in high school but I was too autistic to say or do anything.

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V... the way you’re going about this is so wrong and you know it.

This has been the first time i'm getting lovey dovey with a girl and she wants to send me some silly little presents as a gift.

I have been unloved most of my life and i'm not used to kindness like that. I feel like bawling my eyes out for some reason and i haven't done that for a LONG time.

In trying to improve, what's happening?

Sweet M. I know it’s bad timing and circumstances buy I don’t give a fuck anymore. I’m going to kiss you tomorrow when I see you.

My message isn’t for you if you don’t understand it. Why respond if you can’t relate?

Can you please tell me what I've done?

im tired

We don’t know each other, how can I? Do you hurt people intentionally?

Me too, user. I want a nap.

I DID IT!
Time to reward myself with some fat free ice cream.

Alright no more fucking around. Maybe I can't fix everything but I have to get serious.

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Figure it out. Or else call on the phone.

It doesn’t matter, do you want me in your life?

Why don't you think of your son first FOR ONCE? Oh wait you can't. Incapable.

I have trouble initiating physical contact with anyone who isn't a relative, because I associate it with invasive sexual touching and don't want to inflict that on others.
I wear long pants and flannels even when it's 100 degrees and humid to defensively conceal my body from others. Simultaneously, part of the reason I spend so much effort on working out is as a deterrent from having my body violated again.

I wish I'd discovered this place sooner, I might have been able to save myself.

It's like my mind is worn out and I haven't even gotten started. My sins are great and if my adversity decided I was a threat I'd be done for. This is like the worst position to be in. But one way or another everything will be ok.

What's stuff normies like? I wanna like normie stuff

I finally found my dad, wrote him a letter, waited God knows how long and I finally got his letter.
I know what you're thinking, writing snail mail is lame but he's in prison and his health is fucking failing and I want to at least be around him for a little while longer.
It's been forever since I last saw him and I'm pissed my mother turned me against him until the last moment. It took me a long while to realize he was pushed away from me, not the other way around. I thought since it was a month when I gave him my letter, he disliked me, but even in his degenerative form, he still wrote back.
I can't wait to visit him, even if it might take several million more weeks because apparently you need to go through fucktons of paperwork to let a convict's son visit, let alone the son who looks like he can't commit crimes for shit.

I'm still upset that the one time I tried to visit him, I got pushed away because I didn't go through backgrounds. If my ears heard correctly, he even called for me while I was leaving.

The clock is ticking, and now I finally finished writing my visitation forms. I just have to send them soon.

Played Warframe for 3 months straight. I am done thinking about a girl i cry for but whitch moved one with her live. Going to call the school psychiatrist tomorow. Maiby i can atleast talk to her. Tho her father, she and her stupid fuck club lead by a "person a lot of pain was excanged with" made it realy clear it won't be easy to make her talk at all. Even worse i can't talk to anybody or eveb well write well. These thoughts of being a left behind luser who only games for the sake of not killing himself having left himself down make my sleep and hapynes a thing of the past. This week was wose and i hope it won't get worse. pl let her talk to my stupid face.

Damn dude, I teared up a little reading that. Best of luck to you.

100% me me
>Parents keep insisting on real autisem and failed in love storys.
>Also i am to lazy and live of others tho i realy don't know what to do feeling so often let down by live.
And no ez job money get youre ass up ideas are sadly no option. I tryed it.

Wow why is this questo familiar to me? Like some sorts of bad realisation set luse by this anons random question is forming in my guts.
Well nightmares will keep me awake till morning when i will awane at 12 and hopefully call for that girl i didn't harm? I am a monster oh no... thx for the realisation. happy pain me.. not

Das raep maang

You trink user? I don't cause i got fucked up regardles of how much i worked out. Well now i am a nuddle anyway. This and does saying half understandable things and moving and scratching spastikly while a girl sits or well i can't remember C2H6 count as violating to her? I succ

Moms never think about the consequences of turning their kids against the father. Never fair.
But in defense of the mother she may have worried you'd turn out like him.
The dude is in prison. Hope you at least get to see him and have some type of closure before it's too late.
My ex didn't get that and his mother turned him against his dad. Fucked the guy up seriously in the head.

I have a memory of killing a girls cat by putting her in my sadbox when i was a kid. Or almost killing it by forgetting it under the blanket. I feel pain about it tho my parents told me there where no dead animals there. Also i fucked up as.. a well my memori is kinda wonky.. also my writing succs.. by telling my class that would organise a dinner at a near restorant tho forgetting about it and well.. going home? I am not sure i the term sin coins itself well cause we all are shifting growing. You are not the same person as back then. I am asking myself what are you going to do about it? I can't drink them away or talk to people. I am not even sure if they are real. I hope you can talk about youre past more easyly the me. I have to do so much shit to get to her. And mom keeps telling it pointless.

Sex? Money and popular people.

By being lazy i ment they keep saying it. I do all normal worke at home. I like to help tho they are never hapy. I keep slaking of.

Time to lay down the sauce. You got shit to do tomorrow.

I resent that you got the party candidature, even more now that the polls say you'll win. You've got a rich family and only do politics for sport, I worked my whole life for this and you just snatched it from me. You KNOW that I'm far more qualified and really could use the money that comes with the job, but you just HAD to run against me.

How do you deal with not "belonging" anywhere? I can't seem to build meaningful connections with people, no matter how hard I try, and nowhere feels like "home" to me.

It sorta did. Being a linebacker and wrestler didn't save what was left of my innocence from being stolen my freshman year of high school, but working out all of the time did let me feel more in control of my body and probably did keep some girls at bay.

Gotta get over this porn addiction mainly.

Gotta stop wasting time. Fuck it, whatever happens happens. I have to make any kind of progress I can.

Of course I do

Why is life just a series of distractions for me?I'm not saying I need a purpose in life, but there's got to be something out there besides the drive to reproduce and survive and be content. Something.

I can't pretend I'm interested in anything anymore. I can't. I study something I like, then quickly realize the pointlessness of it and ask myself "why am I alive? What does it mean to live?"

I don't know, and it bugs me.

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One of my fish have a white spot. I hope it's not ich and just from me trying to grab at him with my hands. My other fish does not have a white spot but I touch it more.

wow that's hot lol u single?

I just want to be more intimate with you, but I´m so afraid of losing our friendship that I´ll never dare to even take a step forward and let you know that, I want something else, something physical. I hope this gets easier with time, but if it doesn´t... well, we´ll see how it goes

It still applies

What do you want from me ? You spent the entire semester staring at me in class, now you come to talk to me out of nowhere. I thought you wanted me to help you with your grades like the others, but you didn't ask for anything. You're way more attractive than I'll ever be, so I don't see how you could like me since we barely ever talked and looks aren't exactly my selling point. Do you just want to make friends ? That wouldn't make sense, you got friends and the semester ends in 2 days anyways. So, what is it ?

...

I'm trying to take on too much. I should get help.

Busy with work or probably didn't feel like responding.
I'm used to the latter though

Does getting corporal punishment as a kid have a link to becoming an anti social retard later on? If so would I be justified if I was resentful to my parents who did it to me?

I came twice last night thinking about you and then slept for 14 hours.

I'm glad to have you as my Joi and be your Joe. Love you

i just want to be wanted..

good job appearing as two seperate people in my dream.

I know that feel, user

Oh Blue, the things we would do, if I weren't me, and you weren't you.

He's got the mentality and mental maturity of like a 12 year old but he's in his 30s. He can act mature for brief periods but it's all an act. He hasn't a clue how to be a decent father. To him, his kid is just a plaything. The child has suffered tremendously because of it.

>27 virgin.
>relationship over 2 years.
>No sex.

One part why, one part fuck, man.

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en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poiesis
The point is poeisis my dude. Stop consuming and create something. Even if it's shit, just create something. Write some poetry. Make a collage. Grow a plant. Whatever is, just bring something into existence. (Reproduction is one way to do this, but there are a few too many real consequences for me to haphazardly recommend that).

I feel like I've never truly felt happiness before. I was close once, full of hope and zest for the days ahead, but those feelings are gone now. All I do is chase those fleeting moments where I feel great, whether it's through visual media or romance. I keep looking forward because it's the only thing I've always done and frankly, I'm too scared to stop.

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I still miss her, I know that it's been a while since the last time we spoked and I got a new girlfriend that i love I still think about you sometimes, I think about the time when we used to lay in your bed talking while i played with your hair listening to your thoughts laughing at your jokes feeling that warm thing in my guts just being happy to be close to you, I remember your face of thankfulness and happiness when I showed up at your place the time you were sick.
I still dream about our first kiss, as cringy you might think it is I still remember being watching Wristcutters in your bed, you laying in my chest with my heart almost exploding in excitement to just kiss you in the end. And I remember that day, the last day when I didn't knew it was the last time, I remember your face when we said our goodbyes both knowing it was over, I still remember that rain it was the right setting for a sad scene we played.
Sometimes i want to tell you things like it was before, I want to give you the same old huge hugs we used to give each other often, I want to tell you the hard time I've had without you, the drugs I've tried to forget you failing miserably every time.
You've changed me in many ways, just hope you think about me as a good memory, I know that I'm going to do that.

I'll try that thanks.

I want to try out but I am nervous as fuck. It doesn't help that my none of my cameras are working. I have been trying to find a way to make an send an audition tape for a week solid now. FUUUUU.

I bet the position is full already...

I still want to try....

Or maybe make my own someday once I get things to finally fucking work?

Your feelings are dumb and irrational in case you haven't noticed. Why do you take that shit seriously?

I'm going to win your heart again

That's because we are. You woke up the sleeping one thanks to you.

I don't want sex, just want to get my dick sucked. All I can think about sometimes.

Hah!

Why does it bother me so much that an edited drawing of mine became a popular meme? Is it because I am butthurt I am not getting the "credit", hatred at how shitty the drawing/vs it's popularity and all the other way better OC I've made that got ignored/the fact that I just don't like the meme. Maybe all three. Just makes me angry I see it on Jow Forums, discord, reddit, everywhere, it has a know your meme page, I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT

Time to move on

Don't stalk me bro

I sense a great evil in you.

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can you really see me or were you just being silly

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I'm just playing on the internet. I don't have psychic powers if that's what you mean

On the fence whether I actually want to finally keel over or not, in principle I really don’t

ts:

i cant stop thinking about you. you terrify and dazzle me.

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You know, I really want to fall in love with you.

what maymay

No not what I meant, you know I've always been paranoid about you

No not what I meant, you know I've always been paranoid about you

Funny. I always been paranoid about you too. The psycho sphere was highly concentrated.

I don't think I will masturbate today. Lately it always seem to bring on my worst mood

Do any of you feel like FOB asian girls in general are so much better to date? At 26 I know I've been impacted by an abusive 4 year relationship that was with a white girl and there's some cognitive dissonance in my opinion, but everything about them is just better. It's like they're actually not brainwashed to hate men for all their problems.

I was close to getting with one, I could have.
I hate myself for missing the chance reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Just put it past you and try again, if you're in a big city like me there's lots.

Well I'm most definitely not psychic and I'm not psycho enough to follow anyone around like that so there's no need to worry