Tfw the only thing which is stopping me right now is the fact that my parents will have to 'clean up after me'

The fuck is with the music?

I only do half of those things and am still moderately depressed.

I know that feel bro.
It's the embarrassment of people going through my personal shit that keeps me on this planet

Better your life, your depression will almost always go away.

If not, see a therapist to talk about your past, and eventually see if you don't have a chemical imbalance that requires SSRI, but that's really rare.

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>It's the embarrassment of people going through my personal shit that keeps me on this planet
Liar, you could destroy everything before checking out.
So it's not that.

Fix yourself.

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This is the Baltic-Finnish depression.
You need a fast Slavic experience, drive to Poland get drunk, fuck someone, maybe even fight with locals.

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A tank of helium is like £20 and no clean up required

Yeah. Every single person on this board needs to read way of the seal. Not even joking.

fire cleanses all and makes it pure

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Ha! He doesn't have containers of poo poo and pee pee from when he was doing meth and was too scared to go outside his garage. Now I'm just too scared to go to church because I don't want to ask my parents to take me or end up bothering people at mass or show up looking like a retard because I don't even really know what I'm supposed to wear I've been unemployed and my clothes don't fit well anymore either. I haven't taken a bath in a couple months, I just wash my face sink and genitals in the sink.

Fulfilling career?
Active romantic and social life?

Bruh, you talk about that as if you can just pick it up at the store. Dream jobs are just that, a dream. Those few that hold them are either lucky or silver spoons..

Need I even counter your opinion on a "romantic" life?

Most of the bad things that are happening to you are your fault.
Most of the things that are bad could be fixed, by you, if you decided to.

Clean up your room, wash your dick, get a mcjob.

this is not whaT Electro House is made for

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The CIA niggers glow in the dark

>Bruh, you talk about that as if you can just pick it up at the store
No, you have to work for it. No one ever pretended otherwise. You're just looking for excuses.
Why don't you work for it?

>Dream jobs are just that, a dream.
Who talked about dream jobs? It's written "fulfilling". Get a job, ANY job, invest yourself fully in it, and it CAN be fulfilling. If not, find another job (while still doing the previous one, of course) It all depends on you.

>Need I even counter your opinion on a "romantic" life?
You can try, but you'd be wrong. I have a wife, and my life is better with her in it.
But before getting a good wife, you need to be a good man. No good woman would want to be with a pathetic man. Better yourself.

water on freezing temperature being turned into ice due to disturbance
if you put a bottle of water in your freezer and take it out just before it turns into ice you can visibly see it transform like that if you shake it a little

>thinking_italian_man.jpg

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You're mediocre and lack self awareness. This is why you can simp out and pussy beg until you find a mediocre female.

Stupid people don't have problems finding a mate. You'll be taken more seriously if you say:
>be a moron and fling yourself haphazardly into the world

That I can understand.
I believe this is what many call "live life to it's fullest".. "grabbing life by the horns" .. so on and so forth

The thing is that the shitty life will drive your serotonin down and make your life shittier or so goes the theory any way. I'm super reluctant to take ssris because I don't want it to fuck with my ability to perceive the world. But I'm finding it extremely difficult to interact with people normally now.

>Most of the bad things that are happening to you are your fault.
No shit eh? Growing up with white nigger parents fucks up your ability to perceive when things are your fault because to a dumb white nigger boomer parent nothing is ever their fault. I feel constant guilt for destroying myself. Everything feels out of my control even though on a rational level I know I can exert control over my environment.

Haha, you're seriously one of those dudes that believes he is "too smart to get a girl" and "if I was dumber and less self-aware, everything in life would be easy"?

What are you, fucking 15?
Stop finding excuses, you have the hand that you've been dealt with, no point whining about it like a little bitch.
Deal with it and be better.

get rid of your shit then
move out
dont move in anywhere
go into the woods
not that hard faggot use your imagination

Listen to “Flow” by Mikhail Chiksenmikhail. I think that how you spell his name. Really really good book though. Also I mentioned this already but reading Way of the Seal is highly recommended for anybody seeking a sense of normalcy and direction in this completely fucked up world.

>The thing is that the shitty life will drive your serotonin down and make your life shittier or so goes the theory any way
True, depression and a shitlife is a downward spiral, a snake biting its own tail, you have to struggle hard to go counter-current. No one ever said it was easy.

>I'm super reluctant to take ssris because I don't want it to fuck with my ability to perceive the world.
You can always stop if it's bad, but yeah, don't take them if you don't need them. Try everything else before.
Some people DO need the help of SSRI when they're so low that they can't even get up anymore. Sometimes it's life saving. But much like cancer treatment, don't do it if you don't have a fucking cancer.

>I'm finding it extremely difficult to interact with people normally now.
Practice.
Go to a bar, make a fool of yourself 1, 10, 100 times.
Meet with random people through Meetup, to go something interesting and mingle.
Meet with random women on OkCupid, learn to talk, practice human interactions.
It's mostly a skill. A muscle you have forgotten.

Don't commit suicide. It's a mortal sin and most likely you will go to hell. It won't improve your situation at all.

Proof that the Christian God exists:
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Our_Lady_of_Zeitoun
>Our Lady of Zeitoun, also known simply as El-Zeitoun, Zeitun or rarely Our Lady of Light, was a mass Marian apparition that occurred in the Zeitoun district of Cairo, Egypt, over a period of 2–3 years beginning on April 2, 1968.
>The apparitions were also witnessed by President Gamal Abdel Nasser,[5] and captured by newspaper photographers and Egyptian television. Investigations performed by the police could find no explanation for the phenomenon. No device was found within a radius of fifteen miles capable of projecting the image, while the sheer number of photographs from independent sources suggests that no photographic manipulation was involved. Having been unable to produce an alternative explanation for the luminous sightings, the Egyptian government accepted the apparitions as true.[6]
>Estimates of the number of observers of the event vary greatly. Thousands were said to have flocked to the Church after the first announced occurrences of the phenomenon. Some claim the apparitions were seen by millions. Other sources estimate the figure at around 250,000 in total.
And the best the skeptics have to say is:
>Sociologists Robert Bartholomew and Erich Goode offer the Zeitoun apparitions as a prominent case of mass hysteria: “It appears that the Marian observers were predisposed by religious background and social expectation to interpreting the light displays as related to the Virgin Mary.”[9]
DUDE 250000 PEOPLE MASS HYSTERIA LMAO

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>Haha, you're seriously one of those dudes that believes he is "too smart to get a girl" and "if I was dumber and less self-aware, everything in life would be easy"

Absolutely.
Because it's true. Dumb fucks have no issues fucking and reproducing, that's what they do best. It's their M.O.

Oh cmon bro, my dad was a crackhead, my mom was a crack dealer who got fucked by black guys all the time, was robbed by gunpoint with two crackheads pointing sawed offs at me and my moms head, was homeless, shot and killed my own uncle months after watching my grandpa drop to 100lbs. Life can be worse, and using the excuse of "my parents were X, or my parents didn't teach me not to do X or how to do X" is a story you tell yourself so you never have to leave your comfort zone you set up for yourself. I am you, I just tell myself a different story which gives me a different perspective. Still depressed still want better for myself

Why do you complain like a little bitch about how much other people have it better?
You are what you are, you have what you have. Nothing you can do about it.
Stop complaining like a reddit incel and do with what you have.

Maybe you're right, maybe you're wrong (protip, you're wrong), but it does not matter one bit. There is no office of complaints for luck. You can't blame God.

Some people are paralyzed, some people are blind, some people are retarded, some are very lucky, but that's how things are.
You are you. Accept it and move on.
You are responsible for everything that is happening in your life.

You have a good chance of living to see fulldive vr and indefinite lifespans, meaning adventures in virtual worlds crafted just for you, forever. If things go to shit technologically in 20 years then that means you will get to die fighting in the global collapse which is way cooler than suicide.

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>Why do you complain like a little bitch

I don't. You're scratching the surface and you don't like the smell. You're an idiot that can't take the truth

>and using the excuse of "my parents were X, or my parents didn't teach me not to do X or how to do X" is a story

A story based on facts. Those with thoughtful, responsible and caring parents are more often than not successful adults.. kinda like their parents. This is called having a "support system".
There are those who find a way despite their dysfunctional childhood but using them as an excuse for everyone else is like using lotto winners as an excuse for not being rich

Sure buddy, I'm the one that no longer have a shit life, no longer have depression, that have a house, a good job, a good wife, and I'm the one that's an idiot that can't take the truth.

Keep telling yourself that.
You're blackpilled as fuck and it's sad to see.

You're not stupid, but you're not wise. That's a bad mix.
As you said yourself, stupid people don't need to be wise because they just have to follow the herd.
You're not stupid, so you need to be wise. Work on it.

Come back to earth. Read some Stoic books, learn to accept things for what they are. If you want to fight against the world, the world will crush you.
You have to accept it and make the best of it.

except for marijuana, this is me.

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Ignorance is bliss

example number 1: (You)
If you don't believe me, ask this user . His society is the living embodiment of what I just said

Thanks for the pep talk though.. pessimism has consumed me unfortunately.

can't win if you rage quit

I just started lifting and I'm even more depressed than ever.

Stop being a faggot OP. You are a massive pussy and a coward.

it’s dry ice.

That's alright man, it's always darkest before the dawn.

Don't expect to climb from a form of pessimism/nihilism to optimism/existentialism is a few steps though, you might want to read/listen to a bit (or a lot) of absurdist philosophy.
Read some Camus (Sisyphus), some stoicism like Marcus Aurelius, you can also try to listening to some Christian theology, like the Peterson Bible series, or some Buddhism à la Watts if you're more eastern-oriented.

>life sucks, that sucks, my life sucks
>life sucks, that sucks, but I'm fixing what I can in my life
>life sucks, but I'm doing whatever I can to alleviate as much suffering as I can
>life sucks, but that's alright
>life is what it is, I'm just making the best of it
>life is what it is, but I can still find some good things within it if I search hard enough
>life is what it is, and my perception of it is getting better as things are getting better physically
>life is good, I made it good, I work hard on it
>life is good, I just have to be careful not to fall too low again
>life is good, you just have to see it

.. alright.

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There's no reason to commit suicide without killing some jews first.

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poor terry

dry ice is volatile at room temperature

thats sounds like a really stupid reason to stop you

because they're fucking retarded. Did you hear the music they added to their gore cleaning video?