why do NPCs (AKA Normalfags) think is weird I prefer to watch documentaries and university lectures over random topics for fun rather than watching TV news, povertyball, soap operas, netflix garbage, anime or any other waste of time?
I've never met someone IRL or online who told me that watching a lecture over cattle tick fever infestation on texas in the XIX century and how a vet school started to research that is interesting.
How that can't be more interesting than garbage like gay of thrones? And people tell me I am autistic because I enjoy learning things for fun.
planning on getting a kindle, can't read books on LCD screens.
already spend last october reading like 13 books in a month about writing.
Aiden Cooper
If you're only focused on learning things people are going to think you're boring. Maybe try to enjoy things that are a "waste of time". All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.
Hudson Bennett
Idk, i watch the same kind of shit as you (and read.) im a complete normalfag. Maybe you are too.
Brandon Perez
already learning all that is needed to make games, from writing, to poetrhy, to music composition, programming, sound design, pixel art, 2D painting, 2D animation, 3D low poly, 3D animation, graphic design.
those are like my main hobbies I'm trying to improve on, but people tell me I am wasting my time and I should work with others, ignoring I like to learn new things.
Also, I like to talk about history, ancient languages, political theory, economics, philosophy, teology, ayy lmao new age shit, conspiracy shit, fitness, cooking, baroque music.
why do you care what they think? do you want to be Npc? look at all the greatest minds.. they're all are fanatics towards some subjects and don't give a shit what others think about them.. stop overthink things..
Logan Ross
That's the shit that actually can put you in the history books and make scholars talk about you centuries from now.
I'm sorry you don't see value on intelectual pursuits.
It just bothers me not find people with master morality IRL.
Henry Foster
>I am so much smarter than everyone because I watch stuff I like >everyone else is dumb because they watch stuff I don't like Get over yourself, this is why nobody likes you.
gay of thrones is dog shit tier literature filled with storytelling mistakes and cliches. pop music is garbage that doesn't express anything interesting and is cookie cutter made using the same old chord progressions. anime is 99% garbage because is filled with plotholes, 3 FPS animations, on the nose writing.
Again, they enjoy eating shit and they don't know they're eating shit.
normalfaggots can't even tell me about Pele or Maradona 70's world cup or garricha, or even anything about soccer tactics.
Luke Cox
It's clear from your post you're not that smart. You're a NEET right?
Isaac Parker
I'm injucted.
legally can't get a job. trying to make games for fun and hoping I can make money that way. Last week I made 80 bucks from like two days of coding for some guy at /vg/
Ian Bennett
anyone with a mind for intellectual pursuits wouldn't spend their time being bothered about what others think they should like lol. gtfo and actually defend your interests, clearly you haven't spent time learning how to communicate
that's not the issue, I can fake to socialize, I've put effort into analysin how normies socialize, and is 100% the same old gossip I don't give a fuck about.
I don't give a fuck about your kids, about your childhood, about how much you hate your daugther in law, how much whore X girl is because she cheated on their partner, about how cool is some garbage TV show with poor writing, about how your only dreams at life is getting a bike, a car and a house.
don't you have something interesting in life beyond the dumb gossip there's on Vmas TV?
I only need to stay quiet, shut the fuck up and pretend interest and people will think I'm a quiet shy but normal guy.
yes nigger, I am going to tell my family they're NPCs. retard.
Jayden Russell
It’s bread and circuses, America style. Only in a mature empire can you have the kind of bullshit that passes as important in our popular culture. As empires decline, and this one is certainly in decline, the populous must be entertained. And they are. Most Americans believe they still live in an ascendant empire. They are oblivious that Asia is now the center of the world, and the on the take pols are content that they think that. So my advice is to enjoy not being part of the mob.
Ayden Gomez
The delusional narcissism is strong in this one. OP will probably go Elliot.
Zachary Anderson
That's the problem. You can't just say, "I think that's lame because X, Y, & Z" because for you it's, "You think that lame shit is cool therefore I'm superior to you."
Gabriel Johnson
You have niche interests, which is cool but don't expect to find people with similar ones that easily. And the truth is you don't need to, just talk about the stuff you find interesting to other people. And yes, not every conversation is supposed to be deep, learn to enjoy small talk. The point of conversation is not so much about exchange of information but about connecting with other people.
Cameron Hernandez
Not really, I don't hate others nor I think is their fault.
I just want to be quiet making my games.
It's lame because I've spend mental resources learning about the things normalfags care about in the hopes of maybe have a topic of conversation with normies.
They don't care nor they know a lot about the things they enjoy.
I can't even mention niche or random cooking styles from all over the world to someone who likes cooking, god forbid talk about nutrition.
I can't talk about taichi or bonsais, or historical perspectives of japanese bonsai or that faggot design school that uses Chi (forgot the name) to someone who likes gardening.
Or talking about investment and savings and early retirement to someone complaining they don't have enough money at the end of the month.
Or talk about god forbids that faggot Igman berman or jodorowsky to someone who likes movies.
Or talk about the history of soccer in south america to some fan of soccer.
It's a waste of time to try to engage in a conversation ABOUT THE NIGGER THINGS THEY CARE ABOUT, NOT ME, THE THINGS THEY SUPPOSE TO CARE ABOUT.
Aiden Butler
>OP wants to humblebrag over how smart he is >grammar is has-anyone-even-been-want-do-look-more-like tier god yeah man those normies, real dumb iffya ask me
Nolan Wilson
Why do you consider yourself superior to everyone else? When you're not even capable of getting a job?
Ryder Perry
not a native speaker.
Josiah Perry
I'm not superior nor I claimed that in this thread.
I just think I'm diferent. I'm concerned over periods of time bigger than this century and my own petty life.
William Morgan
You keep going on how much smarter you are than everyone else. How your taste is the only one and everyone else's is shit. If others acted towards you like you acted towards them they would call you stupid for liking edgy stuff.
Justin Taylor
ah, my apologies then
Aiden Garcia
depends on how you define smarter.
>IQ I'm on the top 10-5% global IQ range, so yes, I'm smarter than at least 95% of all the human population in terms of IQ.
>creativity again, I've done more artistic stuff on more mediums than near 99% of the population.
>knowledge again, knows more about more topics than even PHD professors I've met IRL.
so, I have my personal reasons to claim I'm smarter. But I don't think I'm smarter, I just like to learn new things.
>my taste I could give you a personalized critique over why X popular shit is garbage.
compare popular music to Bach. compare gay of thrones to shakespeare. compare netflix shows to something like holy mountain of jodorosky.
Not talking about tastes, I like plenty of shitty things, talking about technique wise.
Does your name start with H/C and were you ever hit in the face with a theremin? You sound exactly like the annoying pseud at the music hall I bashed with my theremin last month.
Jackson Walker
I don't speak such things IRL to others.
Caleb Stewart
It’s bait you faggots. Goddamn, how is it that easy to troll on Jow Forums?
David Lee
boredom
Jeremiah Morgan
>knows more about more topics than even PHD professors I've met IRL How delusional can one be to believe this? If you are more knowledgeable about a subject than a person who has dedicated his life to it, how come you haven't published countless highly regarded oft-cited scientific papers? Where's your PhD? Nobel prize?
Christopher Howard
You never know on Jow Forums. We've seen enough autists here to not dismiss something like this out of hand as bait. There truly are people occasionally posting here who think like this.
Charles Lopez
I'm not interested in academia.
how many PHD can produce literature on par with shakespeare?
I still need around 15-20 years more of practice to start publishing something worthwhile.
Cooper Howard
>I'm not smart enough for academia. Fixed that for you.
Oliver Gray
I've been accepted in four diferent universities.
Christopher Brooks
And the reason you've not attended any of them is...
Joshua Young
>how many PHD can produce literature on par with shakespeare? kek are you retarded or what?
Jaxon Barnes
because they suffer from illusion of knowlege. outside their PHD field they're dumb as fuck.
not a single university curriculum, not even Ivy league PHD literature can produce a modern day shakespare.
Liam Diaz
OP is either a troll or an extreme autistic narcissist
Camden Williams
I don't suffer from narcicism, already did the psychological test for that.
Jackson Stewart
>outside their PHD field they're dumb as fuck. Hahah this is actually true for everyone I know with a masters/PhD
Juan Howard
they suffer from the illusion of knowledge.
James Moore
No it’s definitely bait. It doesnt have to be made up to be bait. OP could really believe all this shit but it’s obvious that he’s trolling for attention.
Nolan Jenkins
Sounds like what you suffer from.
Josiah Price
I know my own faults, and this is why I spend every day to learn more and more.
most people think 10 years of study is the limit of humans, very few will spend 30-40 years studying more than one field.
Easton Myers
Doesn't sound like OP knows how to have fun
Mason Gomez
ITT: OP is too up his own ass to just enjoy the things he likes without worrying about if other people like his niche interests as well.
A genius would have published it 5 years ago. You have literally zero to show for your genius now. Same 5 years from now.
Charles Robinson
Sounds like u favor learning and watching somthing u find to be worth watching then immersing urself in somthing u consider to b fake and pointless, but have an open mind its somthing created for u to mearly enjoy. Ger over urself open ur mind
Lucas Thomas
Not really, I need five years to get to a decade of practice, which is the minimal time needed for a master.
Jaxon Butler
And how will you learn anything in these five years when all you do is watch videos on youtube instead of studying actual subjects?
Owen Foster
Game of Thrones, when it's still in the parts based on the books, is a highly complex political drama with intricate weavings, plots and subplots, and deep character interactions. Perhaps it was too complex for you to understand.
Andrew King
I've been practicing since 2013-2014 in my goal, still needs five years more before making a professional product in said craft.
Isaac Kelly
And what have you done since 2013-2014? What have you learned? Why haven't you been able to present a single creation of your genius even after 5 years of practice? Because you haven't actually learned jack shit?
Connor Morgan
my skills right now are intermeidate, nothing too amazing.
>what have you done practice, working on getting discipline.
James Perry
So you've done nothing at all. Lol damn you are the worst genius ever. I pity you user
Cameron Williams
all geniuses took near a decade of practice to polish their skill.
mozart took 12 years, davinci 15.
Jaxon Jenkins
Skills in what? You don't have jack shit to show after 5 years of "practice". And you're going to have jack shit to show 5 years from now. Mozart was 5 years old when he wrote his first compositions you idiot. He finished his first opera at 14. He had fame and prestige by the time he was 17 years old and had written many compositions.
Joshua Cruz
Just cause u remember a bunch of info doesnt make u smart being able to understand things in the actual world and apply tht knowledge and solve problems with the tools of your mind. Thts intelligence. I could argue somone who predict the outcome of a show through not only memory but undestanding would b mentally stimilising there brain far more than u learning facts. But this bout why u rnt into those shows? Cause u aint got an open mind
Juan Garcia
his first masterpiece was when he was 21. everything he wrote when he was a kid is amateur as fuck.
>skills in what I mentioned a few here:
Right now I'm near Cave story skill, hope in five years to be able to make some basic AAA by myself.
Isaac Anderson
You a deep knowledge of irrelevant things and the fact you can't understand that means you are no genius but probably bably number than the average person.
Zachary Powell
It's because you don't actually enjoy learning. If you did you would do it regardless of what people think, especially people so below your own intellectual station that you have no issue referring to them as NPCs. No, instead you learn so you can flex your stupid trivia on others. You're so obsessed with differentiating yourself from the pack, as it were, that you pretend to enjoy unconventional forms of entertainment and then use it as a means to maintain a (false) air of superiority over others; "why oh why are these PLEBS unable to enjoy the things I enjoy? They are just SO much more interesting than something as banal as 'povertyball'!" Oh OP, you are so alone in this world. No one understand you and society will never come to see your true worth as a scholar and a philosopher. Without the likes of you mankind would be doomed to the ignorance of high fantasy TV shows and sports.
Kill yourself.
Connor Turner
all those things are relevant for my goals.
Ian Taylor
Learning things for fun is most definitely not why people tell you you're autistic.
Samuel Johnson
He wrote an opera at 14 which is still being widely performed today. When he was employed as the court composer between ages 17 and 21 he composed numerous violin and piano concertos.
Meanwhile you haven't done jack shit. If you were such a genius, why haven't you been recognized years ago? Why don't you have any publications, or even a job? Are you not smart enough for those?
Thomas Bell
Why aren't you studying game design then?
Justin Powell
again, time frame.
mozart started at 4, when he was 14 he had 10 years of practice.
I'm around mozart when he was 8-9.
because my goal is to make games, not game design documents?
Ethan Bailey
>I'm around mozart when he was 8-9. Mozart wrote his first symphony at 8, let’s see what you’ve gotten done.
Cooper Thomas
again, mozart had a proper teacher since the beggining.
you're comparing orange and apples, is irrelevant if mozar was making super human shit at 9, my goal is to reach professional level skill in five years.
Connor Long
>Excuses after excuses You have not done anything and you never will. You know this deep down and it eats you alive so you take it out on people better than you to compensate. You are a very sad person I would not wish your life on my worst enemy.
William Lee
Retard, YOU were the one who said >I'm around mozart when he was 8-9 Maybe you should stop comparing your dumb ass to him.
Benjamin Cruz
What prevented you from starting at 4? Or writing symphonies when you were 8-9?
Christopher Bell
Oh look, another >I'm uniquely talented and surely it's the rest of the world who's wrong when they say that's a delusion, despite the fact that I ended up on Jow Forums's Jow Forums with the other detritus thread.
Brody Robinson
>beggining
Sebastian Sanders
again, you're comparing people on diferent situations.
I'm not against a race with mozart, he had a proper teacher, an elite musician as his father who taught him when he was 3.
I had no internet until 2009-2010 when I was 20, my family was too poor to afford me special education or pay me for art schools when I was a kid.
I tried to get into college but formal education is not for me, is not meant for geniuses but simply for bluecollar workers to get a job education so they don't starve when old.
CS education wont teach me music or art, literature wont teach me philosophy or math, humanities wont teach me about teology, STEM wont teach me about spirituality.
So formal education was a dissapointment to me.
I only had internet access in my house like in 2010. I started to draw when I was 15, started to write when I was 18, started to do pixel art when I was 20, started to work with 3D when I was 23, started to code when I was 25, started to do animations when I was 27, started to finish games at 28, started to make music and sound design at 29-30.
Again, nobody teached me all that, I had to self teach me all those topics using the internet. I'm still a begginer, but my plans is to focus right now on improving all those skills in a more serious way.
I even didn't knew how to practice and nothing about self discipline until I was 27.
Dylan Bell
You are so delusional it's not even funny at this point and now beginning to think you are just waiting because neet.
Zachary Rodriguez
>I'm almost completely average but believe I'm special You know what, you're exactly what everyone expects. A loser grasping for significance who argues with people on Jow Forums.
You can do yourself a favor and leave now, or you can keep staying, wasting your time and pretending this isn't somehow exactly why your lack of discipline shows, because your pride supercedes your desire to improve.
Look, none of us are doing great, but we're also not retards who think we're sleeper prodigies. Fuck off of Jow Forums, find a book, and read for the rest of the day. Oh, and stop externalizing all your blame.
Camden Bell
I'm not wasting my time, I'm improving and I hope to get there with basic professional skills in five years from now.
Ayden Hall
>I'm too smart for college Sure, keep on believing that.
Mason Phillips
Normalfags have all kinds of quirky interests.
Hunter Clark
Let’s see those games you’ve made so far, Mozart. Yes I know they’re not perfect, but surely you have something to show right? You’re not just making this all up right?
Nathan Foster
Well then it sounds like you have some games and artwork and music to show. You should have a portfolio that would easily get you noticed and hired. Why haven't you published your work?
Nolan Wilson
right now I'm trying to update my windows to see why my game crashes on windows.
Gotta try to see if I can upload it to DLSite and make some bucks off it.
they suffer from illusion of knowledge, and PHD guys think they're hot shit when they have the dumbest opinions on topics they don't know.
CS PHD don't know shit about economics, or literature teachers can't tell shit about math, or engineers don't know nothing about the bible.
things like that.
I made this sprite some years ago.
right now my main issue is to master music in two years so I can make something like cave story.
I'm not good enough acording to my own standarts. There's plenty of crappy patreons making garbage porn for 25k a month with less skills than me.
No faggot, you're arguing with people on Jow Forums and making chip efforts at your goal of improvement because you're such a goddam mess that even the idea of a bunch of randos disagreeing with your inflated notions of self-worth bothers the ever-holy shit out of you and drives you into a conniption such that you spend a 100-reply thread assuring a bunch of literally-whos that you're super cool. Never mind convincing, you know, literally anybody but a bunch of chucklefucks you'll never ever meet in person.
But by all means, your failures to date definitely aren't preceded by your fat fucking head full with its baseless, unfounded pride, so continue throwing shade at 4channers.
Benjamin Sanders
>that pic Hi ca3games
Kevin Peterson
my personality traits make me enjoy having discussion such as this thread, it fills me with energy.
can't really discuss IRL like this because most NPCs don't know shit so they don't even try to reply to me or they become angry and I don't wanna deal with an angry person.