GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

Ok, no more games. He doesn't care anyways time to move on.

Get salt, for baisic feed any meat goes with salt pepper nd onions boil it first if need be nd get some white rice boil it on stove ( baisic measurements just same amount of cups of water as rice nd cooking is just at 7-8 on en element then 6 when theres watet round the sides after 10 so minutes then turn it down accordingly as all the water evaporates then turn off when cooked) ns tomoatoe sauce nd mayby eggs just cheaper meal even pre cooked sausages nd rice but mince better

If u understand u have issues y u winging bout it?

Yes, she just says I'm being petty and ruining her day. She's a big hypocrite sometimes since she has a bad memory.

I cant b want u need me to b nor am i in any position too.. i got ur back tho

I don't know exactly why I'm 'sad' but whenever think/reflect/look for answers
it always comes to the past where if this had not been done or this done different
then maybe things could be different but they're not and it's not something you
could just forget because it was the past, its part of you and its bad.
so I stop thinking because I start thinking about suicide, I can't fathom being normal ever again then I think maybe I can see a therapist or some shit, maybe talk to someone? but digging deeper to explain how it got to this point to someone just makes me even more suicidal, people are insanely judgemental too, it would take an ego death and even that might not help since you will be dismissed because even for someone that would feel pity for you would be disgusted so I'm stuck in this weird spot.
I have nothing going for me right now, but I'm thinking once my time runs out
and I can't even become independent from my parents it will finally be the good
time to go through with suicide.
fuck im so lost, absolutely pathetic

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I wish I never existed

I don't need you for anything, don't worry.

I am forever ruined. Nothing will ever untaint me.

Shit's fucking hectic my friends. How are you doing? Really. How are things my friends. I can only image how crazy shit must be if I myself is feeling this way. My mood swings are becoming far too much to handle nowadays, and I keep telling myself that I am closer to snapping then I may feel I am. That's alright though. I've payed of all of my credit card debts, and I'm going to buy some structural films as soon as the payments clear. I am stoked about it.

I'm so fucking sick of seeing characters interact sexually in any way. Just sick of it. It makes me want to break my window. Landscapes? Love em. Seriously, look up "structural films" it's the best shit ever once you get used to them. I'd recommend.

>Hart of London
>Landscape Suicide
>Wavelength
>T,O,U,C,H,I,N,G

The world doesn't have to be so awful. Sublimate yourself in the world of avant-garde cinema. Make your /tv/ friends jealous of your cool taste.

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Any hints who u r so i can hold u to tht

Why would you say you wanted to know me? No you fucking didn't lies like that hurt me more than you imagine is that what you want? To torture my heart and manipulate me with your lies? Just stop.

I wonder how many people would kill themselves instantly if it was free, painless, fast and hidden.
Atleast one.

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I do want to know you.

What is your favorite manga?

At least.

I don't understand. Some people live their lives and good things just gravitate towards them, its not that they're working super hard either, it just so happens that there aren't as many obstacles in their way.

My family has always been shot down for any attempt at getting up in the world and doing something, but there's always something preventing that from happening, unlikely things and things that are so unexpected you can't even consider them a possibility and then it prevents you from ever getting anywhere. I'm starting to think that maybe it wasn't meant to be for us, and we're meant to stay where we are, lower middle class with no future prospects, just a regular 9 to 5 job, inherited diseases, poor genetics, lack of opportunities, living a day to day life. An easy, comfortable and secure life wasn't meant for us, there's a reason we belong to that social class.
Even if there is a way to get out, is it even worth it? some people put in 10% of their energy to be where I want to be but I can't despite putting in 100%, maybe I just had my standards for life raised a bit too high, the struggle isn't worth the reward, or it hasn't so far anyway...

I was born broken
If I wait too much longer I'll never experience sex
I'm so lonely I could die

I think ur memories twisted i had ur back still

I just want u t b happy tht was selfish of me tho

No he didn't. None of you larpers are him.

See, that's your problem, you just can't trust people. How am I supposed to get close to you when you keep treating me like a stranger?

You need to give me the chance to be there. It's okay to let people in.

I can't wait until you fuck off and there's not enough staff to pull your bullshit, you cunt.

I already tried trusting them in a very lonely desperate time and they didn't give a fuck. Why want my number just to mever call? I needed someone and they knew this.

It doesn't matter if he loves me more than I love him. It doesn't matter if I still love you. You are someone I want, he is someone I need. I am not stupid enough to throw his love away, even for you. Its shitty of me, but I need this.

Why do you choose the other guy than him?

Yea but ima b randomnly honest i dnt let no one tht close, like..no one. I got ur back fully tho nd i still wana know more its just.. i was never supossed to have a chance ur honestly too good for me, dnt go settling tho cause u too good for them idk.. aaaaaah!!!

Other guy offers unconditional love and security. He was my best friend for years. It's just the logical route to take.

>I got ur back fully tho
Great and all, but what does this even mean? And why do you type like this, are you drunk or incredibly lazy?

I don't know why it takes me so long to follow through on intentions . It takes years and finally i get over the hump (of saying i will do this or that), and then i just start doing it. And once in motion, it's almost easy. Kinda frustrating cuz a lot of time is wasted in thinking and pocrastination. Life goes on whether we're ready or not.

Obfuscation.
Fear. Uncertainty.
Death.

Wow so interesting and deep

Deep?
No.
It is balls deep.

Are you afraid of someone being here ir something?

>dnt go settling tho cause u too good for them idk.. aaaaaah!!!
If you don't know me how would you possibly know that and why would you give a fuck anyways.

Cause i fking know thats how i know nd why wouldnt i?

I recently lost my best friends, my parents are working on not getting divorced but its unlikely,
my other friends might be going to jail, I failed my college year and I still don't know how, I had a band but that just ended from lack of interest on other's behalf, I have no job, I'm alone and I have no idea where to go from here or what to tackle first

I do try to make everything good, help others but i always end miserable. Karma doesn't exist, just as if God wants to punish me every chance he gets for some reason

You don't know nearly as much as you think. And you're gonna be better off ignorant so thank me.

When I really, REALLY argue against you there is no love in me for you, there is only hatred and rage. I cannot express something I don't feel in that moment, in that moment I am only feeling hate, I want to express hate. I hate you. Be grateful it still goes away when I cool down, when it won't go away anymore that means you can kill yourself I don't give a shit anymore about you.

You know, if you believe in this kind of thing, then it is true that by helping others you're doing a good thing and good things may come back to you. But if you fuck yourself over in the process then you're doing a bad thing for yourself, you're also a person, bad things may come back to you because you did a bad thing for yourself. Sometimes its better to see to yourself first before trying to fix other people's lives, martyrs only sacrifice themselves for greater good, the one that doesn't have to include them. If YOU want a happy life then make sure your actions include your positive outcome too

I am starting to think you are a coward. You only want the truth if it doesn't sting, you only want to learn if you already know the answers so you are never wrong.

Its my birthday today. I'm 25. I think I may have finally made it and I'm ruining it for myself. Sad times.

He can do whatever the fuck he wants to me and its none of your damn business. I am not yours, what happens to me is not your concern

Is it the hobbies not allowing me to be outgoing or is it just me? It's easier to change the former because I lead a boring life (pic related) and I get really sad when I see people talk in college.

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Hokay ur dreaming if think im talking about u

I am not talking to you, schizo.

Sounds like u just the benifits of a lie while i have no idea wtf u talkin bout playing it safe in case while i take all the bullshit nd i never have the anwsers.. for anything

Oh god please fuck off illiterate larp monkey no one is trying to communicate to you here.

Nah, fuck this. If you care you will try. I am done trying to initiate everything, it is utterly pointless to invest any more energy into you when you don't give a fuck. The least you can do is say hello or ask how I am doing.

Hey, how are you doing? It's been a while.

We don't know each other so leave me alone I am too bitter for larpers.

I don't mind bitter. I had this bitter lemon iced tea once, and it was amazing. Too many things are so sweet in this world, you know? You've got to appreciate the sour as well.

Good thing you're a larper and not her, but that obvious shit aside here's how I would respond:

I never once rely on my partner for love in order to continue my existence, I never will, and neither does your boyfriend even if he loves you. I myself live on for my family's sake. Just because you are not family, does not mean there aren't others who are, who I do exist for. Family will always matter more than someone who casts me aside for base rage.

I told him the harm he was causing him by beating me in front of him. Now he wants to cry and complain about supervised visits like it didn't happen. By law it's considered child abuse. He thinks he's above the law. He should be thankful to get what he is offered.

Happy Birthday try to have a good one

You found me with my gun. You asked me why I carried one. I told you it was for my safety. Little did you know it was the safety of not ever having to live with pain. A single pull on the trigger and every fucking problem solved. Suicide is underrated.

Nah, dude. Guns are underrated. There's no problem that can't be solved by shooting at it enough.

Imagining me hugging a girl that loves me back makes my eyes tear uncontrollably.

5 cat hurricane unaffected by bullets

But if you shoot a butterfly, the dinosaurs come back. Godzilla will fuck that hurricane up.

Everyone says I should fight for custody but what the fuck do I care?? My rapist can rape his child dead, I don't care, I never wanted it, I didn't want this pregnancy it just hurt me from the beginning, I don't give a fuck I'm letting a rapist get custody of a newborn they're both guilty of hurting me I hope they kill each other. I want nothing to do with either.

Don't you dare approach me with that evopsych bullshit when you knowingly look for women that you think are stupid or meek enough that you can manipulate and pressure them into whatever you want. Also, I had to explain to you that dinosaurs and early man were separated by millions of years. Maybe if you learned to respect other people, she wouldn't have dumped you.

There's only one woman I truly loved, and she's not it. She's just a rebound.

That wasn't directed at anyone here.

I'm sorry. I was bitter and angry and depressed. And yeah, I said some fucked up shit. It was a cry for help. I needed you to reassure me, in my moment of despair. Instead all you did was go silent.

I'm not sure I want this anymore.

When someone "cries for help" by attacking me, I wish for their death and stop caring about them. Fuck your toxic shit.

When one larper larps the other side and the other
takes the other larper's role, this is some trippy shit

I had just never dealt with something that, or even been exposed to it. I was in shock. It wasn't that I didn't care, or didn't want to help, but I had no idea how I could possibly make that situation any better. I lacked the resources to make any real promises to get you out of there. I had nothing. Like I hadn't considered killing the guy, but then what? You've got no place to live. It wasn't my right to give what wasn't mine. While the situation sucked, it was better than any alternative that I could provide.

I should've done better, I know. I was angry. I didn't think that it was something that could be mitigated by simply talking about it. I'm sorry. If I was half as responsible as my peers, I would've been able to help you. Instead, my own problems just kept on catching up to me, and I just let them.

my friend does that. Acts like he holds something against me, when I ask him what wrong he doesn't say anything so I assume he made up some reason to not talk to me.

What do you people want? how many times do you want people to ask you whats wrong before you finally tell them? Not to mention this behavior pattern is identical to when he actually holds something against you but won't tell you, just judge you from a distance.

Point is, you turn people against you and then you turn against them. Don't expect an apology, stop playing the victim and if you have something to say, say it, don't play games because they're ambiguous and make you lose people around you because you see things in one way and they see it in another.

Motorsport is the best kind of sport.

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This has gotta be b8. Love your baby, momma, you're the only one it's got. Or give it up for adoption without telling anyone. There's ways.
- from another momma

This is the root cause of all of my problems.

Then go chase her and fuck off

Fuck off

Did you think I was going to try and compete against your first love or something? No, I am not going to be your little rebound. If you love her then don't try fucking with other women to cope with her rejection. No one wants to be in a relationship like that. Get iver your feelings first. Sleezing aroubd isn't going to help you heal, you are just going to hurt me

I'm so horny literally all I can think about is burying my face in your pussy and making you cum over and over. I can't believe I have to wait as long as I do to see you. Also I know how I wanted to die now. Smothered by your pussy and ass while you sit my face. I love you

I can't love you anymore. You hurt me too much this time.

I wish you'd be honest with me

You did this. You made me so insecure. It wouldn’t be much to say you care.... unless you don’t. So, good on you. I can’t do anything about that.

You're nothing but a toy to me, boy.

I'm honest all the time, it's practically my middle name.

It should have been narcissist

Hey, if you can't love yourself, who can you love.

Not a boy...

Your walls are nothing compared to mine. Nothing, you fool. You are like a little baby, your life problems make me want to giggle with how trivial they are. You should be grateful for your life you have more than your spoiled eyes can even see. It is far, FAR better to have strict parents than to practically grow up without them at all. You should be thankful they worked so hard to keep you on the right path.

Not them but how can you assume they don’t love themselves from them saying they desire honesty.

I’m so lonely

>Honest is practically my middle name!
>It should have been narcissist.
>If you can't love yourself, who can you love.

I'd never assumed a thing about them. It was just about them taking a jab at me, and me deflecting it.

For all I know, they could be one of those crazy people that enjoys eating plain oatmeal for breakfast.

All your fighting and BS in this thread, no wonder why you're all lonely desperate fucks. It's very rare to see someone posting in this thread that isn't a complete baby. Most are bitter and useless, blaming all their problems on other people. Feeling sorry for themselves. What a bunch of losers.