>fell in unrequited love for the second time >this time she lead me along for months >it hurts much much more than the first time
I honestly feel physically sick 24/7. That's the only way to describe this pain. It is a pain. It's a physical pain.
It took me a year and a half to get over it last time, this time I know will be sooner, but its hurts so much more.
I've never felt more alone.
This time I'm an adult (20), and I want to mediate some of the feelings away with drugs. I could get shrooms, do you think I should? Would it be worth it to go on a trip and clear my head? Would 2g be enough for my first time!
I know I can't go into it with a bad head, I wanted to go into it with an openmind about changing and moving on, making it about being a personal journey to move on and start a new.
That's the mindset I want to take going in
Nolan Thompson
might be beneficial then do it, 2grams is perfect
Evan Watson
Yeah, and conceivably that could work, but being ”physically sick 24/7” doesn’t sound like you’re ready.
Daniel Hernandez
Kind of a gamble with that. If you get your set and setting right it could help a lot but psychadelics in general are major mood enhancers. They'll amplify what you're feeling. So if you're depressed as all fuck they may make it a lot worse..
Dominic Adams
What you need is not shrooms, but MDMA. It will help you see things in a more positive way
Dylan Perry
Differentfag. I have two pills for this exact reason but wont take them without testing them. Recent investigation found most street MDMA in my area is meth. Any recommended test kits on Amazon or something or is that out if your knowledge?
Carson Nguyen
mdma comedown sux most people just send it to reliable labs that test it for you, at least in Europe, I haven't seen that in the US
Jordan Cruz
I'm in Canada. Also not charged about sending meth in the mail here lol. We aren't the US in terms of drug strictness but we're close. When it comes to schedule Is lol
Justin Turner
i'm sure you have a harm reduction program where you can send your pills
Blake Adams
No, I know it's a given in Europe cause you aren't retards but we have safe shooting sites for heroine. That's it. It is fiercely resisted by voters, and I wouldn't even be surprised if they aren't around anymore.
Ryan Thompson
also if you have PRESSED pills and no capsules you can look up reviews on pillreports, dancesafe, etc. they're almost always spot on
Nathan Perry
Capsules im afraid. I guess I'll just buy a testing kit and bust one open. I only wanted one anyway.
Matthew Jones
i live in South America and have it lol DanceSafe tests in Canada
Christopher Morgan
>US based Huh. I learned something today.
Jason Carter
aw shit they sell kits too you're gucci
Ethan Richardson
Yup. But buying a kit was what I was going to do anyway. But to that end you still helped. Thanks bruv.
Caleb Walker
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Anthony Clark
I say go for it. Just had my heart broken too and I’m a psychonaut. Just gonna do some this week, need to get through this awful pain.
Justin Lewis
I went for a long walk and feel better now sorry everyone
Connor Lewis
What do you mean led you on? Did you have a sexual relationship?
Aaron Hernandez
Glad you’re feeling better now
Nathan Edwards
Comedowns can be alleviated. Vitamin C and 5HTP pills and SLEEP
Charles Morgan
>psychadelics in general are major mood enhancers
Pretty much this OP, this user knows what he’s talking about
