GIOYC

Is it wrong if me to not want to play a game where all I get to do is walk out of spawn and get killed? Kind if tired of getting stomped by tryhards that can't relax and treat a game for what it is: a game

Damn, I wish that were me.
Problem is I never kissed her in the first place.

I’m your equal. Whatever games you play, whatever schemes you plan, however you manipulate. Nothing changes that fact. Millionaire? Equal. Billionaire? Equal. Model looks? Equal. Race, gender, country - equal. Bottom of the barrel? Only exists if you accept it mentally, equal.

Is "J" a nickname, or the initial of someone's real first name that you know?

>Just dm me already.

DM you on what? I've already deleted all of my social media accounts and so have you.

>I miss how much in common we had.

Sure you do. That's why you remained silent the entire time while I fed you private, personal information that you used to publicly humiliate me.

>I'll take you with open arms and won't pull off the same cringe shit, trust me.

Yeah-huh. Okay. Yeah, nah.

>I’m your equal. Whatever games you play, whatever schemes you plan, however you manipulate. Nothing changes that fact. Millionaire? Equal. Billionaire? Equal. Model looks? Equal. Race, gender, country - equal. Bottom of the barrel? Only exists if you accept it mentally, equal.

Why are you telling me this? I've always thought of you as an equal, just as I think of everyone else as my equals. It's you who doesn't see me nor anyone else as your equals. I'm no longer trying to manipulate you. I only want you to fuck off for good.

Virtue always fights harder once it has been knocked down, my friend. Keep it up.

I need to get the fuck off of this website.
I've known this for a while now but today just feels like a sign. I was feeling a little low, and also needed some fitness advice so I decided to check out the self-improvement thread in Jow Forums. I know this place is full of toxicity and the edgy memes are part of the culture of this site, but when you go to the part of the website that's supposed to be about BETTERING YOURSELF and its full of bollocks about redpills and jews and basedboys and shit like pic related that unironically claims that bikes/water bottles/cars/phones/magazines/food/drink/books/shoes/jeans/bottle caps/soaps/shampoos that turn you gay, you realise there's no hope.
And while I'm reading this bullshit I find out that a very well known public figure who has been immersed in this edgy culture for years (Etika) has killed himself. Everyone knew he was fucked in the head for MONTHS and no one did anything except continue to spout edgy abusive shit at him because that's all anyone on this site really knows what to do.
There's a whole fucking world out there and we've spent it finding new people to hate, the new "degenerate" subculture, and new terms/memes to use to make fun of those people. We've scoured the web to find low hanging fruit to abuse and develop our entire worldview around to the point where literally everything is "SJW" or "degenerate" at this point.
There are constantly people in these threads who have literally said that they're jaded and depressed and angry because of all the bullshit rhetoric they've been fed on this website, yet no one is willing to accept that maybe this entire culture is toxic and harmful. The response to these people who are struggling is ALWAYS to "keep redpilling yourself". "Here's another video about how negroes are inferior, this'll help you out man don't worry".
At its best, this is a place that exacerbates mental illness and isolates people from society. At its worst, its unironically a Nazi recruitment ground.

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I'm meeting this girl ive been chatting up for a few months later tonight for drinks and maybe a bite.
I REALLY need to fap, but I'm afraid I'll lose interest in going if I do. Only 4 more hours.

"And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder
One of the four beasts saying,
'Come and see.' and I saw, and behold a white horse"
There's a man goin' 'round takin' names
And he decides who to free and who to blame
Everybody won't be treated all the same
There'll be a golden ladder reachin' down
When the man comes around
The hairs on your arm will stand up
At the terror in each sip and in each sup
Will you partake of that last offered cup
Or disappear into the potter's ground?
When the man comes around
Hear the trumpets hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singin'
Multitudes are marchin' to the big kettledrum
Voices callin', voices cryin'
Some are born and some are dyin'
It's alpha and omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn tree
It's hard for thee to kick against the pricks
Till armageddon no shalam, no shalom
Then the father hen will call his chickens home
The wise man will bow down before the throne
And at his feet they'll cast their golden crowns
When the man comes around
Whoever is unjust let him be unjust still
Whoever is righteous let him be righteous still
Whoever is filthy let him be filthy still
Listen to the words long written down
When the man comes around
Hear the trumpets hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singin'
Multitudes are marchin' to the big kettledrum
Voices callin', voices cryin'
Some are born and some are dyin'
It's alpha and omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn trees
It's hard for thee to kick against the prick
In measured hundredweight and penny pound
When the man comes around
"And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts
And I looked, and behold a pale horse
And his name that sat on him was death, and hell followed with him"

Are you trying to ruin my life for some reason? Why? What did I even do to you? I hate the though of being stuck with you for so long if you’re just going to put me down and try to make me feel insecure. I’m going to blow up your spot, truly, if you hurt me. I just want to get along, but you’re showing some ugly colors lately. You brought me to your level and I don’t want to be here. I hate this place. I came for you, and you are acting awful.

I just woke up...
What do you want?

For a he, from a she

Im never trying to ruin your life.
My sleeping schedule are strict and im just sneaking this out.

Initial

I texted her asking how her friend is.
She was the one who said "see you again, right?", so I got carried away and thought "wow, this is really going well," but then I didn't text her between asking for the second and the day of, because I was too hungup with work. I guess she lost interest.

It's whatever. Tinder is a trash app. I'm getting slightly more than what I was expecting.

Talk to them

You

You still have a chance?

Sometimes you get busy. It happens. If it comes up, just explain yourself. Otherwise don't overthink things.

Tinder is definitely trash though, I agree. If she doesn't reply, there's more out there. Hinge is pretty good too from my experience

I dunno why I got warned and my thread deleted for “blogposting” on Jow Forums of all places

Just wanted to get that off my chest

Dont do that user, it seems manipulative.

You looking forward to the rapture too user?

I don't know how to stop apologizing
Sorry, thats my fault too. I am so damn annoying.

I know, I'm terrible for it. But I've wanted her forever, and this seems like my chance. If I can have more, I'll take it. But she's pretty promiscuous and posts revealing selfies. I just want to know if I have a shot.

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I'm sick and tired of wanting people to care about me, then getting extremely disappointed when it's highly apparent that they don't

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>Are you trying to ruin my life for some reason?

No. I'm not trying to ruin your life. I only want you to fuck out of my life for good.

>What did I even do to you?

Are you fucking serious? Are you seriously fucking asking me what it is that you did to me? I've already pointed out to you dozens of times all of the fucked up shit you've said and done to me over these past two years, and you've decided to outright ignore all of it.

>I hate the though of being stuck with you for so long if you’re just going to put me down and try to make me feel insecure.

I'm not trying to put you down or make you feel insecure anymore. I just want you to fuck off.

>I’m going to blow up your spot, truly, if you hurt me.

Are you threatening me yet again? I haven't threatened you at all in weeks.

>I just want to get along, but you’re showing some ugly colors lately.

It's kind of hard to not be ugly with you when you've been so ugly to me.

>You brought me to your level and I don’t want to be here. I hate this place. I came for you, and you are acting awful.

I never asked you to come to this place. You decided to come here out of your own volition.

Shut the fuck up Raul, you fat smelly beaner

>Shut the fuck up Raul, you fat smelly beaner

Oh. It's you again. What the fuck do you want now? Are you my stalker now? Who the fuck are you, anyway? Interesting how you call me "fat" and "smelly", almost as if you know who I am. But you can't possibly know who I am, could you? Unless you're...

>Dont do that user, it seems manipulative.
>implying manipulation is bad

I want to see you.

Ask them out for lunch or somethin

Nothing else to confess about. Hate my new job already, bars are annoying, it's the same damn party every night. Literal chads everywhere. Black girl called me Stacy, while I'm covered in grease and sweat and alcohol, tried to sneak IG vid with me in bg, caught you bitch. Pride night no one tipped because they were saving money for the drag show or gays just don't tip in general, I even tried being extra social. Friend has cancer, lives alone now and I feel terrible for not visiting but he lives so far away. Can't get off to anyone but person who's here, again, or maybe I don't want to, I don't know. Hopes in a handbag.

Just shoot your friend a message letting them know you’re thinking about them, that always means the world to me, and it might for them too.
Here’s hoping for you too, dear user.

You slowly dox yourself with ever insane outburst of larping. You idiot.

I just want to be a singer.
A successful singer and make money from composing songs.
To finally have my own nice house and a pet and even a boyfriend.
I can't possibly work any harder.
I need luck. I need fate.

I REALLY want to pursue this married MILF I know.

Do it you fucking degenerate.

My moms gonna run out of blood if this goes on.
she has endometriosis and everytime she gets angry it gets worse and shes always angry at me and yelling (hitting) for a week now.
I cant risk her dying because of me

A lot could go wrong
Plus I want something more than sexy times with her. Its a bad idea

Look at it this way:

1. If she's single, the worst she can say is no
2. If she rejects you, you'll no longer be hung up on her. Why pursue a woman who doesn't want you?
3. A lot COULD go wrong, but you don't know that for a fact. Go in guns blazing anyway. Deal with the shit as it comes.

I have to go now but we'll talk once again in order to fix this chaos.

There's nothing I can do anymore. This is such a waste of effort. No one will ever give a shit or genuinely like me. I'm not even hated or bullied, I think everyone just thinks of me as "that weird tall guy". I'm starting to just feel perpetually bitter.

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They'll all blame me for her death.

1. Shes married
2. She rejected me before, kinda, before her marriage. I have wanted her for almost a decade and still want her
3. That sounds incredibly reckless

We can still do this just visit me you know where so we can talk.

I love chaos

Thank you for making the limerence go away

Dude no one is going to see this post and say, "ahah, that must be for me beyond a shadow of a doubt!"

How do I make mine go away for you?

I'm scared.

Talk about what? It's too late there is nothing to say except good bye.

I thought my current boyfriend was different but I see the same patterns showing up now. I'm scared I'll never find someone who can consistently treat me well.

The object of your limerence needs to confront you, reject you harshly and then you will cry those croc tears and voila it will go away
Usually lasts a year and a half to three years but can persist for up to a decade.

its in a very public safe place.
right infront of the one I sent you

do you want to say goodbye? okay

its up to you if youre gonna come or not. I just want to leave the house..

Well, never mind. Looks like she's bailing since she didn't reply to my message confirming if we were still on.
I don't get why she'd say yes only to ignore last minute

When will you ever understand that

I DON'T LOVE YOU.

He would never pull the shit that you pull. He's a good person and he isn't cruel and horrible, like you. Get lost. I hate you.

If I were to message a group of friends after not speaking to them for over a year due to a huge fight, what should I say? I'd like to bury the hatchet and maybe try to start a new leaf but im fearful for how they will react. If worst comes to worst I really have nothing to lose by trying, what are they going to do? ignore me more? But still, an 8 year friendship is too valuable to me to just throw away over a fight, no matter how much we may hurt eachother.

Any ideas how to approach this?

maybe you should tell that person you don't love them??

>Accidentally opened my GIOYC tab and posted thus
Oh wait...
Okay this is going to be hard to explain now...

>I DON'T LOVE YOU.

Oooookay. When have I said that you loved me?

>He would never pull the shit that you pull. He's a good person and he isn't cruel and horrible, like you.

Hmmm yes that's why you cheated on him, right?

>Get lost. I hate you.

Why don't you fuck off?

How do I know this is you and I am them?

Stop posting Raul, everyone hates you.

Oh man same thing as before. Just gotta push it.

Im in kfc thats right infront of isabella

seriously need help with this

*outside of
whoops

While I understand your frustration, there's a point where you have to decide on one of two things.
>It's literally everyone else on the fucking planet.
>It's you.
For instance, there's a really sweet, calm, and collected young man in my work place. He's shy and introverted, dating a plump little sweetheart in the same place. His job's been working him out of his shell, and while he's not exactly handsome or a wild party animal, but he never calls off and he is self reliant. Multiple people in the job have inadvertently walked in on him doing affectionate stuff with his girlfriend, including backrubs, neck massages, and nuzzlings. It's honestly kind of disgusting and gives me type 2 diabetes.

Now, question, is "this" the kind of guy that you even let into the queue when it comes to dating, or is it the cocky, suave type that acts like he's heading for great things and throwing a mandingo? Because
1. It's usually all bluster and this type of male is not particularly promising.
2. He's already coming at you with the idea that you are a game he's going to play to get what he wants.

But hey, you could just keep doing the same. fucking. thing. ad nauseum. Whatever's "exciting", right?

Im in kfc and its getting awkward because I didnt order anything but they dont seem to care so whatever?

I am love

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
You have no idea. Ive never meet up with a guy before.

I'm under way more pressure than you realize

Don't be nervous. Are toy going to his place or meeting up for a date?

Date.

He's a little bit of both, really. He comes across as humble and boring, but only because he knows being cocky won't get him anywhere. The cocky part is starting to appear. It's starting to feel like the past version of himself was an act... and it is a game.

I mean, if you give any guy enough pussy, he's going to start feeling like he's king of the fucking world.
How's he treating you poorly?

I once wrote a courtesy card for a young woman that I considered a friend. Her friend had died in a car accident. I made myself vulnerable in the letter. I spoke about a childhood friend who had succumb to pediatric cancer, offered commiseration, kindness and sorrow for her loss. I remember I went to the mall and bought the card from a Hallmark on a special trip. We were in a summer college program for high school students. She proceeded to post the card's contents online on her Xanga. She wrote very unflattering things about me. This would have been 2004 or so. This is merely a vignette, but it has stayed with me.

Do people fundamentally operate without remorse, compunction, guilt, misery for what they do? Is charity wasted? Is the golden rule defunct?

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>Do people fundamentally operate without remorse, compunction, guilt, misery for what they do? Is charity wasted? Is the golden rule defunct?
It was just a single instance, and you were kids.

Outside of that though, she either was an asshole and that's it, or you sent the letter in hopes that it would bring you two closer or make her fall for you and she noticed.

I want to have a threesome with Katy and Bonnie from Letterkenny.

He came out with a weird snobby insult at my choice of words, which has been the same since we started dating. Like... as if he was mad at me but I don’t know why. He’s been passive aggressive, hasn’t been acting sexual with me and we’re supposed to live together in a month. I got rid of my apartment to do this. His behavior just switched as if “hey, I have you now, don’t have to try anymore”.

And my therapist is implying I shouldn't date.

I've done it. I've finally fallen so far I can't escape. I felt better when I thought I would have someone so clearly I am that dependent on needing a woman.
But now? Now I will never be happy.
Now I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I'm done. I can't experience romance or sex or any of that. She only tried to soften the blow, then she talks about how I sent her too much and no one did that before.
It's the same thing over again. I am fucked up.I bet she's going to medicate me, too. I bet she will...

How the fuck am I supposed to be healed in one or two hours per week anyway,? Pointless. I take 3 or 4 hours and can't even get to a point.

Then she tells me I messed up on somerhing no one else does. That's how exceptional a client I am.
Just like those college counselors who told me to seek "long-term" therapy. They softened the blow too, I bet. I bet they help people with all sorts of problems, just not me.

I want it fucking solved. I want it solved NOW. I want to be YOUNG. It's been 10 fucking years I entered full fledged adulthood old enough to drink and everything.
And what do I have? Nothing. Nothing. No money, no particularly close friends, no girlfriend, no degree, no happiness. Just work and pain, line everyone else. No escape, just like everyone fucking else but apparently, I just can't deal or something. Or everything is just shit.

That's true. I have forgiven her. I try to look for the good in the situation. I acted charitably and I tried to comfort someone. I am unsure why it pops up in my head occasionally.

I will end you boi
Where tf are you?!

A long way from you, but if you can tee the threesome up for me I might just pay for it with my life if you consider that a fair trade.

Take from me what you need. Do with this information what you will.

youtu.be/GfK88LsB0fg

It made me feel better, maybe it will make you feel better too.

You're a dick you know that? Yes, i really treasure my virginity and I cant imagine ever giving it away to any and everybody. It's none of your business what I do when I'm horny or if I'm afraid of sex. My dad is sick, im a fucking wreck and even if i was ready to give it away, it sure wasn't gonna be given to you . Deep down I Am scared. Im scared of having a relationship or keeping one. Im perfectly fine with the love i give to my mom and sis. This love is messier and very awkward. You and anyone who flirts with me causes serious anxiety. I really can't help it. I will probably never know the pleasure of having an intimate relationship, and I'm okay with that.

>Ex and I were each other's first everything
>I was a young slut and e-cheated with another girl [I was a cringe roleplayer] on ex and he found out.
>Never did it again, never will either, I was stupid and immature, and I take full responsibility for my actions.
>Ex mentally abused me for 2 years because of it, found new GF, left and ghosted me while we were still a thing.
>Years go by
>Better mental place, still single because my heart still didn't move on, miss the good times, don't miss the abuse. Full of regret still.
>Contact ex to see if he still has my things since I felt confident enough to finally do it
>He does, he says he missed me, he forgives me for what I did, and he still loves me and has all these years
>Tell him the same, but tell him about my hang ups from the abuse
>He apologizes for it
>We catch up, it's really nice, start to get comfortable around him again, seems like he's matured. Both agree that it felt right being near each other.
>Weeks go by, find out he's still with his GF from a nasty FB message she sent me.
>Find out she's heavy into drug use from a few friends and sleeps with her dealer
>Don't know how to feel about all of this

I haven't talked to him in days because of it, he's been trying to get in contact with me and I don't know what to do.

Heart... what are you doing?
Heart, she's married...
She doesn't want this, heart!
You JUST went through a heartbreak heart!
You can't be doing this to me again my fucking dude.
I know how you feel but PLEASE JUST RELAX MY GUY.
Just BREATHE for once and let yourself be happy by yourself, heart.
PLEASE HEART DON'T DO THIS TO ME AGAIN, HEART.
HEART!!!!

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