I'm going to kill myself but don't want my parents to know, I'm still 16 so I live at their house

I'm going to kill myself but don't want my parents to know, I'm still 16 so I live at their house.
I thought of jumping into a river with something heavy tied to me so the body won't be found but I am terribly afraid of lakes and stuff like that due to past trauma.
My ideal way to go would be by hanging myself but I guess I need to do it somewhere where I'm not going to be found, and idk where that is. I live in Oregon.
Thanks.

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why are u being so insecure about yourself man. dont be silly

in two years you move out and do whatever you want like become a ladyboy in thailand

Why kill yourself at 16 honestly , you have time to become happy. Wait till your 25 then kill yourself if it doesn't work out

don’t kys op. you really should wait a few more years and then if it’s still bad reconsider when you’re in your 20s

I'm not really insecure, I have PTSD. It doesn't seem to be getting better at all. I'm also addicted to heroin and Adderall, it can't get any better from here.

Sorry forgot to mention you but same thing I said above.

that is shit, have u taken for a long time? u should start reducing both slowly and seek help. You are young enough to not have permanent brain damage from them yet and can recover if you let your brain do it.
Your brain will kerp evolving strongly until u are 25yo

>PTSD
Get therapy
>Heroin and aderoll
Go to fucking rehab

You're young; your problems can still be solved easily. Use that to your advantage instead of throwing it away.

As a kid your still young and have your life ahead of you. I don't know what your going through but you should hang on and live your life out. But I need to warm you. If you kill yourself your body will be found. I can't stop you. If your gonna kill yourself that's up to you. But you shouldn't do it. You've got your whole life ahead of you. It could be a good one of joy. But you'll never forge your path if your dead. It won't be easy. But if you hold on it will be worth it

Addiction is not that easy, I've tried quitting more times than I can remember.

I don't have money for therapy, my mom doesn't believe in mental illness so she won't fund it. I've gone to rehab already, didn't help. But also it was a shitty public clinic that works 40% of the time and it's the only free one around us lmao it's cheaper to just fucking end it

Isn't assisted suicide legal in Oregon? Can't you just wait 2 years and say I'm not depressed/under influence of drugs and stuff. At that point you can make your own decision right?

I know what comes with death, I'm not clueless.

I actually tried to kill myself 2 years ago but pussied out and decided to wait, worst 2 years of my life. Never again.

Please don't. I remember being your age & almost slit my wrists, but at the last moment I remembered my favorite author put suicide hotline numbers in the back of his books (Alex Sanchez). I never called, but eventually got the help I needed, I'm 22 & happily engaged, in a couple months I'm going back to school. This can be you, user. Talk to someone; friend, relative, teacher, classmate. Anyone. Your life has so much meaning & you being so young, you're only stopping life from getting better. You could graduate, fall in love, go to college, get married, & have children. Don't let a few bad days ruin your outlook for the future. Think of your parents who love you, you are special & worth more than you believe

Here user, I'll give you what you're looking for so you can do it right the first time. Having been before where you are mentally now, though- I encourage you to seek help before going this route.

Stop being cheap, and buy the good, strong, thick rope. You're not taking your money with you. About as thick as a grown man's thumb should be good. You're looking to break your neck and strangle, not rip your head off. It needs to be rated for at *least* a thousand pounds for absolutely no chance of breakage, but stronger is better. The reason being is that when your body stops falling, the force of your weight on the rope is multiplied Then tie a proper noose with at least 7 coils, 13 if you want it classy.

This is for rope length and drop distance based on body weight, so you'll snap your neck and be unconscious when you strangle.
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Official_Table_of_Drops

This is for proper tying, and more importantly, placement of the noose knot.
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hangman's_knot

If you intend to be found, especially in a place where people live around nearby, leave a tarp underneath where you plan to hang, as your body will empty its bowels at some point, and it'll make cleanup easier. If you have family or friends, let them know that this was your choice and that they shouldn't blame themselves.

If you've truly come to the point where nothing else helps, and you choose to end it rather than suffer the whims of your own damaged psyche, that info should help. May the next life be more kind to you, and fare well.

Throw yourself into a volcano, no one will even attempt to recover your shitty remains.

Bas d

you're not going to kill yourself, but if you do, just go backcountry hiking in winter by yourself with a bottle of your favourite strongest drink. You should pass out from either the cold or the drink and freeze to death without it being physically painful

This

Thank you so much!

>Don't let a few bad days ruin your outlook for the future.

I know you're trying to be nice but, PTSD, addiction, abuse, and depression are not 'a few bad days'.

I know, I have depression as well & I won't lie,it's not easy. But if you get help & the right medication, things could get better