GIOYC

Whenever I let go, express myself or stop giving a fuck, even a little, I end up on a self-destructive path. I don't think I like myself very much.

I'm just too embarrassed to leave my room rn. There can't be people around when I'm a fucked up like this.

My porn addiction is out of hand ho-ly shit. Ok I regret everything, I'm sorry. Can I be a functional human being now.

It doesn't terrify me but you should take care of yourself, it worries me alot.

How do you know that those two posts were written by the same person?

It wasn't. I was just trying to cheer someone up with my post on the previous thread. that's all..

Thank you, user. It's validating to hear that.

I was so oblivious, you ARE attracted to me.

Nein

Getting my conceal carry license so I can go around calling niggers niggers and defend myself when necessary.

Ok I can do this. Step one is being calm. I'm only going to do what I can handle easily so I actually get somewhere instead of giving up or burning out.

Or just stop acting like a woman... That's always an option.

Wow good job

What the hell is going on inside that head of yours?

the slow process of decomposition of organic matter

Gorillas are jacked as fuck

What about metaphysically?

racism is wrong
What? I'm not going to try to pretend I'm more masculine than I am, that's just cringy. I gotta take it for what it is, not for what I wish it was.

Everything.

You're gonna be grand in the news
>White guy calls people nigger and shoots them
Helping the cause it seems huh

I've been using my roommate's toothpaste for the past two weeks (making sure not to touch the rim of the bottle tip to my toothbrush, obviously). I feel very justified since she never takes out the fucking trash.

If I had a girlfriend I would not know what to do with her.

>mfw Steam tells me I've been playing Spore for almost 3 days straight
lel

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do you feel like you'd want to have a gf?

/thread

I guess life can still be fun. Wish I could get some pussy though.

Enlightenment. :)

God damn it, now I know you've been going out drinking with him. Why do you plan shit with me if you know you're going to get wasted, spend the whole day nursing your hangover, come over late "tired", and then eat my food? Well I'm going to make you feel guilty. You get away with this bullshit because I show my anger, suspicion, and jealousy. This time, I'm going to win this conflict. I'm going to become the ideal boyfriend and the best version of myself so that all the lies you tell to me and these men become more and more obvious. I can't wait for you to become more desperate to start fights, only to realize we have fucking nothing to fight about. You didn't believe that the circumstances I was in at the time was the main source of my depression. You think that's how I will always be. You're wrong and I'm already changing for the better. I will get my apology and you will make progress in therapy.

I feel like a dumb fucking obsessive idiot loser like wtf im tired of this bullshit can i just move on it wasn't that long why am i so stuck on you i just want stop caring anymore i feel so stupid and weird for still being like this sure i didn't enjoy life before but i am better then this it just feels terrible. 5 months after you broke up with me and i haven't moved on one bit and im feeling this way over you a girl who doesn't give a shit about or think of me anymore.

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Alright. Time to just what I can let go of my regrets. There are worse things than being mediocre.

Kind of. It's about time i think. It's not something I spend all day thinking about. Sometimes it's a physical desire or a need for intimacy. As a 24khv, am I approaching the wizard status where I truly don't care anymore? Tbh I don't even know what to do with myself. Maybe it's not time after all.

Huh. Well, that's certainly very interesting. I didn't know that this city has a cybercrime division.

You deserve to be a corpse

the slow process of decomposition of moral

I'm sorry. I know my mental health is not ideal. I am trying though which is why I am putting some distance between us. I need to stop this obsession but I don't want it to mean I have to stop having you in my life. I am very frustrated and scared.

I love you so much.

How do people in male/female-dominated, specialized professions find partners who share their interests?

Is this too much or the wrong thing to ask? I don't want the next decades of my life to be filled with meaningless smalltalk, or failed attempts at mutual thought provocation.

Oh nO
Someones jealous

I love you so so so so so so so much, pls don't murder me!
you're just too pure, I can't even look at your pictures.

Why don't you tell me?

I told you a lot. I don’t think you want me to.

I'll always want you to die

Are you okay?

Is it possible to be friends with a guy you have constant sexual fantasies for? Surely I can set my feelings aside and just be friends, right? haha

I think I'm not attracted to my bf. Telling him this scares me beyond thought and makes me want to restart my life since I feel like I've been leading him on. Even when we were still just friends 2 years ago, I never outright said no to his advantages because I thought it could maybe work out once we someday met irl.

annie?

no
talk to me please

It would only be in self defense. The 2nd amendment was created to protect the first.

What happened?

ask me irl and you would know

I mean, surely I can just use sheer willpower to suppress my romantic and sexual feelings for him, right? Can't I choose what I feel somehow through some voodoo mind tricks on myself?

Initials?

Please, let's talk about this.

I see what you're trying to do. It's not working. Things have already been set in motion.

If you actually cared you would have asked me if I was ok by now, not go this roundabout way through Jow Forums.

You're difficult to talk to. Why do you think I'm here?

Difficult how? And if you are seeking someone here, maybe it is you who should drop initials. most of us are not foolish enough to play these initial games because its pointless and breaks the point of being user and venting.

Every thought is sabotage
What a fool I am
But how long can we keep playing?
Game after game
No
Losing game after losing game

>You're difficult to talk to. Why do you think I'm here?

This wouldn't have happened if you picked up your phone. Leave.

You never answer the phone!

Another one bites the dust. My journey continues. Take care.

LMAO. This is funny. I wonder how many impostors I've got.

No one seeks you here Raul, no one you know posts here, you are so delusional you think anyone comes here for you specifically? How long will you tell this person who was never here to go away before you realize you are just driving yourself mad over phantoms?

Can I do it?
(I can run)

I could do it
(I could run)

Should I do it
(I should run)

I should do it
I SHOULD RUN

I was never playing games, you were however playing yourself it seems. All you had to do was talk to me a little more and we both would have won.

Children are here again. Thinking you have an Imposter on a stupid user thread. You must be really bored.

You're literally replying to two LARPers.

Starting tomorrow I ignore the world again. No news, just old music, like my dad used to like and nothing modern. I don't even have to live in this era anymore.

The message who this is directed at will see this, so it doesn't matter. ;^)

How can I not think that there's impostors here when someone replied to two posts (that were posted literally less than ten seconds apart), calling both "Raul"?

We shouldn't be talking here in a public forum.
That's the problem, I gave you so many chances to talk to me in private via-email!

Anyone else feel like they're waiting to wake up again? Like somehow you're stuck in a bad dream, you're not living your real life and you're wondering how the hell you got to where you are? No? Maybe it's just me.

Funny. Today I was planning to stop replying to people's posts on here, but it looks like someone else has taken that job.

Yes, a nightmare.

Now I am pretending I live in the 60s. It's the only way out this hell.

youtube.com/watch?v=C35DrtPlUbc

I refuse to accept that this is my fault.

I feel dead inside

What are you even talking about? I am saying it's retarded to think you have an imposter.

Tfw no gf

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Raul, you act like its impossible to samefag less than ten seconds apart. Look, I will prove it right now how easily it is done.

Raul, you act like its impossible to samefag less than ten seconds apart. Look, I will prove it right now how easily it is done.

Why do you hate talking to me in private?

I'm so empty inside. No drive, no passion I just feel numb I would even say I'm depressed or unhappy just devoid of emotion.

You never remember shit or do so incorrectly and that scares me. It is not different opinion type shit. You literally told me to do stuff I already did, I looked you in the eyes while doing it and you didn't remember me saying it.

I just talk to two males now in private. I barely talk to them anymore either.

>What are you even talking about? I am saying it's retarded to think you have an imposter.

How the hell is that "retarded"? This person here:

Replied to these two posts here:

Accusing both of being "Raul". These two posts were posted within less than ten seconds apart. Neither of which were by me.

Not only that, but there's also a namefag on here with the name "Raul".

Like nothing is interesting or worth doing?

That's how I feel. Empty. Nothing has purpose or meaning. It's all crap.

You don't have an impostor, you are just samefagging in a very sad attempt for attention and validation. No one likes you, no one wants to impersonate you. You will never go down in the history of GIOYC as someone anyone actually enjoyed enough to copycat. Ever.

The saddest part is you think you can fool anyone here. Look at the times, look at how you conveniently showed up RIGHT after the "impostor" posted. You are sloppy. You are very bad everything you do in life, huh?

Spooky

You're delusional

>These two posts were posted within less than ten seconds apart.
Proves absolutely nothing. See
>Neither of which were by me.
They were both by you, you are fooling no one.

>Not only that, but there's also a namefag on here with the name "Raul".
who is also you.

What do you want me to do about it?