GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

I will never forgive you. Expect the worst, expect the impossible. You know what I am capable of.

Allowing such poisonous bitterness to fester inside of you is bad for your spirit and soul. Let go of it user

not after what you have done. I see it all and I see your deception.

the I gotta get my shit together guy will never get his shit together, he is a failure beyond words because there's two types of people who say that: those that eat an entire box of chocolates and says 'aww I'mma get fat I'm bad heehee :3c' and those who put the chocolate down.

Are you poster whose wife left him? Haven't seen you in a while. You know not all women are the same try to find one that's not crazy manipulative and that'll take half your stuff in a divorce

wtf I go ":3c"
I hate chocolate though.

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Tell me, what’ve I done to deserve this?

I just.. I think I'm not okay. I've been hearing shit and seeing shit that isn't there. I'm unstable and I can't tell what's real or fake. If I talk to anyone my life will be ruined and I won't be able to get the job I've wanted my whole life. My friends would tell someone and a therapist would ruin my future job choices. I don't know how to handle this. I know I'm being spied on by the government, and so is everyone else, but I know I can't stop them at this point so I've stopped talking to all my friends and now I'm alone. I can't explain any further now.
If this gets out, I don't know what I'll do. Thank you for being here.

Fuck you people. You're DEAD.

>I've been hearing shit and seeing shit that isn't there.
Call on archangel Michael if you hear them again just ask him to get rid of them

You alright there buddy?

I’ve experienced seeing shit that’s not there and hearing things. I was ashamed and afraid to tell anyone except one person. Long story short, I was forced to get help at hospital and here I am now medicated and stable for now. What is it you most need right now user?

I think you might be cheating. I'm almost certain. I just hope it's your mental issues. I hope nothing else is going on. I hope you're not on drugs. I'm afraid it could be anything right now. You seem so depressed. I just want you to be okay. I know you need help. I'm not going to take it personally. I want you to know that I love you and accept you for your flaws,, and I'm not longer going to hold any of this over your head. I knew what I got into with you from the start and I should have been mature enough to understand what you were doing, and why. I just got worn down over the years, babe. I love you so much, but I got worn down. I'm slowly getting back to myself again. You will see how much I can inspire you to be the best version of yourself, as you have done for me. You know we are perfect for each other. We were made for each other. We just have to work on ourselves. It's okay to have an illness like this. I am no longer judging you. I don't want you to feel ashamed. You are so beautiful.

If all this hell is worth getting that job, I won't get help. I won't tell anyone. I'll stay user on here until I feel better. I just can't have anyone know.

May I ask what the job is? And that’s your decision. I respect that. If you need someone to talk with you can message me at [email protected]

I’m not ashamed of anything but my own inability to act. I will motivate myself to do so.

Nothing means anything to me anymore. I might try LSD or MDMA just to see if it makes me feel something.

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Make it a habit motivation doesn't last

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All I'm going to say is that's it's military-related. My family was in it, so I could get in, but your mental health needs to be clean. No mood disorders, no voices. But, other people in my family have bipolar disorder, and if they hear I'm showing symptoms I may be misdiagnosed and ruin everything.

Ah I get it. It might not even be bipolar disorder. It’s possible to have MDD with hallucinations and whatnot as well.

How do you plan on managing this alone?

They're ignoring me again. I may have broken up with you but I still want to be friends. Why can't we be friends?

I think I'm going to just post about it on Jow Forums, like now. But I know even this can get out. Jow Forums isn't really anonymous. I might just try to stick to it by myself. People have gotten into drugs to try to stop it but they just give me headaches and can worsen shit.

I’m sorry you’re going through this. Even though you’re physically alone you’re not alone in your experiences. I wish you all the best. I really do. Having been in the deepest depths of despair and the highest heights of elation, I know what torture it is. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy.

I need to stop wasting time!

Ring friends with someone after breaking up with them doesn’t usually work out unless there are a few months of no contact...even then it’s iffy

It's been about a year and I think I'm finally starting to get over you.

Thank you, user. This really means a lot to me. I really hope you have a good life and a good night.

Please, op or jsk?

My girlfriend gets her memes off of Pinterest

Same to you.

My girlfriend gets her memes off of Pinterest what do

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Why does it have to be this way?

I'm so unrelentingly horny right now. I can barely focus. My dreams are all freaky sex dreams. When I'm awake I either am distracted by my body or my mind is wandering back to the sex dreams. I can't meditate it away. I can't medicate it away. It's not going anywhere.

The only person I'd think of fucking lives three days drive away from me and I'm so tempted to make the drive right now because this is torture. Fapping only dents it for a few minutes. I need to get work done but my body won't stop screaming. I'm tempted to just sit on a dildo to try to make it shut up but I'm worried it will only make things worse.

Shut up body. I need to focus!

Get a better girlfriend. Alternatively, show her memes that don't suck.

The better question is to ask yourself why you want to keep them in your life. Is it really purely just friendship? Is it healthy for them?

If you want to a good woman,you need to brave. The problem is you're all stupid cowards.

You're all cowards. Every single one of you.

Why bother?

I'd say it's just friendship. I really enjoy their company. I can't imagine why it isn't healthy unless they're not over what happened. But they should be by now because it's been a few months and they've told me they developed feelings for someone else already. I still fail to see why can't we be friends.

I really wish I had a twin brother to fuck.

For some people, not being friends is how they get over the person.

It’s not just friendship, I told you many times.

i've never forgiven women overall for forcing my GF out of my high school sophmore year 1000 miles away and i've never given up hope on a reunion despite the dread of what her life is now (going to prison for drugs multiple time) and worse i barely remain in contact with her. if i lose her to some other guy or life in general then i feel like i'm eternally fucked on ever finding true love. btw im 21, about to turn 22 in a few months

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t. Coward

Based.
People who complain about people who don't like them because they're "cowards" tend to be narcissists and the worst kind of people.

Have you read it?

>i'm eternally fucked on ever finding true love.
Can't believe peeps still fall for this meme

Perhaps

I suppose that's true. I wish they'd be honest at least and told me how they felt.

My former hoe that I ghosted keeps trying to get in touch with me and he even got my mom to say hey why haven’t you talked to ____ I blocked him cause when we were friends after our fling he’d still text me like I miss holding you like you have got me fucked up please go away idek why hit up my mom it just makes me mad and not wanna talk to him more, what should I do y’all ?

Wallowing in this grief isn’t going to get you anywhere. Whether or not they’re being honest you need to move forward. Accept what was and what is and don’t waste your life pining for someone who doesn’t want to be in your life.

I'll probably piss myself when they shoot me.

Don't forget to take a piss before you get shot

You're right. I have wasted enough time thinking about this. Thank you user.

I just want to stop masturbating

I was feeling like shit for a good while, waking up late, doing nothing, fapping, not exercising, not eating

I got a skin problem, went to the doctor and followed some medication and for some reason I don't get the sad but I have 0 drive to fap. I don't understand. I wake up early too without problems.

I hope everyone here finds happiness

bitch imma eat yo pussy bitch
ayo bitch imma eat yo pussy bitch
ayo bitch imma eat yo pussy bitch
imma eat yo pussy while wearing socks
yeah
bitch imma eat yo pussy bitch
imma do that nasty shit
imma nigga gonna do that shit
wearin socks while im eatin yo bitch, bitch

I didn’t mean to come across as saying it’s a waste of time to think about it or to feel what you feel. Just don’t get so lost in the thoughts and feelings.

Thanks for being positive user

What's ur SoundCloud mydude?

Thank you for clarifying. I'm definitely guilty of getting lost in my thoughts and feelings to an unhealthy degree. I need to be more self aware about that.

I’m guilty of getting lost in my thoughts and feelings too. I’ve gone through DBT which helped me a lot with that. Best wishes to you user.

>DBT
Dominant Bitch Training?

Kek

No it’s dialectical behaviour therapy

I just fucking masturbating I fucking feel awful I didn't want to do but I did it anyways why the fuck an I like this I made it to a point where I'm fucking addicted to it I just want to fucking quit

20 year old female
I’m really sick with Lyme, probably haven’t had it treated for 5 years now.
If you don’t know what Lyme is, it basically destroys your immune system and inflames the brain slowly.
Joints hurts everyday & the sun makes my brain fuzzy so I can’t spend very long outside
Scared of ticks
But I love outside
Younger brother also has Lyme
My single mom spent half her money on healing him for the past year.
The other half went to her going out with her newest boyfriend & buying clothes, cigarettes & pointless shit when she can’t even pay the rent
Give her $100 a month
Brother gets IVs once a month at the house
I’ve yet to receive any treatment, it’s been more than a year since finding out I have Lyme.
Quit my job sporadically cause I’ve been feeling a lot worse and had a mental breakdown last week about being sick & not being able to concentrate/being in pain/dizzy all the time
I have no motivation to get a new job it’s been a week and I haven’t even thought of anywhere I could actually apply.
The only good thing is my life is my boyfriend who just graduated high school & he already has a better job than me cause his dad is a electrician.
Hating myself cause I think he deserves better than a depressed bitch
Then I think about how much he loves me & just wants to take care of me & I feel even worse about myself
I feel lazy but fuck I’m tired
Life is too much work I wish would have ended it when I was 12 and saved myself the torture.
Picture is myself

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I see. Best wishes to you as well.

i'm afraid that if i stay, i'll end up truly hating my family. i feel like i'm going to resent them for taking up the best years of my life. i know that makes me a bad husband and father. but leaving would be even worse, so i guess i just suck it up and do my best not to be miserable forever?

Can you totally fix a broken Glass, no.
That's what my life has become. I've experienced love only one time but have realised that if it's true you'll end up either happy or devastated.

Dude that sucks
I'm glad grass kinda doesn't grow where I live (it grows in seasons every few decades and right now it's all dead) so I don't have any ticks but oof I hate going outside into the forest because I went to CT once and they really gave me the scare about leaving town and Lyme.

I fucked up. That was a chance of a life time and I screwd it up. Like winning the jackpot but never going to pick up your price and then someone else nonchalantly passes by and just takes it for himself. Why...why am I like this?

You’re welcome to vent about it if you’d like

I'm glad I'm here right now. I just hope I don't forget that with each day.

I hope you don’t forget it either user. There’ll be tough days but don’t forget your intrinsic worth.

No means nothing to me...

We need more research on Lyme. I’ve been prescribed painkillers by general practitioners for something they misdiagnosed me with when it turned out to be Lyme.
A lot schizophrenics turn out to actually have untreated Lyme.
Fuck Big Pharma

Oh shit I have schizophrenia.
I once went to the doctor to get a diagnosis on some visions I were having, like the world turning into water, smelling the ocean, hearing waves that weren't there but they didn't do anything and I waited at the hospital for 2 hours for them to tell me my diagnosis after having tests done.
Really lame. Fuck doctors. I'm ready to burn them all at stake.

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I waited 2 hours and then left* I mean because they weren't doing shit and just wasting my FUCKING time I want to kill ALL doctors. They ALL will face my wrath each and every single one of those BASTARDS

Dude, you’re not a jackpot, you’re narcissistic ass.

you should tell them

I want to just walk away from my job. Change my number and just cut all contact with the place.

Larpers can you please get off my dick I'm trying to do something over here

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I'm a blob of poop right now

I'm about to start living off loans. I can potentially get 6,000 bucks if I become a piece of shit at the place I work and abuse the call in culture. At that place you only get fired for three things:
Lying about your time
Fighting someone
For stealing from the facility
That's it.
There are people that have been decapitated at this place. Twice within a decade. Call ins are the least of their concern at this point.

However the hours are over night and school is an hour away right after. I totaled my car because I wasn't sleeping before my 40 hour a week school. I'm scared that's going to happen again. So I'm thinking about grabbing loans for living and just paying it back.

Trying to swindle a company that you once thought was your career path is a very strange feeling and I'm not even sure if it's the smartest thing to do. I'm gambling everything on this career change.

God, I hope it's worth it.

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I’ve had some similarities, I’ll smell peanut butter or “other memory smells” randomly.
I also have irrational fears like looking in the bathroom mirror or I’ll go color blind while I’m driving.
I see a lot of splotchy black dots out of the corner of my eyes if I turn my head to fast.

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Honestly it’s not even the doctors it’s the protocol they’re supposed to follow.
If you want real lab work you’d have to go to a doctor that ruins their own office but most don’t cause they don’t make as much money. Insurance isn’t always accepted either.

Oh, okay.
Thanks.

Wow.
You really are a stupid bitch with no self worth.
He played you, literally called you his second place trophy and admitted he only wanted you for your pussy.
Yet after all the drama you shared, I come to see you're still with him and still going out with him.
It may not be my business at the end of the day, but you deserve everything you get for not learning your lesson

Thanks for the blog faggot now fuck off back to your fapcave to jack off your fapbudddies

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