GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

I'm so mad at myself. I've been wanting to say I love you to my boyfriend for a long time, but i wuss out everytime. I just lose my voice, I was hoping he would say it first to not make in it so scary, but I don't think he is going to.

I love that on days when I'm wearing a more flattering outfit or my outfit is showing a little more skin, I enter the room and you look at me with immediate lust in your eyes. If we're alone, you don't do or say anything immediately, but eventually you'll hover around me, and then compliment me, and reach out and touch me kind of possessively, and then you might go to kiss me.

If someone else is in the room when I come in, naturally you won't touch me or act in any way that's not just normal politeness between people. But later on, when that person/those people are preoccupied but still in the room, you'll squeeze my arm, or my hips/waist, or my leg, or my neck... just out of their sight. You might not even make eye contact with me while you touch me, but you usually give me a Look when you let go. Or you might casually put your hand on my shoulder, but give me a quick, heated, intense look as you do it.

It makes me feel... great.

I don't care how much you know, if you are unkind, you aren't my friend. Get away from me you demons.

Am I really doing the right thing by using these threads to scream into the void about stuff? Aren't you people sick of hearing my ramblings about still being in love with someone who raped me if they even did it all?

Claz se stai leggendo, giuro che ti spacco la faccia, sei una cazzo di sagoma monodimensionale e senza personalità che sa solo dire "Guardate sono frocia!!!" e ripetere la buzzword del mese. Quando qualcuno ti prende a badilate in faccia è sempre troppo tardi, ritardata del cazzo

It's strange how some people need to be lusted after to feel worthy. That would never make me feel good. Only love would do that.

I don't believe the act. You're not a good enough actress. Porn isn't art, vanity/narcissism isn't art, you don't seem to get it.

Why not both

No one can save me because no one would ever believe me.

You speak only of lust, not love. That's my point. Hoes have people lusting after them all the time..that doesn't make a relationship special. It just means they have tits and ass.

Wow user, you should try out for pole vaulting at the next Olympics! Cause that was a hell of a jump to conclusions you just made!

>some people need to be lusted after to feel worthy
10s all around from the judges! A truly impressive leap of logic!

>That would never make me feel good. Only love would do that.
Maybe you can even try out for swimming at the Olympics, cause you're so deep?

Or maybe you're just offended because I was exactly right and you're a hoe. You scream vanity with your post, I hate bitches like you.

I don't listen to most of the music posted here

Girl: It makes me happy when this person is attracted to me and expresses that attraction in fun, subtle ways.
user: You fool. You utter buffoon.

No one cares that you're a slut and someone lusting over you makes you "feel great" and all high and mighty. Slut.

I agree, she sounds like a slut.

Well here's something pleasant for you anyway
youtube.com/watch?v=lvGK76_hlY8

I guess you didn't see that one coming, did you? Duh.

All you people, just go fuck off.

You never knew me at all.

Why the el on Jow Forums?

Lmao another jump to conclusions assuming I was offended. My post said nothing about who this person is to me or my sexual history- for all you know, he's my husband and the only man I've ever been with. Take a step back to see how much you're projecting.
I think the real situation is that you're unhappy with yourself, because why else would a totally benign post about a woman feeling confident, happy, and sexy inspire you to write any kind of rebuttal? I hope you also feel confident, happy, and sexy soon, and someone admiring the way I look in a cute outfit is less bothersome to you in the future.

Nope

Gonna be single for the rest of the year for sure

youtube.com/watch?v=luQSQuCHtcI

If you weren't offended, then you wouldn't comment. You're full of shit samefagging too, so I wouldn't believe a liar like you about being married. Now you're also a hypocrite, making assumptions like you accuse me of.

You're a hoe that dresses like a hoe for attention. That much is obvious.

Sluts are disgusting.

youtube.com/watch?v=mqmIMvWnIV8

I will never forgive you for not understanding. You had so many chances.

I fucking hate how I have zero motivation to do anything with my life. I live a boring unfufilling life which constantly drags me down. But despite this I can not muster any motivation into making it better. It all just seems to troublesome. I hate this about myself. I just wish I could actually dedicate myself to something for once.

Nope, you've again *assumed* it's all been me but it hasn't been. Anyway I'm gonna go rub myself down with oil, grab my vibrator, and admire how good I look masturbating and moaning my own name in front of my full length mirror. Just for you user! Stay mad!

Just as I thought....an arrogant, vain whore. Thanks for confirming it though!

That's not even a girl probably. Sounds like a tranny.

Stop fighting in my thread please

It's not your thread. You're a franchise.

Friends dont exist

They try to use you and hate on your success

Buy a dog

It’s always my thread when I’m in it...

Also acquire currency

I guess the only way to get rid of a stalker is completely ignore them.

You two don’t even like each other, you’re just using the other for popularity points. Why do you still care about that stuff?

You have no idea what's at stake, you never did. You think I'd ever let some imbecile get in the way of protecting something that so many have died for?

i feel like i cant escape the fact that the longest time ive been with a girl was my first and current only girlfriend i had of 6 months.

like every girl ive been with ive only gone out with any one time (barring one girl who went out with me a second time but by then i found out she had a boyfriend) im really hoping that can change with 2 girls currently but my luck is really low.

i say all of this because out of nowhere one girl i was planning on going out on a date just suddenly told me she realized she didnt want to date anyone in her current postion also she lived an hour from where were meeting.

i mean thats understandable, i really do get it, but man i was looking forward to friday so much, finally getting with a 10/10 girl i could be with for a while. just real bad luck man.

honestly im just mostly disapointed, that and angry, not angry at her moreover angry that i have to spend another while in hell trying to build something up again with someone else and thats not even considering actually finding someone new to start talking to building something up.

i just want a good bone to be thrown to me and able to just run with it.

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I just got home to get my exam permit.
Time to see what's up in this hellhole and argue with pretty much everyone.

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Wait for me, please

I will make them dance like puppets.

youtube.com/watch?v=OPf0YbXqDm0

Fuck you.

I've been waiting for a long time already

I don't even know you, so no.

I want to cut off your head and watch you bleed out and die

I'll always want to harm you

Fun fact there's a tagalog quote that says:
"Walang panget, mahirap lang."
(Ugly people does not exists, only broke ones)

tl;dr anyone can be beautiful(physically) as long as they have the money to take care of themselves.

Makeup, clothes and manicures don't make a woman beautiful. Not at all.

I’m not good with hints.

briteheart.org/2017/11/03/jane/

A very beautiful woman (inner and outer)

i have never had a prayer answered.
i have never understood the purpose of this heartbreak.
life is an endless nothing without love and yet god has deemed me unfit for it
i think im just gonna kill myself, for real this time.

me too

It can't be said, has to be understood and it never was. I don't care anymore, it doesn't matter. Someone else will do it.

The watchers don't care. That much I know with 100% certainty.

It's a puzzle and I know you always thought I wasn't logical but I managed to figure it out by elimination.

I want you to be a corpse

My parents especially my mom require really much attention. Now I’m not only have to call them every day in the morning and evening, but they also call in the middle of day (although I spoke against it, so idk). I know I shouldn’t be mad, but idk it’s quite too much.

You test people, again and again. You see what sort of judgements they throw at you.

...murder, sex offenses, torture, consistently making false promises...those who do it and those who support it. There is much more.

You're not even in the game anymore, you're eliminated. You and your team are no longer relevant.

I deserve to kill you

I want to play with your severed head

Initials?

You deserve nothing but the misery that surrounds you.

I deserve to cut off their limbs

Dude, are you sure that black is better? Red is quite luxury tho.

You'll be a mutilated corpse

I'll make sure that you die

Yeah, not really a fan of red and black is suitable for any occasion.

I'll kill them

:3
So why’s jsk better? That person has sold hers if you mean that. I just can’t decide.

Mutilated corpses I want blood everywhere

Perhaps you need to be reported to the FBI

I'll cover everything with your blood I deserve to kill you

I want to cut off every limb

I am literally unlovable
Do I blame god, or do I blame my parents?
I have lost all belief and hope in both.
I'll be damned if I didn't try everything to maximize my looks and personality and whatnot.
My happiness is not in my hands. It never was. I am absolutely revoltingly ugly. And short.

I really do not want to play the race card here at work of all places, but jesus goddamm christ you all are so fucking ignorant.

Over pussy no less.

Pussy that wouldn't even give me the time of day if you treated her better than some random bitch.

>sleeveless
No thank you, Im more comfortable with vintage dresses from the '60s and actually ordered a second-hand.
Wanna see?

Yeah, they're taking you down. I see it very clearly.

I'll always deserve to harm you

youtube.com/watch?v=UuHvN4l6amY

Did you just say jsk so I leave you alone, but actually it looks the same to you?

I want you to be a torture play thing

It’s just less pricey and comes with extra thingies. But sleeveless is in better condition. Ugh.
>Wanna see?
Yeah, please show

It's 102 without clothes
The scale was set 5 pounds over
I used to be 150. I'm supposed to be that.
I used to be a person.
If I go below 100 I'm going to kill myself. I just feel so horrified.

I don't have it right now because it was used as a prop for our upcoming indie film :(

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To be aware that there are people watching all this time feels weird.

It's all about the hip to ass to thigh ratio.

I think you ate less while exercising

Why does every bad experience hurt me so bad? I get this awful sting in my heart and its triggering tears in my eyes. I don't recall being this much of a pussy. It's also bringing my confidence down, what the fuck?