GIOYC /Get It Off Your Chest

It's your fault, not my fault. Without having to cater to other people every thing would've gone smoothly. I guess I should stop trying to please people. Gotta let it go. I wish I wouldn't get worked up over shit ever. I need a plan and to stick to it. I can't keep fucking myself over and losing more and more dignity. I have to do what I'm supposed to do because you can't get back dignity once you lose it.

Sometimes when you're really excited about something, it might be an awful devastating, disruptive thing for someone else. If you're the only person excited about something, while everyone else is upset and having to move around their lives/schedules to accommodate you, please reconsider your choices.
A family member no one likes decided to move in with us and no one can refuse. This person can't drive, is on a lot of medication, and is mentally unstable. We have to take care of them until they decide "to go on their next adventure."

Last night was not the time or place to face my hang ups but they forced my hand by pissing me off. This isn't fucking healthy man. They don't want shit to go smoothly, they have malice for me which makes them hypocrites because they're constantly harping on me to be a better person. God or just reality itself will serve justice to my benefit I fucking swear it.

Would have been better to run the first time she said she doesn't feel the same way. Apparently drunken kisses, on-and-off FWB status and spooning while watching movies didn't make her feel like we were closer than normal friends. And she doesn't even remember the several times she kissed me while drunk and thinks it's dissociation related. Sure feels great to hear.

>tfw no money
Why can't I get a damn chance like everyone else?

You and me both, man.

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I wish you horrible travels, filled with road hazards, speed traps, bad drivers, traffic jams, poor radio selections, and hopefully an accident or two.

I mean damn, screaming in the middle of the night is weird and insane. So I'm definitely weird and insane but what I'm trying to say is it can be managed if everyone fucks off. I don't really feel shame but I do feel a little embarrassed.

Schlong me, ET

Try moving out, homo.

You should give up your cat. Cats are still pets too, and they're mostly active during the times you are not, because cats. Unless they're old, then they sleep 20 hours a day.

>Why can't I get a damn chance like everyone else?
You'll get yours someday. It'll take longer than most people, but you just gotta keep going at it and improving your skills no matter how demoralizing it is.

I kicked a girl in the coochie when I was a kid, and
a few days later she got hit by a truck and died which was pretty fucked.

Marked for death

I finally realized I miss women and that they are irreplaceable in my life.

Hope and Despair.
Just like 2 sides of a coin.
“Please be quiet, Hope is noisy”
The demon king shushed hope away as the coin shows its despair side
Those with strings attached to their limbs are now ready to entertain the audience

And so the curtain opens

“Welcome to the party!
Ye infinite shadows, dancing in the darkness
This show will never end!
No one can ever escape it”

The puppetmaster greeted its puppets as the audience watch their dreams rot off and drop away

“Welcome to the party
This crude, comical waltz.
This show will never end
Even if you lose interest, it will continue to repeat!”

Their scorned memories is the only thing that can save them before they fall any further

Yet
Let us all not forget
Hope is still with us
Here at the theater known as “Despair”

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My life is going very very wrong.
I can't do anything aside of quitting now.
>28 y/o
>kissless relationshipless virgin
>Don't even have a degree
>Don't have the working experiences for a higher pay job either
>Can't save enough money to buy my own house until i'm very old, like 35 y/o, and there will be 20 years loan ahead of me, so i will be living tasteless boring life with no vacations or spending any money for luxury, but spend all my income into the house loan.
>Not smart enough to get better job
>Thinking about all these give me depressions and anxiety that leave me dysfunction
>Not thinking about it make me not care about my situation hence not improving myself, and worsen the situation little by little
I see no way out of this except to kill myself.
While i'm not afraid of being dead, i'm too coward to go through with it due to the pain.
I feel destroyed.
And i'm visiting these threads more and more often, i wonder when will it be too much for me??

Sorry for calling you a thot back then.

Check em

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Everyone is my fucking enemy

checked
Now check mine

What's the point of giving me these ambiguous hints? Are you just teasing?
I've been stuck on wanting to hook up with you ever since we broke up. I'm pretty sure it would be much different now.
Honestly if I wasn't already kinda invested in someone I'd go for it without second thought. But now idkkkk. I'm really curious. I want you to convince me.

no point in killing yourself it wont grant you anything and it will give people who dont like you a reason to be happy. maybe you just need to find yourself give it time things will improve!

>and it will give people who dont like you a reason to be happy
FUCK this is the first time I read something that actually makes me consider suicide a bad thing

Teasing about what? my lack of moral compass?
Yes, I did it on purpose. I wanted to see if you really are the right person for me. So I tested your limits and the things youre capable of doing harms way,

I never thought that you'd harm yourself from my actions.
I never thought i'd almost die from it.

To user who posted in the one of previous threads
>people always asking for a gf
>I have one
>tfw I'm her chef, chauffeur, doctor, sex toy, daddy, comfort man, cheerleading section, Secretary, account manager, storyteller, dad, puppy sitter/walker, eye candy, emotional pin cushion, master (that for some reason does everything), therapist
Isn’t it a price for being dominant one/bossy in relationship?

Nice.

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Why is everyone getting dubs in this thread

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there’s always a 10% chance to checkem

I was also angry that you've played with peoples hearts. So I went out and had my revenge for them. kinda like a sacrificial scapegoat.

Now that I understand your situation fully im sorry but your methods are wrong and that's okay. You had no other choice.

Im the one who's at fault here.

You should admit your faults aswell you know. After everything.

I thought of the reverse
Hope, a hushed candle unseen
And distress, a vociferating overflowing light
Sometimes our coins have reversed sides
Some of us don't know how to shout out any joyous serenade in people's ears

There was a joke going like : if cats knew how to use a phone they wouldn't want to write any message.

Anybody else just crave older women? I would kill to find some 40-60 year old cougar to cuddle with, suck her tits, and call her mommy

I fucking hate myself, why did I do it, I didnt even enjoy it. These fucking meds have ruined my brain. I'd never have made a choice like that before....now I have to hide this indiscretion while trying to fix my fucking brain, or risk losing 10 years of happiness...

I want to die.

You really are my duplicate...
The best and the worst parts combined. Opposite, yet the same.
Do you think we're meant for each other? I do.

I want to mutilate them until they are unrecognizable

You deserve to be a corpse

I want to defile your corpse when I'm done with it

I'll always deserve to harm them nothing can convince me otherwise

you called me hot and told me to DM you so I sent you the Legit Buy Actavis copypasta. now I'm too embarrassed to ask if you were serious

you're not that old, anony, don't worry

Are we done yet?
Hating me is like hating yourself and you know that. You need to love yourself more instead of giving hearts to others every opportunity possible.

Suddenly so serious...
I only know abound a unique link. I only know about a particular scent. And I only know I'd recognize a way of being among millions.
Sometimes I ask myself how you see me.
Who made us ?
Who made us be half men lacking each other ? What hand was that one ?

What are you gonna do next? will you keep on hating yourself and depend on other people your entire life? or accept who you are and improve for your own sake?
It's not selfishness balance servitude and self-love

I see you as myself.
God.
I can't answer that but im left-handed if that helps. Why not we find out together, no?

I can't wait until I can torture a woman

I choose depending on other people option

Shut up fries.

I'll take my time cutting off every limb

Women deserve to be tortured and murdered

Choose for yourself. I see where you lack at now.
Enjoy life WITH other people NOT Enjoy life FOR other people. ^^

go ahead please
mail ... or discord etc... ?

Ahhhh
I miss you so much.

I want to have my way with her corpse

Damn, man. That’s pure hell.

[email protected]

I don't want to

You are forgiven.

Why?

new girl started where i work, i fell for her really really hard. shes leaving in like a week though and yesterday at work a bunch of feels hit me and i sperged out and was basically depressed in front of everyone for the second half of the day. she probably hates me now. everyone was worried about me and asking if im ok, i must have looked like such a pathetic weakling. idk if i can go back there to work, but its my only chance to see her before she goes, maybe forever. i really like her bros but she also called me 'mate' and she's nice to everyone else as well so i dont think she even likes me. on a good day i would be like "fuck yeah shes totally into me" and id be able to joke around with her and talk a lot but if i saw her now i for sure wouldnt be able to keep that up

Thank you ~
Message sent

it may hurt many people. I tried before and failed

>tfw every girl that i get interested in are in a relationship already
what the fuck

I want to play with your severed head

I want to fuck your corpse after I'm done mutilating you

i think my dad is going to kill me. im the only one that knows his secret. i still live with my parents as im finishing community college and he tries to start both physical and verbal fights with me every day. makes me want to kill myself or kill him. although, i think he would definitely be the one to strike first. hes on steroids and 14 other supplements since i started to surpass him at the gym. basically, hes lost his mind

What the fuck is wrong with me it's been 5 months and i still can't get over her i feel so dumb.
The last time we spoke she told me it's time to move on and she doesn't love me but i can't kill this hope inside me am i retarded.

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>tfw the kenjataimu hits you hard after jerking off to some really messed up shit
>was getting off moreso to the thought of how messed up it was and that i knew i was going to regret it later
Yea alright, time for a nofap.

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I'll always want to kill

take a xanax and go to bed

Checked.

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This is bad, it's like I'm in heat. I'm wet all the time and I keep clenching down around nothing. My brain is in a fog, I want someone to touch me, my skin is screaming for it, my fingers just make me feel emptier, my nipples are constantly hard. I feel so weak and useless. I want to be held down and fucked all day long and I can't tell anyone. There's no relief. I can't let anyone know I'm like this.
It's too scary. Sex is scary. If I let someone touch me they'll hurt me.

Just failed getting accepted into court officer academy. Guess my ass is stuck doing boring chickenshit white collar work forever.

Why is it ok for others to abuse me? They'll get what they deserve

I want to fuck your mutilated body

My mental health is deteriorating faster than i anticipated. I am having difficult time forming memories and sentences. This depression and isolation is hurting me. Help.

Females can be so warm, soft, affectionate, sweet, and nice smelling. I wish I had one around I could give great big hugs.

Sometimes I dream of getting samoyed pupper so I can make him an insta account and call it shoob_dogg

I love you, but mental illness or not, I can't accept you cheating and "falling in love" with randos. For fuck's sake, you asked me what I thought of each of the dudes at your work by bringing up THEIR interests and having me judge them in casual conversation. The one guy I said something nice about, you decide to cheat on me with. I saw the van he dropped you off at my place in. Fucking ridiculous. My mental health temporarily deteriorated for the last few weeks, but now that I remember who I am, I'm fucking pissed. Why are you throwing away a potentially satisfying LTR for this dude? You don't even like half the shit he does, and now you're pretending to do so for him? Did you pretend for me, too? I'm so annoyed that I ignored other women to take care of a literal womanchild. Just, I wish you would admit your infidelity and manipulative behaviors to your therapist, and stop fucking telling people I'm your "toxic bf". You make every damn situation we fight about, and if you don't make it, you make it worse and blow it up. I need a real fucking woman with a car and a career. I'm going to be 30 soon, fuck. I wanted it to be you. I wanted to hold out for you to just fucking grow up, but it's clear you'd rather go even harder with the emotional/verbal abuse. The dude doesn't even look good with the undercut I had when we started dating. This is sick.

>but leaves out sex
Go see your mom for that stuff.

Stop messaging me if you don’t like me. Stop messaging me if you don’t want to talk. You know I love you so just stop. Let me get over you. You just like to hurt me?

I'm tired of talking to fake online friends.

Is there something wrong with wanting some nice lady I can hug and kiss and cuddle?

I want somebody I can abuse. I want them to break and suffer for the rest of their lives

No, go ask your mother.

How do you determine if they are fake or not?

Me too

I can't wait until I can torture somebody

Bernese mountain dog... I think

I want to cut off her head and fuck the corpse

Am I obligated to give nice ladies sex in exchange for the kisses and cuddles or something? I don't think they'd be nice ladies anymore if that were the case.

I want them to bleed out and die

I deserve to cut off every limb