Yo guys. I got a slight problem. I cheated on my girlfriend quite a few times now...

Yo guys. I got a slight problem. I cheated on my girlfriend quite a few times now. Never had a problem with my conscience. Never had problems with my sleep but for some reason, after the last cheat my sleep and conscience is trying to kill me. Any ideas how to get better sleep and calm my conscience?(No, I won't confess to my GF)

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>Any ideas how to get better sleep
9mm bullet through the mouth towards the brain stem. With any luck you won't wake up.

Lol you never escaped it
You were just ignoring me

Take your punishment, reflect on it and grow

Nah. Never really had a problem with it.
Only difference now is that the girl I cheated on her with looks a lot better and is a dominant type with which I haven't had any previous experience. Maybe that's the problem?

Repent and change your ways. Your conscience is looking out for you.

>Repent and change your ways. Your conscience is looking out for you
Bruh, I never before in my life had problems with my conscience. Few people that know my true self told me I'm a sociopath although that sounds like a bullsh*t to me.

No. You deserve what you get.

Hope it was worth it.

Bait

Oh trust me, all of it was worth it

You sound so full of shit right now, lol...

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Why you think so exactly?

Well, I guess I've had chances to cheat, and even with people who I've found so fucking distasteful that I thought they might deserve being cheated on.

But I didn't. Because no matter who you are, and no matter what you do, that's a thing you don't transgress.

And then you basically get fucked, and nobody cares because you trusted them not to, and they did it anyway, and like boom goes the dynamite: this place fucking sucks.

But you still don't. And literally nobody gives a fuck, and you're just lonely and stupid and some fucking cuck, and everybody's laughing at you, and you realize that the entire thing you thought you were doing was a fucking lie.

Maybe you should have fucking cheated when you could have, but you didn't, and now you have the cold wind of congratulations as you realize that there is nobody keeping track of this shit and you basically wasted your chance and now you're old and dead and nobody gives a fuck about you.

Lol; this is so stupid.

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I guess I'm waiting to die, and I hope I get the chance to not waste my chance.

God, that's pathetic. Is that really the best I have to attempt? If it is, then I guess I'll attempt it over and over again, but damn if it doesn't seem sort of pathetic.

I'd rather kill him somehow, or have him kill himself, after all, when it came down to it.

I don't know what more they'd have to live for, after all.

Maybe I'll find out.

If your not here to repent, why are you here? Having a conscience is a good thing you sociopath. Accept the fact you fucked up, do the right thing and tell your gf and don't do it again.
Even if you aren't used to having a conscience, this might be the kickstart you need. At the very least you'll feel better

>dominant type
Lole you r fucked fren. If she doesn't know she's a side, she's gonna make sure your real gf knows about it. And if she does know, she's gonna leave small hints of her presence for your gf to find

She's a friend of my GF. We both got drunk but didn't have sex though, I only went down on her & vice versa. Checked out through the whole flat to make sure nothing stayed there. Yea maybe that's the thing that keeps bugging me, that she's her friend.

And she also warned me and insisted on not telling my GF otherwise she'll kill me

>If your not here to repent, why are you here?

How do you repent to one who has sinned against you?

How do you ask forgiveness from one who has struck you across the face?

Am I a sociopath? Is not stopping someone from stabbing you in the heart enough to warrant them to do so?

Is telling someone that they have the ability to destroy you the same thing as destroying yourself?

Quickest and easiest way is to cheat again with a different girl.

So 'ye think that will help? You sure?

Why do w*men respond to bait so predictably? Cheating is natural. Men do it, w*men do it, monogamy is a patriarchal social construct.

By doing the right thing to make it up to them, if your sins outweigh theirs you are the one in need of forgiveness
I don't know who's hitting who, i assume her, but thats a huge red flag the relationship should end anyway, cheating can't be justified
I don't know, go get tested or something
While it does make the person gullible and to some extent responsible for not having better foresight, the person who does it is always responsible at the end of the day. She didn't make you do it
Yes, people only have power if you give it to them

Yep, done it several times. Find some really cute dumbass girl, like some server or hostess or clerk and take her out and fuck her once or twice. Just make sure you don't make the same mistake you did this last time and it be too close to home.

You've got to create a new loop to think about. Like it could be something funny about the hook up or something you can savor.

So why am I so fucking alone and my life sucks?

My sins don't outweigh theirs by any means.

I don't need to be tested for anything.

When do I have the power I give to myself?

Seriously I'm fucking dying here.

Ha, ha. You're such a fucking comedian. Just be funny, lol, and like herp a derp a derp.

What the fuck are you talking about?

You sound psychopathic.

Yea, that sounds right. That's what I came here for. Thanks

What the fuck are you talking about? OP knows and it hit the spot.

I don't know, you made poor life decisions and didn't take enough of the right risks, take responsibility and take the first steps to make it better

If you cheat on someone, yeah you tend to be the one worse off. Still if you're in a poor relationship, get out regardless of what you've done

You said you don't know yourself though, worse case scenario is clarity

When you learn to respect yourself and have a clear mind and conscience.

What spot is that?

And was that OP?

You seem really eager here.

>you made poor life decisions

Lel; fuck you.

I said i don't know fucko, it was a guess. If you are alone then yeah something probably is wrong.
Instead of going "fuck you lel" Do something about it instead of complaining then getting mad when someone offers help

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No, it's pretty clear. If she'd told me she wanted to get off to some dude online, I'd have managed it. But this was someone we knew. This was a person she actually wanted to fuck.

And she did.

And like I couldn't really stop her because there were tons of people I wanted to fuck.

Turns out I was a fucking moron and thought that her fucking this dude meant that I'd be able to fuck other people.

Nope.

Not at all.

I'm just a fucking cuck who should neck himself because lol nope like wtf was I thinking?

I'm a fat unwanted old man who will die alone.

Isn't this is a fun place?

Hope you like watching your wife of fifteen years go ahead and fuck some guy, because you're gonna die alone after that and nobody gives a fuck about you.

God is dead.

Happy birthday.

>I read one nietzsche book and now i'm a nihilist

Calm down man, what happened to you fucking sucks and nobody deserves it but this is too much.

If you are too fat, go Jow Forums and work out, if you are in a shit relationship LEAVE.

Take the steps towards improvement, cheating isn't improvement

OP here. I should prolly clarify that these are my comments

>The problem is not the cheating itself, but the fact that it has startred to affect you.

I'll tell you what you do have a problem but it's not any of those two.

>No i wont confess to my gf
>'Do not give me advice that i don't like!'

Grow up OP it will solve most of your problems.

You did something that was wrong and being honest is the only true way to clear your conscious. Sorry bud, you fucked up.

I just wrote that isn't an option I'm willing to do.

Nah I don't think so. I was able to get through it many times before. Just this time it's different and for some reason it sticks in my coinsciousness

Cheaters get no sympathy here. You deserve everything bad that you're going through, OP.

How does the image of her fucking your friend (behind your back until after the fact) make you feel?