>Autistic >Mixed-raced >Can't drive a car because of autism >Only way to get educated is to move into a dorm and shell-out 40k+ >123 IQ >Even if I win and graduate, everyday of my life will be a war
I can't stop thinking that the whites will say no to me and hire a white person instead at interviews. I don't have the unteachable social skills to make them pick anything else, and if anything, they'll think I'm incompetent because of my autism. Then it's all through a racial lens, so they'll think I'm retarded instead of shy, etc.
I can't see myself being accepted into many jobs in whatever I major in in college in Houston, and it's expensive to live there as well.
I will be denied at whatever few jobs I am interviewed for and can go to because I am not white. I will have no transportation because I can't drive, and I'll be dependent on whatever I can get in the city.
Then I'll be in debt, and I'll have no way out, and then I'll lose my house and land in the streets.
Should I try and go to college, or should I just bury the idea for good?
I am pretty much an Arab trying to get a job in a white country.
The worst part of all this is there is no country I can go to to leave this all behind. I'm stuck, to be discriminated against and hated, just because Whites allowed for race-mixing to happen.
Colton Martinez
The worst thing to see is that white men that are like me are denied because of autism.
So it's like trying to fit a square into a round hole.
It's really not their fault. They're just alive and human.
There is no way out of it. If they were white and trying to get a job in a country full of people that looked like me, they would experience the same hell.
Anthony Fisher
OP I am so confused by your post. If you think you're ugly post a picture of yourself and we'll tell you what you can improve on, but being mixed isn't a death sentence. Houston is not even super conservative. Also I bet there are buses there and you just don't want to use them.
All human beings are racist even when they think they're not.
It's because of the same reason dogs don't try and fuck cats
John Scott
Bitch so what. Just because racism is a natural response to people who are different doesn't mean everyone is a slave to it or doesn't try to unlearn it, hence why I mentioned Houston not being a super conservative city and having a black democrat mayor.
Tyler Powell
They're all slaves whether they try to be or not. It's like drinking water or breathing air.
Cooper Cruz
Join the military.
Aiden Clark
Education and social conditioning play a bigger role in whether or not someone ends up racist enough to reject a black person's resume on the basis of them being black than genetic predisposition to being afraid of different people. Are you OP? No one is forcing you to participate in society if you're dead set on playing the victim.
Easton Bell
>Resume
Real life isn't a resume. You have to go face-to-face with the person offering the job, and that's when you're denied on the basis of race.
You don't get it. You're the same person that picks their own race and then says "It was because he was very polite." when it was because his skin was your own color.
Jack Price
Rejecting a black person based on their resume is even more prejudiced than having an interview with them and rejecting them based off of that. How is that a hard concept to you?
You can fake/white-wash a resume You can't fake real life contact.
100% of the time, the job interviewer will choose thee person that is genetically closest to themselves.
As previously stated, you don't understand at all. You can't see the underlying pattern of what goes on in life.
Mason Green
You can't fake a black sounding name which would be the only reason why a resume would look black. You also can't make up statistics to fit your argument. Me saying that people are naturally racist but many of them try to not be racist is understanding the problem stupid, you just don't want to try.
>im not going to do anything because people are racist in the same way they have lungs the problem is you. i think you spent too much time on the web and got brainwashed. throw away your computer (minus copies of a resume/personal records) and do something else.
Austin Rodriguez
>try to not be racist
It's ingrained into them. There's no way out of it. They mistrust others of different DNA. They want their own. Their moral commitments to other races are skin deep in practice.
Most people have no thoughts on race beyond "I don't like that."
>You can't fake a black sounding name
But you can. You just shift the letters around and put it on your resume and send it in.
>You can't make-up statistics to fit your argument
There are no statistics on who gets hired for an interview and who is turned away on the basis of race. It's too invasive.
But African Americans are 36% less likely to be called back when compared to a European. 24% for Latinos
Xavier Stewart
even if all that is true, what other option do you have other than to face your fears/improve or just an hero? are you just here to systematically reject doing literally anything because whitey bad?
Matthew Diaz
I have to go over and beyond what the typical white is capable of just to get a job that isn't physical labor, but I have crippling autism and can't even drive.
It's a one way ticket to homelessness if racial discrimination does me in.
Brody Martin
Just another black pilled, probably underage, dude who can't stand to be anything but a victim because he isn't 100% perfect and gave up before he even tried. Just go shoot up some place and be done with it.
Luke Sullivan
After reading your post, I think your shitty attitude is much more of a problem than being non white
Elijah Long
Black pills are true though. This is why people shouldn't procreate
you didn't answer the question: if none of the options here will work, what are you going to do? pretend you're not the underfoot victim for a minute.
Carson Robinson
this. been there, done that. it's the evolution of adolescent angst. i call it kafka syndrome. it killed my twenties.
Zachary Sanders
I'm going to get on SSI for autism and watch pre-downloaded cartoons in my house.
I'll walk to the public library to download new episodes.
Dylan Richardson
>just because Whites allowed for race-mixing to happen. It wasn't our idea. It was crammed down our throats at a time when 90% of us didn't approve. Besides, I'd have no problem hiring you since you at least understand the problems that come with mixing. It's way worse having to deal with, say, thirsty Indians with an inferiority complex.
While in-group preference is indeed a thing, white leftists have recently been so intensively indoctrinated that they'd bend over backwards for you, pic related.
It's the wrong Amerindian tribe in Brazil and Puerto Rico. If I were to go there, it would be like an autistic white man trying to live in Palestine to find friends a wife.
From tribe-to-tribe it's almost the same genetic distance as white-man to black-man
This is the only reason the white race could conquer the new world. The people were not united, and they were.
Ayden Lewis
To be frank with you. It is explicitly the fault of the white race that race-mixing happened.
In the same way they conquered the world, they wanted to mix their blood with foreign races to see what comes from the other side.
This is why every western nation has legalized race-mixing. Very little to do with Jews, and everything to do with evolution.
Ayden Martinez
Unless you want to get into mystic nonsense like the 'collective unconscious', no, it was very much a top-down shift that promoted mixing--especially on the scale with which we see it today. The only ones to encourage mixing to any extent were the Iberians who couldn't keep it in their pants, and even they instituted a caste system which deliberately kept the whites on top. In Brazil, mixing was encouraged not to hybridize and 'see what comes', but to "whiten" the country up. Obviously that didn't work out, but the intentions are far from what you've implied. I also didn't bring up Jews--but on that note it doesn't take a genius to notice that they're always disproportionately involved, and massively so, in movements that destabilize white societies. For example, if Wikipedia hasn't taken it down, look up "white South African anti-apartheid activists". I counted, and at minimum 2/3 of them were confirmed Jews. Jews were never more than 1.5% of the South African voting population.
Now, "da jooz" is not a catch-all excuse for why we're in the current situation. Greedy and treacherous whites have always been complicit in actions harming their group. But to say that a tendency to mixing is something inherent to the white race as a group is flatly incorrect.
Xavier Gray
>cant get a job because youre not white bullshit. you just suck.
im 100% black and have never had trouble finding a job.
dont bother with college unless its for something useful and in demand or trade school
Ethan Wilson
> say that a tendency to mixing is something inherent to the white race as a group is flatly incorrect.
But it's there. Brazil exists. Everyone in that nation is partially European. Almost every African-American alive today has a white ancestor due to white-male black-female race-mixing.
Mestizos in Mexico, which are European with Amerindian, come from Iberians, who are white peoples.
The strongest members of the white race are race-mixers. They love the world so much that they want to create something new inside of it.
These are the same people in the courtrooms, supreme court, high courts, etc.
That's all there is to it. Take a look at the Royal Wedding. The truth is if everyone in one race thinks in a similar fashion, there is a collective "Yes." because everyone thinks the same way because everyone's ancestor went through the same thing and they all lived together so their minds are now all on the same page.
It's a physical, evolutionary "collective unconscious."
Whites did it all to themselves. Jews just sat there and pushed for what the Whites secretly wanted.
You're someone that can trough through 300+ jobs and land 10 of them.
I can't do that. I'm not strong like you are.
Noah Rivera
This is all just an extension of European colonialism which has its roots in European prenatal estrogen which creates desire by extending love for others and bleeding it into the world in and of itself. It all came from women, and so it rubbed onto the men.
Race-mixed offspring that live horrible lives are just a consequence of white desire. It's somewhat rare as race-mixing isn't the human norm, but whites all say "It's okay, but make sure it's not me and my family" in their mind.
Kayden Williams
So you are autistic, have no social skills, (or any other skills), can't drive, but all your problems are because of racism? How about you learn a skill so you can actually do something useful for other people? And you don't need to go to an expensive four-year college. Go learn a trade.
Blake White
It's not just my race. It is the autism and being mixed-raced.
One their own, these problems are overcomable, but together they will fuck your life up. No one is accepting of you because you're not their race, but you also have no social skills to get close to them in a meaningful way.
So you are stuck. You can't do anything with anyone.
>Go learn a trade
I've already learned a trade in carpentry with my dad
Jace Jenkins
Furthermore, social skills aren't teachable. You can't understand others unless you can watch them like an eagle, and I can't pay attention because my mind is on the inside instead of the outside.
I am overwhelmed by what's in front of me.
It's like having your train of thought and sense of self amplified to the point that you're a useless human being. You can't endure pain. You can't focus on anything happening outside of your body. You can't catch. You can't throw. You can't do anything. You can't even walk right without bouncing. Your mind and all of your attention is constantly fixated inside of you. You can't handle your emotions because they're too strong. You can't observe others because you can't really see outside of your head because the part of you that pays attention to your surroundings is drowned out by your own thoughts.
Everything that makes a person great is robbed of you. That's autism for me.
Bobby fischer was 187 IQ and his wife drove him everywhere.
Jace Mitchell
135 IQ here Don't drive because it scares the shit out of me. I have ADD and it's hard enough to focus when I'm not traveling 70 mph in a flimsy box next to innumerable other boxes.
Ethan Torres
I don't believe you but also how does that prove that he couldn't drive?
Angel Sanders
Isn't ADD is a made up illness that people use as an excuse to get attention and drugs?
Ethan Hill
There's evidence from people saying his wife was his chaperone.
You can see that he's not the type of person to drive. He's always in the backseat when there are photos of him going anywhere.
>when he was accussed of being a bankrobber in 81 he told the officer. "I told them I didn't drive."
>he was born in 43. making him 38.
>So I doubt he was driving at all.
Cameron Ward
You literally got that info from a chess forum. I know because I just googled it and that was the first and only result.
Adrian Williams
You can find that information yourself. But the fact is Bobby Fischer didn't drive.
He had a license for legal paperwork, and nothing more.
Luke Cooper
I thought OP meant inherited health problems or something. All races have a few things their at higher risk of getting than others. Asains produce less enzymes in their liver which would break down alchoal for example
Jack Scott
$40k is not an unreasonable amount for an education (that is, in total and not per year).
If your IQ is really 123, then uni shouldn't be an issue at all. But really, no intellectual pursuit should be an issue despite being autistic.
As for being scared of racism - yes people are racist, but not everybody. Even if you are at a slight disadvantage, if you are qualified, you'll be chosen.
Of course, being autistic it might be hard to nail interviews, but that's why you practice. Practice in front of mirrors, with friends, with parents, with randos on the street (making small talk), but eventually you'll get it. I have a bit of a stutter and a bit of social anxiety, so I prepare for pretty much every event like this. I'll think of likely topics of conversation, questions that might be asked, and questions that I can ask other people, anecdotes and stories and so on, and I'll practice saying them in front of the mirror, while finding the right things to say. I've done this for interviews, parties, dates, concerts, and even for when I hang out with friends, and I recommend you do this too.
Overall, don't be so negative! Shoot your shot and you'll achieve something!
Juan Bell
Mixed here, 131IQ, it's all in your head mate. You are the author, you established a dead end narrative for yourself. You can just as easily do the reverse, meaning when you do get rejected from a job application, which you will, which all people will, instead of trying to compute a solution to "racism" or in other words trying to control the thoughts of others, you should look to solve you desirability to the workforce eg. What skills you bring to the table etc.
Alternatively you can begin to love your narrative without becoming impotent. Meaning if you refuse to change your views you have no option to live it all out. You will seek out these racist confrontations and you will like them.
Either way everything will be fine, don't stress a out it.