How are you holding up Jow Forums?

I'm fucking slipping. On a personal level I am always at work. My house has a massive water leak and my girlfriend seems to always be miserable. There are a lot of challenges, but it just seems like she doesn't want to be a part of it anymore. So probably end up single soon. Just pisses me off that women will never be around for the hard times.

These shootings have also been getting to me. It all just seems so pointless. It's not going to get any better. I'm just trying to prepare for the thing to blow.

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user I was drinking half a litre, somedays I drank the whole bottle. That was two years ago. Im already touched but I dont have cirrosis.
Hows your gut? Do you feel swole? And your feet, how are they? If they are swollen, press with one finger a few seconds, and if the skin doesnt automatically go back to the place and stays like puffy and takes its time to get to normal, GET HELP NOW.

Anyways user. You already need help. Please apoint with your doctor, a psych and an specislized center. Im not talking about being hospitalized, theyll help you.

But do some analitics NOW. You need to know if its just hepatitis or if it evolved to some cirrotic tissue.
Do not worry. Liver is a champ. But yes, this week, be worried and seek help user.
Godspeed.

You can grow weed. Just don't tell anyone about it and you'll be fine. No one really cares anymore. Don't let it be an excuse to keep you from doing what you want.

Get a fookin jarb, ya drunk bastard. I’m about to go wage slave in the rain. I live my life.

Hang in there brother.

My side feels like I have a hot knife stabbing it. But the booze are the only thing that make me not want to kill everyone around me in public.

This will probably be my future.

God bless

>Everything is getting worse day after day
I keep seeing threads like this but my life is steadily improving as the spring comes into summer.
Become willing to improve yourself and your life will soon follow that pattern, user. Getting drunk at 10am does sound like a way to cope with immediate pain and suffering, but we both know that it's just extreme self-medication that's barring your progress.

>drinking the fermented Jew

What's his name? Benjamin or Chaim? Ahron?

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wise words

I don't know I hate working it doesn't even matter how easy it hard it is I'm just done with it

its slavery...

I'd rather do the harder stuff but I have to keep my life in motion.

I bought a Winnebago and am fixing it up. I told her we could live in it and we could travel. She knew the thing needed work and she hated living with her mom. She was miserable. I would bring up her moving out and living at my house while I went off to work, but she would make this giant list of excuses like she didn't really want to leave. She eventually moved out but I had to turn the water off because of this leak. My grandparents have been over trying to clean and fix the place so we can sell it. So she's all uncomfortable. Just feels like I fucked this up. I can't always be there for her. I work on an oil rig most days. I need her to be strong, but I don't think she has it in her.

There are so many great adventures ahead, but we have to get through this rough patch.

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Jesus christ. Try to find peace in it all.

I've had similar situations; women have a tendency to buckle or act irrational in times of uncertainty.

I hope you achieve what you set out to do.

He is all of us who are struggling.

I just got out of a 5 day bender, drank probably 30 four lokos (broke neet) and I've been bedridden for the last 3. First two due to hangover third because I didn't eat and could barely even eat. Feel pretty good now, are got my energy back, and about to go to bed and wake up at 11pm or so. Stayed comfy op

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>How are you holding up?
Barely. Always making it to payday, miraculously. Just another 10 hours in the wally world then I head home to a night of alcohol and pills.

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Bro please get help. You are depressed, took the redpill and that... That can fuck you up.
Get the bottle.
Get a pen.
Make a mark a little over the bottom.
Thats for today.
Next bottle.
Mark over the previous mark.
Thats for you today.
And keep going. But you need help now and maybe a few benzos (be wsry with that shit) will make it easier. But steadily slow progress will save your life bro. Youll get more tips at a specialized center.
But im telling you. You have alcoholic hepathitis probably. HEPATITIS.
So go and seek help please or you will never feel vigor and strengt in your life.
A month ago Inwas pulling 250 kilos in deadlifts. Now going to the kitchen leaves me out of breath. And I acted soon. Cmon bro you know you have a problem now GO.

I have been in constant physical pain for at least 16 months.

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I am married to someone who I can barely stand to look at in a foreign country that hates me.

My CV has so many vast gaps and I have so few up-to-date marketable skills that I am pretty much stuck with utterly menial jobs.

I am doing my best to not drink and to exercise, but it is hard to see a point.

I lack the courage to kill myself, but life is pretty meaningless.

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Walmart user...

Be the wolf, not the sheep.

btw, they never gave me my generator or my $800. Lady on phone said it would take a week to process...

I will. God bless you user. Thank you.

Godspeed. Try to stay positive.

Importation of non-whites.

Hang in there, maybe take some time to yourself.

Praying for you user.

Thanks man. I'm trying. On the bright side I'm 26, college grad, and am getting a really good promotion at work. So things are going to get better. That's for sure.

Damn right about the women. They say they want adventures, but they don't. It's like my lifestyle is a novelty to them. They want stability at all times.

I quit weed and am currenly 2nd day sober after 4+ years of nonstop smoking. Its trash, I dont feel any different besides having no motivation to do things I used to enjoy before

I'm 25. My ex of 4 years left me because I got a DUI. I had paid our rent and all expenses for the entirety of our relationship. Sometimes the hard times show you who people really are.

Keep building yourself.

Feel like a stranger in my own country.

I lasted a week before I called me dealer up yesterday. You can say I'm addicted but oh well, at least I hardly drink and don't do any other real drugs. Life without weed is boring as fuck.

Why don't you leave?

I've been smoking daily for almost 10 years.

It is the only substance that makes me feel better, mentally and physically.

Booze just helps me not want to snap at everyone for how dumb people are.

Defeatism, the thread. C'mon fellas. Yeah shit may fucking suck but we all have our part to play

Personally, I've NEVER been happier in my entire life! Trump is going to STORM in 2020, Rosenstein has quit, FISA judges say they were lied to by the FBI, and SO much more. The Day of Reckoning is upon us.

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I'm done going to work and playing into this fucked system.

Voting does nothing. The FED is the issue.

I dont remember last time I drank and I never did hard drugs neither, but fuck man its so fucking boring not being high, Im not even dysfunctional while high, I smoke up and go for a bike ride into the mountains around my town, I go walk my doge, I go and play video games, now I feel like a fucking slave who needs to work 8+ hours a day to just pass the time

Why did you quit in the first place?

Sounds like medicinal use. Similar situation. Usually smoke daily but in small doses to stay positive.

I don't really see how I would support myself in this country, and I lack to money to leave it - not that Canada is better than the UK anyway, but at least it has rural parts where a mediocre job can pretty much sustain someone.

Every time I quit I just realize life is exactly the same, just 10x less fun. It puts me into a better mood and makes me love myself. Plus I don't smoke during the day.

Stay strong anons, life may be shitty but at least you’re not niggers, that’s a net positive.

I give up NEETdom when I see one of those treasonous pedoscum behind bars. Until then, no taxes from me cunts.

Embrace it, faggots

youtube.com/watch?v=_CfMvsU11ao

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I'll take a hit for you, hope you have a good day.

This is my current issue. The only thing stopping my from train hopping is my gf.

This sums up the past decade. I used to run cross country in high school and smoke a bowl before I did. My parents ended up kicking me out at 17 for the habit, but they have been drinking every night since I was a kid.

Funny how people don't think for themselves.

I can't fathom going to work 8 hours a day, every day anymore. I did retail management since 14 and quit on the spot a few months ago.

Fucking this man
I feel I got to handicap my brains just to feel any motivation for anything

What is the difference now, and when it is done?
Only (You) can make it real.
>I know that someone has to step forward in face of our current situation — meaning the inner and outer, the corporeal and the spiritual plight of our people. I have searched for that man. I haven’t been able to find him anywhere, so I got to my feet and started to do the preliminary work, only the most basic preliminary work, because I know that I am not he. And I also know what I lack. But the other, he isn’t here yet, and nobody else is stepping forward, and there is no time to be wasted!

White death the thread.

Then don't brother, look easier said than done I'll agree but you create your own reality

Just do it
It's not going better
If you can't enjoy your drunk state it's time to leave

>Don't smoke during the day.
That seems to be the big one. Unless it's days off.

Just save up a little bit. Hope can be a great motivation. It's your possible happy future. Canada is probably way better.

Its hard to be a real man anymore when the system abuses the fuck out of you daily.

Sorry for the blogpost. I'm just going crazy with the state of the world.

Just wish that reality was more obtainable. I just want to be a farmer.

:'(

Same here
20 years of daily smoking weed
Mostly at night
Started at 21

yeah man, I feel I have to dumb myself down using weed to be able to function in our society, says a lot about how fucked it is

>10:00 AM and I'm drunk
>Why are people such trash now?

"the alcoholic will blame his life failures on others while he is drunk in a ditch"

check out a local AA meeting brother.

all you druggies need to try some kratom
i used to be addicted to pain pills and alcohol, but now i just use kratom instead

My girlfriend mentioned this to me last week when we were grocery shopping. Pretty accurate.

Do what makes you happy. God bless.

Leave to where?

Take your life into your own hands. Make a plan for where you'd like to be in a couple years and work every day to get there. You'll feel better when you start making progress. It won't fix it over night but you'll feel in control and youll start to feel better. Too many men these days dont bother to step up and take charge.

2 years ago I was a neet living with my parents until I decided I was done feeling sorry for myself. Now I'm married and attending a well respected university maintaining a 4.0 GPA that I thought I'd never have. Fuck feeling sorry for yourself. Time to be a big boy and handle your business.

I used to go to AA, ironically it got me hooked on harder stuff. Half the people there were zonked on pills.

Kratom doesn't make the mentality issues go away though like weed does.

What kind?
ive had GERD since i was a teenager, had gallstones that nearly killed me, snapped my ankle 3 years ago, and all four of my wisdom teeth were impacted, i have one left and for the last 2 months it, and trying to deal with it drained me of all will to live.

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Isn't that the truth. Isn't that the fucking truth.

Things should get better soon.

10am. Still stoned from last night. Been drinking way too much. Disabilitybux. Completely alone. Only reason I'm still alive is i have too many good books to read. Literally. Thats it.

Bruh, suffering never ends. It always winds up being a different fight against different odds no matter how much you win. You just gotta keep asking yourself if you gonna wind up taking it like you always have or finding a new way to dominate.

I don't want you to "win". Winning implies sportsmanship. Winning implies a fair game and a handshake. I want you to dominate, to hold down life by the back of its neck while you shatter its tar star. I want you to fucking go at it so hard people will think you've gone insane.

What you need to do is, with the knowledge you have now, to basically retrain yourself into being a better person.

Imagine you are five years old. What would you tell your five year old self now what you should have known then. Everything from the way you move, to the way you walk, to the way you talk to yourself.

Then start doing that. You ain't a bitch. You aren't a girl. You are a goddamn man and the only reason life is winning right now is cause it convinced you you are a loser and taught you how to be one.

Teach yourself how to be a winner motherfucker. Everybody else failed you. Don't you dare fail yourself.

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Don't give into the kikes. They want you defeated, rise above it.

I used to drink 5 liters a week of whiskey. I wish I had good advice, but I ended up quiting by running out of money. After about 3 weeks work picked back up, but by then the cravings for booze had stopped. ~140 days sober now. You can do it! One day at a time.

I wish i knew
Still this world is not getting any better for you
You either adapt or leave

>I used to go to AA, ironically it got me hooked on harder stuff

"the alcoholic will blame his life failures on others while he is drunk in a ditch"

cheers user.

Thanks brother.

I graduated, got the girlfriend, made good money, etc.

None of it got me to where I want. I can't just make 200k and move out West to farm. The system has been robbing me dry.

Stay strong.

I don't know how much longer I can go on pretending it's going to be alright. The bubbles have to burst.

you have a bad diet. stop with the vegetable oils, get a blend tec or vitamix, and eat organic vegetable smoothies you retard

Drunk at 10am.
>Why are people such trash now?

Yeah check that, it may not be your particular cup of tea. But he has a point

moving somewhere else isnt a good advice, if anything it has the potential to fuck you up even more, and what really would moving solve

you angry about living around nonwhites? There are no nonwhites here and my situation is similar to yours, you cannnot escape the modern world

>When will the suffering end? Will anything good happen?
Make better choices.

i put the liquor jew down over a year and half ago..all thanks to JESUS will for my life.

YOU CAN DO IT JUST DONT STOP LOOKING FOR HELP

I used to "dominate" in regards to society standards. Was in great shape, stayed off most drugs, had a ton of friends, a sick apartment, a cool car, a pretty girlfriend waiting at home.

It didn't satisfy me. I want a farm, thats it.

Thanks man.

Here's to you.

Pretty soon I will have to leave.

Escape clown world instead of worrying about it.
All is doomed. Save yourself.

Then fix the leak you fucking slouch. Smash that crabby bitch while you're at it. Women will never be around as long as you're a defeated, apathetic pussy.

Just enjoy being a drunk. Its a good life and you get to die young.

There seems to be no escape.

The sober assholes are still assholes.

God bless.

My choices are between being a slave to the system or being poor.

Dude, Greece is homogeneous as fuck, i wasn't talking about a change of environment, more of a final solution advice, if you you get my grip

Cheers bud, just finished can 3

Cheers.

:(

I'm a diagnosed schizophrenic. I quit smoking weed for a year juet because I wanted to. Limited voices. First time I smoked after that year. started hearing tons of shit in my head again. I'm not saying it doesnt help with certain things, its just that it exacerbates certain condition. And there are several types of kratom which are known for their mood enhancing properties. I mainly use it for energy and focus.

Keep knocking and He will answer

Kek-ed

It's not the systems fault you're a failure. Fix your shit and work to get where you want to be. A wife, college, and a desk job made me happy but that shit isn't for everyone. Whatever it is that you want is within your control. No one is going to make it happen for you. You gotta do it yourself. Either make it work or sit around crying about it all day. Man the fuck up or sit the fuck down those are the options.

Two choices? Only a sith deals in absolutes

Talk to her, find out what her plans are. She might be depressed and need to get help with that, she might just need a camping weekend away with you. You can’t be responsible for everything

Sorry fren. It's just reality. Your farm project is a good path. Do it. Get away from this crap.
I'm building my way out too. Just quit society. Some anons talked from that cold turkey situation. They must overcome it. And if we escape this into a sane state of things, we won't need the druggies, the interwebs or the constant worrying.
They can't bother us if we stay closed in. They're looking for shark, thus we must be shrimp. The ants work hard while the grasshopper plays and sings. Retreat. Prepare for the collapse and make sure you'll survive it.

user, you have to fuck her just about every day. Talking to her helps, but it's mostly the fucking part.

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I'm not mad at you NEETs. In fact, I'm jealous of your seemingly infinite free time. It's a luxury that can be experienced for me only after I expire.

Don't be sad. I am of my own making.

Always partial to the American black bear. Probably the most solitary large animal that just wants to be left alone.

Sorry that its taking so long for something like a generator. Thank God you aren't in a direct path of some natural disaster that's hastily approaching

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>why are people such trash?
Look in the mirror you alcoholic piece of shit

You sound awfully bitter for Mr.Alpha.

Like I said, I've had the success in society terms. It didnt fill the void.

It is absolutely the systems fault. Look at the student loan crisis, the Federal Reserve Act Article 7, Affirmitive Action, Bretton Woods, mainstream media, social media.

I can't just accumulate 200k to just go live my dream life.

God can't save us now.

Hang in there. Sometimes I feel like I'm developing schizo; my moms dad killed himself after he got diagnosed.

I took a test and it said I had 5/12 symptoms of schizo.

I just smoked a bowl and now Im hearing the old dial-up sounds in my head.
The sounds are gone now, but lasted about 15 second. The stuff I'm smoking has 0% CBD, maybe it would be better with bud that had a higher CBD content.

>baseless anxiety problems that I can't shake
>a stranger in my own state due to massive somali presence
>slaving for minimum wage in the ghetto suburbs
>accidentally became an emotional crutch for my alcoholic single mother
living the dream

>stop using pills, get addicted to this instead
based retard

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Hey brother, you need to quit drinking, then you can get your life together. Protip: you can go to the ER, get admitted for alcohol withdraw, get on a benzo taper, and get discharged in a better state. Ignore the hospital bill — you don’t have to actually pay shit. When you’re home just stop entirely — no alcohol at all.