I am not sure any advice can help me. Let this be a cautionary story

I am not sure any advice can help me. Let this be a cautionary story.

I am 36 years old. My brother and his wife are kicking me oit after being roommates for 1.5 decades. I have never worked a job in my life. In my 36 years of life i have never experience human connection. I have no friends and no hobbies. I stopped being able to enjoy anything at all ten years ago.

I cannot live with my mother as she is so old and i burned bridges with her. She was a horrible woman.

I am 36 but i am stuck as a child. Nothing can change me. I cannot cook or drive a car. I cannot even talk on the phone with people or do my own shopping.

Despite going to college, graduating at 21 and doing the "right" path in life my life has turned into garbage. I studied Computer Science. All that knowledge and all that time is gone now.

I am a shambling corpse.

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Y u make me sad, man.

>same but just 29 years old..

Sad truth of society. There must be losers.

No worries man I've been driving and working for years with nothing to show for it. Go be a trucker if you can pass a hair drug test.

I have never driven.

Time to learn some simple life stuff then.

>Watch sitcoms of today, behave like they do even if it is exagerated and you know it, make sure to reference as many pop culture stuff as you can
>Get a white shirt and a tie and maybe some slacks but mainly
>Look for I T jobs
>May or may not be through a temp agency
>Explain your situation of social ineptness and homelessness to hr
???profit?

You think i can do IT? Who did minimum to pass and then did not think about computers for 15 years. My degree is not IT. It is not even the same. I do not enjoy technology whatsoever

have sex

Me too mate, at least know you won't kill yourself alone out there.

I think I'm slowly turning this path. The more I think that i've had enough of this competitive world the more I think I do not need anything anymore. I really try to work on myself getting skills that I enjoy but it always seems like it's unnecessary. Maybe any tips for avoiding this condition? I feel like I don't want socitety that is very harsh and also society doesn't want me.

>I studied Computer Science

Uh, so what's wrong with you? Intense autism? Brain disorder?
If it's nothing like this you can do everything you listed and more. All of it is simply following instructions from others (recipes, driving class, jobs)

Fuck u

>I stopped being able to enjoy anything at all ten years ago.
It was because of this website, wasn't it?

I am simply unintelligent

No. I believe I was born wrong.

>Despite going to college, graduating at 21 and doing the "right" path in life
How exactly do you think that literally never getting a job ever fits into your belief that you "did the right path in life"? You didn't do anything at all, retard.

In my time I replay my life in my head many times. Of starting life over from highschool and how I'd change everything. I do not believe my education improved my life at all. I would drop out. Then pursue a trade or purpose.
But the truth is I do not think I would be any different. I do not believe there is any path in life or field of study I could pursue where I am happy or fulfilled at the end.
I do not seem meant for society. I am not sure what my genetics made me for. Maybe I was born to make a child at 14 and then die in war at 16. I think being a faceless body for war or being cattle is what I am meant for. Some people should not be lied to and told they can function in society and have educated job.

There is only one thing for me to do. I dont see how anything can be better for me.

There was never a job for someone like me. I am too stupid to live.

You need to learn more discipline, and learn to appreciate work. IN a way, life is trying to teach you how to work for things in life, and trying to make you become a better person. DO something with yourself, and make yourself something.

Accept you're an evolutionary dead end and just go live life. Use neet bux to get hookers. Go to third world shitholes and eat street food. There's so much you can do once you've got nothing to lose and have no fear of dying from dysentry.

wow didn't think i would find something to make me feel better about my life. I actually have it not too bad. Sorry about your story user, first step is to find a job.

Start at a help desk or desktop support and go from there

Bullshit. No one is as pathetic as you are trying to come off as. If you're telling the truth noone should feel bad for you because you are a huge piece of shit that did it to himself.

>graduating at 21 and doing the "right" path in life my life has turned into garbage.
um no you didn't lol

well this is an advice board. Without any more-self pity, can you actually explain what would you have done differently in life?

have you ever tried reading marcus aurelius, meditations? you probably think it's bullshit but it actually has a lot of wisdom for neets and the utterly hopeless and those totally void of ambition and willpower.

>I believe I was born wrong.
ok then there's no advice to be given, nothing to learn.

Report the thread as off-topic.

I know nothing of computers.

I would try to be free. Education is a lie.i would learn a trade. Learn to drive. Ignore people who made fun of me. Do drugs

Its true.

I am not a stoic

Stop it please

Get a drivers license. Deliver food. Make tips be a neet. If you hate it with your savings and drive learn a trade.

How can i drive? I am an ent on a drying river. Even the wind seeks to ignore me. Darkness comes.

Holy shit PLEASE don't try to be poetic about your life you sack of turds

Almost 40 and all he makes of his life are excuses.

Are you from Europe, OP?

No

Well if you're from America you're fucked plain and simple so don't tell me that's the case, that country chews up and spits out people who can't at least drive, much less work a job

Go join a christian based homeless shelter. This will be your ticket to a future.

Seriously, those people masturbate to the idea of finding insecure people like you, especially if you’re not a mental burn out. And even if your previous skill set is useless now, if you can learn quickly you’ll be fine.

They’ll give you room and board, some work, as well as a social network you can be a part of and start branching out.

Even if you’re not Christian, you can pretend to be born-again and have an easy footing into adulting. Probably even get pussy from a 20something with daddy issues.

Man, I know these feels. I am sorry user. There are others who feel your pain out there.

This requires social skills, that is my biggest burden. I'm not OP but I am beginning to feel I am in the same boat. Also I want to live for something more, I wouldn't be satisfied living for hedonism, at least I don't think so. Yet there is nothing more I can live for.

Are you serious user? You can't be. There's no way it's this easy, can it be?

GROW THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING MAN CHILD

All of thd things you listed can be solved be solved through practice suggesting thaf your sittingg on your ass typing a thread in advice when you coulx be practiceing being a fucking adult

I worked at a homeless shelter during university for a bit.

It literally is that easy.

The hard part for most homeless is passing random drug screenings (which resulted in 0 tolerance rejection) or severe mental illness.

They usually also have social workers from the county connected to them to help you find work and permanent housing.

OP’s big hurdle is just accepting responsibility for their own life

No... just no

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