This is an alien containment board. No humans allowed!
GIOYC
No rebound girl here.
Just aliens
I feel like I begin having allergies. My throat is so itchy ugh
For the past few months I’ve been able to forget about being lonely but I feel like god sent a cold reminder on what it’s like to be human again. I remember how warm a cuddle felt and how the reason why I tried to forget so much about it was because I wanted it too damn bad. I’m not even ugly I’m just in a situation where I can’t really meet up with too many girls right now. (Haven’t moved into my dorm for college yet. Getting girls in college is easy r-right?)
I am afraid of blowing this relationship.
Drink honey with lemon.
>Getting girls in college is easy r-right?
I have some good news and bad news.
All I feel is regret and remorse when I'm around my family.
Give us the entire sauce, come on man.
Well? What’s the good news and bad news?
I can't get along with my friends sometimes because they're addicted to romance novels.
I HATE ROMANCE
Fuck our first date went a lot better than I expected and I think I'm already crushing you a bit. And given that this is your first time I'm kinda worried I'll scare you away with being too overwhelming. I need to control myself, but I'm really hoping this will work out!!
People hate me because I'm a slut, and they are not wrong. I should just kill myself.
The skin on my peepee is peeling off.
Not to be ungrateful but sometimes this board is so useless. I need a friend that I could trust to.
What's your steam?
I love it when everyone's coming to me to vent, but when I'm the one who's depressed or whatever, they're hardly around. Fuck, even my bf is expecting me to be present 24/7. I'm always the one who's cheering him and others up. I'm sick of people acting so cold towards me, but then expecting me to be friendly and nice all the damn time.
You should find better friends
I still remember that situation at office. I failed bad and that shit is gonna be with me always.
I just wish I got to know you, really. I won't try though because I know you don't want me in your head like that. Sorry, its my fault I hold onto these feelings. I have poor control over what I feel, you are way above me. At least I am certain it wasn't love now. Obsession is not the same, I can't love someone I never knew, yeah. Damn was I confused though, I am pretty damn fucked up you have no idea and you don't want to know how bad things really are. Lucky you, you dodged a nuke.
I'd like to, but I still value these people. If I were to cut ties with them, then I'd be left with nearly nothing. I'm getting busier with my life these days and I don't have much free time to make new friends, let alone those who could share similar interests or hobbies with me.
What
Tell us how you feel. Get everything off your chest.
Then I only see 3 solutions:
1. cough up money and see a psychologist
2. post your crying to this thread
3. stop crying to others
As you probably can tell I’m about to cheat on you and she seems cute. Do smthin
I get that you liked him the whole 4 years we were together. Why didn't you just tell me? If you were looking at half naked pictures he was sending you, you should have just told me so I could have dumped your ass instead of that long drawn out miserable bullshit you put me through. I now know why you were always so quick to blame me, because you felt so guilty. I really hope he breaks your heart and that you're lonely forever. Fuck you.
That’s not true.
I intended not to flirt with you and what do we do now
I'm sorry for saying that then...I'm still just really heartbroken. I feel like a living corpse.
Just break up with her before you commit an act of cheating. What is the point of a relationship where you are going to be disloyal?
I honestly cant tell
In all seriousness, im sorry for everything, and I mean it. if our genders are switched I would probably be the verbally abusive asshole boyfriend.
I will never do it do it again but please, please, please share your thoughts and feelings with me from now on so we can avoid further misunderstandings in the future.
I may sound like a brat but I want this to be our last argument, from now on let's be sweet and lovey-dovey towards each other if possible because that would be great and a dream come true!
im doing my best and became the better version of myself and that's all because of you.
YOU Motivated me to become a better version of myself, Still not the best version of me but im working on it.
Not in a co-dependent way. You guided me towards the right path without realizing it.
Im willing to fight for my life now, will to live.
Why are you a slut?
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My ex told me this once, but I was too angry and depressed to let her sweetness melt the ice on my heart. Please never give up on your man, if you leave him he'll be absolutely broken for a long, long time. Try to get through to him and best you can and love him unconditionally.
Look what I found on my search page today
>Please never give up on your man
>Try to get through to him and best you can and love him unconditionally.
Thank you for sharing
This gave me more motivation to never give up on and love them even more.
I am so lost in life. I have no idea how to process this crisis, there's so much to catch up but where to start? I don't know what I want in life, there's nothing going in my life. I can't stop feeling I'm stuck at the bottom. Getting old is terrible, and there's so much I regret doing in my life and it feels like all hope is lost for me to become an independent and reliable man
What’s going on? Why do you think it?
It's shocking that I wasn't banned for another random reason last night.
You either grow or hang onto the old stuff that is meaningless. If you hang onto the past, you'll be depressed and angry.
You know just today I was thinking that I’m more satisfied with my appearance now than I was when I was younger and cuter.
Because of what she told me about him. She was pretty blunt. I know I have to let go, and it was my fault for driving her away, but my heart really hurts, even after all these months. I just want to go away for awhile, but I have to keep on living and trying to better myself. I would never expect her to talk to me again, but I wish I didn't have to feel this hurt anymore. It's eating away at me, everyday.
I think most people get hotter with time too.
Your family helped me out so much. Its no wonder I have such a hard time vanishing completely like I should. They gave me a place to stay once, they offered sheleter during dangerous weather and I had no where to go, your brothers are precious to me, I find your mother to be admirably hard working and smart and you father even once told me I was one of the hardest workers he knew. And coming from such a grumpy dude that really meant a lot to me, even though I couldn't believe him. I am a slacker, I have no education of any kind, I am depressed and lonely, I have fucked up emotions and thoughts, my own home lofe really messed me up you guys just never knew. I am such fucking garbage but I felt at peace there. I felt like maybe I could be part of your family and I would have been so damn happy and honored. I became obsessed with them. I became obsessed with you. Even when we never fucking talked to each other I was just so god damned attracted and curious of you. Fuck. I was just deluding myself because you never could feel love for someone like me, and I would have just slowly showed my true colors and they would grow to rightfully hate me. I am sorry. I had no right to be so invasive in your life. I am trash.
I need a friend so bad. I was never taught to deal with life by my own.
She said he wanted to go bigger and they should've just stayed small. She got played.
controlling parents?
Did you lie?
Yes. I don't have any excuses. I'm so sorry. I know you won't ever forgive me, but I'm so sorry I lied.
And, I am sorry for the times I acted like a lazy piece of shit. I felt like I was lying to them about who I was, and they needed to see how hopeless I really was. Just in case my absence made them feel bad, I had to make sure they knew I was trash so they wouldn't miss me. I should have never gotten so close to your family, that was so fucking stupid and foolish of me. I wasn't worthy of them.
Everyone lied to me.
No, it might be confusing at first but please listen.
She was actually cute.
;-;
I mean, I will if you explain why.
I'm listening.
This thread is full of broken misfits.
She told you she liked him? I’m asking because my ex sent me a photo but I don’t like him at all. Are you making assumptions?
What's a huEl?
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No not at all, she told me he used to send her pictures and that she liked him before she ever met me, and she dumped my ass for him. I'm not making assumptions. I'm just hurting.
Not like I really happened to see her face tho
It's because you made me feel like second best, and I lied about looking at other women because I wanted to feel loved by someone. You said you loved me, but you never showed me at all. I feel sleazy as fuck, and I know it was, but it's the truth.
I’m sorry that happened. Take care of yourself, forget her! I hope you will be good to yourself.
I love you but you don’t even like me. Okay, glad we’ve established that.
This made things even more confusing!
I both love and like you and that's the absolute truth!
How can I prove the amount of love I have for you?
Don't turn your back on me everytime I need help badly. Dont make excuses everytime I try to set up a date with you. You never wanted me, you never loved me like you said you did. You blamed me for everything because you felt guilty that you were flirting with another guy behind my back.
Im not her.
We're all larping in this alien thread.
I'm trying. One day at a time. I do want the soft tender love of a woman, but I'm not ready to try again yet.
Well then you’re not him because he has never said how he feels.
I'm done trying to reach you. I'm sorry, but it feels useless. I got to tell you what I wanted to say. Maybe it wasn't enough, I don't know. But if there is something I should know, you should tell me before you can't anymore.
My father never hesitated to tell me I was a mistake, that my birth ruined his life. That he wanted to abandon us and we should be thankful he did the right thing and didn't. He would get drunk early every day, he never worked, he would hit his children and verbally harassed my mother when she came home exhausted from work. I hated living in my family so much. I know if I didn't grow up like this I wouldn't have tried so hard to replace them with yours. I am so fucked up thinking I could just find a new family to accept me, especially one like yours where I would have been nothing but a burden to them.
He told me I was stupid, I was worthless, that I should have never been born, i hate him so much. But he is right.
I'll always love you no matter what happens and no matter how long I wait.
You'll always be at the back of my mind and heart.
I'd prefer if you be bold, just once, and tell me personally. Here I don't know who you are. If you're still here anymore.
but I live on the other side of the earth.
Well, thats all I really have in me for now I think. Thank god I know you don't come to these threads. This is a safe place for my repressed feels to come out of my head. Thankfully you will never know any of this.
More like you love him and he was wrong.
Sorry that happened to you but it doesn't define who you are, only how poorly he lived his life. We all have things that seem impossible to overcome, your father tried to escape his and projected his self-hatred onto you.
You said I was just feeling sorry for myself when I was upset about being told I was just an experiment. Like it was an unusual response. You were callous about everyone who was damaged. There is still a part of me that thinks about revenge. I wonder what would happen if it went to a court of law.
The point is I don't want you to know any of this. So it just won't happen, even if you confront me I will deny everything or more likely just keep silent.
There was nothing normal or ordinary about any of that. The only person you cared about was yourself.
Oh well, there goes another life!
How could it not bother you?
WTF YOU'RE A YANDERE?!
im a cumslut a cummy slummy slutty cum slut i love cock and cummies im so slutty put your pene in my weenie and let my cummies rice and beanies nvrm this post is retarded bye
for C.
Not me. I'm not obsessed with anyone. I don't even a have a crush.
tldr;
I used to do stupid shit when I got rejected before, or people always used me as a one-time fuck and then ghosted me. Because of that, people think I'm a slut, and recently I realized that all my friends also think that, and despise me.
My life is a continuous cycle of reading comic books, horror movies, and old alien flicks while I ignore reality
Not like it matters if I live in my delusions
I enjoy going to sleep listening to kevin manthei pretending im on a spaceship while I stare up at my ceiling full of glow in the dark stars in my cozy night-themed blankets
but NOT ANYMORE (i mean the being lazy stuff, not the delusions about aliens)
I'M GOING TO BEING A REAL MUSICIAN
I PRACTICED MY GUITAR FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS YESTERDAY AND even though I actually have to go do errands today I WILL PRACTICE AGAIN LATER
like, totally
and not watch Flash Gordon or Starman... yeah... I'm not going to procrastinate... I mean maybe there's some good video games out right now on Steam but nope I'm not going to check that out. Go to the music store, buy a mic, and not procrastinating... OOOOOOOOOOR i could go to the comicbook shop mmmmmmmm........ bisabdafbhasdkjsarlnhjkfalsdsa
I can't believe how starkly different basketball Americans act from everyone else.
I'm the kind of guy that gives when I'm feeling down. I like hobos, because they don't have their heads wrapped up in the same stupid boxes that other people do. I offer to buy a white skinhead guy some McDonald's, and he just kinda stammers back "double cheese burger with no pickles...and a small drink, if possible". If it weren't hot out, I would've bought him that limited time Spain burger with double meat. I figured he might just not want to explode his stomach with greasy shit in 85 degree, humid weather, though, so I just got him what he asked for with a large drink.
Some black guy flags me down in the parking lot after I'm leaving the laundromat. I needed quarters for the machines in my complex. He asks if he could have four of them for the bus. I think "fuck it, I'll just let my sheets air dry and sleep on some extra fresh goodness." I pull the quarters out, count four, and hand them over.
Then he puts his arms in my car and asks, "Can I have the rest of that? You know I'm good." First, I wasn't intending to ever ask for this shit back. It was a gift, given out of sympathy because I remember being trapped at school and doing circuits to the different vending machines to get a bus fare together. I was frankly hoping to never see this ugly fucker again. SECOND. UNLESS YOU ARE A FRIEND, A COP, OR A HOOKER, WHO THE FUCK PUTS THEIR ARMS IN A STRANGER'S CAR LIKE THAT?! I RECOGNIZED IT FOR WHAT IT WAS AS SOON AS HE DID IT. HOW DO YOU TRY TO INTIMIDATE SOMEONE WHO'S GIVING YOU SOMETHING? I about ran over his fucking feet as I pulled out. NEVER AGAIN. Every one of you black bastards is just going to have to get your fare together the way I did, because the last two black beggars I tried to help have been such an overwhelmingly negative experience.
Want my sympathy? Look in the dictionary between shit and syphilis.
Just tell him "No" and drive off.
Those aren't friends then. Sorry you got used.
I think they’re wrong. And your friends should have more faith in you, they don’t sound like true friends. Good friends are supportive.
I think if you want your head to be in a better spot you need company that wants what’s best for you; it can be hard to even view yourself in that light when nobody is around you to tell you otherwise! Take care of yourself user, you’re not a slut. Sending you love.
I did. I'm just so completely baffled by it, because it's the second (third if you want to count my black neighbor asking for a spare quarter and then saying "my name's Dickless, thanks for this, but please don't knock on my door for anything.") in the last two months that a black beggar has tried to hit me up for more.
WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? You're not good looking, you're not smart, you're not good at anything. Why does anyone owe you jack shit? OH MY FUCKING GOD.
Dude, are you so low on funds so you fired your assistant and your trainer, and the rest of staff?
I suggest everyone to buy a flint and steel. They're fun :)
Moving on is difficult when the hurt is so intense. What are some good tips on moving on from someone you loved?
Pls marry me, I love all those things so much. What is your favorite camic book? Go practice your guitar user, I believe in you. Shred until your fingertips scream!
YES
Be a person who was worthy of that love, so you can think "it's their loss," and mean it.