It's been years since I love a boy, my best friend's brother, it's my first love, I love it since he took my first kiss and he rejected me when I was 15 years old. I broke up with my first boyfriend because of that, I loved the other boy more than him even though he does not love me. Can not see other men, even just sex, I do not take pleasure, it's like I was dead and I feel dirty after. I would like to forget it but I can not do anything else but wait for it. On his birthday and Christmas I make him pretty watercolor cards and I offer him funny little presents. We get along very well but he has a super jealous girlfriend boring like the rain, she is turning him into a submissive basedboy, I hate her so much, in fact everyone hates her, including the parents of my love. He does not talk to me much anymore. Today I stole a t-shirt from him in his laundry basket, I was happy to see he hung my birthday card on the wall, amid the gifts of bad taste of his wicked girlfriend. He drives me crazy, I'm ruining my love life for him, I'm going to finish old girl if it goes on. I want to cry there is not a day going on without I thinking of him.
It's been years since I love a boy, my best friend's brother, it's my first love...
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>I broke up with my first boyfriend because of that
>first kiss from best friends brother
So what did you with your boyfriend? Maybe he rejected you because you already had boyfriend? Hmm?
My moste precious possession is a tiny little bronze rat that he gave me when I lost my two pet rats. I wore it as a necklace at first, but when he found out he looked like I'm creepy and/or stupid so I stopped.
No he rejected me before I started, I had my first boyfriend at 18.
Roasty suffering is my favorite past time. This is why i come to this board.
Please tell me more
I know your pain OP and have nothing to offer, tried everything. I still sleep with a stupid stuffed monkey he had as a child I took from way down in his closet, though it has long since stop smelling of him. I ache all over for him.
I am sad for you but reassured to know that I am not alone in such a miserable situation. I hope he will end up looking at you the way you look at him.
can't you women just literally swtich emotions to another man just like you do it for 10 000 years? I mean. You dont love anyone but yourself. So why dont you forget about your bitch ass boyfriends and switch to new man which you can suck his life force once again?
Reality check:
You are not in love.
You are filled with nostalgia for the fantasies of childhood. You don't want him today - you want to be 15 again and in love with who he was back then. You are not the same as you were then, and neither is he. Chances are that the person you are today and the person he is today are a terrible match.
Find someone for the person you are today, not your 15 year old self
If it helps you im a man who never have been in love or had girl who loved him. Or had girl which was ever interested in him.
just saying
Before leaving my boyfriend we had the opportunity to meet up as before, we played Wow together and we drank beer and make jokes. Then his girlfriend intervened to ruin everything. If this bitch was not so possessive I would have been happy that he just let me be his friend. It was happening last year.
There are many fish in the sea as they say. Lol!
Sorry for you man, it will happen to you one day and I hope it will be a mutual love. Just to love is probably the best thing in a life.
No place for another fish in the aquarium of my heart.
I saw him 2 weeks ago, hes home for the summer from college and he had a minor accident at his part time job. I heard from his sister, my friend and went over and he had a gauze patch on one eye and I started crying and he came over and touched my face and asked what was wrong and I couldn't speak and knew I looked a mess cause I put on makeup to see him. Like he was more concerned about me like his wound was nothing.
fuck off
Men don’t owe you sex or a relationship. Get a life
why is love a crime or something?
Women should not experience love. Only torment. Ok sweaty?
Same guys who cry because bouhou wamen are succubus only attracted by sex or money. Higly frustrated, never satisfied, always angry.
my love is torment, heaven and hell since its not reciprocated by HIM
Excellent.