I give up, going to see a hooker this weekend

I give up finding a gf, I'm to fucking autistic to develop any social skills now. Maybe relationships are not for everyone, but that does not mean I need to live without physical affection.
I'm 25 and this friday will see a professional sex worker to get my first kiss and sexual encounter.
No I haven't told her my situation, should I?
I wanted it to be with someone that I really like and care about, but if the only way is to pay for it, so be it.

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You'll find that sex doesn't feel better than fapping and it's completely useless and pointless.
Relationships aren't for everyone indeed.
Find other things in life you enjoy and pursue those. Some of us are simply destined to be forever alone, you can't lean social skills past 20.
t. 27yo loner who's been seeing escorts since I was 20

>loner who's been seeing escorts
What care do you take?

>my first kiss
Don’t attempt to kiss them ever
You can tell her how you are just don’t expect anything more than “oh baby i can make it better”

This is halarious, bro from the way u type you dont sound autistic. Apparently for men the average age to lose virginity is 22, i wouldnt take it so seriously. AND FEMALES ARE NOT SCARY, they just wanna laugh n be stupid & some of em are really smart & funny n shit. Maybe you just need a fresh new look? Change your hair lose some weight? Girls put SOOO MUCH FUCKIN TIME INTO LOOKING PRETTY so men should do it too!! I suggest NOT to try n pick up/ find chicks from clubs unless u wanna empty ur pockets on drinks for a person youll prolly never see again or invite unnecessary drama into your life... another thing i think happens is that men dont ever notice the less pretty girls & are always lookin for a big tiddy goth gf or porn star or model...... .... ... but like wont even shave their neck beards like wtf. Anyway, your probs not a neck beard but your definitely not autistic. Maybe a hooker could change your life idk but men have the advantage to be way funnier than girls & girls LOVE TO LAUGH so even if your face doesnt look like handsome squidward u can still get a nut if u can make her laugh...

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incel

I usualy can make them laugh. They laughed at me through highschool and college.

^See that was pretty funny, now your a comedian, get ur ass off the internet & go find yourself some nice ladies to tell your jokes too.

KEK

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Actual great advice on this board.. wtf

I used to think the same, then i decided to try, got a date and we started dating in the same day, epic, happened to me 2 days ago, but i think this worked because im semi atractive, like a 7/10 maybe

don't tell her or kiss her

how did you do it

>br0 just find one and make her laugh xD
surely a 10/10 advice

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Dude, I'm like a 4/10

Escorts can be hit or miss depending on their personality etc. I hooked up with a great one that misunderstood me and thought I meant I was a virgin and not just new to escorts and decided to show me a really good time and went all out with positions and telling me how to do things to make the girl feel good.

>I'm to fucking autistic to develop any social skills now.
You're never too far gone to develop any skill. Do something now, do it tomorrow, and try doing it better the next day, there you go, you're developing a skill. But doing it frequently and challenging yourself every time is the mechanism behind any improvement, you can't think and reflect your way into social skills any more than you can think and reflect your way into playing the piano. Practice and experience are the only things that matter.

There's nothing wrong with seeing hookers, and it might help you later. If you have no sex experience at all and you happen to get along well with a girl in the future, anxiety and fear alone will sabotage everything, so get comfortable with sex even if it's not in the "ideal" way.

Get used to sex through hookers, get used to talking to people through anyone you can find that will tolerate your autism, get used to intimacy through any fat ugly bitch desperate enough to date you, and eventually you'll put those skills to use with someone you like.

I've kissed numerous girls, made out with them, etc., but have never had sex.

I'm thinking about just paying for an escort soon but I want to save more money first.

>get used to intimacy through any fat ugly bitch desperate enough to date you,
I did this recently, she realized that I was just giving her false hope and has already gotten an uglier guy to date lmao

Masturbation>sex with someone who wants to have sex with you>sex with a hooker

For sure.

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