Wake up at Noon to a filthy 600 sq ft apartment

>Wake up at Noon to a filthy 600 sq ft apartment
>my 2 cats that I haven't fed in 2 days run in my room after a night of shitting on the floor
>too tired to care, kick them out of the way
>It's my day off from a job that barely pays me, even though I work almost 70 hours a week to get bills paid
>Hate my job, spend my entire off day antogonizing about the fact that I have to go back tomorrow
>lay on couch, go back to sleep
>Wake up at 4, start drinking, play some video games
>Have breakfast consisting of a row of oreos and 2 cheese sticks

I'm about 2 hours from killing myself

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>Mom calls, put excitement in my voice, tell her I'm doing great and working hard
>She wants to see me
>Sorry I'm working
>In reality I'm at home drinking my sorrows away, planning my suicide

Why do I keep doing this to her, I love my mom

Clean your house, move back in, and consider what you want to do with life.

Wow and I though my house was messy.
I think you need to find a new job and maybe tell your mum your struggling man mums care about that shit.

You need to find a different lifestyle don’t kys

> my cats that haven't eaten in 2 days
That's where you lost me, go fuck yourself

boo hoo

>Mom calls, put excitement in my voice, tell her I'm doing great and working hard

That hit close to home, just tell her the truth.

>All these long hours of work are finally starting to catch up with my mental health. Maybe we should meet to plan my next year and get me back on my feet?

Yeah, boo hoo, you fucking suck

Dude this is no way to live man. Get rid of the cats if you can't take care of them, clean up your place, and start looking for a new job asap.

>just get anew job lol!
>dude just fix your life and follow your dreams. You have those right?
>dude just ask friends for helo. You have those right

You people should not be allowed to give advice

CLEAN YOUR FUCKING ROOM
WHERE DID IT ALL GO SO WRONG

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>I'm retarded!

Move in with your parents because you clearly don't have enough money to live on your own without ruining your life.

You can't just expect happiness to fall onto your lap moping around all day being upset. It's incredibly human to feel this sadness. Every human on earth has this empty feeling, some people try to fill it with materials others with love. Just do something, anything dude that's out of your comfort zone and then you'll think "that wasn't too bad" or "I did it!". Just do something dude.

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Theres nothing to do.

>my 2 cats that I haven't fed
>Have breakfast consisting of a row of oreos and 2 cheese sticks
Eat the cats, m8.

muh man there's always something to do. We're gonna fukin die one day anyway why even bother stressing? I use to be upset all day like you too, I'd mope around in my flat just to live for work until I got out of the house. You got to try man, you can't complain when you're not trying. You got to try something, I'm not you so I don't know who you are or what you do but you gotta push yourself and maybe stop being stuck in the house because that will depress anybody.

he acts all sad and doesnt feed his cats, thats messed up. I'd kill so my dog could eat.

I genuinely cant find anything I want to do in this world.

Well just from reading your thread I can tell there's a lot of areas for imrpovement. Clean your room bucko, feed your cats. If you're struggling that bad I have something that will give you some hope. Get a therapist. That's something you can do, he'll give you much better advice than any of us could. Make that your mission get a therapist.

I don't believe in therapy

>Mom calls, put excitement in my voice, tell her I'm doing great and working hard
I felt that. God dammit

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You got 2 beautiful kitties. Take care of em OP.

It's not about believing, it's about trying something different

Too real

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I'm 22 years old, have been almost molested, my parents are alcoholic narcs that had a fistfight today, my hairline is shit, college goes shit, never had a gf and am ridden with different traumatas for life due to many events that a kid shouldn't have witnessed snd I don't want to off myself. If I cant you shouldn't too since we must be fighters.

Cancel your job, go on neetbux and try to find a better job. Also why do you need 600 squarefeet for a single person? 50 would be enough for a single with 2 cats.

What do you expect? Some miracle to kill your pain within a blink of an eye? Where's your masterplan? 600sqrft is way too much for a single person, the cats are a cost factor and he hates his job.

Cmon give him the supreme advice that will make him love working 70h/week for a 600sqrft clusterfuck of bricks and 2 cats he gives no fucks about.

Please, feed your cats user, for me