I know this isn't the place to post this but fuck it

How do I man up enough to kill myself. I thought if I had a gun it would be easier, but now I don't have a gun to use. All I need to do is cut myself or something, but I am to much of a god damn pansy to do it.

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Are you sure you want to kill yourself?

Don't cut yourself that shit is useless for killing yourself, jump from the 13th (or higher) floor of the coolest building in your city and do a flip while you are at it, faggot

why don't you man up enough to live this life?
if you want to kill yourself then you're already a goddamn pansy

I have sodium nitrite for this purpose but still too fucking coward. Google it - easy way out if you are not a pussy like me

Killing yourself is the real cowardly act

Seriously bro, if it gets to bad call a suicide hotline. Chances are you'll just hurt yourself and add another failure. Go see a doctor or a counselor if you're at school.

Go to church, get to know Jesus, read the Bible, and you who God is. He loves you, user. He wants you to get to know him, he's a pretty logical being if you talk to him. Just sit down, pray with faith in your heart, listen, and God will answer. He has a plan for you, user :). Also, please think about calling the suicide hotline number

Don't be a panzy man up and live life. You're only hurting those around you. Be considerate to your family, the future woman that you'd marry if you don't do it, and the children you will have. Don't take the cowards way out

if you still doubt about 'man up to do it' then you clearly don't want it enterely. learn the reasons you don't like life and try to enjoy it.
I advise watching Jordan peterson's videos in general and reading 'Morning miracle'. really, I've been there in your position.

hugs

well id recommend toasterbath or suicide by train for most effectiveness. And I am sorry you have to put up with these
>muh life is important
faggots

You could look into overdosing on certain pills.
Prob scuffed to get depending your surroundings but a heroin overdose is said to be really pleasant.
No matter what your decision is. Do it big user. Wanna kill yourself? Actually commit then. Wanna continue your live and get your shit together? Really go for it, dont half ass it.

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Not OP but someone has to find you though. I love near industrial train tracks and think about it all the time, but I don't want to make a big mess for others to clean. I don't want my old landlord to find me, so being at home isn't good.
I need a volcano to jump into lol

fuck the others honestly. they are just lemmings who slave away their everyday and most of them are retards anyways

No. They're whole entire people with their own lives, hopes, dreams and fragility. I don't want to bother other people or share my unhappiness and failures with them. It's unethical to drag other people into things like that.

The thought of everyone else being retarded is probably one of the reasons you're so bitter.
Atleast it seems to be for me. Cant be bothered with most regular people but iam fucking miserable and incredibly cynical because of it Iam sure.
Differentiating yourslef from the rest is a risky step. It's 50/50 either being better or worse than all the normal people.
Sucks to be worse.

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fuck no. my problems are very much different and are much worse

if you're too much of a pussy to do it that means you actually still want to be alive, so just keep trucking. If you're really ready to die you wouldn't be on here asking this.

mind to elaborate?

why?

Was interested since you seemed to be so sure

you wouldnt understand it. most people i have told just thought i was crazy

Iam extremely confident that whatever you're gonna tell me isnt going to be crazy to be. Theres just no fucking way. Would still be interested in hearing your problems and could offer you my perspective

Perhaps you are?

STFU user, Everyone has a bad time, he just needs help through his