Seeking advice - how to compensate a small dick

I'm getting depressed over it, all because of a dumb lie. during all of my teen years I basically gave up on finding love or even trying to act romantically towards women since I'm a 4/10 at best and also because I was and still aren't well endowed when it comes to my manhood's length and girth. (11cm - a little more than 4 inches when erect, slightly thicker than my thumb. It gets easily into a toilet paper roll...) And to not make things easier, I'm black so most people automatically associate my race with big penises thanks to that cursed porn industry.
Everything could have been fine if I were to stay alone and unloved in this pitiful existence but god or whoever is up there thought that it'd be funny to make a woman I haven't physically met fall in love with me, over the internet. She's a very passionate person and I quickly ended up falling in love with her too, since we had a pretty good connection, similar tastes, worldviews, etc. of course, small dick = small brain so when she asked me my penis size in a curious/joking tone a few months ago, I went and lied like a fucking retard because I was simply too insecure to tell her the truth. (told her it was 15.5 centimeters long - around 6inches)didn't want to disappoint her as I only thought short term, since at the time I was convinced she'd quickly lose interest in me and move along with her life so I figured that I could look better in her eyes even if for a short while. I didn't really believe in long distance relationships back then and she had no real way of checking if it was true.
Now things are getting really complicated as time advances because while it was hard to meet each other then, it's way simpler now. I really want to see her but I've already lied so she surely has expectations that I will inevitably betray when we'll finally meet in about one's week time. I'm scared, anons. That I'll lose her because of something I can't control. Because I won't be able to pleasure her.
I want to die

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Let me tell you something you're going to ignore completely because you're either autistic or self loathing.

If she cares about you, she will not care about your penis size. If she likes you for you, your penis size is irrelevant. This is assuming you don't have a micropenis, and even then, a woman can be very forgiving as long as she loves you. Now, if this girl is just some fling waiting to happen, expect her to be disappointed. She'll still probably have sex with you though, so who cares.

The only people who care about dick sizes are men. Mind blowing, right?

If she has never had sex before she won't know the difference. Also gonna guess she is shorter than you, which means she likely has a shallow vagina. But you gotta remember that you're going to get her off through oral anyways so it doesnt really matter. I wish you luck buddy

Just tell her the truth and say you lied because you were insecure, my man. Also, there are a lot of ways to pleasure a woman, even with a small dick or no dick at all. Google.com is your friend.

Thank you for replying anons.
>If she cares about you, she will not care about your penis size. If she likes you for you, your penis size is irrelevant.
I will be honest here, I can't believe you, I really can't and don't want to. Having a small dick is something everyone laughs at, even women. I understand that psychology plays a big part in sex but the physical act of penetration is equally important. There's also the fact that having a big one visually helps for building up desire and excitation. However, as you've correctly guessed I'm kinda a big self loathing fellow, I'm also unable to trust people when it comes to this particular insecurity due to my personal experience with escorts/prostitutes. In Most of the positions I've tried, my penis often slipped out because it was that small. (Still, they were prostitutes, so why the fuck am I even using them as reference points)
>She'll still probably have sex with you though, so who cares.
I don't want to be alone in feeling pleasure, I want to make her happy too and I'm pretty convinced that she'll fake her enjoyment. This is a reality too hard to live with for me.
She is shorter than me, indeed.
Will she really be able to reach the climax only with fingers/oral from another person, though? Because fapping yourself and having someone else doing it to you isn't really the same thing, I never managed to cum with fellatio/handjob alone. Might just be me and I guess that I'll know on the d-day...
Also, I'll probably follow your advice and tell her that I lied that day. Before she gets any ideas...

Thanks again. I'm just getting anxious over this because I don't want to fuck things up, I love her and don't think I'll find someone as great in the future. I feel like I can't even call myself a man

Why do you care so much if you already fucked prostitutes? You speak like a virgin

Only fuck with the lights out, say you want to fuck her pussy and finger her ass. But really it's a dildo in her pussy and the "finger" is your dick.

Just tell her the truth, you have nothing to lose. If she dumps you now, she'll dump you anyway when she sees you naked so, just tell her the truth. It's probably not so bad ah, am femanon and as long you can your tongue and fingers you're fine. Actually if you can use your tongue and fingers you're above average. And small dick can go with anal, chill dude.
As long as you can make us orgasm hard penis size is not a big deal

Your penis wouldn't ever be an issue. You paying to fuck multiple whores would.

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