Life on no dopamine.
>Life feels dreamlike
>Feel empty inside (mental noise is gone)
>Lost all motivation for anything
>Time all feels the same
>People at work say "they can't read me"
>Can't joke or connect with people
>Feel nothing when cumming
>Don't feel like talking or saying anything
Those are just some of the things that I am experiencing, all because I'm an introvert and discarded by society.
Fuck life.
Why do you take them?
Appart from not feeling anything while cumming im the same as you. I cant really connect with anyone. People today are just so fucking retarded. They dont know anything except sports and nigger music and if a car has a turbo or not. They dont know history, politics etc...
Anxiety, low mood, work related insomnia, inability to connect with people and honestly I just feel empty inside.
I think I'm going to be sent to another specialist.
Apparently I "scare" and make people uncomfortable at work with my stoicness.
Just makes me feel worse.
Try (safe) sungazing and meditation (off the meds)
Nobody has ever told me I make them uncomfortable but its obvious that I do sometimes. Im sorry man and the sad thing is that it wont get better. Any kind of drugs makes it better. Just drink alcohol and fuck whores. I dont know what else to do. You kinda feel something
You can compromise between the obligatory forced medical kikery and your well-being by asking for a lower dose or other less debilitating medications. Find another doctor if necessary (all of them are stupid but most are turbo-retards).
My Ex takes Seroquel
>tfw thats just how you feel normally
Are you me, OP?
Thats literally how i feel. 100mg of Sertraline, 150mg of Quitipine.
I feel like a zombie. I cant hold down a job
I do about 2 grams of fishscale cocaine a day. Life on dopamine overload is way better then life on no dopamine. Fuck that shit.
>Nobody has ever told me I make them uncomfortable but its obvious that I do sometimes
>666
KEK
*naturally without taking anything
>sungazing
>product of 1.5 billion years of evolution
>actually thinks his body needs OTC drugs to function normally
Get off anything that fucks with your brain. That shit is the modern day bloodletting and is sold to you by advertisers telling you what to think.
If you feel depressed, out of touch, whatever do the following things:
>things you should be doing but keep putting off
>exercise, preferably outside when it's sunny
>joining clubs, sports teams, any organizations with elements of competition and teamwork
Based and cocaine pilled.
Interestingly I can easily connect and relate with people such as yourself while normies lack the ability to do so.
But I have never met anyone like me in real life which is why I have no friends.
I think they will put me on an SSRI soon, I buy modafinil off the internet to give me some energy from the seroquel fatigue.
I tried meditation, working out and fixing my diet but I still felt terrible.
>fishscale cocaine
Whats this?
I’m literally drunk 24/7. I feel nothing and contemplate about my impending death almost hourly. Nobody even seems to mind, nobody at work has apparently noticed me in a state of near black out comatose for the past 2 years
That's not an indication for antipsychotics.
Lol
i still have no idea if it's a phase or a mental illness
mostly same as you, but
memories are jumbled, some are recent, while others years old, no distinction between them
nothing brings satisfaction anymore
i tried to find god, but had no success
work routine seems to be the only thing that brings me peace
The booze isn't doing you any favors user.
I dont take that jew shit, yet I dont want to talk to anyone. At least when I blow a fat load it feels amzn
What fucking retarded idiot gave you anti-psychotics for anxiety ? Bitchass... Take Bupropion for anxiety + low mood + hollowness. No NET swings = no anxiety, more baseline DAT, less swings = more fun and enjoyment (but sadly no real motivation boost), also you will go to sleep dead on when it wears off (bupropion proper, metabolites will stay).
However to be truly alive ? MAORI + speed. But you dumb fuck >20 mg/day, half in the morning orally half before doing real hard shit/learning something new. Risk of heart attack is serious (keep beta-blockers at bay). However the fucking POWER is overwhelming. More DAT response, higher baseline dopa, slower re-uptake and metabolism.
Legal things = phenibut 100 mg, L-dopa (pruriens) and rhodiola rosea (0,5-1g)
/day
Sources : Self-experimentation, and fucktonne of research, do it yourself if you doubt me faggit.
Yes, its fascinating. Bumped into an old school friend, hes not good. Self harming, in and out of rehab. Poor guy is a genuine person. Told me its the first time hes opened up in years.
I cut my face open, he asked what happend, i told him im suicidal. It was like a bulb came on for him, he just started talking. It was a breath of fresh air to be honest for once.
it's very good cocaine nearly pure
I want some.
so do i
I'm tempted to get back on Zoloft but I like feeling good when I jerk it
FOR GODS SAKE DO NOT TAKE ANY SSRI'S.
Look up SSRI research, they are literally 1% more effective than placebo. The amount of fuckery they do upon your every internal neurochemical balance is staggering.
Serotonin is complacency chemical, its released in reaction to oxytocin release which happens in "positive" societal relations. Its "society drug", a thing that is released to make you go with other humans. Yes our bodies drug us to not rip each others throats out. You think its fear of repercussions ? No, its fear of loss of drug supply. We are all addicted to serotonin.
BTW try Wim Hof's breathing method (just don't go into water like a dumbass) and mindfulness meditation (concentrate on feeling of stimuli, let them "pass" you, be aware but not react, imagine thoughts vanishing like smoke as they form, do not actively counteract them).
aspergers?
Anxiety is a common side-effect of Bupropion. And phenibut should only be used once a week, it has withdrawals on par with benzos.
That's what I thought, but I am fairly functional at least I think so.
I will see what the what happens in my next doctor appointment.
REMINDER
The human brain evolved over millions of years to stay occupied. If your brain isn't being used, the natural result is depression and anxiety. Anxiety will fill the vacuum of "real shit to worry about" that would normally be occupied by thoughts of where your next meal is going to come from. Instead, in our society filled with quick and easy satisfaction, our reward chemicals get fucked, we get into a state of stagnation and become depressed.
Get some sun, use your fucking brain (keep it productive), eat healthy, and lift. That is all the human body has ever required. Give it what it needs, and nature will sort it out for you.
>t. formerly depressed and anxious wreck
>Anxiety is a common side-effect of Bupropion
Now I find out. Was put on it back in March for anxiety, and by last week it became unbearable. Now I take Lamictal, and supplement it with a few Ativan till I can see a psychiatrist and get this shit fixed. Feel pretty good though.
>Anxiety is a common side-effect
Yes and no. At first (week 2) there will be anxiety jump true. However after week 3 due to NET inhibition there will be no jumps (as severe as before medication) in NE thus blocking possibility of anxiety.
>And phenibut should only be used once a week, it has withdrawals on par with benzos.
True, but. Using 1/5 of "recommended" dosage is quite safe even in prolonged usage, though breaks should be done just to be safe = 2 days on 1 without. Its more just to tickle GABA, not overflow it like with benzos.
Same thing applies to amphetamine - sub 10 mg orally will tickle TAAR while having negligible effect on DAT and NET. While still exhibiting MAORI and NDRI effects. And yes while addiction will start to form its much easier to get off 1/5, 1/10 of "street" dosages.
I was on buproprion and sertraline. Im off all jew pills now. I tend my garden and am currently looking for a wife for 8 kids homesteading. Its up to you to find purpose in life. Find a god to worship. (Jews took god out of our lives so they could push degeneracy and other soul killing practices) inaction is what kills the modern man. Either create or destroy. Goodluck user. Its up to you!
'ave a line ya virgin
I take these too. I have far less panic attacks and much less desire to hurt myself or others. If I stop taking them I go nuts and I cannot sleep for days.
It feels like my ability to read and write is compromised slowly over time. Which is awful considering I have a thesis to finish writing in a month. I can't do it. I just want to lie around and do nothing. I just want to sleep and dream.
We are the last warrior percentage of our populations and instead of fighting. Our enemies are providing us with the means to commit chemical sepuku/sterilization. Whites arent meant to sit around and do nothing all day like the nigger populations. Go out and build somthing. Raise a family. And stop listening to jews. Psychiatry is 100% founded by jews. Same with the lgbt shit.
Stay away from those pills. They will permanently fuck your head up. It's drugs for monkeys
>Those are just some of the things that I am experiencing, all because I can't stop touching my dick
ftfy
I never take anything but gave in and started taking Remeron. The stuff is actually pretty good. Normal moods, happy, like life used to be before finding Jow Forums
Magnesium, D3, B12 Nd omega 3s.
Just be schizophrenia without the bullshit meds
There’s no reason to take them if you’re not having psychosis
Even if so it won’t go away
Taking them just slows the delay to full retard
Just say fuck if and cut some jews throat instead
Seroquel is frequently prescribed off-label for insomnia
Just do illegal drugs antidepressants are just as bad for you but you don't even get happy. I'ma die from coke probably pretty soon but life is shit sober so who cares. But you need to increase your happy and pleasure chemicals not decrease them. Anti depressants also can make you fat cocaine I lose like 10 pounds or more month. I haven't eaten or drank anything besides liqour (to make cocethylene in my liver) in 3 days. I may look like I have aids but I don't care. As long as I'm happy it's good, and that's impossible sober. Everything sucks and I'm ready for the end but if you're going to use drugs to alter your mood at least do good ones, ssris are all the bad of illegal shit with almost none of the good. If you poison yourself at least get high
show penis
>meme
>>Anxiety, low mood, work related insomnia, inability to connect with people and honestly I just feel empty inside.
Same to all but I use amphetamine and opioids. Why would you drug yourself with shit probably equally as damaging but without getting fuckedu p?
When I came off opiates my body could not make dopamine on its own. That was the worst part of withdrawal, it took like 3 - 4 months to feel pleasure again. In that time, that was the closest i've ever been to killing myself. I thought about doing it a few times. I also had severe insomnia, because when your body doesn't produce dopamine it struggles to sleep for some reason. So not only was I miserable and producing no "feel goods", I fucking couldn't sleep either. I was 1 step away from either hanging myself or going to the mental clinic. But I made it through. So far I am roughly 5 1/2 months off opiates. I drink beer and smoke a little weed but that is it. I'm still not 100% but I am a lot better, I can sleep now and my interests are slowly coming back
td;dr living without dopamine is scary as fuck
>. I'ma die from coke probably pretty soon but life is shit sober so who cares. But you need to increase your happy and pleasure chemicals not decrease them. Anti depressants also can make you fat cocaine I lose like 10 pounds or more mon
this but with amphetamine
I lose like 10 pounds every session
You don't know how physically uncomfortable and terrifying it can get without the meds, do you?
Anti-psychotics are used as mood stabilizers sometimes, it's fairly common among more severe cases.
>Apparently cures transgenderism
>UN World Health Organization declares transgenerism isn't a mental illness
>Therefore stop looking into cures and trash any established research, it's completely normal goy
what the fuck don't take that shit you absolute retard!
Yeah I've done meth and Vyvanse and Adderall before it doesn't produce the euphoria in my brain that blow and some booze does. I get hyper focused and lots of energy but I don't get happy. All my tweaker friends tell me all day long to switch to meth cause it's cheaper and it is for sure, but the high is very different for me compared to good cocaine and some alcohol mixed.
Hey dude! Get off the fucking bullshit drugs
I was drugged up by doctors and therapists for years
I was depressed, anxious, bipolar and would randomly slip into schizophrenic episodes
I don't remember much from being on them because it was numbed out
I had to learn to fight it all out of my head, and no it doesn't really go away but you learn that when a wave of depression or an episode comes on, you can push back and hold it down
It's your brain and you always have the final say on how you feel, so make that choice
I would rather feel the highs and lows over feeling nothing at all and not being able to process information like a potato
There is no meth in the UK, just amphetamine sulphate which is significantly weaker. I'd take cocaine over amphetamine but then I'd be homeless in a month. Amphetamine for 3 days and heroin to comedown.
The reason why your life feels empty and unfulfilled isn't because you're broken, it's because you're literally not doing anything to fill your life or use your time and energy constructively.
Get a fucking hobby that makes something. Connect with other people that engage in that hobby.
>antidepressants are bad for you so just do cocaine instead
This is a weird thread.
Haha bossin my dude. I can't do h cause I know I won't stop. But I make enough to do 2 to 3gs of good blow a day and either mix it with s-isomer ketamine or some alcohol and I'm coasting. Did crack a few times and it's intense in a good way but I had to stop myself I have too many vices already. I'm pretty bad with blow if you add physical wds to that I'd be the biggest piece of shit you'd ever meet. But Calvin Klein (coke and special k) is like an amazing high for sure
>it has withdrawals on par with benzos.
it really does not, it's possible to taper down from even 3-5g/day within about 2 weeks while tapering benzos can take months
No not saying that I'm saying if you're gonna be chemically dependant at least do good ones. The best route is sober obviously but for some life isn't bearable. If ur gonna use chemicals to alter your mood regardless however then at least use ones that make you happy, not numb
Ty Aussie bro... I really needed this
The idea of living sober honestly scares me worst than death, like I cannot even comprehend the hell. When I was going through my insomnia phase of opiate withdrawal, nothing was working. I could not drink, I could not smoke weed, benzos did nothing. I was awake for days at a time, 100% sober. 5 minutes felt like 5 hours. I was taken to the brink of insanity multiple times during this. I can say without a shadow of a doubt there are worse things than death, this was pure mental torture. I simply cannot deal with reality sober. Its too boring and meaningless. I'n off opiates now but I smoke weed like 5 days a week and drink 2. I also drink energy drinks too much. At least i'm off opiates though lol
>Anxiety, low mood, work related insomnia, inability to connect with people and honestly I just feel empty inside.
You're probably on a low dose that doesn't lower dopamine much if it's for anxiety. 150mg is when it hits D2 substantially.
100mg is when it hits 5-HT2A (the stuff in Magic Mushrooms/DMT/LSD).
Lower than 100 is mostly anti-histamine and anti-adrenergic, which is why it works on anxiety.
Once it removes your anxiety at a lower dose, it'll make you feel "normal".
t.on it for Schizophrenia, and I've been on low to high doses over the years
>Once it removes your anxiety at a lower dose, it'll make you feel "normal".
And my normal, I mean what you're feeling now. You've probably got Schizoid PD or something.
Good on ya for getting off opiates man, watch the energy drinks tho they'll make ur heart explode. Only good thing that came from my coke addiction was it taught me to stop trying anything harder.bdid meth before blow so that was too late. But I liked pills like Percocet, Norco, and Dilaudid but I know myself and drugs and if I do h it's gonna be a miserable rest of my life.