I became a victim of pornography at age 11 and it's lead me to fap to degenerate faggot shit like shemales.
Is it over for me? Can i redeem myself?
I became a victim of pornography at age 11 and it's lead me to fap to degenerate faggot shit like shemales.
Is it over for me? Can i redeem myself?
repent and believe in the gospel
I have the same question user, genuinely. I have done much to attempt to escape. My next step is to become even more radical.
“You have heard that it was said, 'You shall not commit adultery.’ But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart. If your right eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. For it is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body be thrown into hell. And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. For it is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body go into hell."
I've spent a lot of time meditating on that verse and concluded that what it means for me is that if I cannot stop sinning, I need to separate myself from the insturment that allows me to sin. That means I need to completely separate myself from any contact with the internet.
I work online so this would require everything, including my livelihood and probably the largest part of my identity. But I refuse to be enslaved to this demon. It's not a matter of if, it is a matter of when.
You can’t just tell somebody to believe in something. Your brain either believes something or it doesn’t.
>Your brain either believes something or it doesn’t.
If somebody tells you something, and you are not sure if they are telling you the truth, then yes, you have a free choice in whether or not you choose to believe them.
no it's not over for you
and yes user you can redeem yourself
you just need to understand deep down
we are creatures of habit
we become what we regularly do
when you have committed to change simply avoid your bad habit and replace it with a good one
No you don’t. You have a free choice in whether or not you’re going to act on their word and give them the benefit of the doubt. The default position is non belief. If I’m not sure I believe somebody, I don’t believe them. This doesn’t mean I do believe they’re lying, it just means I don’t believe they’re telling the truth.
>Victim
No hope
An hero or stop whining like a little fucking bitch of a man
Dropped the victim good and maybe just maybe you may stop being so pathetic
Lol ok sry, my bad nvm
Yea, just fucking stop?
>oh no I can't ;_; *masturbates to chicks with dicks while tears stream down his face*
Seriously, stop victimizing yourself and take the first fucking step.
Nope, best case scenario wait for the war to start, focus everything on that.
>The default position is non belief. If I’m not sure I believe somebody, I don’t believe them.
And what is the possible downside of acting upon the gospel?
Somebody tricks you into accidentally being a good person?
Is that you Sam
No yes maybe
OP is literally a fag
No, it's not over for you. Yes, you can. We all fall short and it's only through faith in Christ and what He did that any of us can be redeemed, not works, lest any man should boast.
Nobody cares what you fap to as long as you gas the jews.
if you are sorry. Become catholic (trad or SSPX) and go to confession. You will be forgiven.
>We all fall short and it's only through faith in Christ and what He did that any of us can be redeemed, not works, lest any man should boast.
Wrong protestant.
Works are absolutely required for salvation too.
your sexuality was determined long before age 11, just learn to love and accept yourself
At least you didn't become a sissy and dress up like a girl for a few guys like I did..
A lot of guys develop a porn addiction and never get into gay shit. Don't blame porn for your inherent faggotry.
Bro, you don't even have it hard. My first fap was Sonic porn. You can probably figure out where I ended up from there, and it's only gone downhill.
>just learn to love and accept yourself
nice try satan. not today
How did you get to that point?
Assuming this isnt a troll
It didn't help that I had older sisters and access to the goodwill boxes filled with their used clothing..
you're still a sissy aren't you...this whole reply seems like a thinly veiled attempt at attention =/
I haven't done it in years. I doubt I ever would again unless it was with a girl.. I'm just trying to show OP that it could be worse.