How is your life today compared to one year ago?

I literally fell for the canada is collapsing meme. Poland is cool, but I felt like I was running away.

Glad to hear you've overcome your addictions and depression. Did you gain anything substantial from living in Poland?

In terms of well being, I'm likely worse. Substance use has picked up again recently and I feel like absolute trash atm. In terms of my "career" I'm further along tho.

What does substance use mean in Canada, as in alcohol etc or illicit drugs?

My life is way better than last year,

mental health +75%
external stability +33%
skills +10%
body +66%

Also, stopping porn helped me to fix my sex addiction and I'm now ready to settle with a woman

A year ago I was mostly a libertarian /civic nationalist

Now I'm almost a year Natsoc.
I also found out my grandfathers uncle died in Russia in 1942 for some reason.

Glad to hear it mate, well done.

Deleting social media

were doing ok. how about you OP?
getting sunlight? drinking water? have you stopped touching yourself?

Thanks, a good decision imo.

thank you Nigel
also I stopped browsing Jow Forums and Jow Forums so much

red pills are less effective with every passing year, i think i'm blackpilled now. somehow i'm not bothered much by it, my life is pretty comfy at the moment. i'm improving myself and have a surprising level of confidence while everything is spiralling down the drain.

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Both but alcohol is the worst for me.

Kind of good kind of shitty

I've improved my body,strength and fighting skills also got my driving license.

Mentally I'm getting worse because of all the troubles that happens in my family and the family of my gf which seems like pushes her to suicide, if things will continue again I guess I will assist to another attempt or even worse the last one if I won't stop her somehow...

Not really, but it was very rejuvenating being in a healthy society. Now I'm motivated to make life work in canada.

ive been redlining at an all time low for 3 years steady now.

you people dont know the depths of how low you cans go until your giving your self an enema every morning to bandaid fix your ibs or the alternative is going to work with gas that will make a skunk run.

most of your suffering is brought on by your own hand, no one is forcing you to look at a new aggregate of how fucked everything is.

life has always been rough, ugly, and unfair.
there has always been kings and iron banks who exert their will over sovereign countries.

the only excuse for anyone to come here every day is if you want justice for what happened on 9/11.... i can fully understand why someone would keep picking this metaphorical scab.

Thinner, Stronger, Smarter, more Talented and less naive. Got a handle on drinking, my diet and my job, decided to go back to school and gave up vidya and introversion as it ruins your social life

well I'm not homeless anymore

Everything has deteriorated progressively within the last 10 years.

Are you James from those videos or just using it as op pic?

Bronyfag OUT

This heat is turning me into a degenerate

much richer than I was last year. Disregard females, acquire currency, retire early.

A lot worse
>neck began twitching every so often, thought nothing of it other than maybe I'd slept weird
>didn't get better
>pain in neck migrated north to the back of my head
>constantly aches; feels like a rubber band wrapped around my head
>also get severe eye pain
>can't sleep because of this
Oh and to top it all of, my short and long term memory has declined rapidly. I think it's game over for me lads.

Have you tried cutting it out? What is stopping you from doing so?

Congrats mate, how did you get out of that one?

pretty good. totally off of pills now and i started a business that is launching next month.

External stability and skills yes. Mental health no, it might even be worse

One year ago I was homeless. Now I'm making 83k a year. I miss Oregon, though.

I was so tired today I just shit in my bed and rolled over and fell back asleep. I had the day off so I had all day to clean the sheets and take a nice hot shower. I don’t do it often but it’s amazing when you do do it.

Here's a white pill fren

America today has never been closer to the conditions in Weimar Germany that led to the rise of Hitler.

what do you think it is?

My mental health is shit. I spend at least one day a week smashing my head into a wall. I just can’t stand living in clown world anymore but I’m too big a pussy to just kill myself.

Sucking it up and going to the immigration consult. Got stuck out in Australia as a backpacker, pretty much gave up on life and lived homelessly for over a year.

Last year at this time, I had just closed down a business and was absolutely buried in left over equipment but had stacked up a bunch of debt. I was dating a sexy girl but she was a gold digger and sucked as a person.

Over the last year, I sold off all of the equipment, paid off all of the debts, dumped the gold digger, got taken advantage of by an employer (fired the day before 90 days for absolutely no reason after revamping their entire operation and putting it in the green) and learned a bunch of new skills. I taught myself Unix and python and brushed up on my c++, got heavily into 3D printing as part of a new business venture in manufacturing, made a bunch of new business contacts for the same and got together a huge investment to launch the new operation. I also took a chill job beneath my skill level (only pays $80k) for the benefits.

As for mental health, I got full custody of my kid and started dating a super low maintenance girl who has offered the best sex life that Inuave ever had. I’m currently shopping for a beach house and a 2007(ish) Aston Martin DB9 (which sounds expensive but only costs as much as a new Subaru), both of which have me pretty excited.

I kind of feel like I’m living the dream right now. A year ago I was a wreck.

Have you seen a doctor? It sounds like some sort of cancer.

>more knowledge and skills with respect to hunting, boating, orcharding and gardening
>learned how to grow my own cannabis
>physically less healthy on account of nagging shoulder and wrist injuries
>have started developing a plot of land
>not in a full depressive episode but i've been better. certainly not as healthy as i was last year at this time
>still just a leaf

FeelsBadMan

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Mental health has never better
Relationship with family is exponentially better
Not worried about women anymore, but not MGTOW either
Getting my muscle back, slowly but surely
Diet is actually completely shit, but I make up for it by not eating as much
Instead of consuming media blindly, I actually analyze everything from anime to scholarly journals
I notice 9/10 mornings I quite literally rocket out of bed, and instantly know that the day will go well
In spite of all this I'm still $90k in debt with no job experience and antisocial disorder, but hey, it's gonna be alright :)

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My life has objectively improved by a lot but my mental health has plummeted to episodes of near-insanity.
Hope I get better tbqh. Not related to Jow Forums though, haven't been as active on here as I used to be a few years ago.

much better, in every possible way. Mental, physical, emotional, and skills are all better. Thanks Jow Forums

Congrats mate, how did you get out of that one?

I'm not him, but have been watching his videos recently.

Do you relate to them at all?

Glad to hear you're in a better place.

Why has your mental health deteriorated, in your opinion?

Good luck with the business, and well done on kicking the pills.

What in your own immediate environment is contributing to you feeling this way?

Do you have any idea what has contributed to your declining mental health?

Glad to hear it, well done.

Just looking at all the people around me wageslaving away, all depressed and just chasing material gains has made me terrified that in a few years I too will have to start such a meaningless and soulless life to earn money. (am a college student now) Life is just such a depressing thing, especially in the current material-obsessed society. Everything lacks soul and meaning.

Mental condition is stable and kinda getting better though I'm anxious about the future
Body remains in the same condition as before, it still needs work but I haven't found time to work on it.

The same, I guess. Still no real job, still no education, still a virgin. The only thing that accumulates are the amount of books I've read, the games I've played, and the movies I've watched.

I reached rock-bottom and started taking SSRIs just to stop the physical pain I was experiencing from my depression. The pressure of my own wellbeing and life along with the blackpills I was forced to swallow almost drove me to insanity.

Funnily enough, it was me getting rejected by a girl that turned everything around. I felt so lost and unfocused afterwards that I started to look up meditation advice. The only problem was that it was mostly hippie bullshit or a religious program, so I started looking for "ancient meditation" to get away from the fakeness of the modern world. I searched for meditation practices of ancient Greece or Rome because I wanted to stay far away from Indian and Asian stuff. I ended up seeing pic related and finally reading it... read the whole thing in one night and suddenly everything in the world made sense to me.

Why do I care so much about what others do?
Why do I care so much about how others react to me?
If, for as long as I am capable of rational thought, the only thing I can truly depend on is my sense of logic/justice/reason, why put too stock into anything else?
I can't control anything, merely influence.
Things will change, people will die, time will keep moving... the only thing I need to act in line with nature while I live and I will be content.

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Doing better in all regards.

Physically, in particular. From obese (270lbs@5'10) chain smoker four years ago, to well above average physical fitness. Now 185lbs, and quit smoking. I run at least 2 miles a day, deadlift PR is 505lbs, multiple sets of weighted pull-ups to finish out every session. People I knew years ago can't believe it when they see me. It's a very good feeling.

My finances have also improved considerably since I started giving a shit, which has helped my confidence quite a bit. The world is a mess, I don't have to be.

btw I've gone from 230 to 170 since then and feel a lot better physically. Good bit of advice from Marcus is to keep your body fit but don't stress over it.

Of course, that meant all my clothes no longer fit me so I had to fucking buy a whole new wardrobe.

A year ago things were going OK, lots of money saved from my day job, I was planning to start a business with colleagues and essentially working 2 jobs to get it done. Then we all had to kick in some of our own cash as investment to get it started.

Fast forward to now, we've got it up and running and made some decent cash, we've already done deals with some very big brand names which makes future sales easier. I've just started to get a mortgage on my flat to get out of the rent trap. I feel like I've improved my skills and knowledge in business a huge amount in the past year and feel rewarded for having the stones to throw my own savings into it.

But its hard on your mental health, now we have wages of staff to pay so we have to worry that we make enough money in a a month to pay everyone, first people not to be paid are the owners because you don't want your staff walking out. It's been very stressful having to work 2 jobs to get it started and there's a lot of worry you'll lose your investment and hard earned cash. Mainly trying to barrel forward as fast as possible right now.