I've been coming on Jow Forums since about 2014 and probably spend upwards of 5 hours a day posting here. I'm a proud believer of National Socialism, a regular contributor to /sg/, and I've laughed and cried with all you guys.
However dealing with the JQ in particular has basically ruined my life. I see jews everywhere I go now, and I always notice them behind everything that is wrong in my life. I dream about jews fucking shit up and probably spend about 75% of my day thinking about them. Today I saw a utility car that had an ad "got dents" and thought it say "goy dents". I followed the car in anger for about 15 minutes before I realized what it actually said. This kind of shit just happens all the time to me. I basically got kicked out of my college for calling my professor a kike when he tried to talk about the holohoax and have become a social pariah as a result. I have absolutely no friends besides you guys, and women all jokingly call me "fat hitler" around my old social circles. What's worse my mom works for a kike, and I demanded she quit her job than have us live off of jew money. She kicked me out of the house and now I'm forced to live with my grandma. I have no job as I refuse to be a zogcog so am 100% dependent on her now. I have no health insurance and refuse to go to walk-ins because the doctors are always kikes. My grandma wants me to go to a therapist to work past my jew "obsession" but I won't because that shit is a kike racket. I've been beaten up by black guys before for calling their white girlfriends race traitors/sluts
On April 20 grandma/me got into a huge fight because I wanted a party to celebrate Hitler's birthday and she thought it was a waste of money. She mad me take down my pictures of Hitler, Bashar al-Assad, and Saddam. I'm not sure how much longer I will be able to live with her. My mom says she should let me be homeless...
Sometimes I wish I never got so redpilled..How do you guys with the redpill not ruining your life like this?.
Who would you invite to your party if you have no friends? Your mom hates you so I assume the rest of your family hates you too. Would it just be you and grandma partying? About your question, how do you guys keep the redpill from ruing your life? I already had a good stable unionized job when I got redpilled so I don’t have to worry about that. I try to avoid socializing with coworkers outside of work because I might get drunk and let it slip that I love Hitler. Couldn’t get fired for it because union but don’t want any awkwardness. I only have a few close friends from childhood and they wouldn’t abandon me Based on trivial shit views on politics or views on history from long before I was born.
Ayden Ortiz
Heil Hitler
Aaron Bell
No one cares about this wall of text. Are jews bad for Western civilization? Yes. Now get working.
Brayden Carter
Here comes another bullshit Vox "YouTube Tranny Deradicalized Me" article.
Suck a nigger AIDS dick, kike.
Ryder Ross
I’ve decided to indulge in the red pill. It got me to work out and become stronger, both mentally and physically. Also getting a job is only slightly turning the Jewish cog, trust me you need it, both for the money and socialization. Read and better yourself intellectually, become the ideal person.
Luke Carter
Bait Garbage. Nice try kiddo
Levi Richardson
This goy, he gets it.
OP, you dont. You are the worst, even worse than kikes. because you recognize that they are filth, and yet you act like filth.
Lincoln Barnes
But also, if bait, fuckin quality
Camden Bell
wut
Juan Roberts
You sound like Elliot Rodger except with Jews instead of women.
you fat retard
Ayden Peterson
You think you’re redpilled? Jews are a distraction from the Chinese menace.
Henry Phillips
Ignore the haters OP. I struggle with similar issues. For me the hardest thing to accept is the constant racemixing. I actually had to move away from my home town just because I couldn't stand to see so many white girls throwing away their futures by interbreeding with niggers. To see our race be so humiliated like this makes my blood boil. Now all I want is to escape somewhere off-grid where I don't have to deal with any more of this jewish bullshit. The pornography, the mass consumerism, the hideous architecture, the Hollywood propaganda, the constant push for diversity in advertising. I just want these filthy parasites off my back once and for all. But to leave my family, and the place I grew up with behind is extremely painful.
Mason Phillips
Jews open the gates
Angel Rodriguez
Nice pilpul, Yehuda
Liam Cook
>spends 5 hours a day on Jow Forums >Jews ruined his life
I just larp as an NPC. Its painfull but you get used to it.
Colton Watson
H ail A dolf H itler A lways
Luis Bell
>Who would you invite to your party if you have no friends? I thought me and grandma could celebrate. I want to celebrate with someone
HH brother
>working for (((Goldstein)))
I literally live off my family and get government money too via disability
Race traitor, there's no justifying helping them at all by working or contributing to society
kys tranny
hey JIDF
It's cool to know I'm not alone in this. Everybody hates me, my friends and my family and my classmates. They just mock and bully me and want nothing to do with me. It's soul-crushing but I can't give in and let the kikes win
That's what literally they want, for you to be afraid and conform
Robert Mitchell
ill take things that never happened for 10 alex.... 0/10 bait. sage.
this is a board of Chad Scholar Warriors...nobody here is as autistic as OP tries to present.
