I started out like most of you, lonely and depressed and falling into the rabbit hole of Jow Forums hatred, hating niggers, spics and chinks, wishing my eyes were blue instead of brown. Why then do some of us fall for BBC even despite this?
There's just something incredibly hot about a thick dark black cock pounding into a tight, pure Aryan pussy. I can still enjoy vanilla porn, but interracial is somehow way more intense to me and I know I'm not the first nor the only one here who understands this.
I've witnessed fellow and former alt-righters in the discords and in comment sections still jerking it to bbc while in heavy denial, I've seen converts here trolling this board over and over and you have, too. I know you sick fucks are out there. I feel like I should stick to my beliefs but I can't stop thinking about it, niggers fucking cute white girls, I've even gotten the urge to share my gf with a black cock (almost all western women have ridden the cock carousel anyway). I've just about given in at this point. You can meme me about being a leaf or whatever, but you can't deny this is a real problem.
No self respecting person, let alone ethnonationalist watches porn. It’s Jewish poison for the brain.
Parker Watson
Lmao North Americans and their cuck fantasies
Jacob Davis
That ass was literally BUILT FOR BBC
Isaac Jackson
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snnnnniiiffffffffffff...oh yes my dear....sssnnnnnnnnnnnniiiffffffff....quite pungent indeed...is that....dare I say....sssssssnniff...eggs I smell?......sniff sniff....hmmm...yes...quite so my darling....sniff....quite pungent eggs yes very much so .....ssssssssssssssnnnnnnnnnnnnnnniiiffffff....ah yes...and also....a hint of....sniff....cheese.....quite wet my dear....sniff...but of yes...this will do nicely....sniff.....please my dear....another if you please....nice and big now....
Oh yes...very good!....very sloppy and wet my dear....hmmmmm...is that a drop of nugget I see on the rim?...hmmmm.....let me.....let me just have a little taste before the sniff my darling.......hmmmmm....hmm..yes....that is a delicate bit of chocolate my dear....ah yes....let me guess...curry for dinner?....oh quite right I am....aren't I?....ok....time for sniff.....sssssnnnnnnniiiffffffff.....hmmm...hhhmmmmm I see...yes....yes indeed as well curry......hmmm....that fragrance is quite noticeable....yes.....onion and garlic chutney I take it my dear?.....hmmmmm....yes quite.....
Oh I was not expecting that…that little gust my dear….you caught me off guard…yes…so gentle it was though…hmmmm…let me taste this little one…just one small sniff…..sniff…ah….ssssssnnnnnniiffffffffffff…and yet…so strong…yes…the odor….sniff sniff…hmmm….is that….sniff….hmmm….I can almost taste it my dear…..yes….just…sniff….a little whiff more if you please…..ssssssnnnnnniiffffffffff…ah yes I have it now….yes quite….hhhhmmmm…delectable my dear…..quite exquisite yes…..I dare say…sniff….the most pungent one yet my dear….ssssnnnnniifffffffffffffffffffffff….yes….
You are the number one exporter of BBC porn though.
Austin Garcia
You witnessed anons jacking it to bbc... slide thread saged
Ethan Bailey
We all know you have a small dick Zhang, you don't need to project
Lucas Foster
1/2 I can't stop thinking about black dicks. I can't stop thinking about black dicks because it's the forbidden fruit, the BBC is the ultimate transgression for a white nationalist to commit. Not only do you think about putting that black cock in your mouth, but also you want to ride it like a promiscuous female which speaks volumes about your homosexual proclivities. I have never tasted or ridden a cock, but whenever I think about black cocks, my asshole seemingly starts twitching subtly as though aroused at the mere thought of being ravaged by a black python making its way up my creamy colon. I am not homosexual, I do not identify as a homosexual and I doubt I will ever have homosexual encounters. Nevertheless, I will be the first one to admit there is something deeply fascinating about gay sex and the whole idea of homosexuality; not exactly as an activity, but as a general phenomenon, as the ultimate transgression any self-respecting white man fears to perpetrate. Nigger cocks are big, black, sinewy, abominable and pose a threat to our existence. Is this why I keep dreaming about them? Is this why I keep seeing them entering white holes in my dreams? I have recently come to the conclusion that Negrophobia is inherently intertwined with the psychological baggage of Negrophilia. Think about it. Why do feminists advocate for the Islamic immigration and hence, toxic masculinity as embodied by Arab males? The answer is very simple: they have grown to love the very thing they initially despised, the very reason why they became feminists propelled them towards their source of hatred which they have gradually embraced and became deeply enthralled by. They have grown to love the very thing they loathed. As Julia Kristeva demonstrates in her Powers of Horror, things that we find repulsive still hold some appeal for us and we cannot surmount or refute their seductive nature, for it's their very repugnance that produces this odd, compelling sensation of deep fascination.
2/2 The things we hate hold sway over us whether we like it or not. I want to suck black cocks, inasmuch as some part of me yearns to do the most abject things imaginable, to break away from social convenances that have come to define and restrict me. I do not say that's a good thing, but it's definitely there. I crave to suck black cocks, for it constitutes the ultimate anathema, the ultimate abomination, the ultimate debasement of my soul. In order to genuinely combat this sick penchant of mine, I have to recognize its existence and come to terms with the fact that my white nationalist beliefs perforce induce a number of quaint traits or preferential idiosyncrasies if you will. I have to embrace my Negrophilia brought about by my intense despisal of Negros so as to truly remedy my condition or at least mitigate its intensity to some extent. I will never act upon my intense desire to place Negro's member inside me mouth, I shall snub this morbid fantasy of mine and carry on with my other activities. Nevertheless, my relinquishment of Negrophilia cannot emanate from abhorrence or any hard feelings on my part, for it must originate from my deep understanding of the situation and possible consequences of adopting the white nationalist worldview. It seems important to note that it is better to espouse the white nationalism framework without resorting to the hatred of blacks, for any intense loathing may give rise to a severe case of Negrophilia which might prove difficult to eradicate later down the line. In order to obviate this scenario, reject the idea of a multiethnic society without heaping criticism on other ethnic groups; abstain from the racial prejudice which may subsequently conduce to your own downfall or even your potential descent into miscegenational degeneracy.
Actually the alt-right period had the opposite effect on me. Not only did I actively stop watching interracial porn no matter how hot the girl is, but my standards for porn actors became that the guy had to be white and the girl had to be Scandinavian green or blue eyed blonde princess. Now some eastern European brunettes also made it into my fap material, but the standards for those where ridiculous. Now I'm on nofap so all this is not a problem anymore.
Anyway, porn distorts your natural sexuality. I would encurage you to read 'your brain on porn' by Gary Wilson(yourbrainonporn.com) as that book explains in detail how you need more and more degenerate and disgusting porn to get off because you get desensitized to whatever vanilla porn you start off watching. There is even testimonials about how guys start of with 'normal porn' and goes trough lesbian, threesome(MMF), tranny and end up watching gay porn even tough they are straight.
Do whatever you need to do to stop watching porn and in a few months this cuckold complex that you have developed should dissapear by itself. It also helps too know that the jews created the porn industry in Hollywood and that they especially push the interracial porn. To them it is just another tool for destroying the goyem through degeneracy and pushing miscegenation. Every time you fap to porn a jew smiles.
Jack Ramirez
Same here op, i am also a white nationalist and understand that jews control porn but blacked porn is something else. After seing it once on Jow Forums i couldnt stop. I feel ashamed but i realy never feel anything like when i am watching a big black cock penetrating a petite white woman
Luke Roberts
Didn't you get the memo? We're using this memeflag when shilling not the ancap one.
William Cook
Black dick is nice tb hl
Connor Edwards
How old is that chick?
That ass looks like it belongs to a 5'4 jailbait
Daniel Robinson
Some of the first porn I ever watched was interracial, it must have left some kind of imprint on me because now the only thing that gets me off is Blacked. It's challenging to hate niggers and be so aroused by them at the same time.
Carter Watson
Ow sorry i am new on the job
Dominic Rodriguez
>any other shitposter shitposting today?
Jacob Bennett
Chekd. Why are some of brothers in arms like this?
To me, it's the same as enjoying bestiality. It's just sick, even before I was "redpilled" the odd time I came across it, I just found it disgusting, and that hasnt changed. And honestly, if you aren't larping I find this sad. The day of the rake shall come if not
Alexander Adams
>white nationalist >addicted to bbc porn >addicted to porn period I have a solution. Go to your local gun vendor and purchase a gun. Then take one of the bullets and put it in the chamber of that gun. Now, apply the barrel directly to your forehead and pull the trigger. You are not a white nationalist, you are a worthless piece of shit spy. No good to either side, white or shitskin. ALL YOU CAN DO IS REMOVE YOURSELF FROM THE GENE POOL. THAT IS THE BEST CONTRIBUTION YOU CAN MAKE TO SOCIETY. If you were pure nigger I would have more respect for you. I can respect an enemy. But, NO ONE will ever respect a traitor.
Hi tenda, isn't your subreddit Jow Forumshapas going to get quarantined?
Adam James
I am unironically. Fucking nightmare anons. I managed to get laid but couldn’t get it up. Went to the bathroom and watched some amateur interracial and managed to get excited enough to actually fuck her. Embarrassing anons
Adrian Young
my fetish is the opposite of yours, white men are the best.
Ps: I'm shitskin
Easton Russell
see
Joseph Myers
Reminder that these thread are made by disgruntled hapas and trannies.
Chase Anderson
>Swedish flag Wow, leafs, swedes, so the meme about those nationality being cucks was real all along
Similar thing happened to me but I had to cancel the date. Dick just goes limp if there's not a black male involved. Next time I'll try your trick, thanks user.
Brody Bell
>I've witnessed fellow and former alt-righters in the discords and in comment sections still jerking it to bbc while in heavy denial So you're a paypig for webcams?
Ethan Wilson
This I’ve been unhealthily obsessed with BFWM porn recently and I can’t put my finger on exactly why I guess it really is just the opposite of blacking isn’t it
Christopher Thompson
Dude there is nothing wrong with porn.
Isaiah Hernandez
What?
Jason Clark
Yea.
Liam Hughes
WHITED
Nathan Garcia
She’ll cry more from her cervix being hit than when she was abused as a kid
mmmm imagine a 12" big BLACK cock fully satisfying her white pussy literally soaking wet from anticipation of the proper fucking she's about to receive
Your sense of "white superiority" is pathological and stems from your insecurity.
You have effectively fallen for ((their)) programming, that all blacks are tall, muscular and hung and whites are subpar to them physically.
Have you actually seen non-American black people? Just like any other race, there's short scrawny blacks that most likely don't have the "BBC".
The real issue here is your porn addiction.
You are getting yourself off based on SHAME (you obviously know and can articulate the juxtaposition of the situation). It's the same neurological pattern - shame and guilt - that drives actual faggots to get their butts fucked.
Your self esteem is low so you like to masturbate to feelings of inferiority.