In desperation... I will fast 40 days

I will pray. I will do yoga stuff. I will dopamine fast. I will meditate. I will study various holy texts.

Pretty fucking black pilled lately. This life is a sham. I hope to come back with something. Even if it's just conviction.

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Good luck to you. If this is your first time, I would advise taking in water at the very least once a day. I wish you well and that you find the light within yourself that you so desperately seek to see.

do you have any goals or just stuff you don't wan't to be?

Wtf do you have a job? I would love to do all that stuff.

Godspeed user

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Both. Though the goals require perfection.

here's to you user. I feel like I would like to do something like that myself soon

get medical supervision

Why black pilled? Do you know why there are so many shills on this board? It's because they're losing.

user, you will come out of it. It is Cliche, but It will get better. I was blacker than black pilled. My mom died, horrible relationship problems, I truly felt like it was the End and I crawled out and am happier then ever. I still have the clawing nagging feeling of why the fuck isn't anyone doing anything as we are literally being genocided but I cope. Also I do a 50/50 black pill to hope-ium ratio. Find YouTubers that still have optimism. Find good books too, spiritual and metaphysical. It give a purpose.

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